{/Love You More and More.
{/Friday, May 27, 2005, @12:09 AM.
{ Dance, DANCE, DANCE, plus i like Jojo's "Not that kinda girl" }
Ta da and I'm ah listening to Collide by Howie Day!!! Wooh The lyrics are so meaningful... Plus I've got chinese literature test tmr and this Econs template thing, which is rather extensive [includes reading 20 pages of the textbook and filling in the table-->please try to imagine haha), plus 1 essay, 1 comprehension, and many other chinese pieces of writing for hols. Luckily I sorta enjoy doing Chinese homework at my own pace, cos i find them really thought-provoking, but thinking about all the make up lessons during the hols, with lectures that go on for 2 hrs, and 2 or 3 in a day, i'm giving u a gun to shoot me...

NONONONO! I'M NOT HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS! To be honest, i wun want to die so young, i still have many things to do. Like dancing for pop stars like J Lo (oooh), Britney Spears ( i like the steps but dun really like what they wear and the kissing involved between dancers) and of cuz, Elva haha... That would be sth really far-fetched though. I'm abstract in thinking, which means I'm idealistic, i have this idea in my mind, this vision, but the prob is i dun really know how to go about doing it and i'm scared, example, the Tapestry thing. Refer to my previous previous entry....

Actually, many things happen in school all the time. Recently, I've started taking them down in my orange cheer-me-up notebook for schoolwork ahha... but dun think i'm ever gonna write them yet and I'm gonna try Dance tmr. Good luck to me! Plus, before i forget, i do feel that relationships with people(eg Cybell and HY) in school just improve all the time, cos it's through the spending time together and chatting that brings people closer to each other. Guess this again proves to me that there is no use in "forcing yourself". Just "let nature take its course". And i like Stace more and more. If you're here, Stacey-gdger(this is what she saved in my phone book) you're really nice and cute! Haha, we have a secret --> U saw me today for the first time and i noticed ur specs is purple for the first. Hope you get me...

Well, talking about dance, I just asked that Malay dancing group if i could watch them again. This time, i took a step further though i took a lot of time to make myself go up and ask if they would mind me tryin to learn some of their steps.(As if it's so easy to learn ha, cos really very fast, I think the leader is rather experienced.) They let me and the leader even talked to me a little like my school and stuff and asked me about their dance, and i really think it's nice, but somehow it's a bit monotonous. Maybe cos i watched it repetitively just now. Plus, i watched them dance the first time ever when they were practising for Anti-drugs and i knew the girl from there la. But a bit weird, cos this time round, she's the only girl and the rest are guys but all of them can really dance, especially the leader. Though he's skinny, he's kinda muscular and his speed is really amazing. But can tell he's the leader type, so confident and keep yelling "Let's Go, let's go" when they start training again aha...

Haix, then i sorta overheard them saying they are given a chance for performances because of knowing this guy who's in the hip-hop club in singapore and gives dancers, amateurs or not opportunities to dance... At that point of time, i really wanna ask them if I could join them but i took so much courage to ask them if i could try to learn their steps and i was thinking it'd seem as if i'm intruding on them cos i dun belong with them in the first place. They are all Malays too and i have the feeling they are trying to make themselves this dance group to make it big, cos i can tell the leader is rather ambitious and it's true that they all have potential being so young and all, confirmed they below 20 yrs old ha.

But i understand perfectly well that opportunites are around us all the time, it's just whether if we know how to grab it. And anyway during jazz just now, instructor Derrick asked us if we were interested in performing and we got really excited, except maybe Mariah ahhaah. Her expression really funny la... I'm just wondering how fun it'd really be! Well anyway, so at least i know that would be something in the near future and i dun think i dance as well as them, but i a bit think i might if i go all out but the point is i dunno the steps so i can't be that confident at like only seeing them 2 times and they seem to be quite close, cos of all the training and stuff. So there... Talk to ya later... I have to go study for the test anyhow right, unless i really wanna flunk it hahhha.... But that will come l8r! M_M

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