{/Monday, February 09, 2009, @2:22 AM.
{ On Saturday night - my realization - 不适合闲着的人 }
TITLE: On Saturday night - my realization - 不适合闲着的人
星期六晚上： （多谢怀玉哈哈）
我又发现了一点... 其实这一点一直存在，也许是我忽略了。也许是我以为自己(因去了黄石后）已改变。也许是一直以来都没有很自觉地觉察到这一点...
我是一个很不适合闲着的人。
最近，我脑里的念头转得很快。只要我一没有专心做某件事，脑里很多声音就会一直响起。一只质问我做这个是干嘛，做那个是干嘛... 我好像时不时就需要很烦或很不开心一阵子。那是一个循环，也许这就是有起有落的人生吧。
Sexaye M. : Just for you, in case you're wondering what I wrote above, it just means I'm someone who shouldn't be free & having nothing to do cos it's just so unsuitable for me. Also like, maybe this point about me exists, all along, just that I wasn't very conscious about it.
Saturday was a random day! Yeah I had fun! So much fun! Proves that I need to hang out with Yeek & Hai Hailin more often! Chong Yan too - earlier part of the day hahah :D I spent quite alot, on food and movie and cabs... Well, cabs being divided by 3/4 people isn't that ex.
I should so get back to doing HC202 assignment. It's due 8 hours later - 1030am!
ARGHHHHHH...
Neways, Yeek's house is pretty fun. I like both Hai Hailin's and Yeek's house! I always wonder what to do in other people's house but in the end, I always have fun... Except maybe for the aftermath of a sleepover (that so seldomly happens in my life) haha...
Dear Evelyn, Ding Tai Fung, wherever you are. Hope you are safe and sound, at peace and happy! Miss ya!
Sometimes, I just let myself be. I want to see how long I can sustain being in the troubled state. But worryingly, it has been for a week? Not good. I should so stop all thoughts. I'd always think back to Yellowstone, how I had such a yell of a time there. How I lurved being there. I didn't need to have a lot, I just wanted to have more days there and everyday, I'm living. Weird, aren't I living in Singapore now? Maybe there's so much to sort out about life? We're making use of life, this "life that is given once" to learn and experience.
It's time I start having faith, even a little hope is better than none at all. If it's meant to be, it will be. Quoting from Charmed (one of my fave shows) Season 2, episode 22, Leo, "Everything happens at its own time. You can't wish what's to be."
Let nature take its course and bla... Live in the moment. In this very moment, I'm not in pain, that's enough. I'm in good health, not handicapped in any way, I have my parents and my friends. I think being contented needs to be learnt.
Most probably, I'm going to MEXICO 哈哈哈哈哈哈。
Why am I blogging at this very hour, it's 2.38am ahhhh, need to sleep and wake up to do my 2 reports of 100 words each... I just wasn't in the mood to study at all for the whole of Sunday. But at least, I've finished choreo for "Promise Ring" finally cos I dozed off reading Lao She's "Si Shi Tong Tang" on the couch ahha.
Pics on 06 Feb 2009 (Fri) - Evelyn's date of departure
my lurvely cakes frm emicakes in kbox clementi!
i took like 30 over pics of myself again ahhaahahaa... after i returned home from klunch. i shared emicakes with Angel (the robot), Kailing and Evelyn. singing in the moment... enjoyed haha.
outside my house... *hugs you eve again* update ur blog regularly pls, miss ding tai fung.
07 Feb 2009 (Saturday)
Arts From the Heart @ Toa Payoh hub
manager for NTU contemp dance club - just kidding haa!
1st pic: i'm posting it for u cos u look so nice!
2nd pic: finally one that all of us looks nice ha!
i was rather pissed cos of my toopid fringe that keeps flying
so i had to take and re-take haha!
Frm late afternoon onwards...
A very random day haha!
Yeek's "on a fateful Saturday" - what a photo album title haha!
I LURVEEEEEEEE YOU GURLSSSSSSSSS - LET'S GET TOGETHER MORE OFTEN!
THE MORE WE GET TOGETHER, TOGETHER, TOGETHER. SING IT HAHA!
the first place i "bai-nian"ed in Singapore this CNY!
thanks for having us at your place - proof of going to Yeek's place aha!
pics of cab-hailing too!
New fren frm XiAN haha, "Xi-an boy" haha... but he looks a lil' korean so funny!
Chi Bi is woot! I watched Chi Bi 2 without watching the first!
My super limited knowledge of "Romance of the 3 Kingdoms" could actually make me recognize ZhuGe Liang and Zhou Yu even before their names were mentioned yeah haha!
Oh yah and Yeek, u really make me laugh out loud and super amused at some of the silliest things you say. Or maybe, I'm the silly one. Like of course it's Zhou Yu who feels the most pain after Xiao Qiao crushes on him, falls from such a high place haha. But who knows, Lin Zhiling could be a stick who weighes the same as a piece of paper? Maybe her foetus Ping An 3 mths old is heavier than her?
okie fine, i lack common sense ahha. so be it, so what? hahah :p
The only way for my current fringe to make me look presentable and not scary to other fellow human beings is for my face to be photographed from the front! Yeah....
Be amazed by the world - be blown away by all the amazing things...
It seems as if writing things out make it easier to believe!
Thank you to you (whoever) who invented the system of writing and words!
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星期六晚上： （多谢怀玉哈哈）
我又发现了一点... 其实这一点一直存在，也许是我忽略了。也许是我以为自己(因去了黄石后）已改变。也许是一直以来都没有很自觉地觉察到这一点...
我是一个很不适合闲着的人。
最近，我脑里的念头转得很快。只要我一没有专心做某件事，脑里很多声音就会一直响起。一只质问我做这个是干嘛，做那个是干嘛... 我好像时不时就需要很烦或很不开心一阵子。那是一个循环，也许这就是有起有落的人生吧。
Sexaye M. : Just for you, in case you're wondering what I wrote above, it just means I'm someone who shouldn't be free & having nothing to do cos it's just so unsuitable for me. Also like, maybe this point about me exists, all along, just that I wasn't very conscious about it.
Saturday was a random day! Yeah I had fun! So much fun! Proves that I need to hang out with Yeek & Hai Hailin more often! Chong Yan too - earlier part of the day hahah :D I spent quite alot, on food and movie and cabs... Well, cabs being divided by 3/4 people isn't that ex.
I should so get back to doing HC202 assignment. It's due 8 hours later - 1030am!
ARGHHHHHH...
Neways, Yeek's house is pretty fun. I like both Hai Hailin's and Yeek's house! I always wonder what to do in other people's house but in the end, I always have fun... Except maybe for the aftermath of a sleepover (that so seldomly happens in my life) haha...
Dear Evelyn, Ding Tai Fung, wherever you are. Hope you are safe and sound, at peace and happy! Miss ya!
Sometimes, I just let myself be. I want to see how long I can sustain being in the troubled state. But worryingly, it has been for a week? Not good. I should so stop all thoughts. I'd always think back to Yellowstone, how I had such a yell of a time there. How I lurved being there. I didn't need to have a lot, I just wanted to have more days there and everyday, I'm living. Weird, aren't I living in Singapore now? Maybe there's so much to sort out about life? We're making use of life, this "life that is given once" to learn and experience.
It's time I start having faith, even a little hope is better than none at all. If it's meant to be, it will be. Quoting from Charmed (one of my fave shows) Season 2, episode 22, Leo, "Everything happens at its own time. You can't wish what's to be."
Let nature take its course and bla... Live in the moment. In this very moment, I'm not in pain, that's enough. I'm in good health, not handicapped in any way, I have my parents and my friends. I think being contented needs to be learnt.
Most probably, I'm going to MEXICO 哈哈哈哈哈哈。
Why am I blogging at this very hour, it's 2.38am ahhhh, need to sleep and wake up to do my 2 reports of 100 words each... I just wasn't in the mood to study at all for the whole of Sunday. But at least, I've finished choreo for "Promise Ring" finally cos I dozed off reading Lao She's "Si Shi Tong Tang" on the couch ahha.
Pics on 06 Feb 2009 (Fri) - Evelyn's date of departure
my lurvely cakes frm emicakes in kbox clementi!
i took like 30 over pics of myself again ahhaahahaa... after i returned home from klunch. i shared emicakes with Angel (the robot), Kailing and Evelyn. singing in the moment... enjoyed haha.
outside my house... *hugs you eve again* update ur blog regularly pls, miss ding tai fung.
07 Feb 2009 (Saturday)
Arts From the Heart @ Toa Payoh hub
manager for NTU contemp dance club - just kidding haa!
1st pic: i'm posting it for u cos u look so nice!
2nd pic: finally one that all of us looks nice ha!
i was rather pissed cos of my toopid fringe that keeps flying
so i had to take and re-take haha!
Frm late afternoon onwards...
A very random day haha!
Yeek's "on a fateful Saturday" - what a photo album title haha!
I LURVEEEEEEEE YOU GURLSSSSSSSSS - LET'S GET TOGETHER MORE OFTEN!
THE MORE WE GET TOGETHER, TOGETHER, TOGETHER. SING IT HAHA!
the first place i "bai-nian"ed in Singapore this CNY!
thanks for having us at your place - proof of going to Yeek's place aha!
pics of cab-hailing too!
New fren frm XiAN haha, "Xi-an boy" haha... but he looks a lil' korean so funny!
Chi Bi is woot! I watched Chi Bi 2 without watching the first!
My super limited knowledge of "Romance of the 3 Kingdoms" could actually make me recognize ZhuGe Liang and Zhou Yu even before their names were mentioned yeah haha!
Oh yah and Yeek, u really make me laugh out loud and super amused at some of the silliest things you say. Or maybe, I'm the silly one. Like of course it's Zhou Yu who feels the most pain after Xiao Qiao crushes on him, falls from such a high place haha. But who knows, Lin Zhiling could be a stick who weighes the same as a piece of paper? Maybe her foetus Ping An 3 mths old is heavier than her?
okie fine, i lack common sense ahha. so be it, so what? hahah :p
The only way for my current fringe to make me look presentable and not scary to other fellow human beings is for my face to be photographed from the front! Yeah....
Be amazed by the world - be blown away by all the amazing things...
It seems as if writing things out make it easier to believe!
Thank you to you (whoever) who invented the system of writing and words!
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