{/Love You More and More.
{/Friday, July 10, 2009, @12:15 AM.
{ this will be my shortest post ever - NOT! }
this will be my shortest post ever haha...

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE...

okie end haha.

alamak dont know la...
i need to read more and watch more shows hor haha...

okie la... got happier.
MUST BE POSITIVE. aha - read more to find inspiration - shows too! hahhaa..

at least i'm looking forward to mexico haha. unknown. the future...

gawsh in the end i wrote the same things. like encouraging myself.
i finished timing & translating express boy EP 10 a few days ago - yay!

DANCE LOTS - i'm gaining soooo much weight i'm sure! atee soooo muchhh... wil update more later.

at least my days are considered more meaningful? haha. currently lurving Landy Wen Lan's 眼淚知道!Zhang Zhi Cheng's 張智成 “暗戀”!Liu Li Yang's 劉力揚 “寂寞光年” - GAWSH the lyrics are really veryyy veryyyy well-written. Like to portray that helpless, lonely atmosphere the singer feels/lyricist feels...

i'm not exactly fully well well, but at least it's better bah! oh gawsh, i seriously need to practise better sleeping habits ha! THINGS WILL WORK OUT IN THE END - they always do!

ah don't know wad else to say and i don't want tis to be a wasted post so might as well put some random memories here haha. LEARN TO TREASURE HAHA! i still think of yellowstone often these days.

9TH JULY WAS CHARMAINE DA-JIE'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HAHA. i wished u late by 1hr 15 mins online hahaha... pai seh i was at work whole day tonight, i'm going to text u belated happy bday text after i get these pics up ahha...

i'm feeling... not-really-sure - not say super happy but not say super sad now haa. LAUGH AT MYSELF if i ever bcome a real happy gurl again in future for feeling this UNEASY PHASE!

23rd JUNE 2009 (TUE)

JB DAYYYY AHHAHA...
before haa. (haircut i mean)


me & hong (sang's childhood friend)



AFTERRRRRRRR HAHHA.

cos they straightened it for me, it looks more neat.
yay i like my tongue's pose! very hard to get this u know! hah. i got it like loong loong ago and don't know how to do it. now i dunno how to do it too aha. YAY!


front. wink. a bit side ha.


4 of us ahha.
sang, hong, lene, kyla (ger) ha.
us with our new hair that day ahha!



HONG KONG KIM GARY TIME AHHAHAHA!
ATE LIKE MADDDDDDDD LA...
so happy that the price half price hahaha!
plus okie la, admit it! it was funnaye and a happy time eating soooo much goood food hahaha. READ THE FEEDBACK AHA. SO yay, i was happy @ the moment. though I admit it's a diff kind of happiness. i guess i shd stop trying to find the yellowstone happiness back right? haha. let it go...

honestly, wad's meant to be wil be. ACCEPT THAT there are things i really can't control and seek joy in diff ways bah ahha... JIA YOU JIA YOU. lurve myself, take care of myself well, dote on myself, after all, i live for myself, okie and other ppl but must take care of myself! MY PARENTS GAVE BIRTH TO ME FOR ME TO BE HAPPY AND HAVE A GOOD & BLESSED LIFE, RIGHT? if not, THEY GIVE BIRTH FOR WAD? can waste the money on other things hahaa...

---- OKIEEE, finished scolding myself ah ahhaha.


the feedback form ahha.
REALLY LOTS OF ENTERTAINMENT SIA!
till i felt a lil' empty when we left haha.




i can't even rmb wad i drank la.


hahaa...

okie, on to my bday....
i will talk about it some other day, if i feel like?
but i did feel happiness and joy, mostly touched by efforts of friends & lurved ones bah :) plus some unexpected bday wishes haha.

OKIE I BLUFFED, IT'S NOT MY SHORTEST POST EVER. in the end i posted pics and talked about stuff. at least i'm doing things. ahha. enjoy the momenT! learn to be like real latinas/latinos! to really enjoy the moment hahaah... like partying and wadever shit, instead of dwelling on unhappy stuff and things i can't control huh.

1st bday thing...
FLAMEZ SURPRISED ME at my door step.
though i knew they were coming, somehow haha.
CT called to ask if I could see the NTU webpage aha. then i felt as if they're gonna do the same thing to shuan for me haha. later, i told them i tot i'd see our poster or my picture or wad on the homepage of NTU website haha.

we ended up sky-pee-ing with evelyn @ switzerland... IN MY NETBOOK. my bestie stays in my computer, she lives in there! soo nice haha... LG is such a nice brand haha. but my poor earphones for my cell phone - one side spoilt again! but i realized my expectations for gadgets is SOOO LOW AHA. i can listen to music and radio i happy enough haa. i dont' care wad brand the speakers are, as long as it's audible and i can hear it haha!


i hart polaroids - courtesy of RACHEL the lil' rebel's mini polaroid camera haha.
NICEEEEEE... bien! bonita! lurvely!

SNAPSHOTS BY sang sang aha - the not-bad photographer ha. i shd have come up with a more interesting adjective but brain doesn't want to think much ah.



MORE PICS LATER HAA.

they left ard 3 plus am.

then....... [TWO] meeting POH HUI (YU BAOBAO), Tyris Buddy Poh Poh Ying, Sam Sam @ Bakerzinn for CAKE-TASTING! haha, we ordered oreo cheesecake in the end ha. pics still in my camera hahaa...

then........ [THREE]
MANHATTAN FISH MARKET with family & sang sang aha. damn funnaye man! we were ravenous, especially my parents cos they waited for like 20-30 mins? haha. wad's wrong with the youngsters these days! i feel bad i was late ( abit la ahah), but happy that I'm not the latest, I was the youngster to arrive the earliest! ahhhh loreal nail polish was the special gift for the bday gurl. They were having this 100 yr anniversary thing and IF I KNEW BETTER, I'D HAVE ANSWERED QNS instead - got MASCARA! NAIL POLISH SO BO HUA HA! (not that worthy ahah) but okie BE GLAD and it was funny how mama sorta made me go get it and i had to linger around til all 5 qns were asked before going up to the host to say I'M THE BDAY GURL when i had gone down to ask him about the special thing for the bday person and he told me to come back later.....

the first platter to arrive WAS THE MOST DELICIOUS. yummy! yum yum! cos papa, mama, sang and me were soooo hungry and we really like SAVAGES ( a lil') ahha... i'm actually kinda thinking of what happened to write for details so i can savour the joy of reading in yrs to come haa. it's a pretty "ling lei" birthday bah ahha. no parties but i ended up meeting friends (okie call them my lurved ones) randomly ahha (and family of course).... so yay rambling is good. cos i know one day, my happy self who craves details will be awoke again and stay for good (for a longer period of time at least) haha...

"我們都太年輕,不需要那么多煩惱吧..."

read frm somewhere or something like that so i dont' understand why i like to make myself feel sad for not having HANDSOME/CUTE-LOOKING GUY FRIENDS! REALLY IT'S THE idols craze......... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

OKIE MEXICO MEXICO is promising in this aspect though ahhahaahha...
may all the shuai-ges unite haha!

5TH JULY 2009 (SUN)

sending off yu bao bao haha. YAY! got sam sam's car to pick me up in the morning ahha. yummy breakfast and we had fun chatting aha. BUDDY driving, SAM SAM CHAT LAST MINUTE HAHA. buy dress - shop shop!

over think and feel sad got no HANDSOME boi FRIENDS (damn idol craze and fuckin' handsome dudes pretty boys all over the place LIKE FLOWERSSSS) . til i MADE myself dance and did NOBODY & SO HOT learning at night haha till the 2nd time i wore heels with it, my 9th floor neighbour came up to complain. SO EMBARRASSING, but oh well, it's a pretty funny thing bah haa. UNEXPECTED...

[FOUR] 6th JULY 2009 (MON)

FLAMEZZZ meeting for my bday dinner haa! ATE A LOT AGAIN... HAHA. but at least on sunday, i looked forward to mon, tue & wed haha. LOTS OF PICS AGAIN.......... wait gurls wait haha for me... we had fun chatting in the end haha, DANCING IN THE TRAIN.

xin wang taiwan cafe - city link.... PARFAIT ICE-CReam. to think i always tot it was FRIED ICE-CREAM. the platform they had for making the ice-cream WAS ICY COLD but i tot it was hawt. must be all the fried ice-cream fantasizing ahaha. (this fantasy was in me all along ahha cos i just lurve it sooo much haha lucky taiwan has it. lucky msia has it)... then MAC polaroid taking was sooo fun ahha. YAH LA, not bad la ha.

[FIVE] 7TH JULY 2009 (TUE)

9ofus! - THANKS MY DEARIE GURLSSSSSSS AHHAHAA... will post pics and MY FIRST BDAY GIFTS (other than cakes haha - i've had 2 cakes prior to them)....

PLUS BLOODY i just finished up what's left of the POSH brownies and i'm so fuckin' full now i dont think i can sleep but it's 1.47am now and i have to work at 1030am and i CAN'T FARKIN BE LATE AGAIN!

OKIE FISH & CO GLASS HOUSE @ DHOBY GHAUT, beside Park Mall ahhaa... NOBODY DANCING - SABOTAGED haha but okie la, i wanted to be spontaneous and daring and play for fun haha. THOUGH I LOOKED FAT... gawsh, seriously need to lose weight. somemore nv really dance these days cos nv attend MJ or dancetitude lessons :( but oh well, take the time to LEARN DANCE AT HOME BAH AHAH. "nobody" proved to be useful but if only i practised more on that fateful night hah. okie on stage better aha. I HOPED everyone was entertained, i was myself despite feeling shy and stuff. at least i danced in front of u all finally aahhahaha.

i feel like going to K before i leave for mexico heh heh. sing till our throats burst! I WANNA SING MAYDAY SONGS - all about youth, fun, friends, dreams hahahah :)

[SIX] 8TH JULY 2009 (WED)

JB AGAINNNNNNNNN...
ONLY SANG, ME AND LENE HAHA.
we really had funnnnnn. LENE IS SOOO FUNNAYE AHA. the things she come up with hahahhaa. ATE SOO MUCH GAWSH TOO MUCH FOOD HAA. then they say "better to die cos too full than too hungry". i asked papa just now, he said of course "die cos of over-fullness" hahaa... GOT PICS AND............. hahaaaaaaaaaa BOUGHT MANY THINGS. I told them I really feel spending money in Msia like MONOPOLY MONEY HAA. will take pics and show, if i'm up for it haa.

tat's it for now.
my fingers hurt frm clearing plates and carrying trays IN KUISHIN BO. so why am i still typing sooo much? hahaha....

YU BAO BAO, TAKE CARE IN LONDON.
I GOT THINK OF U TOO BAH.

guess we did become closer haha. i mean the rest of u too. SAM, MIN HAA. since we all wasted so much money - i stil feel abit conned to go to CRYSTAL JADE THAT NIGHT AHH. i told my parents just now and my mama just laughed haa. gawsh, my mama can be damn funnaye at times - i will write her texts here haha... HAHHA. i lurve her hahhaa. and papa too haha :D

work - got a bit backstabbed and i feel some kind of bad luck or karma cos of my past doings - late, food-eating... but i'm sure it'll turn out well. like YU BAO BAO SAID - "BE POSITIVE" AHHA. then if dont like to work, quit. but if work more, will have more money to spend in MEXICO. enjoy later hahah! work hard now bah ahha. after all, doing all these things is for myself haha. but i feel so poor hah.... WAS LIFTED UP HAA. cos that's what i keep telling her to be in london during her first few days there haha.

AND the paper steamboat uncle did cheer me up when i saw him. he's like always sooo happy doing his thing hahaa. will write in memoirs hhaa. should talk to him more and heck care everything else haha. NO TIME FOR REGRETS HAHA.after all, i don't have much days left in kuishin bo haha.

(i told sang i like this uncle @ kuishin bo. sang went, “你可以有出息一點嗎?”or something along that line haha)

CHEER UP KYLALA. U HAVE THINGS (GREAT ONES) waiting for u.
make the most out of things and after all, crying or fretting doesn't solve things. (this thought kept popping up in the day - in the afternoon just now)... so it's best to try to find a solution aha.

MY FINGERS FEEL SO DEAD NOW. sooo go and get the ingredients frm RESTAURANT CITY NOW (this is like my job at night these days hah), finish ep 24 of twin of brothers maybe and GO AND SLEEP BAH AHHA.

to look forward to:
later 10 Jul 09' (fri) - dinner with chong sisters + m3/justice bao ahah. I WIL BE SOOO HAPPY TO SEE THEM HAHA. a night of laughing and stomach-paining haha.

11 Jul 09' (sat) - sentosa playing with yeek & hai hailin aha. catch up and talk about life haha. they hold the key to my JC MEMORIES HAHA. family dinner @ night. I AM SO fuckin lame haa.

12 Jul 09' (sun) - nothing so far - so might be BASKETBALL WATCHING @ YEW TEE HAH. no. 5 & no.6 hahaha. not bad to watch ahaa.... yay, i enjoy watching bball games ahaa. blackkid also says that haha, he can see that i do enjoy. i was amazed, that i still can enjoy HAHAHAH.

i start to feel tireddddddddd yay!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaa.

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