{/Sunday, November 08, 2009, @8:59 AM.
{ have some faith and jus have fun! let it happen. wait and see what happens. }
OMIGAWSHHHH i jus wanna bitch about how envious im feeling right now and im not doing anything so that sucks jaaa. but its sooo weird if i joined them next door...
guess what?
cos there's some kind of party next door and the kids are noisy and laughing and playing. I went out to the balcony and saw this...................
MYGAWSH THAT WAS THE LAST THING I TOT I'D SEE. in the backyard of our neighbour's house.... no wonder they let the superbig-bear-like dog out into the front. cos normally they lock him up at the side gate and he can only be by the side or in the back. but cos of the party, he's now in the front...
SOOO FUN RIGHT JAAAAAAAAAAAA. sooo cute. i was telling cherlyn to look at it and she gave an astonished face too jaa. then i said let's go play with them since cherlyn was like it's sooo fun she wants to play too. then i'm like yah my friend (yu poh hui actually) told me to do what i want cos i dont have much time here and no one will remember me and stuff and then cherlyn went "i'm not stopping u". im like "LET'S DO IT TOGETHER" JAAA then she said "let me eat first la...." jaaa.......
neways i didn't do anything so now im just at home in my room while the rest are out @ carl's junior and they will ta bao for me yay = fish burger. i'm already eating lesser these days. im on a diet and like so many ppl don't believe me jaaa.
i feel kinda bored right now but luckily sean is talking to me online right now. pamela too :)
YESTERDAY was pretty fun i guess. im just tired. Cherlyn and me spent the whole day cooking and sleeping jaaaaaaaaaaaa. sooo lazy right. we woke at like 12.30pm and cooked until almost 2.30pm then Ivan and Maria-chan joined us for lunch jaa. They said it was good. I was pretty amazed it was pretty good. MAMA WILL BE SOOO PROUD OF ME WHEN SHE KNOWS I COOKED. oh man, i realize i should call my parents more often to feel that i'm thankful that they gave me life instead of keep on complaining n stuff.
Last night the party we were like cheated of our money, Sean's event. sooo funnaye. It's the first time someone did the greeting without me knowing so the side of the person's face crashed on my nose and deflated it jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
On the other hand, dance opportunity. Got me sooo excited. Oh ya, watching the break during the Borregos game last night = made me miss performing sooo much. "I FEEL IT IN MY FINGERS..." (the Love Actually song jaa). Got me sweaty and nervous n I wanted tooo dance so badly.
Okie but for the dance thing, just sui yuan bei jaaa. I keep saying it but I never really do it at times jaa. Who knows what will happen in the future. Don't get my hopes too high and be thankful there might actually be a chance jaaa. Jason's class @ his studio was pretty tiring. Repeating it and the front part im always, repeat: ALWAYS LOST! jaaaaaaaaa. soo funny, then this cute gurl was like "kyla, ur place is here." (in the centre of the gurls for that part). I think she buay tahan (couldn't take it) seeing me gabra or like unsure where to stand and blocking everyone's way jaa. Robertoooo was soooo funnaye, he's like he feeds on reggaeton music, he wanna SHAKE IT JAAAAA. sooo cute. i didnt' know he's just a few months younger. Thanks Marcela for saying he'll intro his friends to me when we go to cancun at the end of the year... Okie, dun believe it yet but just give him the benefit of the doubt. I've learnt not to trust everything might happen then end up feeling disappointed jaaa...
Ivan is sooo funnaye, keep saying thank you jaaaaaaa. HE'S SOOO ASIAN. ricky is sooo nice jaa. but the farkin tech raza, so full of people and all the BORREGOS PEOPLE SOO BIG SIZE. I COULDN'T BREATHE LA. holding a bag somemore... my coat too jaa (eee my poor coat, got beer now, dunno which toopid went to spray beer on everyone at one shot.) the martinis' effect on me was pretty long actually so i felt soooo tired jaa.
Okieeee, about next door. Stop moping around jaa. Be happy that there are soo many cute things in the world. Having fun is the most important right? Haruka's bday later jaaaaaaa. Hope it will be fun? Then maybe, just maybe we might go to Dubai with the borregos.
OH MY GAWSH, I JUS REMEMBERED SOMETHING LAST NIGHT AND I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO CROON. baby DJ is sooooooooooooooo cute la. Ricky so funny, said "We call him little ball, he doesn't move and is just like waiting for people to take him and lurve him jaaa..." NO WONDER KIDS ARE CALLED "bundle of joys". Ahhhh I miss my SIMS AT HOME.
FAITH... trust in fate jaa. trust in the goddess. jus go with the flow huh... JUST HAVE funnnnn...
reminder: watch the future unfold. don't expect too much or dont expect anything? when it comes least expected, all the more the joy will be multiplied hehhhh :D
SOME RANDOM PICS.
with sashi. thanks for lending me the bunny furry scarf again jaa. it kept me really warm jaa. i had fun with you @ sakuran bo. we should hang out again jaa. playing the violin issss sooo cool. actually i wanted to learn the violin many years ago when i jus entered teenagedom, it was because of hanazawa rui in HANA YORI DANGO. cos he plays the VIOLIN SOOOO FINELY, SO BEAUTIFULLLY it's unbelievable jaa.
a long time ago jaa. i really liked my hair that day.
oxxo was our dinner that day before the soccer match we were going.
24 oct 09' (sat) one pic from the TEQUILA TOWN when we went to GUADALAJAJA (it's guadalajara actually jaa). i jus lurved that trip soooo much jaa. cos the guide was really good and i have learnt to appreciate tequila jaa. and then i remembered the production of other stuff and they were all grown from hard work... so appreciate them...
i lurved the lunch @ 56 (this mexican cai fan place) with the koreans jaa. poor hyeon U oppa's head was covered by maria jaaa. YAY SO HAPPY FOR FREE POSTRE (dessert) - the yellow card they gave me jaaa. that's woon ha oppa by the way. an escape from dance heh. so tired mah... on last Thu (oct 29 09')...
30 Octubre 2009 (FRI)
HAPPY LUNCH IN SCHOOL.
i was sooo happy jaaaa cos it was with foreigners and we had fun in the cold!
that's ALDO (yesh his name is Aldo), maria-chan so cute with a fork in her mouth, she had no idea she did that jaa... my lunch.... SALAD JAA. and arizona te verde (green tea)...
shingo..... jumbo size. such a big bowl of salad and he could finish it jaaaaaaa.
the master, the wise master actually. breakdance expert. life expert heh xp
random jaaa... went to visit Nat cos she was "coughing myself to death" (according to her). SHE'S SOOOOCUTE JAA... and ROCK BAND 初体验 SUPER FUN LA JAAA. no wonder one can really keep one entertained if they have music in their lives and not to forget, GAMESSSSS!!!!!!
SHE'S SOOO GOOD at music!
OKIE, time to catch up on some translating for the transcript and NARUTO MANGA! and maybe Gossip Gurl. plus party later. wonder how the night will turn out!
by the way, i really lurve this coat of mine i bought for about 30 bucks sing dollars and it's got an ESKIMO-LIKE HOOD JAA. furry XD but the fur sorta made me choke one time in class when i used it to cover me jaa and the hood with the fur was soooo near my face jaa.
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guess what?
cos there's some kind of party next door and the kids are noisy and laughing and playing. I went out to the balcony and saw this...................
MYGAWSH THAT WAS THE LAST THING I TOT I'D SEE. in the backyard of our neighbour's house.... no wonder they let the superbig-bear-like dog out into the front. cos normally they lock him up at the side gate and he can only be by the side or in the back. but cos of the party, he's now in the front...
SOOO FUN RIGHT JAAAAAAAAAAAA. sooo cute. i was telling cherlyn to look at it and she gave an astonished face too jaa. then i said let's go play with them since cherlyn was like it's sooo fun she wants to play too. then i'm like yah my friend (yu poh hui actually) told me to do what i want cos i dont have much time here and no one will remember me and stuff and then cherlyn went "i'm not stopping u". im like "LET'S DO IT TOGETHER" JAAA then she said "let me eat first la...." jaaa.......
neways i didn't do anything so now im just at home in my room while the rest are out @ carl's junior and they will ta bao for me yay = fish burger. i'm already eating lesser these days. im on a diet and like so many ppl don't believe me jaaa.
i feel kinda bored right now but luckily sean is talking to me online right now. pamela too :)
YESTERDAY was pretty fun i guess. im just tired. Cherlyn and me spent the whole day cooking and sleeping jaaaaaaaaaaaa. sooo lazy right. we woke at like 12.30pm and cooked until almost 2.30pm then Ivan and Maria-chan joined us for lunch jaa. They said it was good. I was pretty amazed it was pretty good. MAMA WILL BE SOOO PROUD OF ME WHEN SHE KNOWS I COOKED. oh man, i realize i should call my parents more often to feel that i'm thankful that they gave me life instead of keep on complaining n stuff.
Last night the party we were like cheated of our money, Sean's event. sooo funnaye. It's the first time someone did the greeting without me knowing so the side of the person's face crashed on my nose and deflated it jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
On the other hand, dance opportunity. Got me sooo excited. Oh ya, watching the break during the Borregos game last night = made me miss performing sooo much. "I FEEL IT IN MY FINGERS..." (the Love Actually song jaa). Got me sweaty and nervous n I wanted tooo dance so badly.
Okie but for the dance thing, just sui yuan bei jaaa. I keep saying it but I never really do it at times jaa. Who knows what will happen in the future. Don't get my hopes too high and be thankful there might actually be a chance jaaa. Jason's class @ his studio was pretty tiring. Repeating it and the front part im always, repeat: ALWAYS LOST! jaaaaaaaaa. soo funny, then this cute gurl was like "kyla, ur place is here." (in the centre of the gurls for that part). I think she buay tahan (couldn't take it) seeing me gabra or like unsure where to stand and blocking everyone's way jaa. Robertoooo was soooo funnaye, he's like he feeds on reggaeton music, he wanna SHAKE IT JAAAAA. sooo cute. i didnt' know he's just a few months younger. Thanks Marcela for saying he'll intro his friends to me when we go to cancun at the end of the year... Okie, dun believe it yet but just give him the benefit of the doubt. I've learnt not to trust everything might happen then end up feeling disappointed jaaa...
Ivan is sooo funnaye, keep saying thank you jaaaaaaa. HE'S SOOO ASIAN. ricky is sooo nice jaa. but the farkin tech raza, so full of people and all the BORREGOS PEOPLE SOO BIG SIZE. I COULDN'T BREATHE LA. holding a bag somemore... my coat too jaa (eee my poor coat, got beer now, dunno which toopid went to spray beer on everyone at one shot.) the martinis' effect on me was pretty long actually so i felt soooo tired jaa.
Okieeee, about next door. Stop moping around jaa. Be happy that there are soo many cute things in the world. Having fun is the most important right? Haruka's bday later jaaaaaaa. Hope it will be fun? Then maybe, just maybe we might go to Dubai with the borregos.
OH MY GAWSH, I JUS REMEMBERED SOMETHING LAST NIGHT AND I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO CROON. baby DJ is sooooooooooooooo cute la. Ricky so funny, said "We call him little ball, he doesn't move and is just like waiting for people to take him and lurve him jaaa..." NO WONDER KIDS ARE CALLED "bundle of joys". Ahhhh I miss my SIMS AT HOME.
FAITH... trust in fate jaa. trust in the goddess. jus go with the flow huh... JUST HAVE funnnnn...
reminder: watch the future unfold. don't expect too much or dont expect anything? when it comes least expected, all the more the joy will be multiplied hehhhh :D
SOME RANDOM PICS.
with sashi. thanks for lending me the bunny furry scarf again jaa. it kept me really warm jaa. i had fun with you @ sakuran bo. we should hang out again jaa. playing the violin issss sooo cool. actually i wanted to learn the violin many years ago when i jus entered teenagedom, it was because of hanazawa rui in HANA YORI DANGO. cos he plays the VIOLIN SOOOO FINELY, SO BEAUTIFULLLY it's unbelievable jaa.
a long time ago jaa. i really liked my hair that day.
oxxo was our dinner that day before the soccer match we were going.
24 oct 09' (sat) one pic from the TEQUILA TOWN when we went to GUADALAJAJA (it's guadalajara actually jaa). i jus lurved that trip soooo much jaa. cos the guide was really good and i have learnt to appreciate tequila jaa. and then i remembered the production of other stuff and they were all grown from hard work... so appreciate them...
i lurved the lunch @ 56 (this mexican cai fan place) with the koreans jaa. poor hyeon U oppa's head was covered by maria jaaa. YAY SO HAPPY FOR FREE POSTRE (dessert) - the yellow card they gave me jaaa. that's woon ha oppa by the way. an escape from dance heh. so tired mah... on last Thu (oct 29 09')...
30 Octubre 2009 (FRI)
HAPPY LUNCH IN SCHOOL.
i was sooo happy jaaaa cos it was with foreigners and we had fun in the cold!
that's ALDO (yesh his name is Aldo), maria-chan so cute with a fork in her mouth, she had no idea she did that jaa... my lunch.... SALAD JAA. and arizona te verde (green tea)...
shingo..... jumbo size. such a big bowl of salad and he could finish it jaaaaaaa.
the master, the wise master actually. breakdance expert. life expert heh xp
random jaaa... went to visit Nat cos she was "coughing myself to death" (according to her). SHE'S SOOOOCUTE JAA... and ROCK BAND 初体验 SUPER FUN LA JAAA. no wonder one can really keep one entertained if they have music in their lives and not to forget, GAMESSSSS!!!!!!
SHE'S SOOO GOOD at music!
OKIE, time to catch up on some translating for the transcript and NARUTO MANGA! and maybe Gossip Gurl. plus party later. wonder how the night will turn out!
by the way, i really lurve this coat of mine i bought for about 30 bucks sing dollars and it's got an ESKIMO-LIKE HOOD JAA. furry XD but the fur sorta made me choke one time in class when i used it to cover me jaa and the hood with the fur was soooo near my face jaa.
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{/Tuesday, November 03, 2009, @1:40 PM.
{ they didn't forsake me. i still have myself. LURVE MYSELF LA. love life, and life will lurve u back. }
oopsy forgot to add what i read and want to learn and remember frm Wu Ji Zun's blog!
"We should learn to Forgive n Forget, we should 包容 each other and we should be generous...You know what? Seeing others Happy is a state of Contentment, isnt it?Life is NEVER about being 'Calculative'! Well, this is how I feel... Honestly, I am really GRATEFUL that a huge portion of my supporters are really understanding and faithful. I can see it, i can feel it and i really appreciate it deep down inside my heart! I can feel that many of you 'just' want me to be happy no matter what and vice versa. Likewise, i also want to see u all happy!"
-im not that much a supporter of his but i really对他刮目相看after one TW variety show hosted by Patty. It was some interview for FRH then he was being really positive and has a great attitude about life then i check out his blog.
oh man, why are my SENTENCES underlined? I sorta know what I did to make it like that but i have no idea how to make it go away. Oh well jaa啊。 Oh there's another blog I READ TOO. She's Queen, 女王！ I am Queen - 無名小站 GO AND FIND HER BLOG. I LAZY to go the page and copy the link, next time. Yay the lines are gone jaa. Something else by Wu Ji Zun 吴吉尊haha. so cute right, this name. Da dong calls him that. Oh man, maybe I shd go back to being a fan gurl, at least I feel alive and like they are so positive. Arron was like saying it's really up to fate about relationships cos like sometimes u know a gurl too much (he was referring to GuiGui) you just become brothers and it's nothing romantic. He still thinks gurls should be more mysterious - potential gurlfriends for him jaa. I think it's cos they have so many fans out there. They have GOT TO BE POSITIVE TO BE A good influence. Otherwise, all the teenage gurls - their parents wouldn't let them support them? Ja.aa.
sO IT'S like 连他们都没有哈哈，也觉得应该随缘。郭品超也曾经说过这样的话。 :)
更不用说，我的大东也是！这么爱妈妈！因为他失去爸爸。:(
Today is The Day of the Dead (Nov2), a celebration for the Mexicans. But it's like our 扫墓节（sweep graves day) QING MING JIE 清明节！I missed Jemaluang and my relatives there jaaa. So nice for me to eat the buns. I was only eyeing the buns. Teacher Lupita says Mexicans put the favourite food of their dead relatives on their graves and I realized for us it's more like different food, got roast chicken. I have no idea if it's what they liked before they died. There's wine too. Others eyed the roast chicken jaaa. So I was telling Cherlyn if I die, it will just be vegetables （Im thinking now that so maybe it's like nobody will be interested to come and sweep my grave?) wHat AN interesting thought right? jaaa. Cherlyn just said Ngok Fung's will be full of hamburgers jaaa. I said I think he will want the Carl Junior's Star sign jaaa.
From now onwards, I will go always when I can to Jemaluang. Cos family is soooo important. Don't take them for granted. If not when they are gone, you will regret. Reminder to self and others.
O hwell, wadever, but it's good to be positive after all. Jaaa. You don't hate the world. I stil have much to learn... Simple life ahh. 陶渊明！tao yuan ming. Used to be my favourite guy in the world jaa.
Neways, something else by Wu Ji Zun. 吴吉尊。我喜欢看到他的英文名和中文名together! (ahhh i want to put some photos to add some colours and images to this imageless blog. i wouldn't say colourless cos my fonts are always full of colours.) So weird for me to feel like blogging. Bcos I have a partial exam tomorrow and I haven't studied yet!
i miss listening to Zhou Chong Qing周崇庆on 93.3 FM!
“Quote to share: - The way to happiness: keep your heart free from hate, your mind from worry. Live simply, expect little, give much. Fill your life with love. Scatter sunshine. Forget self, think of others:-) Remember...Happiness doesn't depend upon who you are or what you have; it depends solely on what you think! Try this for a week and you will be surprised :-)”
Another reminder to self. 所以不能强求！李布衣(read in cantonese) jaa, then wil have the feel. Um, so while I can, enjoy now and treasure the times I have. 不同人不同命！不同的际遇。So if it's not mine, it's not mine. If it's mine, it is. 跑不掉。Can't run away. Everything is like that I guess jaaa.... 既来之则安之。Ngok Fung said "It will be good if you don't ask for too much" after I said "Wish November will be a good month jaa." Okie la, October not that bad. It's Mama's and Evelyn's bday and I had some really nice days actually. Life is just a journey, after all. Pam: "this is part of life".... Yesh everything is part of life. So be broad-minded!
Okie I will put some pics after all jaaaa.
ZACATECAS PICS (early Oct）
i really like this pic jaaaaa.
maria-chan and me and the flower.
exciting day of PAN (bread)
LAST tue dinner with sashi :)
Sashi reminded me of Sasha jaaa. :))))
Today, we learnt in class jaaaa, Mexican Culture class that the dead go to 4 different places. One of them is Cihuatlampa - for women. It's superrrrrr crude the way I remember it but I tot of remembering it as "See wa eh lam pa" JAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
By the way, my 自修书(self help book) (by the way I just realized i prefer them to be called 自修书, which means self-improvement, for self-upgrading and being better rather than SELF-HELP. hELP = u need help, u have problems. But for 自修，it's just you want to improve yourself and become better jaaa. There is no inadequacy, you just merely want to become better jaaa. I think it's like that)... Oh ya, it said that 多愁善感的人比较容易沉寂在悲伤里。something like that. guess im still 多愁善感。haaa. sighing, moaning, depressed jaa. oh well, that is gonna change from now on. I only live once right, why am i feeling sad that i feel right. Just try to feel happy more often. Be thankful that I have ittttttttt. Cos Goddess 没有忘记我！Fate too! They didn't forsake me! 老天待我不薄 i guess jaaaa. Not feeling anything is a feeling too, ain't it? Mr Pan's class la. All the 语言学！疯掉！i think 小潘潘是“爱疯了”haaa. Penny Dai's song. Xiao Pan Pan just lurves what he does soooo much. I really like this song.
Plus the PCD pUSSy cat dolls' song "HUSH HUSH" IS SOOOO NICE. Georgia issss sooo funnaye. Just enjoy what you get. Don' resist it, dont reject it. 用心感受快乐。幸福感！Everything to be experienced, to be felt. S.H.E. "痛快“。去感受吧。Whatever happened to "体验人生".
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"We should learn to Forgive n Forget, we should 包容 each other and we should be generous...You know what? Seeing others Happy is a state of Contentment, isnt it?Life is NEVER about being 'Calculative'! Well, this is how I feel... Honestly, I am really GRATEFUL that a huge portion of my supporters are really understanding and faithful. I can see it, i can feel it and i really appreciate it deep down inside my heart! I can feel that many of you 'just' want me to be happy no matter what and vice versa. Likewise, i also want to see u all happy!"
-im not that much a supporter of his but i really对他刮目相看after one TW variety show hosted by Patty. It was some interview for FRH then he was being really positive and has a great attitude about life then i check out his blog.
oh man, why are my SENTENCES underlined? I sorta know what I did to make it like that but i have no idea how to make it go away. Oh well jaa啊。 Oh there's another blog I READ TOO. She's Queen, 女王！ I am Queen - 無名小站 GO AND FIND HER BLOG. I LAZY to go the page and copy the link, next time. Yay the lines are gone jaa. Something else by Wu Ji Zun 吴吉尊haha. so cute right, this name. Da dong calls him that. Oh man, maybe I shd go back to being a fan gurl, at least I feel alive and like they are so positive. Arron was like saying it's really up to fate about relationships cos like sometimes u know a gurl too much (he was referring to GuiGui) you just become brothers and it's nothing romantic. He still thinks gurls should be more mysterious - potential gurlfriends for him jaa. I think it's cos they have so many fans out there. They have GOT TO BE POSITIVE TO BE A good influence. Otherwise, all the teenage gurls - their parents wouldn't let them support them? Ja.aa.
sO IT'S like 连他们都没有哈哈，也觉得应该随缘。郭品超也曾经说过这样的话。 :)
更不用说，我的大东也是！这么爱妈妈！因为他失去爸爸。:(
Today is The Day of the Dead (Nov2), a celebration for the Mexicans. But it's like our 扫墓节（sweep graves day) QING MING JIE 清明节！I missed Jemaluang and my relatives there jaaa. So nice for me to eat the buns. I was only eyeing the buns. Teacher Lupita says Mexicans put the favourite food of their dead relatives on their graves and I realized for us it's more like different food, got roast chicken. I have no idea if it's what they liked before they died. There's wine too. Others eyed the roast chicken jaaa. So I was telling Cherlyn if I die, it will just be vegetables （Im thinking now that so maybe it's like nobody will be interested to come and sweep my grave?) wHat AN interesting thought right? jaaa. Cherlyn just said Ngok Fung's will be full of hamburgers jaaa. I said I think he will want the Carl Junior's Star sign jaaa.
From now onwards, I will go always when I can to Jemaluang. Cos family is soooo important. Don't take them for granted. If not when they are gone, you will regret. Reminder to self and others.
O hwell, wadever, but it's good to be positive after all. Jaaa. You don't hate the world. I stil have much to learn... Simple life ahh. 陶渊明！tao yuan ming. Used to be my favourite guy in the world jaa.
Neways, something else by Wu Ji Zun. 吴吉尊。我喜欢看到他的英文名和中文名together! (ahhh i want to put some photos to add some colours and images to this imageless blog. i wouldn't say colourless cos my fonts are always full of colours.) So weird for me to feel like blogging. Bcos I have a partial exam tomorrow and I haven't studied yet!
i miss listening to Zhou Chong Qing周崇庆on 93.3 FM!
“Quote to share: - The way to happiness: keep your heart free from hate, your mind from worry. Live simply, expect little, give much. Fill your life with love. Scatter sunshine. Forget self, think of others:-) Remember...Happiness doesn't depend upon who you are or what you have; it depends solely on what you think! Try this for a week and you will be surprised :-)”
Another reminder to self. 所以不能强求！李布衣(read in cantonese) jaa, then wil have the feel. Um, so while I can, enjoy now and treasure the times I have. 不同人不同命！不同的际遇。So if it's not mine, it's not mine. If it's mine, it is. 跑不掉。Can't run away. Everything is like that I guess jaaa.... 既来之则安之。Ngok Fung said "It will be good if you don't ask for too much" after I said "Wish November will be a good month jaa." Okie la, October not that bad. It's Mama's and Evelyn's bday and I had some really nice days actually. Life is just a journey, after all. Pam: "this is part of life".... Yesh everything is part of life. So be broad-minded!
Okie I will put some pics after all jaaaa.
ZACATECAS PICS (early Oct）
i really like this pic jaaaaa.
maria-chan and me and the flower.
exciting day of PAN (bread)
LAST tue dinner with sashi :)
Sashi reminded me of Sasha jaaa. :))))
Today, we learnt in class jaaaa, Mexican Culture class that the dead go to 4 different places. One of them is Cihuatlampa - for women. It's superrrrrr crude the way I remember it but I tot of remembering it as "See wa eh lam pa" JAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
By the way, my 自修书(self help book) (by the way I just realized i prefer them to be called 自修书, which means self-improvement, for self-upgrading and being better rather than SELF-HELP. hELP = u need help, u have problems. But for 自修，it's just you want to improve yourself and become better jaaa. There is no inadequacy, you just merely want to become better jaaa. I think it's like that)... Oh ya, it said that 多愁善感的人比较容易沉寂在悲伤里。something like that. guess im still 多愁善感。haaa. sighing, moaning, depressed jaa. oh well, that is gonna change from now on. I only live once right, why am i feeling sad that i feel right. Just try to feel happy more often. Be thankful that I have ittttttttt. Cos Goddess 没有忘记我！Fate too! They didn't forsake me! 老天待我不薄 i guess jaaaa. Not feeling anything is a feeling too, ain't it? Mr Pan's class la. All the 语言学！疯掉！i think 小潘潘是“爱疯了”haaa. Penny Dai's song. Xiao Pan Pan just lurves what he does soooo much. I really like this song.
Plus the PCD pUSSy cat dolls' song "HUSH HUSH" IS SOOOO NICE. Georgia issss sooo funnaye. Just enjoy what you get. Don' resist it, dont reject it. 用心感受快乐。幸福感！Everything to be experienced, to be felt. S.H.E. "痛快“。去感受吧。Whatever happened to "体验人生".
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wu zun's real name is wu ji zun mah! that's y... heh
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jaaaaaa i know jaaaaaaaa... cos da dong call him wu ji zun jaa.
wow charmaine da jie u care so much about fei lun hai flh ah? jaa soo happy you came to visit my blog and thanks for your text! it was unexpected to receive a text from you
!
jaaaaaa. u look like u are having so much fun! please come back soon dear buddy!
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I really lurve salsa I think...
I could feel like I was all dancy and all professional and felt like Yan Qing maybe? Ja. I tot of Serene Lim and her expression when she dances, not sure how to describe but like some kind of self satisfaction, I dunno? My partner kept smiling or he'd smile really wide sometimes, like he really enjoys JAAAAAA. i CANT HELP BUT WANT TO GIGGLE when i see him do that. HOWWWWWWW... jAAA. i will forget the mean thing he said jaaa. Pam sooo funnaye, said he's sure he's gay. Cos a heterosexual man would not do that. So mean too jaaa. I have no idea. Woah, Pam it's time I sent you the funny email jaa. I will write here what you funnily told me. Lurve you, Pam jaaa.
"love u too grace! i like to say that to ppl and i like to hear that too he
*heee
i miss all my close friends! i wish u and eve were here
ok forward the thing to me later and i will have a good laugh haha."
But I accidentally hit my partner's head with an elbow and for exaggeration purposes, he flew off jaaaaaaaaaaa... He said "It's my bad". It's true jaa. Cos he said he looked at the mirror while i was turning thats why he got hit. JAAAAAA. Gilberto laughed at us too. Neways, Cherlyn and Lennard laughed.
I told Lenny and Cherlyn this cos Lenny was saying "I was hit by the most aggressive old man in muay thai". JAAAA.
“他跟我笑笑然后我就被打了。”or something like that. It just means he was smiley and smiled at me then the next second I was hit.
Give thanks for today:
Sooo happy to see Sean jaaaaaaaaaaaaa. He was like "When are we going to the movies?" "Nat says my "staying alive" joke wasn't funny at all". He walked his FAST WAY with his long legs and saw me and gave me a sudden, tight hug jaaa. It was a gooood shock. It's like Nat told him about what I said about me liking them and wanting to hang out and trying to find excuses and stuff. And they will ask me out when they're doing something soon jaa. Then I just told her about Sean just now and she was saying they were telling a friend about me and she wants to meet me too. Cos our meeting was really random and yesh, this incident made me believe in fate. I really had fun that day. Though it was just taking a cab to Soriana, walking around in Soriana (buying stuff) then walking to the cineplex, it was reallllyyy funnaye. It kinda felt like Yellowstone laughing times. It was pure laughter and that kind of good feeling is sooo good.
Ooops, must remember this something I read about somewhere about a jewellery chest 珍宝箱。I can call it jewellery box but I think jewellery chest is nicer. I have a pendant like that too - like a treasure chest 绮丽的颜色。亮晶晶的。Remember the magical-ness of the world? Jajaaa... Oh ya, it said that keep a jewellery chest. Keep good, nice memories in them. Whatever that made you feel good. Experiences often keep you happy longer than just things. So, write them down and when u're down, open that jewellery chest and think about whatever is in it. But one has to be careful about it, cos if you repeatedly think about one all the time, you get sick of it. So, you must rotate the things, switch them so you can view them with renewed energy and fresh outlooks jaa... Refreshing then they will be...
The staying alive joke was a car was very near to me while we were crossing the road. Then he went "Don't get yourself killed." After a while, he sang "STAYING ALIVE, staying alive". oMIGAWSHHHH, 笑到爆！jaaaaaaa... It was totally random and I still took a few moments to understand jaa.
Then they were buying milk from Soriana's and (i jus lay on the table holding my stomach in convulsing laughter cos i recalled how it was like about the cups). They bought cups jaaaaa. They took 2 each, 1 of 2 different kinds. Also, at first Sean went to the milk section and took one BIG one, the 1 litre kind and acted like drinking it jaaaaa. They got the cups and I asked them why they cant just drink the milk (they settled on small bottles) from the bottle directly. Sean, "Cos Nat has to be so special about how she eats things. She's going to dip cookies jaaaaa. Sean also said "Yah, Im just going to say I lurve cups, so what?" JAAA. Cos they were going to bring the cups in. When we were going to pay up jaaa, Sean asked how much those 2 cups cost jaaa. JAA, when they realized one was much cheaper than the other S just left the more expensive ones somewhere beside that counter we were at. JAAAAAAA. Super funnaye that action. KINDA Awkward but he still went with it jaaa.
So, 30th Oct (last Friday) was a good day after all. Lunch with Maria-chan, Shingo Mama the wise master and 2 other Mexican friends was goooood... Yay I feel like Im on exchange when Im with foreigners jaa. Come on, Kylala, just enjoy whatever comes your way. If not, you'll be missing out on the chance to savour those happy moments. Someone once said, "Like your life, then life will like u back." I realize I'm sooo close-minded all this while. Disregarding whatever I have in each moment, unlike the past when I was all about "experiencing everything". Whatever kind of experiences, I look forward to collecting them jaaa. So I was truly happy back then despite feeling down less times. It's time I went back. 或许当初的是最好的。Who says you must evolve, you must change as you age? Jaja. I dunno... Whatever works, I guess. These days, I think too much. I want to deny that I have bipolar disorder. Okie, stop thinking about it. It's cos I'm really 多愁善感。 It's really about perception jaaa.
So, kylala, just enjoy what you get. I'm starting to read Wu Ji Zun's 吴吉尊 blog again jaaa. Simple way of living. Contentment is sooo important. People always say, those self help books say "活在当下，知足常乐”。Live in the moment, if u're contented, u'll be happy often jaaa. Okie, I used to really be able to do it, that explained how happy I was. oh-so-dear Yellowstone is the example. Sometimes these days, the memories in Yellowstone seem less clear and vivid but certain scenes I still remember. I even recall how some smells are like. That explains why I was asking our NFF (new found friends), Cher, Jin when we were at the HOUSE, 教练的家。我想说墨西哥人读不懂中文，但那是假的哈哈。因为墨西哥人读得懂。很多墨西哥人学中文哈哈。你会吓到。YUP, cos i smelt something that smelt like JDW's and Drew's cologne actually. So it was really nostalgic for me to smell that smell jaa.
I really should remember the happy parts and learn for it. Actually, being a kid and myself was what made me sooo happy I guess jaa. All these days, thanks Poh Poh Hui, Jen and Pam sooo much. Of course, my mama, papa, Sang and KELVIN BRUH TOO JAAAA!
Remember again, "Happy people don't necessarily have everything, they just make the most out of everything." And "it's not what the circumstances are that make you feel happy or sad, it's what you think of the circumstances, how to react to it that determines how u feel." Happiness is a choice, people say. Actually yesh... Plus my tendency to overthink all the time. And I suddenly realize it's like everything is 意识形态。Remember how enlightened and confused at the same time I was back in last semester when I took all those courses about thoughts. It was pretty scary, feeling everything that I once believe dismantle and deconstructed and I dont know what to believe. That's why, without having things I believe in, I was lost. Imma work on that.
真的，要相信缘分。Knowing Sean and Nat is really 缘分哈哈。And everything is really unexpected. I had no idea things will be like this when I was still in Singapore. So everything, just let time tell. Haha, wait and see what happens jaa. Sometimes, I gotta 佩服我自己when I'm more positive... So try try try, don't give up. In my dream last night (i rarely have dreams or even when i have them, i dont rmb them), I actually remembered someone saying "不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己". It was what Xiaoxi, Angela Zhang's character in MVP 情人 would always say. Such an old show. So in my dream, it was like Xiaoxi with her 2 blond braids saying that, but I felt that I was at home and Sang said it too.
I had never thought about having hope and faith in the past. When I was younger, if I got to eat and got to watch my shows, listen to my songs, laugh out loud a lot (when it's really funny) with my friends and family and collect all the joyous and wonderful memories, I'd be happy enough. That's why I always looked forward to returning to Msia cos it was sooo much fun with my relatives and to travel I guess. I lurve road trips, MAYBE THATS WHY I really like to sit in cars jaaa. Oh ya, and if i got to dance, PERFECT. simple yet happy life jaaa. I'm glad for my childhood, my 20 yrs. Really thankful. 长大了，贪心了。难怪我会说我是翻了。小的时候更象老人，欲望很少。然后有的玩，有的吃就开心到爆了。这就是所谓的“要求很低”。所以说，随缘！啊哈哈。
But it dawned on me when I was locking the gate before salsa today that I'm sooo young, Im overseas for an exchange. I should go searching for the joys and what young people do, have fun and be happy jaaaa. If not why did i come here? Did I come here to mope? Remember ABUNDANCE! I should really go to a salsa club soon! Yup make a lot of friends, that's what I read in Chong Min's texts jaaa.
I've been listening to my LG cell phone, mp3 player all this while while I'm blogging. Niceeee jaaa. I still lurve Chinese songs the best I think. I should go and watch Kang Xi Lai Le and catch up on KO One 终极一班！to remember to take life less seriously and just have fun jaaaa. Collect the various joys and experiences in lifeeeeee. Life is soooo broad, so wide, so abundant. Be open to whatever that comes! Unexpected future jaa!
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I could feel like I was all dancy and all professional and felt like Yan Qing maybe? Ja. I tot of Serene Lim and her expression when she dances, not sure how to describe but like some kind of self satisfaction, I dunno? My partner kept smiling or he'd smile really wide sometimes, like he really enjoys JAAAAAA. i CANT HELP BUT WANT TO GIGGLE when i see him do that. HOWWWWWWW... jAAA. i will forget the mean thing he said jaaa. Pam sooo funnaye, said he's sure he's gay. Cos a heterosexual man would not do that. So mean too jaaa. I have no idea. Woah, Pam it's time I sent you the funny email jaa. I will write here what you funnily told me. Lurve you, Pam jaaa.
"love u too grace! i like to say that to ppl and i like to hear that too he
*heee
i miss all my close friends! i wish u and eve were here
ok forward the thing to me later and i will have a good laugh haha."
But I accidentally hit my partner's head with an elbow and for exaggeration purposes, he flew off jaaaaaaaaaaa... He said "It's my bad". It's true jaa. Cos he said he looked at the mirror while i was turning thats why he got hit. JAAAAAA. Gilberto laughed at us too. Neways, Cherlyn and Lennard laughed.
I told Lenny and Cherlyn this cos Lenny was saying "I was hit by the most aggressive old man in muay thai". JAAAA.
“他跟我笑笑然后我就被打了。”or something like that. It just means he was smiley and smiled at me then the next second I was hit.
Give thanks for today:
Sooo happy to see Sean jaaaaaaaaaaaaa. He was like "When are we going to the movies?" "Nat says my "staying alive" joke wasn't funny at all". He walked his FAST WAY with his long legs and saw me and gave me a sudden, tight hug jaaa. It was a gooood shock. It's like Nat told him about what I said about me liking them and wanting to hang out and trying to find excuses and stuff. And they will ask me out when they're doing something soon jaa. Then I just told her about Sean just now and she was saying they were telling a friend about me and she wants to meet me too. Cos our meeting was really random and yesh, this incident made me believe in fate. I really had fun that day. Though it was just taking a cab to Soriana, walking around in Soriana (buying stuff) then walking to the cineplex, it was reallllyyy funnaye. It kinda felt like Yellowstone laughing times. It was pure laughter and that kind of good feeling is sooo good.
Ooops, must remember this something I read about somewhere about a jewellery chest 珍宝箱。I can call it jewellery box but I think jewellery chest is nicer. I have a pendant like that too - like a treasure chest 绮丽的颜色。亮晶晶的。Remember the magical-ness of the world? Jajaaa... Oh ya, it said that keep a jewellery chest. Keep good, nice memories in them. Whatever that made you feel good. Experiences often keep you happy longer than just things. So, write them down and when u're down, open that jewellery chest and think about whatever is in it. But one has to be careful about it, cos if you repeatedly think about one all the time, you get sick of it. So, you must rotate the things, switch them so you can view them with renewed energy and fresh outlooks jaa... Refreshing then they will be...
The staying alive joke was a car was very near to me while we were crossing the road. Then he went "Don't get yourself killed." After a while, he sang "STAYING ALIVE, staying alive". oMIGAWSHHHH, 笑到爆！jaaaaaaa... It was totally random and I still took a few moments to understand jaa.
Then they were buying milk from Soriana's and (i jus lay on the table holding my stomach in convulsing laughter cos i recalled how it was like about the cups). They bought cups jaaaaa. They took 2 each, 1 of 2 different kinds. Also, at first Sean went to the milk section and took one BIG one, the 1 litre kind and acted like drinking it jaaaaa. They got the cups and I asked them why they cant just drink the milk (they settled on small bottles) from the bottle directly. Sean, "Cos Nat has to be so special about how she eats things. She's going to dip cookies jaaaaa. Sean also said "Yah, Im just going to say I lurve cups, so what?" JAAA. Cos they were going to bring the cups in. When we were going to pay up jaaa, Sean asked how much those 2 cups cost jaaa. JAA, when they realized one was much cheaper than the other S just left the more expensive ones somewhere beside that counter we were at. JAAAAAAA. Super funnaye that action. KINDA Awkward but he still went with it jaaa.
So, 30th Oct (last Friday) was a good day after all. Lunch with Maria-chan, Shingo Mama the wise master and 2 other Mexican friends was goooood... Yay I feel like Im on exchange when Im with foreigners jaa. Come on, Kylala, just enjoy whatever comes your way. If not, you'll be missing out on the chance to savour those happy moments. Someone once said, "Like your life, then life will like u back." I realize I'm sooo close-minded all this while. Disregarding whatever I have in each moment, unlike the past when I was all about "experiencing everything". Whatever kind of experiences, I look forward to collecting them jaaa. So I was truly happy back then despite feeling down less times. It's time I went back. 或许当初的是最好的。Who says you must evolve, you must change as you age? Jaja. I dunno... Whatever works, I guess. These days, I think too much. I want to deny that I have bipolar disorder. Okie, stop thinking about it. It's cos I'm really 多愁善感。 It's really about perception jaaa.
So, kylala, just enjoy what you get. I'm starting to read Wu Ji Zun's 吴吉尊 blog again jaaa. Simple way of living. Contentment is sooo important. People always say, those self help books say "活在当下，知足常乐”。Live in the moment, if u're contented, u'll be happy often jaaa. Okie, I used to really be able to do it, that explained how happy I was. oh-so-dear Yellowstone is the example. Sometimes these days, the memories in Yellowstone seem less clear and vivid but certain scenes I still remember. I even recall how some smells are like. That explains why I was asking our NFF (new found friends), Cher, Jin when we were at the HOUSE, 教练的家。我想说墨西哥人读不懂中文，但那是假的哈哈。因为墨西哥人读得懂。很多墨西哥人学中文哈哈。你会吓到。YUP, cos i smelt something that smelt like JDW's and Drew's cologne actually. So it was really nostalgic for me to smell that smell jaa.
I really should remember the happy parts and learn for it. Actually, being a kid and myself was what made me sooo happy I guess jaa. All these days, thanks Poh Poh Hui, Jen and Pam sooo much. Of course, my mama, papa, Sang and KELVIN BRUH TOO JAAAA!
Remember again, "Happy people don't necessarily have everything, they just make the most out of everything." And "it's not what the circumstances are that make you feel happy or sad, it's what you think of the circumstances, how to react to it that determines how u feel." Happiness is a choice, people say. Actually yesh... Plus my tendency to overthink all the time. And I suddenly realize it's like everything is 意识形态。Remember how enlightened and confused at the same time I was back in last semester when I took all those courses about thoughts. It was pretty scary, feeling everything that I once believe dismantle and deconstructed and I dont know what to believe. That's why, without having things I believe in, I was lost. Imma work on that.
真的，要相信缘分。Knowing Sean and Nat is really 缘分哈哈。And everything is really unexpected. I had no idea things will be like this when I was still in Singapore. So everything, just let time tell. Haha, wait and see what happens jaa. Sometimes, I gotta 佩服我自己when I'm more positive... So try try try, don't give up. In my dream last night (i rarely have dreams or even when i have them, i dont rmb them), I actually remembered someone saying "不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己". It was what Xiaoxi, Angela Zhang's character in MVP 情人 would always say. Such an old show. So in my dream, it was like Xiaoxi with her 2 blond braids saying that, but I felt that I was at home and Sang said it too.
I had never thought about having hope and faith in the past. When I was younger, if I got to eat and got to watch my shows, listen to my songs, laugh out loud a lot (when it's really funny) with my friends and family and collect all the joyous and wonderful memories, I'd be happy enough. That's why I always looked forward to returning to Msia cos it was sooo much fun with my relatives and to travel I guess. I lurve road trips, MAYBE THATS WHY I really like to sit in cars jaaa. Oh ya, and if i got to dance, PERFECT. simple yet happy life jaaa. I'm glad for my childhood, my 20 yrs. Really thankful. 长大了，贪心了。难怪我会说我是翻了。小的时候更象老人，欲望很少。然后有的玩，有的吃就开心到爆了。这就是所谓的“要求很低”。所以说，随缘！啊哈哈。
But it dawned on me when I was locking the gate before salsa today that I'm sooo young, Im overseas for an exchange. I should go searching for the joys and what young people do, have fun and be happy jaaaa. If not why did i come here? Did I come here to mope? Remember ABUNDANCE! I should really go to a salsa club soon! Yup make a lot of friends, that's what I read in Chong Min's texts jaaa.
I've been listening to my LG cell phone, mp3 player all this while while I'm blogging. Niceeee jaaa. I still lurve Chinese songs the best I think. I should go and watch Kang Xi Lai Le and catch up on KO One 终极一班！to remember to take life less seriously and just have fun jaaaa. Collect the various joys and experiences in lifeeeeee. Life is soooo broad, so wide, so abundant. Be open to whatever that comes! Unexpected future jaa!
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{/Monday, November 02, 2009, @11:56 AM.
{ When very angry, count to 4. When very very angry, swear }
I lurve my campus.
The trees, the night, the starsss...
The grass, the nicely-cutout paths...
I really should dance more, Shingo is right.
Someone said "Do not dance with just your feet, dance with your heart."
Thanks for Maria in my life XD random sentences these are.
Yesterday night (Halloween= was a super random night and I had no idea i'd ever go there jaa) kinda felt like Yellowstone, bits of pieces of it. Sometimes, out of nowhere, I´d be hit by mini pangs of nostalgia. How I still miss you so I guess, Yellowstone. But I think of you less often.
After all, Im soooo thankful I still have Yellowstone, that you gave me Yellowstone. My parents and brother and friends are far away from me now, but at least they are still there. There for me no matter what. So you have to remember... Remember how it was when you felt all alone and there is no one else... I read my texts and it felt sooooooo good. It´s all about self-contentment (as what oh-so-dear jenny said) and confidence and patience. Im definitely not alone!
Plus, thanks Pam for the short-lived cha.t. To be continued... Just being able to tell someone else, I felt better xD
This is very useful.
"When very angry, count to 4. When very very angry, swear." JAAAA by ho no I cant rmb who, but someone famous nonetheless.
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The trees, the night, the starsss...
The grass, the nicely-cutout paths...
I really should dance more, Shingo is right.
Someone said "Do not dance with just your feet, dance with your heart."
Thanks for Maria in my life XD random sentences these are.
Yesterday night (Halloween= was a super random night and I had no idea i'd ever go there jaa) kinda felt like Yellowstone, bits of pieces of it. Sometimes, out of nowhere, I´d be hit by mini pangs of nostalgia. How I still miss you so I guess, Yellowstone. But I think of you less often.
After all, Im soooo thankful I still have Yellowstone, that you gave me Yellowstone. My parents and brother and friends are far away from me now, but at least they are still there. There for me no matter what. So you have to remember... Remember how it was when you felt all alone and there is no one else... I read my texts and it felt sooooooo good. It´s all about self-contentment (as what oh-so-dear jenny said) and confidence and patience. Im definitely not alone!
Plus, thanks Pam for the short-lived cha.t. To be continued... Just being able to tell someone else, I felt better xD
This is very useful.
"When very angry, count to 4. When very very angry, swear." JAAAA by ho no I cant rmb who, but someone famous nonetheless.
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