{/Love You More and More.
{/Friday, January 27, 2006, @8:27 AM.
{ last sun's (22/1/06) family gathering and abt Eve... }
i had fun at the family gathering last sun (22/1/06) haha. At first, i was dreading it a little as it's a Sunday and thr's school the nxt day plus i haven't finished my homework haa. Started the texting thing with Pam again, i got the feeling we used to get from this. Lovely.

Played catching with the kids. Yeah! it was really fun! i could exercise but i ate a lot too haha, cos was quite bored at first. One good thing about playing with kids is there's this tendency for u to run faster than them so you won't get caught that often. Ha, cos when i was younger, i wasn't exactly the fastest or my stamina wasn't that great, so i'd get caught very easily if the catcher was targetting me.

Will post pics when i upload them from Pa's digicam haha... realized i haven posted any of me in my new specs right? Ha, hold on then, cos Yeek is gonna send me the ones we took in school(photo-taking session mostly by Synn's phone like wedding photo taking haha) ha... soon, after CNY she meant haha...

So yup, the boys were Ryan 11, Matthew 10, John 8, oh shoot i forgot this very cute, bearish boy who's 6, i keep spinning him around too ha. and Jun, 6 or 7 i think. Yuppy yup yup, i did really have fun!

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Yesterday, Eve bad-mooded(learnt from Cybell, i think it's crescent slang ha) in the l8r part of the day. I wouldn't go to too much details but what i'm saying here is, i really feel very comforted that she did feel better after talking to me. It's like if someone told u they don't think you understand them, it really does hurt cos u thought u were very close with that person.

Regardless of ur understanding of a person, i feel there's something happening in the background of the friendship bcos of times u 2 went thru and u will know how to react when ur fren is in a pit or in a foul mood though you wouldn't know how to explain it. Oh shoot! hope u all understand what i'm trying to bring across. :0

In my perspective, i think no one really completely understands anyone. Cos people keep changing, there are some times when pple react differently and u'd never be able to guess what sort of reaction that is.

Nonetheless, after reaching home, we talked on the phone a lil' and i asked her how would she feel if she din talk to me on the bus. (we chatted, trying to piece our thoughts tgt and sorting them out) She said she'd definitely feel sad, as if no one cared about her. Hence, it's really good to talk to ME. yeah! I'M NOT being thick-skinned here but i'm just so so so glad that's how she feel and she was cheered up.

One thing i realize, people affect each other. Even if you think you are not being affected at all, i still think you are affected by the slightest bit. You can choose to disagree, cos i dun think i'm right all the time as i'm still finding answers. Think there's a meaning of life in this: "To find the answers as i live and experience and learn...."

Another thing both of us realized, it's good to talk to sum1 about something cos as you talk, your thinking patterns become clearer. Very often, if you think alone, sometimes ur thoughts will be drifting around and they are scattered. That is why i've read that writing is encouraged for patients, because as you write, u use more of ur senses, like ur hand as u write, ur eyes as u see and ur thoughts in ur brain sorta form.

Well well well, enough about all these. I just discovered it's been long since i wrote about things other than what goes on in my life and these are thoughts i have, or they just pop up as i'm writing now or when i talk to people. So well... hope my mum never finds out i never went on fri for cny celebrations in school. Even if she does, hope she takes it in her stride well. Gonna go jss later with Pam pam and eve hee, den will go jp to do some shopping.

and then...

off to MSIA JEMALUANG WE GO!!! it's really sth i look forward to. I vow to post any pics taken from Pa's digicam if i find them worthwhile ha. I'm growing up... i mean this outfit i bought. HEE HAW!

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