{/Friday, January 28, 2011, @3:54 PM.
{ try try try NEW THINGS - out of comfort zone! know how to give thanks. }
shall i revive the blog?
its a good reminder for things and its faster than writing.
just went for interview for simultaneous intepreter. newfound admiration and respect for those who really are fit for the job.
at least i tried. - consolation!
ms H Gao said i have potential and the way i speak english is not like singaporean english, must have something to do with going abroad. she also said like i've been out and i must have learnt a lot. intepreters need to be very knowledgeable! i know this knowledge cannot be accumulated over days. it must be through months and years of always paying attention! lemme still enjoy my casual intepreting when i do them for foreign friends. YOG times was such a blast. i felt so special, sometimes like VIP, but is zhan bie ren de guang! JAJAA.
in anyway, she told me to grab all opportunites in future and trying is goooood! I NEED TO TRY MORE THINGS.
cuifang said on channel U. (AFTER SICK @ HOME FOR 12 DAYS and its the 15th day since i fell sick: still coughing, i "rediscovered the joys of daytime tv" AH I wanna go home and watch "family honor" but still got one more lesson and its my last sem so i really shd attend school properly and BE a student) yah cuifang said on channel u that this is the new year so take this new time to try new things in this new year.
sometimes i feel tired.
sometimes i feel overwhelmed.
but this long break (after like no break for 7/8 months) made me think about my life. what i do. what i wanna do. what i have been doing. it feels like a blank, but that day i sorta yellowstoned and mexico-ed and reconnected a little bit and it felt so good inside, the simple kind of good to just know people and talk to them and really hear them out. i miss BEING AN EXCHANGE KID and i can just TALK TO ANY FOREIGNERS I WANT. how to make foreign friends/exchange friends in singapore from nowhere? i only have chinese classes so no angmohs in my classes. bank on mb106? jaaa...
but then again, if they are meant to be my friends, they will find me somehow. fate is a mystical event. JAJA. must believe like that. cos cannot qiang qiu and force it!
last sem... last sem to feel like a student. sometimes i just am so intrigued, still drawn by knowledge and interesting things in life. but sometimes i dont want to just spend it all (my time) on myself and learning. im sometimes in the mood to PARTY but no longer are the mexico days... i said maybe should i go gss just now, mama told me to be realistic and 23 yrs old cannot have any dreams (but the dreams part she felt sheepish and laughed sneakily).. i was like, "which mother tells her kids not to have dreams?"
didn't work (survey) ytd, was fb browsing, GA HEE gushing + shinee and new found funny friend: JO KWON of 2am! feeling envious/depressed/guilty/inadequate... shall write to myself. it will all work out. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi!
GET OUT MORE OF COMFORT ZONE... you never know what u'll discover. now in dilemma for workshop classes to take for dance fiesta! get out of comfort zone and try new places/ DUNNO. but dancing is still good workout. resolution to be fitter and get a more-ready-to-dance BOD! oh man JUST TAKE ALL 4. 4 for 25 bucks, take 3 alr 24 bucks. so if really dont feel like going then dont go la!
i miss my mama so much these days i just wan to keep seeing her and talking to her. im really blessed after all to have pa, ma, bruh & sang and some dear good friends. humans really cannot be greedy ALWAYS! one step by one step. "DREAM BIG. start small."
my random gushings again huh. let it all unfold. 2011, i like you. i must like you first then you will like me. i <3 inspiration from teachers too! wahhhhh! ms H Gao, ms U kwan, mr kd Wong, mr xp Liu though i nv really take your class before! ahhhhhhh. yay yay, inspired then will wanna study. its all for my own good and dont be so superficial and care for things on surface!
learn to give thanks more LAH! appreciate what i have. and i keep thinking i like to live other people's lives when i should just BE MYSELF and LIVE MY LIFE. i realize one thing i hate to go to town all just for one class is like go out one day like that then nv do much. READ? people watch, people watching is fun. RANDOMNESS, PLS HAPPEN MORE IN MY LIFE! JAJA.
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its a good reminder for things and its faster than writing.
just went for interview for simultaneous intepreter. newfound admiration and respect for those who really are fit for the job.
at least i tried. - consolation!
ms H Gao said i have potential and the way i speak english is not like singaporean english, must have something to do with going abroad. she also said like i've been out and i must have learnt a lot. intepreters need to be very knowledgeable! i know this knowledge cannot be accumulated over days. it must be through months and years of always paying attention! lemme still enjoy my casual intepreting when i do them for foreign friends. YOG times was such a blast. i felt so special, sometimes like VIP, but is zhan bie ren de guang! JAJAA.
in anyway, she told me to grab all opportunites in future and trying is goooood! I NEED TO TRY MORE THINGS.
cuifang said on channel U. (AFTER SICK @ HOME FOR 12 DAYS and its the 15th day since i fell sick: still coughing, i "rediscovered the joys of daytime tv" AH I wanna go home and watch "family honor" but still got one more lesson and its my last sem so i really shd attend school properly and BE a student) yah cuifang said on channel u that this is the new year so take this new time to try new things in this new year.
sometimes i feel tired.
sometimes i feel overwhelmed.
but this long break (after like no break for 7/8 months) made me think about my life. what i do. what i wanna do. what i have been doing. it feels like a blank, but that day i sorta yellowstoned and mexico-ed and reconnected a little bit and it felt so good inside, the simple kind of good to just know people and talk to them and really hear them out. i miss BEING AN EXCHANGE KID and i can just TALK TO ANY FOREIGNERS I WANT. how to make foreign friends/exchange friends in singapore from nowhere? i only have chinese classes so no angmohs in my classes. bank on mb106? jaaa...
but then again, if they are meant to be my friends, they will find me somehow. fate is a mystical event. JAJA. must believe like that. cos cannot qiang qiu and force it!
last sem... last sem to feel like a student. sometimes i just am so intrigued, still drawn by knowledge and interesting things in life. but sometimes i dont want to just spend it all (my time) on myself and learning. im sometimes in the mood to PARTY but no longer are the mexico days... i said maybe should i go gss just now, mama told me to be realistic and 23 yrs old cannot have any dreams (but the dreams part she felt sheepish and laughed sneakily).. i was like, "which mother tells her kids not to have dreams?"
didn't work (survey) ytd, was fb browsing, GA HEE gushing + shinee and new found funny friend: JO KWON of 2am! feeling envious/depressed/guilty/inadequate... shall write to myself. it will all work out. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi!
GET OUT MORE OF COMFORT ZONE... you never know what u'll discover. now in dilemma for workshop classes to take for dance fiesta! get out of comfort zone and try new places/ DUNNO. but dancing is still good workout. resolution to be fitter and get a more-ready-to-dance BOD! oh man JUST TAKE ALL 4. 4 for 25 bucks, take 3 alr 24 bucks. so if really dont feel like going then dont go la!
i miss my mama so much these days i just wan to keep seeing her and talking to her. im really blessed after all to have pa, ma, bruh & sang and some dear good friends. humans really cannot be greedy ALWAYS! one step by one step. "DREAM BIG. start small."
my random gushings again huh. let it all unfold. 2011, i like you. i must like you first then you will like me. i <3 inspiration from teachers too! wahhhhh! ms H Gao, ms U kwan, mr kd Wong, mr xp Liu though i nv really take your class before! ahhhhhhh. yay yay, inspired then will wanna study. its all for my own good and dont be so superficial and care for things on surface!
learn to give thanks more LAH! appreciate what i have. and i keep thinking i like to live other people's lives when i should just BE MYSELF and LIVE MY LIFE. i realize one thing i hate to go to town all just for one class is like go out one day like that then nv do much. READ? people watch, people watching is fun. RANDOMNESS, PLS HAPPEN MORE IN MY LIFE! JAJA.
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