{/Love You More and More.
{/Tuesday, June 23, 2009, @2:20 AM.
{ I WON'T try to sum up my long blog post, but pls read naruto/watch naruto & watch P.S. I Love You - cut hair in JB hah, new me! discover myself bah! }
woah chatting with my dear cousin Chong & mister haha - unexpected but they made me feel better!...

i'm lazy but i guess after uploading all my pics into my desktop, then i realized i did do things. that's the thing about me i guess. i used to be obsessed about pictures, rmb! when u just got ur digicam and more and more people started to get their own digital cameras... i was sooo into uploading pics and making sure they were public and sent them to friends asap but now i'm mellow about that...

shall i relive it? at least they are evidence of memories ahha! ON SUNDAY, someone thought I failed my english that's why I had to study Chinese hahaha. then she said, "oh english is all about reading and practising. you don't read at all right?" --- OMIGUSH. U TELLING THAT TO A PERSON WHO READS HER ENTIRE LIFE, okie frm 10 yrs old onwards hahahaha. damn funnaye ahha! IT'S ONE EVENT IN MY LIFE, pretty interesting haha. but she's kinda sad, i mean pitiful so... just hope things get better for her. she was trying... to talk to... us . . . hee. then all my bloody fren does is keep using my laptop to chat with friend! HAHAHHA.











MY BRUH LIKE SOO FUNNAYE IN HIS own world aka. his room!
in his fantasy world of warcraft/dota/or whatever you call it haha.
talking as loud as he does! haha like...

"kill him la!"
"fuck la you all... ji bai ahha"

AAAHHAHAHA - WAS VERY AMUSING TO ME WHEN I HEARD IT HAHA!
cos there's like a real war going on in there! WAGE WARRRRRR!!!


SOMETHING COOL HAHA.
it's my coca-cola shirt haha!
i washed it and was so amazed all the dye came out.
at times when i'm amazed, i tot this dead/almost-dead me can't feel anything amazing haha BUT LUCKILY I STILL CAN! HAHA ...

time to update my blog/spice it up with pics? haha...
i'll just go by this random order and add more along the way okie haha.
NEED TO BE MORE RANDOM - UNEXPECTED/SPONTANEOUS/LESS PLANNED!

13 Jun 09' SATURDAY
open up open up some happiness ahha... i LIKE THE SONG LA HAA. try to have fun haa. will post the lyrics here next time haa. i'm kinda tired now but this is such a long blog post and it feels like i do things wad aha.

can watch on youtube a video that Alyssa this senior made haa - really nice!
i appeared a few secs - yucks though haha...


Jocie Guo Mei Mei & Derrick Ho haa.
Derrick is pretty cute haha. And he keeps on saying "i'm having a lot of fun", like he keeps mentioning the word "fun' haha. yesh, fun is very important haha! i realized that these days haha. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON, THEY DO HAHA.


do re mi haa.
before the 2nd/last time we freezed then danced haa.


MJ group pic.
but always cannot see people one haa.
too many ppl liao haa.
i'm at the left haha, in blue haa!

THEN AFTER THAT HAHA. we went to Esplanade to dance haa. i went for Mel's prac and stood in for Chun Leen aha, that choreo is sooo nice to dance to! so got "fu~" haha. the beats, make me high and good that i dance that adrenline out haa. i went to the IT show to look look haha, which was why I went back on the next day (sunday) last day to buy my LG mini laptop after all haha.

wahahaha. the first mac meal to get the MAC cola glass for Sang cos I broke her purple one haa. it was pretty funnaye la haa . eat MAC just to get the glass haa.

5 hrs plus of waiting ahha! 9 plus til 2 plus haa. but finally they came hah!
ATTICA 28 BUCKS - entered at 3.30am, left at 4.41am - RUN TO CATCH LAST NIGHT RIDER. don't wana let history repeat itself but rmb fate, NR5 hah, nice passerby/stranger who tried to help but to no avail aha :D SUI YUAN. ah but in the end took NR8 cos like at least nearer to Jurong, better than nv take any at all right haha. but haix, waited again aha until 7 am then reach home in the end cos waited for first train frm Bukit Gombak to Boon Lay @ 6.06am (gush, waited frm 5.15am haha)... A DAY OF WAITING. i even start to think it's karma haha - for always being late these days haha.


waiting, outside Suntec, while trying to finish my Mac upsized meal haa.





then hanging out in ladies @ clarke quay cannery there ...
HAAHHA... taina was trying to puke cos she felt real miserable after drinking lots in the apartment before finally coming to Clarke Quay. Poor her haha. But bet that was like a lesson after all and she's fine now and enjoying herself in Vietnam now haha!

rmb funnaye things - korean, bintan haha. lil' bit of green tea for 28 bucks HAHA. paper money haa. (like i treat money like paper money these days - abit ha). i'm like so willing to spend on clubbing and cab fare when it's foreign friends la. haix. haha. i spent 22.50 once and 24 bucks once for after clubbing with them cos once was on Wed (no NR) then once cos MISSED THE BUS HAA. but that magical saturday (first one) cost me around 42.50 haa.

I KEEP HANGING OUT IN JP THESE DAYS HAHA!

15 Jun 09' MONDAY - dear gurls haha, i pai seh/sorry (i hate to say sorraye) but im like so mean to drag my lazy arse after sooo long haa. i did have fun ahhaaha, with stitch!




bakerzinn raspberry cheesecake hah.
i luv it la. ate thrice alr ha. $3.85, inclusive of GST.


ahha, thanks gao mei haha!
i posed with the giant stitch for the pic for my papa.
i bought a massager for papa but he nv got to use it yet haa.
MY PARENTS ARE IN TIBET, SINCE LAST THU til this SAT HAAHA!
THE HOUSE IS IN A MESS, NO GOVERNMENT (MEI YOU ZHENG FU) ...
Sang was even commenting if mama happens to come home before this Sat, she'll probably just... i don't know ha. explode or wadever? haha.


even the gao mei can't really put it back.
COS IT'S FREAKIN' HEAVY & IT'S A FREAKIN 500 BUCKS HA.
gush, no one could guess how ex it costs. we were shocked, mixed feelings-way (both good and bad kind) at how ex it was haha. cos like i was fiddling with it then realized it's so ex, amazed and scared haa.


we passed it to the crew there in the end ha.
bu yao bu zi liang li aha.




wow it's really a pretty sight...
being surrounded with all these sweet, soft-coloured soft toys ahha.
don't think abt if looking at them forever will be how aha.
cos they look sooo cute and cheer u up at that time aha.
especially sam bandy so cute with tat yellow dont know what haa.

OKIE, got lurvely gurls too. HAHAHAHAH.
WHY SO HIGH AR? so bhb suddenly ahha. yeah, who cares aha. for the fun of it!


AH, YI JUNG!/KIM BUM!
corine's voice: "kyla, stop dreaming."
HAHAHAHHA....
natsujo06: "he's just a fairytale." (but N was talking about da dong haha)


always pass by Beauty Credit on the way to work and after work.
but i nv took any pics of it/with it haha.
here goes!


maybe i shd soo soo fall back in lurve with lotsa pictures-snapping huh ahah...
yu/poh hui/gao mei says i smiled really sweetly or nicely, can't rmb wad exactly but it's good haa. at first i tot, "where got?" then i looked at it again, with my heart, yong xin kan aha. then really think so ahha :D


sam look so cute haa. WHY yu u cover ur face haa.
if not, can look cute tgt with Sam mah haha.


i kinda like the way i smiled haa.
they asked me to pose with this mickey. so we like hovered outside the action city area and along beauty credit for the time i was there hahaha.

it's a weird mickey though.

end of pics for that day haa. i didn't bother to take more pics when we were at Mac haa. I GOT ANOTHER CHARCOAL COLA GLASS NAH! haa. ahhh i was like sad when i realized i couldn't find my glass despite it being another charcoal one then thought i left it in Mac. then poh hui told me she put it in my action city big carrier with my papa's massager for Father's Day aha. SO RELIEVED HAH. enjoy the moment ba - YAY! HAH, CHEER FOR EVERYTIME U HAVE SOMETHING! wei mei you ci de yong you huan hu haa!

16 JUN 09' TUESDAY
pics frm Sam not yet in my desktop yet haa.
so i can't post haha. but we had fun ... yeah, sometimes haha. it was funnaye that SAM REPEATED SS501'S U R MAN'S MV FOR 4 TIMES and WONDER GURLS' NOBODY FOR 2 TIMes haha... but when she wanted to keep repeating, we dreaded it, okie i dreaded it a bit though it was still very funnaye haha. I WANNA WATCH THE VIDEO, FASTER LA SAM SAM! so i still have the ability to have fun ahah. and i really enjoy car rides - especially that of friends', cos it's so rare haa. not to say that i don't enjoy my papa's haa. i just like it i guess aha.

17 JUN 09' Wednesday - very random meeting! THANKS hai hailin MIAP for coming all the way again aha. cos u're scared i'll not leave the house again once i reach home after work despite being 5-8 mins bus ride frm JP haha.

YEAH, yeek, i really lurved the ring u gave me & the elephant haha. but i forgot to take pics of the ring yet haha.





i look shag la.
after work in my pregnant lady work black shoes haha.
i rally think they make me feel like im a pregnant gurl haha.
pregnant with who? haha, with my nonexistent atm(at the moment) bf who lives in the future's kid hah.


we shared the PROFITEROLE haha (pui ee, u made me wanna eat it - i wish the scoop of vanilla ice cream was bigger! cos vanilla neutralizes the chocolate sauce and makes it less sweet haha) but it was YUMMY nonetheless ahha!

THEN we watched "Ghosts of Girlfriends' Past"...
Ah Jennifer Garner has indeed aged but I still like this very endearing quality in her. or rather, there's something very endearing about her haha - can't really describe it. but this soft, gentle, humane touch in her? yet she's feisty at times (alias & elektra though i nv really watched them ahha) & lots of fun! gawsh aha, yay! i'm using all these adjectives now. the soul in me likes to read after all haha.

I was touched by some parts... One part I felt real strongly was that, sometimes we fear lurving others, cos we're scared they'll leave us one day and that pain would suck so bad. But then, it's better to feel pain than regret - YESH YESH YESH! which is why i'm more daring these days hahaha...

i think ppl have the wrong impression of me WATCHING DRAMAS/SHOWS ALL THE WHILE. the actual fact is, i really procrastinate and end up never watch ahhahaha...the last thing i watched is "Shugo Chara" episode 2 & 1/2 of ep 3 last night hahahah... This is a cute show and made me feel better. Gawt the usual anime/manga humour la haha! Plus, I'm finding myself! There's this inner potential in everyone and that's who you really are, deep inside... Though ppl may say there's many different parts of a person... AND BELIEVE HAHA. its' very important!

THEN Rushed home haha. made up and stuff haha. went salsa-ing. only had one dance with Ridhwan ahha i saw him again ahha. but had to rush to phuture. GAHDDAMMIT LA! 3 BUCKS on top of the 5 bucks frm Amara Hotel to Zouk cos I was in the city ahha. but then, it was that day that i texted watata and asked for directions n ended up having one interesting night though not that exciting but it was interesting and an experience after all aha. nv fails to make me laugh at the purity aha. i wasn't early enough for phuture and even though i said i'd pay, they don't let me in la! cos i'm not A BOY! ahhh! then mambo night haha, at first not high, then made myself self-high haa. then it got better la hahha. AT LEAST, CAB FARE VERY CHEAP LA HA. 7 BUCKS EACH PERSON! cos divided by 4. xiaowei, i'm waiting for ur pics but i'll put up the few frm the Mobile Ravers first haha.


outside ladies in Zouk


JUST HAVE FUN AND NJOY BAH AHHA!
TO MORE NIGHTS OF FUN-FILLED CLUBBING!
in the limited few weeks of Singapore time for me haha!
YEAH MAN! YEAH GURLS! HAA...

honestly, right now, after chatting with the 2 bruhs haha, i feel better. Like try to be content, there's really a reason though I dont know what. So I try not to think too much about whatever and just really, relax more, to be surprised more hahah!

it's starting to clear huh haha...
wait and see haa. let it be! friends & family are sooo important ha.

papa mama i miss you two ha! but i end up enjoying having their double bed to myself haa. be safe in xi zang, Tibet, people keep saying you all go there to attain Western scriptures. 去取经!
(MY BRUH just went, "ji bai sia..." to his fren online haha - he says it out loud hah).

the first night they left haa, sang came to nua with me on their bed haa and we chatted and i felt like everything was good again, like in general about life cos that's one of our favourite pastimes i realized haa. i told lin min/jellyfish/xiao pi hai haha the next day at work cos i overslept and was late for work n she went “那是最幸福的事”... wondered if she said "时间不知不觉地过..." or not but i guess so. yeash it is one of the most fortunate things/happiest things haa.a

neways, sang went back to sleep on her own bed after all. i asked sang the next night why nv sleep with me haha. she said, her body couldn't fall asleep. okie la, cos haha, actually my bed is like rock, as hard as rock haa. my other lil' cousins come and they say so too haha. then my cousin's bed is pretty soft, much softer than mine so she always never sleeps on my bed hah. then her reply was like, “他们的床和你的一样硬,要我怎样睡?” 哈哈哈哈, IT WAS VERY FUNNAYE TO ME HAHA!
(bruh goes, "that medusa... always when i farming he come... damn irritating you know. fuck la. ji bai.) --- HAHAHAHA, HE HAS no idea i'm making a transcript of what he's talking abt - it's funnaye la!

the ear stud, sang said, “幸好没有戴,好让他逃过一劫!” the later part haha - maybe not exact but something like that. IT'S DAMN FUNNAYE TO ME LA HA. HER HUMOUR DAMN LAME TOO AHAHA. but to my liking & lurving haa.

ah it's 3.57am aha. we are going to cut hair in JB TMR HAHHAAHHAHA... meet at Woodlands @ 1030am hahaha. good luck kylala.

oh gush i suddenly remembered some funnaye cousin moments and laughed out loud to myself for like 3 times ahah? haa.... damny funnaye haha.

1) that tuesday (think it was the week before), we were going to get our fortunes told, yesh, the same place 2 & a half yrs ago ahha! then it was closed and cos i was uploading stuff frm my phone to my com, my phone is as good as it's off. i was supposed to meet them there later. when they realized the place was closed tat day, they tried to contact me but they couldn't. Finally, Sang called home and my mama picked up the phone so Mama relayed the message to me haha. When I finally checked my voicemail haha, one of the messages by my Ah Xiang Jie Jie was, "你是大便人。你吃大便的..." HAHA, SOMETHING LIKE THAT Hah. gush, it was sooo fuckin' amusing ahhaha. i just laughed and laughed like that haha!

2) i was in the bathroom singing U R Man or something haa. Dunno why Sang came to talk to me about something and I said U R Man, I think I was telling her it's my ringtone or wad. Then she said, "我不要你做我的man, 你是我的man就残了!这么矮!" HAHAHHA.... okie the way she said it like was much more funnaye actually ahhaaa...

it's all starting to clear huh... ^_^
i'm getting better, day by day.
let it continue.
CORINE, ah cong bruh, mister - u 3 helped haa.
corine: "don't think about it. if you think also no use, then think for wad? it will happen if it will happen. then will be surprised more cos more unexpected hah?!" she believes in fate a lot, at least much more than me currently and having someone else reiterate that to me, it somehow seems more believable than myself haha.

maybe this entire period is for me to see the light, to try to fathom something frm all that haha. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON MA AHHA. so shun qi zi ran and sui yuan - BELIEVE HAHHA! i luv naruto ahaah i will go back to reading it hard core again aha! i need to watch P.S. I LOVE YOU. people tell me it's soo nice but i haven't watched. People like Elva, E/DTF/US, Charmaine, sh haha...

AH I BLOGGED SO MUCH, OMIGUSH. LIVE FOR EXPERIENCES BAH. NOW still need to change colour for font haha. Life's sooo vast. EMbrace it with wide open arms! "Live your life with arms wide open, today is... when your book begins, the rest is still unwritten"... Lyrics frm Natasha Bedingfield's "Unwritten"... I SHD LISTEN TO IT MORE HAH. i used to lurve it soo much and living in Yellowstone was like that. Guess that's what i learnt frm Yellowstone? like i nv tot about it before before i went but now that i come back, sometimes yesh i'm in misery but sometimes i do think abt it ahha. like what it taught me and all the self-paychoing/talking...

oh and tang tang wei's text just now... “Oui..kyla.今天是我们大难不死一周年欸~晚上有空来学校打篮球吧~” - LIKE FINALLY HAHA. previously i always msn him or wad to ask if we can play bball together cos i missed it too much haa. then once he replied saying he nv saw my offline msgs at all and bla but now he sent me this - so it's unexpected too ahha :D i can't help but smile. --- i kinda feel like making myself occupied whenever i have free time so that i won't keep on waiting when unexpected things haven't happened yet haha.

ah, almost forgot, W said, "你根本都不可怜咯...", saying that lady is the pitiful one haha. :D

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