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{/Wednesday, May 25, 2005, @12:57 PM.
{ Tapestry or not? Haix... :-( }
Well, believe it or not, i'm not really sad, just for the sake of making my blog entry look more realistic and alive ha... Well, this tapestry thing is something like an event for street performances in Singapore, my country... So, I was thinking of joining it, with our secondary school seniors and juniors, or those who have left the school already cos i really miss the days when we practising together. But the thing is we have to go thru an audition and it's not guranteed that you will go in. Funds raised will be for a charity organization, a good cause at least. The prob is i'm apprehensive so i'm scared i can't do this, as in anyway you say it, i initiated it. Ha, funny that i got the idea after seeing this poster at one of the boards at the staircase landing in my school. I saw another poster long ago about this environmental dance or singing competition too haha. Makes me feel as if Jurong Junior College is like an advertisement agency, like publicising stuff, but good in a way.

And actually, i wanted to write the things that happened today as i jotted down the quirky stuff that happened but time's running out for me. I'm supposed to have 2 essays, 2 geog test, 1 chinese 'A' test tmr haha. By right, i should be working on my portfolio, sth like an essay for GP (General Paper, something like English) and I'm not ha. Just got off the phone with Eve and son of a bitch ha, it's like gonna be 1am soon! Well, actually before i came home, on the way, i was thinking about how i should really try restructuring my life again despite efforts earlier on, cos sometimes i'm too ill-disciplined, in terms of myself, that i can't do the things i want myself to do. Hence, i would just heck care everything and do what i please, which will cause my homework to pile up in a heap like a mountain of some sort and come crashing down on me one day. HAHA, A FINE DAY, DON'T U THINK!

Well, so i checked the website of the tapestry thing and i sat around watching tv and thinking what i can do about it. Then i discussed this with Hippy and ended up saying this might not work in the end after making it sound so fun and all since we're gonna be dancing together again if we pull this off haha... Anyway, sometimes my decisions and thinking waver cos of my mood swings. Actually today going back to JSS to collect the cert with Nyleve, Pam, Dabao and "Da Bi Zi"(big nose) was nice. HAHA!

Plus, i was so troubled over Dance or Drama but i think i'm gonna join Dance after all. It's like after all the tormenting myself on issues like being fat, being exposed if i were made to wear revealing costumes (SLEEVELESS TO ME IS!) ha, when i'm in a bad mood that is, and being tired and having little time at home. It just comes down to one question. So i asked myself this simple question, "Grace/Kyla/Kaya, do you wanna dance?"The answer is yes so i shd just go ahead and do whatever i have to do to dance... Hee hee, it's so nice, after making a decision. "Embrace your uniqueness!" Well, i actually have this whole stanza about listening to yourself when u make decisions but i forgot where i placed it so i'm gonna find it and type it here. Hail Blogger, if it promises to never fail...

Dammit, it's 1am soon. And was listening to Bond's "Explosive" as i started writing, now it has ended a long time ago and my Ares haven finish downloading it haha...

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