shall i revive the blog?
its a good reminder for things and its faster than writing.

just went for interview for simultaneous intepreter. newfound admiration and respect for those who really are fit for the job.

at least i tried. - consolation!
ms H Gao said i have potential and the way i speak english is not like singaporean english, must have something to do with going abroad. she also said like i've been out and i must have learnt a lot. intepreters need to be very knowledgeable! i know this knowledge cannot be accumulated over days. it must be through months and years of always paying attention! lemme still enjoy my casual intepreting when i do them for foreign friends. YOG times was such a blast. i felt so special, sometimes like VIP, but is zhan bie ren de guang! JAJAA.

in anyway, she told me to grab all opportunites in future and trying is goooood! I NEED TO TRY MORE THINGS.

cuifang said on channel U. (AFTER SICK @ HOME FOR 12 DAYS and its the 15th day since i fell sick: still coughing, i "rediscovered the joys of daytime tv" AH I wanna go home and watch "family honor" but still got one more lesson and its my last sem so i really shd attend school properly and BE a student) yah cuifang said on channel u that this is the new year so take this new time to try new things in this new year.

sometimes i feel tired.
sometimes i feel overwhelmed.
but this long break (after like no break for 7/8 months) made me think about my life. what i do. what i wanna do. what i have been doing. it feels like a blank, but that day i sorta yellowstoned and mexico-ed and reconnected a little bit and it felt so good inside, the simple kind of good to just know people and talk to them and really hear them out. i miss BEING AN EXCHANGE KID and i can just TALK TO ANY FOREIGNERS I WANT. how to make foreign friends/exchange friends in singapore from nowhere? i only have chinese classes so no angmohs in my classes. bank on mb106? jaaa...

but then again, if they are meant to be my friends, they will find me somehow. fate is a mystical event. JAJA. must believe like that. cos cannot qiang qiu and force it!

last sem... last sem to feel like a student. sometimes i just am so intrigued, still drawn by knowledge and interesting things in life. but sometimes i dont want to just spend it all (my time) on myself and learning. im sometimes in the mood to PARTY but no longer are the mexico days... i said maybe should i go gss just now, mama told me to be realistic and 23 yrs old cannot have any dreams (but the dreams part she felt sheepish and laughed sneakily).. i was like, "which mother tells her kids not to have dreams?"

didn't work (survey) ytd, was fb browsing, GA HEE gushing + shinee and new found funny friend: JO KWON of 2am! feeling envious/depressed/guilty/inadequate... shall write to myself. it will all work out. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi!

GET OUT MORE OF COMFORT ZONE... you never know what u'll discover. now in dilemma for workshop classes to take for dance fiesta! get out of comfort zone and try new places/ DUNNO. but dancing is still good workout. resolution to be fitter and get a more-ready-to-dance BOD! oh man JUST TAKE ALL 4. 4 for 25 bucks, take 3 alr 24 bucks. so if really dont feel like going then dont go la!

i miss my mama so much these days i just wan to keep seeing her and talking to her. im really blessed after all to have pa, ma, bruh & sang and some dear good friends. humans really cannot be greedy ALWAYS! one step by one step. "DREAM BIG. start small."

my random gushings again huh. let it all unfold. 2011, i like you. i must like you first then you will like me. i <3 inspiration from teachers too! wahhhhh! ms H Gao, ms U kwan, mr kd Wong, mr xp Liu though i nv really take your class before! ahhhhhhh. yay yay, inspired then will wanna study. its all for my own good and dont be so superficial and care for things on surface!

learn to give thanks more LAH! appreciate what i have. and i keep thinking i like to live other people's lives when i should just BE MYSELF and LIVE MY LIFE. i realize one thing i hate to go to town all just for one class is like go out one day like that then nv do much. READ? people watch, people watching is fun. RANDOMNESS, PLS HAPPEN MORE IN MY LIFE! JAJA.
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I wanna pukeee from all this shit i got myself into -_-\nauseous cos upwellin of disgust at myself... such a self-loathing post.

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ahhh by the way, snow white asked me if im stilll in holiday mood? i never thought about it because i thought i really wanted to come back back then and WORK HARD! and all those i learn will be super good for my soul and mind and body. then i realized yahhh maybe slack too long, it's hard to really get back into momentum and have TOO many things to do sometimes ahhhhh. no one can escape the adaptation period part????

writing down so i dont forget!
我觉得时间与时空非常奇妙。当时，你在某个地方做某件事。你想着以后的你会在哪里做什么事。当你从“以后”往回看，你会觉得一切不可思议。有时，事实与你想象的相符合。但是，有时你会发现自己在“以后”所处的地方，正在做的事和之前想的那么不一样，差别那么大。

oh man, was squeezing my brain juice (jiao jin nao zhi) jaja but it feels kinda good. was on http://www.genreality.net/ some days ago (happened to chance on it cos i was googling about Candace Havens (new author i like cos of her Charmed and SOMETHING series) - talked about taking some time off and really look at the things around you. look at how the trees are, how the grass is and every single object. notice the colour the shape or whatever. it will help you think of ways to describe things and bla bla - FOR WRITERS/ASPIRING WRITERS!

IT hit me that it kinda feels like a sign? since i just took lao da's hc312 creative writing workshop. doingggg workkkk. es muy tarde. TIME TO PRACTISE MY SPANISH TOO JAJAJAJAJ.

nana is going to taiwan (nana va a ir a taiwan por su intercambio semestre.) quiero ir tambien, contigo quizas. then i was thinking if i had went to taiwan instead of mexico, i wouldn't hear so much spanish, learn quite a bit and am continuing to learn it right now!!!!!! plus dancing salsa with LATINOS, cubanos!!！ cuba es una experiencia muy differente y muy interesante! sooooooooo it' s all about what's gonna happen will happen? whatever it is, i like it! i need to stop being in control and believing in that helps me relax and knowing sometimes i jus cant beat myself up too much. all i can do is to keep doing my best and know that i have done my best and the rest is all up to U, the U(niverse)!

en Noviembre 2009 tambien!
super fun night with australians, koreans, germans @ Dubai.
Dubai is not normally that fun jajajjajaajajaa.



one of the last few nights in MONTERREY, en Noviembre!
KARAOKE @ La Rambla (LIKE 2 mins walk straight from our house)
with stephan and the friendly mexicans, it was like a pretty magical night AND THERE WAS AMY! JAJAA.




drunk in MEXICO............ up and fresh in LA

gotta get ready for briefing for interview job in NTU soooon!!!! kylala, pls change your late and procrastinator habit! READ MORE! TRY OUT MORE NEW STUFF.

note to self: think of, "Would you join it/go for it if you were abroad/in a foreign land?" If yes, most of the time, do it in Singapore too!

Actually, applaud and hug yourself for joining air show, talking to new friend/surveyor vincent and that landed you your survey job + going to watch cheerleading comp hehhhh + LIANG WEN YIN CAMPUS CONCERT, see ya again tmr night @ Lunar jaa thanks evelyn dtf...

ONE THING LEADS TO ANOTHER! sooooo get out of inertia and JUST DO IT! so goooo and do your survey job later when u come bac from the briefing then at night got air show external performance praccccc... actually im really interested in the phone interview job, but i cant do more slots because of danceeee and its not paid. but then, it's good to get the exposure, to work out and TO DANCE!!!!!!!!

i really enjoyed/ENJOY my time with my uni friendsssssss, BE THANKFUL FOR IT!
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最近比较懒，懒很多，非常懒。（sing to “最近比较烦”）

i don't even want to write. like i will have lotsa thoughts i think i wanna write, but i just won't write it. it could be inertia, and it's just fear that i'm not gonna feel good writing it ahhhhhhhhhhhh. COME ON KYLALA, stop "not doing thingS" and just do what your heart commands, de verdad, en serio, jin jia, hontou ni!!!!!!!!!! sooooo JUST DO IT!

but i did feel quite a lot recently, especially from reaching Dallas onwards.............

(okie go and write in your tinkerbell book if you feel that you need to "do some closure" [hope i used the word "closure" correctly] for your dance experiences, feelings...)

Now, Im thinking:
-> it's such a blessing to have your own house when you can do anything you want and you don't have to feel awkward. its good for you to get such a feeling right now in UCLA bcos it'll make you treasure time at home more! like u just always take things for granted.

>>>> break: (inserts) SAY WHAT YOU REALLY MEAN, really mean what you say. go and feel it horrrr...

-> it's sooo good to be travelling with friends actually. i kinda really miss my dear singaporean housemates. i just need to fill my mind with positive thoughts everytime!!!!!

-> BE OPEN TO THINGS!!!!! its always better to try than not trying at all. new quote from xiaoxia today: "when you give it a try, at least there's hope & miracle might happen. but when u failed to give it a try, there's nothing left for you." BE REMINDED OF IT!

-> I kinda feel that as my days pass, since after mexico, I kinda feel like Im more and more, nearer and nearer to BACK TO NORMAL-DAY LIFE. in UCLA now, in the living room and i sleep on the couch and like they are studying and being online and stuff. it's not like life's a party ALL THE TIME. there are different things for different times so if u ignore it, u'll just be missing out what's presented to you, huh...

GAWSHHHH, blogging is so much faster so it's so much better for me because my thoughts race and race. i should blog more often? well and not neglect hANDWRITTEN old-fashioned traditional journal writing too!

REMIND YOURSELF: write write write, new goal: write in different places!!! U want to know what u did, how u felt when u look back 10 yrs? 20 years down the road??? no se............

sooo kylala, while u're in LA, go and do something instead of trying to stay in most of the time. I really like this quote "there is no such word as "hope". whatever will happen will happen anyway." (or something like that from Intercultural Communication textbook, THE WORD "HOPE" in the tamil language) regardless of if it's really just truth and no exceptions, it does set me heart at peace. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF KYLALA OKIEEEEEE... woahhhh and yesterday when i was waiting for an hour for the flyaway bus @ LAx, it just made me feel that "i really adore doing hard work, being hardworking" after carrying all my 2 dos malletas with me everywhere i go, it's tiring. and thanks for Goruma last night seriously. I just feel so bad easily -_- more like "xu xin" (sheepish)...

mylifeisaverage is really good. i really can't wait to go home buttttttt.... ENJOY IT WHILE IM HERE. remember lennard and his twin saying "since im here just go and look at more things loh." “既然在这里就去咯。” in NYC 的时候！ soooooo have an early night, eat breakfast with EP vo and then hang in the library instead of in the suite and then MOVE TO WHEREVER HOSTEL u may go then JP SAN PEDRO'S dance class in Debbie Reynolds... enjoy your time while u're here, 青春不留白！ tut universe does make me feel better and chatting with fridge friend today made me feel better.

Plus, STOP JUDGING PEOPLE. cos when u do, u keep judging yourself cos it's like a thought pattern!!! i should read more to learn more about life huh... im kinda looking forward to the time when 我能霸占整个客厅，然后当厅长again. It's funny huh, why when you want more interaction with people it doesn't really happen........... "wax and wanes of life"? 一切还是随缘好 + 顺其自然。强求只是自己辛苦而已。

IM Thinking, if im going to revive my blog again, i better start putting pictures. but okie, going the random way is sooo good.

i feel THANKFUL for EP VO, for letting me stay, helping me think of how to make things work so im coming back on fri night and sat night but im goin to move to hollywood for like a few nights. and dontttt worry again about whether will make friends or what or won't or what, SUIYUAN LA....... AND treating me her "swipes" so i could eat for free as well. i will buy you something/treat you to something, trust me!!!!!!!!!!!!

cos mostly, it's like "one thing leads to another". plusssssss, stop beating yourself up all the time, “善待自己啦”，“人生已经不容易”（"life is as tough as it is" -> Lily, Serena's Mum said in gossip gurl season 1, one of the last few episodes, she was talking to Eric, addressing his sexual preference.) KAN KAI YI DIAN 看开一点！SOMETIMES, i have the peace of mind i sorta have when i kinda knowingly know somethings though they are rare and few and short-lived back in Mexico, like acknowledging, trusting, believing that "everything has its own time" “慢慢来，急不来的”...

stop looking outwards, u have read this umpteenth times (it's the fundamental and most basic to <3 size="4">自己帮自己打气，加油，especially when u're sort of by yourself!!!

i've come to realize more and more that life likes to play tricks but this unexpectedness is what should make you enjoy the present, right??? it's what makes life fun? otherwise, it's gonna be more boring jaja. watch it unfold, trust in the Goddess la!!! and in yourself! about Fate and Life!


monsters of hiphop FACULTY presentation/showcase. awesome shitt!


ROCK BAND KIDS/FAMILY JAJA! <3>


pjs fotos-taking session!!!!!!! it was a very warm moment, very warm moments, i should say!!!! i miss you all. and it feels weird and kinda surprising (in a nice way) when you miss people you think you wouldn't. like them And my belurveD HOUSEMATES DE singapur! um, don't be too serious la!!!!! don't search for perfection. at least try! don't expect too much, live simply, 一切会变得比较明朗！think of evelyn saying "think of your mental health" “为你的mental health着想”

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OMIGAWSHHHH i jus wanna bitch about how envious im feeling right now and im not doing anything so that sucks jaaa. but its sooo weird if i joined them next door...

guess what?

cos there's some kind of party next door and the kids are noisy and laughing and playing. I went out to the balcony and saw this...................



MYGAWSH THAT WAS THE LAST THING I TOT I'D SEE. in the backyard of our neighbour's house.... no wonder they let the superbig-bear-like dog out into the front. cos normally they lock him up at the side gate and he can only be by the side or in the back. but cos of the party, he's now in the front...

SOOO FUN RIGHT JAAAAAAAAAAAA. sooo cute. i was telling cherlyn to look at it and she gave an astonished face too jaa. then i said let's go play with them since cherlyn was like it's sooo fun she wants to play too. then i'm like yah my friend (yu poh hui actually) told me to do what i want cos i dont have much time here and no one will remember me and stuff and then cherlyn went "i'm not stopping u". im like "LET'S DO IT TOGETHER" JAAA then she said "let me eat first la...." jaaa.......

neways i didn't do anything so now im just at home in my room while the rest are out @ carl's junior and they will ta bao for me yay = fish burger. i'm already eating lesser these days. im on a diet and like so many ppl don't believe me jaaa.

i feel kinda bored right now but luckily sean is talking to me online right now. pamela too :)

YESTERDAY was pretty fun i guess. im just tired. Cherlyn and me spent the whole day cooking and sleeping jaaaaaaaaaaaa. sooo lazy right. we woke at like 12.30pm and cooked until almost 2.30pm then Ivan and Maria-chan joined us for lunch jaa. They said it was good. I was pretty amazed it was pretty good. MAMA WILL BE SOOO PROUD OF ME WHEN SHE KNOWS I COOKED. oh man, i realize i should call my parents more often to feel that i'm thankful that they gave me life instead of keep on complaining n stuff.

Last night the party we were like cheated of our money, Sean's event. sooo funnaye. It's the first time someone did the greeting without me knowing so the side of the person's face crashed on my nose and deflated it jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

On the other hand, dance opportunity. Got me sooo excited. Oh ya, watching the break during the Borregos game last night = made me miss performing sooo much. "I FEEL IT IN MY FINGERS..." (the Love Actually song jaa). Got me sweaty and nervous n I wanted tooo dance so badly.

Okie but for the dance thing, just sui yuan bei jaaa. I keep saying it but I never really do it at times jaa. Who knows what will happen in the future. Don't get my hopes too high and be thankful there might actually be a chance jaaa. Jason's class @ his studio was pretty tiring. Repeating it and the front part im always, repeat: ALWAYS LOST! jaaaaaaaaa. soo funny, then this cute gurl was like "kyla, ur place is here." (in the centre of the gurls for that part). I think she buay tahan (couldn't take it) seeing me gabra or like unsure where to stand and blocking everyone's way jaa. Robertoooo was soooo funnaye, he's like he feeds on reggaeton music, he wanna SHAKE IT JAAAAA. sooo cute. i didnt' know he's just a few months younger. Thanks Marcela for saying he'll intro his friends to me when we go to cancun at the end of the year... Okie, dun believe it yet but just give him the benefit of the doubt. I've learnt not to trust everything might happen then end up feeling disappointed jaaa...

Ivan is sooo funnaye, keep saying thank you jaaaaaaa. HE'S SOOO ASIAN. ricky is sooo nice jaa. but the farkin tech raza, so full of people and all the BORREGOS PEOPLE SOO BIG SIZE. I COULDN'T BREATHE LA. holding a bag somemore... my coat too jaa (eee my poor coat, got beer now, dunno which toopid went to spray beer on everyone at one shot.) the martinis' effect on me was pretty long actually so i felt soooo tired jaa.

Okieeee, about next door. Stop moping around jaa. Be happy that there are soo many cute things in the world. Having fun is the most important right? Haruka's bday later jaaaaaaa. Hope it will be fun? Then maybe, just maybe we might go to Dubai with the borregos.

OH MY GAWSH, I JUS REMEMBERED SOMETHING LAST NIGHT AND I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO CROON. baby DJ is sooooooooooooooo cute la. Ricky so funny, said "We call him little ball, he doesn't move and is just like waiting for people to take him and lurve him jaaa..." NO WONDER KIDS ARE CALLED "bundle of joys". Ahhhh I miss my SIMS AT HOME.

FAITH... trust in fate jaa. trust in the goddess. jus go with the flow huh... JUST HAVE funnnnn...
reminder: watch the future unfold. don't expect too much or dont expect anything? when it comes least expected, all the more the joy will be multiplied hehhhh :D

SOME RANDOM PICS.


with sashi. thanks for lending me the bunny furry scarf again jaa. it kept me really warm jaa. i had fun with you @ sakuran bo. we should hang out again jaa. playing the violin issss sooo cool. actually i wanted to learn the violin many years ago when i jus entered teenagedom, it was because of hanazawa rui in HANA YORI DANGO. cos he plays the VIOLIN SOOOO FINELY, SO BEAUTIFULLLY it's unbelievable jaa.


a long time ago jaa. i really liked my hair that day.
oxxo was our dinner that day before the soccer match we were going.


24 oct 09' (sat) one pic from the TEQUILA TOWN when we went to GUADALAJAJA (it's guadalajara actually jaa). i jus lurved that trip soooo much jaa. cos the guide was really good and i have learnt to appreciate tequila jaa. and then i remembered the production of other stuff and they were all grown from hard work... so appreciate them...


i lurved the lunch @ 56 (this mexican cai fan place) with the koreans jaa. poor hyeon U oppa's head was covered by maria jaaa. YAY SO HAPPY FOR FREE POSTRE (dessert) - the yellow card they gave me jaaa. that's woon ha oppa by the way. an escape from dance heh. so tired mah... on last Thu (oct 29 09')...

30 Octubre 2009 (FRI)
HAPPY LUNCH IN SCHOOL.
i was sooo happy jaaaa cos it was with foreigners and we had fun in the cold!

that's ALDO (yesh his name is Aldo), maria-chan so cute with a fork in her mouth, she had no idea she did that jaa... my lunch.... SALAD JAA. and arizona te verde (green tea)...


shingo..... jumbo size. such a big bowl of salad and he could finish it jaaaaaaa.
the master, the wise master actually. breakdance expert. life expert heh xp

random jaaa... went to visit Nat cos she was "coughing myself to death" (according to her). SHE'S SOOOOCUTE JAA... and ROCK BAND 初体验 SUPER FUN LA JAAA. no wonder one can really keep one entertained if they have music in their lives and not to forget, GAMESSSSS!!!!!!

SHE'S SOOO GOOD at music!


OKIE, time to catch up on some translating for the transcript and NARUTO MANGA! and maybe Gossip Gurl. plus party later. wonder how the night will turn out!


by the way, i really lurve this coat of mine i bought for about 30 bucks sing dollars and it's got an ESKIMO-LIKE HOOD JAA. furry XD but the fur sorta made me choke one time in class when i used it to cover me jaa and the hood with the fur was soooo near my face jaa.
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oopsy forgot to add what i read and want to learn and remember frm Wu Ji Zun's blog!

"We should learn to Forgive n Forget, we should 包容 each other and we should be generous...You know what? Seeing others Happy is a state of Contentment, isnt it?Life is NEVER about being 'Calculative'! Well, this is how I feel... Honestly, I am really GRATEFUL that a huge portion of my supporters are really understanding and faithful. I can see it, i can feel it and i really appreciate it deep down inside my heart! I can feel that many of you 'just' want me to be happy no matter what and vice versa. Likewise, i also want to see u all happy!"

-im not that much a supporter of his but i really对他刮目相看after one TW variety show hosted by Patty. It was some interview for FRH then he was being really positive and has a great attitude about life then i check out his blog.

oh man, why are my SENTENCES underlined? I sorta know what I did to make it like that but i have no idea how to make it go away. Oh well jaa啊。 Oh there's another blog I READ TOO. She's Queen, 女王！ I am Queen - 無名小站 GO AND FIND HER BLOG. I LAZY to go the page and copy the link, next time. Yay the lines are gone jaa. Something else by Wu Ji Zun 吴吉尊haha. so cute right, this name. Da dong calls him that. Oh man, maybe I shd go back to being a fan gurl, at least I feel alive and like they are so positive. Arron was like saying it's really up to fate about relationships cos like sometimes u know a gurl too much (he was referring to GuiGui) you just become brothers and it's nothing romantic. He still thinks gurls should be more mysterious - potential gurlfriends for him jaa. I think it's cos they have so many fans out there. They have GOT TO BE POSITIVE TO BE A good influence. Otherwise, all the teenage gurls - their parents wouldn't let them support them? Ja.aa.

sO IT'S like 连他们都没有哈哈，也觉得应该随缘。郭品超也曾经说过这样的话。 :)
更不用说，我的大东也是！这么爱妈妈！因为他失去爸爸。:(

Today is The Day of the Dead (Nov2), a celebration for the Mexicans. But it's like our 扫墓节（sweep graves day) QING MING JIE 清明节！I missed Jemaluang and my relatives there jaaa. So nice for me to eat the buns. I was only eyeing the buns. Teacher Lupita says Mexicans put the favourite food of their dead relatives on their graves and I realized for us it's more like different food, got roast chicken. I have no idea if it's what they liked before they died. There's wine too. Others eyed the roast chicken jaaa. So I was telling Cherlyn if I die, it will just be vegetables （Im thinking now that so maybe it's like nobody will be interested to come and sweep my grave?) wHat AN interesting thought right? jaaa. Cherlyn just said Ngok Fung's will be full of hamburgers jaaa. I said I think he will want the Carl Junior's Star sign jaaa.

From now onwards, I will go always when I can to Jemaluang. Cos family is soooo important. Don't take them for granted. If not when they are gone, you will regret. Reminder to self and others.

O hwell, wadever, but it's good to be positive after all. Jaaa. You don't hate the world. I stil have much to learn... Simple life ahh. 陶渊明！tao yuan ming. Used to be my favourite guy in the world jaa.

Neways, something else by Wu Ji Zun. 吴吉尊。我喜欢看到他的英文名和中文名together! (ahhh i want to put some photos to add some colours and images to this imageless blog. i wouldn't say colourless cos my fonts are always full of colours.) So weird for me to feel like blogging. Bcos I have a partial exam tomorrow and I haven't studied yet!

i miss listening to Zhou Chong Qing周崇庆on 93.3 FM!

“Quote to share: - The way to happiness: keep your heart free from hate, your mind from worry. Live simply, expect little, give much. Fill your life with love. Scatter sunshine. Forget self, think of others:-) Remember...Happiness doesn't depend upon who you are or what you have; it depends solely on what you think! Try this for a week and you will be surprised :-)”

Another reminder to self. 所以不能强求！李布衣(read in cantonese) jaa, then wil have the feel. Um, so while I can, enjoy now and treasure the times I have. 不同人不同命！不同的际遇。So if it's not mine, it's not mine. If it's mine, it is. 跑不掉。Can't run away. Everything is like that I guess jaaa.... 既来之则安之。Ngok Fung said "It will be good if you don't ask for too much" after I said "Wish November will be a good month jaa." Okie la, October not that bad. It's Mama's and Evelyn's bday and I had some really nice days actually. Life is just a journey, after all. Pam: "this is part of life".... Yesh everything is part of life. So be broad-minded!

Okie I will put some pics after all jaaaa.

ZACATECAS PICS (early Oct）


i really like this pic jaaaaa.



maria-chan and me and the flower.


exciting day of PAN (bread)


LAST tue dinner with sashi :)
Sashi reminded me of Sasha jaaa. :))))

Today, we learnt in class jaaaa, Mexican Culture class that the dead go to 4 different places. One of them is Cihuatlampa - for women. It's superrrrrr crude the way I remember it but I tot of remembering it as "See wa eh lam pa" JAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

By the way, my 自修书(self help book) (by the way I just realized i prefer them to be called 自修书, which means self-improvement, for self-upgrading and being better rather than SELF-HELP. hELP = u need help, u have problems. But for 自修，it's just you want to improve yourself and become better jaaa. There is no inadequacy, you just merely want to become better jaaa. I think it's like that)... Oh ya, it said that 多愁善感的人比较容易沉寂在悲伤里。something like that. guess im still 多愁善感。haaa. sighing, moaning, depressed jaa. oh well, that is gonna change from now on. I only live once right, why am i feeling sad that i feel right. Just try to feel happy more often. Be thankful that I have ittttttttt. Cos Goddess 没有忘记我！Fate too! They didn't forsake me! 老天待我不薄 i guess jaaaa. Not feeling anything is a feeling too, ain't it? Mr Pan's class la. All the 语言学！疯掉！i think 小潘潘是“爱疯了”haaa. Penny Dai's song. Xiao Pan Pan just lurves what he does soooo much. I really like this song.

Plus the PCD pUSSy cat dolls' song "HUSH HUSH" IS SOOOO NICE. Georgia issss sooo funnaye. Just enjoy what you get. Don' resist it, dont reject it. 用心感受快乐。幸福感！Everything to be experienced, to be felt. S.H.E. "痛快“。去感受吧。Whatever happened to "体验人生".
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wu zun's real name is wu ji zun mah! that's y... heh

-charmaine-

By  Anonymous, at 12:06 AM  

jaaaaaa i know jaaaaaaaa... cos da dong call him wu ji zun jaa.

wow charmaine da jie u care so much about fei lun hai flh ah? jaa soo happy you came to visit my blog and thanks for your text! it was unexpected to receive a text from you
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By  alyk, at 10:18 AM  

jaaaaaa. u look like u are having so much fun! please come back soon dear buddy!

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I really lurve salsa I think...

I could feel like I was all dancy and all professional and felt like Yan Qing maybe? Ja. I tot of Serene Lim and her expression when she dances, not sure how to describe but like some kind of self satisfaction, I dunno? My partner kept smiling or he'd smile really wide sometimes, like he really enjoys JAAAAAA. i CANT HELP BUT WANT TO GIGGLE when i see him do that. HOWWWWWWW... jAAA. i will forget the mean thing he said jaaa. Pam sooo funnaye, said he's sure he's gay. Cos a heterosexual man would not do that. So mean too jaaa. I have no idea. Woah, Pam it's time I sent you the funny email jaa. I will write here what you funnily told me. Lurve you, Pam jaaa.

"love u too grace! i like to say that to ppl and i like to hear that too he
*heee
i miss all my close friends! i wish u and eve were here
ok forward the thing to me later and i will have a good laugh haha."

But I accidentally hit my partner's head with an elbow and for exaggeration purposes, he flew off jaaaaaaaaaaa... He said "It's my bad". It's true jaa. Cos he said he looked at the mirror while i was turning thats why he got hit. JAAAAAA. Gilberto laughed at us too. Neways, Cherlyn and Lennard laughed.

I told Lenny and Cherlyn this cos Lenny was saying "I was hit by the most aggressive old man in muay thai". JAAAA.

“他跟我笑笑然后我就被打了。”or something like that. It just means he was smiley and smiled at me then the next second I was hit.

Give thanks for today:
Sooo happy to see Sean jaaaaaaaaaaaaa. He was like "When are we going to the movies?" "Nat says my "staying alive" joke wasn't funny at all". He walked his FAST WAY with his long legs and saw me and gave me a sudden, tight hug jaaa. It was a gooood shock. It's like Nat told him about what I said about me liking them and wanting to hang out and trying to find excuses and stuff. And they will ask me out when they're doing something soon jaa. Then I just told her about Sean just now and she was saying they were telling a friend about me and she wants to meet me too. Cos our meeting was really random and yesh, this incident made me believe in fate. I really had fun that day. Though it was just taking a cab to Soriana, walking around in Soriana (buying stuff) then walking to the cineplex, it was reallllyyy funnaye. It kinda felt like Yellowstone laughing times. It was pure laughter and that kind of good feeling is sooo good.

Ooops, must remember this something I read about somewhere about a jewellery chest 珍宝箱。I can call it jewellery box but I think jewellery chest is nicer. I have a pendant like that too - like a treasure chest 绮丽的颜色。亮晶晶的。Remember the magical-ness of the world? Jajaaa... Oh ya, it said that keep a jewellery chest. Keep good, nice memories in them. Whatever that made you feel good. Experiences often keep you happy longer than just things. So, write them down and when u're down, open that jewellery chest and think about whatever is in it. But one has to be careful about it, cos if you repeatedly think about one all the time, you get sick of it. So, you must rotate the things, switch them so you can view them with renewed energy and fresh outlooks jaa... Refreshing then they will be...

The staying alive joke was a car was very near to me while we were crossing the road. Then he went "Don't get yourself killed." After a while, he sang "STAYING ALIVE, staying alive". oMIGAWSHHHH, 笑到爆！jaaaaaaa... It was totally random and I still took a few moments to understand jaa.

Then they were buying milk from Soriana's and (i jus lay on the table holding my stomach in convulsing laughter cos i recalled how it was like about the cups). They bought cups jaaaaa. They took 2 each, 1 of 2 different kinds. Also, at first Sean went to the milk section and took one BIG one, the 1 litre kind and acted like drinking it jaaaaa. They got the cups and I asked them why they cant just drink the milk (they settled on small bottles) from the bottle directly. Sean, "Cos Nat has to be so special about how she eats things. She's going to dip cookies jaaaaa. Sean also said "Yah, Im just going to say I lurve cups, so what?" JAAA. Cos they were going to bring the cups in. When we were going to pay up jaaa, Sean asked how much those 2 cups cost jaaa. JAA, when they realized one was much cheaper than the other S just left the more expensive ones somewhere beside that counter we were at. JAAAAAAA. Super funnaye that action. KINDA Awkward but he still went with it jaaa.

So, 30th Oct (last Friday) was a good day after all. Lunch with Maria-chan, Shingo Mama the wise master and 2 other Mexican friends was goooood... Yay I feel like Im on exchange when Im with foreigners jaa. Come on, Kylala, just enjoy whatever comes your way. If not, you'll be missing out on the chance to savour those happy moments. Someone once said, "Like your life, then life will like u back." I realize I'm sooo close-minded all this while. Disregarding whatever I have in each moment, unlike the past when I was all about "experiencing everything". Whatever kind of experiences, I look forward to collecting them jaaa. So I was truly happy back then despite feeling down less times. It's time I went back. 或许当初的是最好的。Who says you must evolve, you must change as you age? Jaja. I dunno... Whatever works, I guess. These days, I think too much. I want to deny that I have bipolar disorder. Okie, stop thinking about it. It's cos I'm really 多愁善感。 It's really about perception jaaa.

So, kylala, just enjoy what you get. I'm starting to read Wu Ji Zun's 吴吉尊 blog again jaaa. Simple way of living. Contentment is sooo important. People always say, those self help books say "活在当下，知足常乐”。Live in the moment, if u're contented, u'll be happy often jaaa. Okie, I used to really be able to do it, that explained how happy I was. oh-so-dear Yellowstone is the example. Sometimes these days, the memories in Yellowstone seem less clear and vivid but certain scenes I still remember. I even recall how some smells are like. That explains why I was asking our NFF (new found friends), Cher, Jin when we were at the HOUSE, 教练的家。我想说墨西哥人读不懂中文，但那是假的哈哈。因为墨西哥人读得懂。很多墨西哥人学中文哈哈。你会吓到。YUP, cos i smelt something that smelt like JDW's and Drew's cologne actually. So it was really nostalgic for me to smell that smell jaa.

I really should remember the happy parts and learn for it. Actually, being a kid and myself was what made me sooo happy I guess jaa. All these days, thanks Poh Poh Hui, Jen and Pam sooo much. Of course, my mama, papa, Sang and KELVIN BRUH TOO JAAAA!

Remember again, "Happy people don't necessarily have everything, they just make the most out of everything." And "it's not what the circumstances are that make you feel happy or sad, it's what you think of the circumstances, how to react to it that determines how u feel." Happiness is a choice, people say. Actually yesh... Plus my tendency to overthink all the time. And I suddenly realize it's like everything is 意识形态。Remember how enlightened and confused at the same time I was back in last semester when I took all those courses about thoughts. It was pretty scary, feeling everything that I once believe dismantle and deconstructed and I dont know what to believe. That's why, without having things I believe in, I was lost. Imma work on that.

真的，要相信缘分。Knowing Sean and Nat is really 缘分哈哈。And everything is really unexpected. I had no idea things will be like this when I was still in Singapore. So everything, just let time tell. Haha, wait and see what happens jaa. Sometimes, I gotta 佩服我自己when I'm more positive... So try try try, don't give up. In my dream last night (i rarely have dreams or even when i have them, i dont rmb them), I actually remembered someone saying "不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己". It was what Xiaoxi, Angela Zhang's character in MVP 情人 would always say. Such an old show. So in my dream, it was like Xiaoxi with her 2 blond braids saying that, but I felt that I was at home and Sang said it too.

I had never thought about having hope and faith in the past. When I was younger, if I got to eat and got to watch my shows, listen to my songs, laugh out loud a lot (when it's really funny) with my friends and family and collect all the joyous and wonderful memories, I'd be happy enough. That's why I always looked forward to returning to Msia cos it was sooo much fun with my relatives and to travel I guess. I lurve road trips, MAYBE THATS WHY I really like to sit in cars jaaa. Oh ya, and if i got to dance, PERFECT. simple yet happy life jaaa. I'm glad for my childhood, my 20 yrs. Really thankful. 长大了，贪心了。难怪我会说我是翻了。小的时候更象老人，欲望很少。然后有的玩，有的吃就开心到爆了。这就是所谓的“要求很低”。所以说，随缘！啊哈哈。

But it dawned on me when I was locking the gate before salsa today that I'm sooo young, Im overseas for an exchange. I should go searching for the joys and what young people do, have fun and be happy jaaaa. If not why did i come here? Did I come here to mope? Remember ABUNDANCE! I should really go to a salsa club soon! Yup make a lot of friends, that's what I read in Chong Min's texts jaaa.

I've been listening to my LG cell phone, mp3 player all this while while I'm blogging. Niceeee jaaa. I still lurve Chinese songs the best I think. I should go and watch Kang Xi Lai Le and catch up on KO One 终极一班！to remember to take life less seriously and just have fun jaaaa. Collect the various joys and experiences in lifeeeeee. Life is soooo broad, so wide, so abundant. Be open to whatever that comes! Unexpected future jaa!
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I lurve my campus.
The trees, the night, the starsss...
The grass, the nicely-cutout paths...

I really should dance more, Shingo is right.
Someone said "Do not dance with just your feet, dance with your heart."
Thanks for Maria in my life XD random sentences these are.

Yesterday night (Halloween= was a super random night and I had no idea i'd ever go there jaa) kinda felt like Yellowstone, bits of pieces of it. Sometimes, out of nowhere, I´d be hit by mini pangs of nostalgia. How I still miss you so I guess, Yellowstone. But I think of you less often.

After all, Im soooo thankful I still have Yellowstone, that you gave me Yellowstone. My parents and brother and friends are far away from me now, but at least they are still there. There for me no matter what. So you have to remember... Remember how it was when you felt all alone and there is no one else... I read my texts and it felt sooooooo good. It´s all about self-contentment (as what oh-so-dear jenny said) and confidence and patience. Im definitely not alone!

Plus, thanks Pam for the short-lived cha.t. To be continued... Just being able to tell someone else, I felt better xD

This is very useful.
"When very angry, count to 4. When very very angry, swear." JAAAA by ho no I cant rmb who, but someone famous nonetheless.
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命運
就是你往往不知道下一秒會發生什麼奇蹟

~泡芙~

from a comment from Queen's blog...

i still don't feel that i'm here.
weird...

maybe it'll all make sense in future.
DON'T THINK TOO MUCH HOR...

ahhhhh really just wait and see what happens.

HIT WITH A BOUT OF HOMESICKNESS or maybe i should say bouts. yesterday and today. but didn't get to cry. should have... ahhhhhhhhh... i need to watch more shows hor! thanks cher-cherlyn and jinnnnachan... but i think i should have cried when the feeling was there. but i know u two truly cared... so thanks :)

its only when i'm homesick that i realize i really do lurve my friends n family and how much they mean to me... reminds me of the time right before hc332 war and memory in china exam. i was really gonna gooo crazy man, thanks sang for asking me to cycle to Prime mart to meet her and it was some kind of distraction and I felt sooo much better!

SHORTEST POST EVER JAJA.
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okie i won't talk much about NOW now, i just wanna say i feel better haha.

I'm here to engrave 2 beautiful moments in cyberspace and may blogger never fail me... (i'm saying beautiful moments cos i once posted long ago about an email "beautiful moments'> these aren't exactly like that but they are very unexpected and they are nice things people say about me to me! :)

Here goes...

Jing's first... :)))))))))))))) smiles many many much much!

"i tink after gt u e clique become even more gt fun we laugh even more le lo"

9/12/2009 4:42:48 PM Jing~~.............. should she still continue it? AHHH let's see what happens! suiyuan bei.
“coz u always have tt veri happi n bubbly aura like tt...den pple ard u oso will get influenced by u.. “

9/12/2009 4:43:55 PM Jing~~.............. should she still continue it? AHHH let's see what happens! suiyuan bei.
“u n nana abit alike...veri happy-go-lucky and bubbly...and veri simple...even e things u all worry abt oso veri simple den u 2 oso veri true abt it...and sometimes make u 2 look veri cute"

"yea!!..i oso tok 2 mayb angel n tingting e least...but wen dey nt dere someone surely will ask...like nw it has become like we all will look out 4 each other like tt lo "

9/12/2009 4:47:38 PM Jing~~.............. should she still continue it? AHHH let's see what happens! suiyuan bei.
"no la i meant wat i said...mayb u don feel wat u make pple feel...but its realli like tt lor "

9/12/2009 4:47:56 PM Jing~~.............. should she still continue it? AHHH let's see what happens! suiyuan bei.
" u and nana both veri funny and happi 2 haf ard
tts y sometimes u find u and nana become e pple we all like 2 disturb most "

9/12/2009 4:49:20 PM Jing~~.............. should she still continue it? AHHH let's see what happens! suiyuan bei.

"its a good thing!! pple will nv nv feel any pressure bein ard u
i tink u and nana r e kind of pple who like wen wif u no need 2 tink hard 2 find wat 2 say one tt kind lo "

LUIS ALFONSO PALOMINO TIME!!!!! :D

luis alfonso says:
and of course there I met beautiful people, like you, sasha, Ira, Casey....

i think it's all cos i miss dance! dear marsella! suiyuan bei. says:
AWHHHHHHHHHHH u said i'm a beautiful person

i think it's all cos i miss dance! dear marsella! suiyuan bei. says:
yesh sasha is very beautiful too aha

luis alfonso says:
because you are

luis alfonso says:
I was so happy when Estephania (the mexican girl) came to me and gave me your note

luis alfonso says:
it was cute

写那么多的纸条，我们（evelynand me)真的是用心良苦。想到手就酸哈哈。
那天，真的是难过到整个人要爆炸了，喷出来的都是血和泪！糟糕，太夸张了哈哈。

okie tata, i'm in an upload pics on facebook frenzy now! once i'm in motion, i keep moving! ah presentation - history! about 10 mins each. 讲那么多话！又不知道要讲什么。哈哈，好好笑呵。

我们回到家了，我开心。
今天多亏余（鱼）宝宝，我听到93.3FM 的 夜！夜！夜！ yay!!!!!!!!!!! haha,
哇劳，我的妈呀，听到周重庆的声音时我真的是雀跃万分！

this is what exchange made me miss:
93.3fm, zhou chong qing and my belurved people that i lazy to type out HAHA. and of course FOODDDDDDDD and campus concert (like i was telling sharon song/rotten cabbage owner/snow white), mooncake (ker shin jie jie told me to fly back to msia to eat!)

啊，但是我没有那么讨厌墨西哥市啦。只是我太累了。我喜欢可以围围巾！爽爽(song song)就带个小beanie (maybe i can call it a 豆豆？）哈哈啊。

在返回我美好的家时，我说我用我手机的电灯来读我的历史notes,尼可拉斯说：“真的是用心良苦啊。”哈哈哈。忽然想起antony pau sheung tung 说的好笑的事（他说太多了！）：“lenny一直被kidnap, 他被kidnap的次数很多！” cos lennard would be missing frm time to time HAHA.

okie back to fotos-uploading fest! I THINK I MISSED DANCE TOO + PMS + TOO TIRED, so = bad mood in mexico city but i really don' hate it tat much. it wasn't too good, neither was it too bad! 学会随缘，顺其自然！不要只挂在嘴边！

chal ja for now! ann yong! renee tot i was frm south korea too. feels nice to be put together as the koreans haa.
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WHAT POST COMMENT IF U LOVE DADONG SO MUCH
in this case i shall cease to comment! heheh
-lol @ facebook quiz says im a loner

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Today, we cooked fried rice again. The 2nd time! Thanks Cherlyn for saying the garlic I chopped looks nice or something like that and I thanked her. Ah makes me think of mama who says that too, except sometimes it's too fine haha. It's been long since I helped mama cook at home cos it has been so hectic sometimes and I'm not often home at tat time when she cooks!

(I realize it's a different me when I write in Mandarin instead of English hee. I kinda like it :) )
今天本来想和妈妈通电话，虽然我九点多醒了，但是始终起不来。已经好几次这样了。哈哈。可是前几次都不行因为早上10点（新加坡晚上11点，也是妈妈和我约的时间）我都得出门去办visa这个他妈的鬼东西哈哈。哈哈，choy,不该让说鬼，开个玩笑okie?。

下个星期我们会去mexico city，因为9月16日是墨西哥的国庆日，之放一天假。星期五除了尼可拉斯之外，我们都没有课。所以我们星期二晚上搭巴士去（12小时），星期天傍晚搭返回蒙特里(Monterrey)。我不是特别的期待，因为我很懒。但是，我想我来到这么远了不去看看奇特、没有去过的地方怎么可以呢？那我只会在浪费我在这里的时间哈哈。成功说得好，我在世界的外一个尽头。我不会在这里一辈子，十二月多就要回了。

Neways I was saying last night I'm tired to travel alot at one shot haha. Then 成功 Jose said,

"Hey cmonn
you're young
you are in a country almost on the other side of the globe!
and not enough time!"

inserts: Cherlyn was telling her fren that a fren of hers (Jimmy) said the kettle calling the pot black ha. I remembered just now when we were cooking, I was changing the plastic bag of the dustbin and I said "the holes have many plastic bags"> HAHAA. one of the rather often times when i absentmindedly talk and my mind is warped - either bcos of not enough sleep or too much sleep ah. i slept til almost 1pm today haa. slept at 230am though haa.

and he also said，

"thats part of change
you need to experience new things
new scenaries
different cultural context
find your self in problems
then manage to figure things out"
and that's why he likes to do solo travelling but he admits too that mexico isn't a good place for a girl to do solo travelling haa.

糟糕，我已经忘记我本来要写什么了哈哈。管他的哈哈！

哦，不如写写我对Monterrey的感受吧哈哈。我未曾真正想过，只是有忽然涌现的念头哈啊，来也匆匆，去也匆匆的感受哈啊。

但是，这几天，我有想念家人和朋友啦哈哈。啊，对于天气，又是很热时还会在心里念os (i meant to say i will like scold in my mind/heart how frustrating it is, fark shit it, bloody or wad haha) but the good thing is THE CLOTHES WILL DRY. and i've come to realized i really care about this very much. i hate having not enough clothes to wear since i already have very little haha. But I attained the Borregos shirt frm going to support the game in San Antonia, Texas so I was happy about that haha. One more shirt to dance hiphop in haa.

But in the past week, it would rain some days and it's nice hah! Cos it's cooler but the thing is THE CLOTHES WON'T DRY! So I think I kinda like Monterrey. But when people ask me, I won't say I ABSOLUTELY LURVE IT that kind of thing haha! Oh well, we also had Asians dinner ytd and I liked it haha. I like hanging out with Maria, Woon Ha, Tae Hee, talking or looking at Hyeon U Jeon talk ahaa.

I miss my uni clique they all. Heard that some of them going on Instep and feel a bit sad cos will be little people when I return next sem. But it's still good for them to go and play haha.

And what Amber said is sooo true. 总是等到要离开时才开始珍惜。在黄石，我唯一的后悔只是没有那么多videos 但我真的是享受了很多时光。玩得很尽兴，所以到了极致，所以最后才会那么想念，那么舍不得。哈哈，我得学会珍惜哦。今天，我在网上search for "how to enjoy life" and "how to live in the present". All the quotes 又让我比较positive. Ah,我总是想太多。得学会真的顺其自然，随缘　all over again. 虽然现在好像不想，管它啦哈啊。One of the quotes I read: "

Okie, I'll just update more pics then haa!

The day we went to the Garcia Caves.
15 Aug 09' (Sat)

I kinda felt like it was too touristy, too many people, 那个地方不再神圣了哈。但是当我看到那些很长很长的oh shit i forgot wad it's called, those icicles thing, 我又有点amazed到！Oh well, I guess at least we did something and they are memories after all haha. I was emo-ing on the bus and cried about Yellowstone HAHAHA. Listenin to songs and blah aha. And maybe also bcos I keep having this impression in my head that nothing can be comparable to YELLOWSTONE ahha. i shd ditch it soon. but then the grutas de garcia isn't that impressive laa haha. & also party bcos the GUIDE SPOKE IN SPANISH. they don't have english tours! (at least not for us that day)


cable car! but there's a path u can take to climb up and down u know. or rather i should say walk/hike up and down. so scareye, u could see the people like ants frm the cable car below you scrambling up and down HAHA.


outside, before we went into the caves.


think of this without the lights. then the guide proudly pressed some switch and the lights came on and it was kinda cheesy AHHHA. i think this is kinda lame. no offence but really ahha. oh well hah see sneaky cherlyn and me up there haa.


this is one i think is pretty awesome though haa. i like the different tints of colour here and there in landforms. cos the irregular pattern of the spots that have colour make it look so natural and real.


i really like this pic ahhaa.



We were out of the caves and we were waiting while the rest looked at possible souvenirs to collect haa. Cherlyn outside giving out hand sanitiser - them q-ing up haha, i made them do that and i took the pic haha. Poor nicholasi got stung by a bee!

Post grutas de garcia = We ate at Manhattan's, this diner/restaurant near our house, like a birthday dinner for Cherlyn - her bday is on 16 Aug 09'.


playing Jenga before our food arrived.
MEXICANs' concept of time - we have to wait for like at least 15 mins/20 mins FOR each meal in restaurants! for taco places, it's much faster haha but still like 5 to 10 mins at least haa.


i like this pic of me and cherlyn.
THE FOOD. THE curly fries is nice!

Fried rice by Cherlyn and me on 17 Aug 09' (monday)


but we didn't take any pics of us cooking fried rice today aha.
well good attempt haa though i really really prefer mama's fried rice.

AFTER our introduction to mexican culture class ended (only class on Mons and Weds, frm 430-6pm)


BUBBLE TEA IS NOT A MYTH!


cos i told them i saw people holding cups with black pearls in them. they said how is it possible. and i went okie maybe it was an illusion. sooooo, when we walked past a tapico pearl house or something like that, I WAS SOOO AMAZED! In Singapore sometimes, it's not always that I'd wanna drink BBT, mostly I drink it when i see it. But here, maybe it's cos I crave for Asian food, Chinese food, mama food sometimes, any kind of relation to my hometown food (i like to have a hometown so i think i can call singapore my hometown right now) IS ABSOLUTELY LURVELY! hahaa. So we drank. But it's 34 pesos AH! around 3.60 sing dollars but here, i realize im so willing to spend on food haa.



i always take pics alone i guess. sometimes it's cos i really wanna record that moment of me in that moment and with whatever things i'm holding. but sometimes it's cos i don't feel close enough with ppl to initiate taking pics with them. it shd get better, cos r/s with people get better over time :)

the facebook quiz says i'm a loner. and i choose to walk alone or go out alone (very very rare) and i sat by myself while watching The Time Traveller's Wife cos i just felt like it and maybe i felt like crying and don't want other ppl to be beside me when i cry? haha. Well about going out alone sometimes, smetimes it's cos of dance and i have to walk home myself. though i know i'll be even more in my own thoughts, but it's not as bad these days than in the past haha. and my own thoughts can be negative or they can be positive. or sometimes i listen to songs and can sing along to them or i jus try to ponder about what are the amazing things or interesting things (haha. it's amazing cos sometimes i think iwon't be interested at all or wad but then sometimes i'm still amazed.)

they went out to eat, at Valle oriente. i have the whole house to myself again, i admit i kinda like it haha. then i have salsa class at 8pm to 9pm. there's a soccer match that some mexican frens are playing, but also at 8pm to 9pm. HAHAA. so i wonder which one i'll choose to go in the end. cos i paid for my salsa class alr, around 140 sing dollars for the entire semester. i have salsa 3 classes on mon, wed and fri. 8 to 9pm each time. next week i'll have to miss wed and fri's class cos we're going to mexico city. and for the past 4/5 lessons, i've been reaching the place at 830pm haa. i jus always had some work to finish up and by the time i leave the house, more time has passed by HAHAA.

OKIE, i gotta read more on "how to live in the present" and maybe continue one of my doramas or read manga. more pics in future! my mind is not that tired but i think my body still is, frm the 4 days of dancing haa. plus alot of mosquitoes keep flying around my seat and it's frustrating me haa. i think cos no one else is at this dining table we named THE TABLE OF KNOWLEDGE with all our laptops aha. normaly i don't get bitten that much and the rest will always complain about their bites. but now no one is here, the mosquitoes have no one else to feed on except me.

post-tech raza on 22 Aug 09' (fri)
tech raza is a club very near our place haa.
plus that's when i got the inspiration to do what i did for poh poh hui cos i liked my makeup that day aha.


27 Aug 09' (Thu) - poh hui's bday date haa.
this is also pre-texas trip day. we left for texas on a bus late at night.


oops and i almost forgot these few pics.
i ordered strawberries and cream frm Zumba, this neighbourhood fruit drinks place and i tot it was some milk shake thing and i got a big shock when i saw this haa. cos i heard the lady chopping stuff and i kept wanting to believe that she's cutting new strawberries to blend haha. but then ahhh it's really STRAWBERRIES AND cream! i almost wanted to puke when i almost finished them then i gave up finishing them aha. but very healthy to eat so many strawberries cos i nv eat them raw like that haa.


me in my little world aha. always writing in on-the-go book. thanks xiaoxia!

alrighty, chuy and tonio jus left the house haa. i was entertaining them for a while and it's kinda fun cos they are kinda funnaye haa. i think "soccer won salsa" haa. hasta luego!
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