{/Wednesday, January 28, 2009, @10:16 PM.
{ If I think I'm happy, I'm happy! }
Title: If I think I'm happy, I'm happy!
I was just reading Lily 小天使 (little angel)'s blog and she was talking about the kids (me included, I guess haha) who miss Yellowstone like crazy. Mmm, she sorta said she has learnt to treat her 2nd Yellowstone experience as a dream and she knows she must wake up and get back to reality. That's true, but sometimes I still go back to dreaming again. It's so easy for me to think of Yellowstone when I'm in a place full of nature, like my father's hometown in Jemaluang. Didn't take any pics but jus took some right before we left at 6 plus just now. I got home at about 9 plus just now... :D So sorry I didn't reply those friends who text me haha. I feel missed and lurved :D
Here's the comment I wrote @ Lily's blog. I realize I always take her blog to be an avenue for me to let my emotions flow. I almost always realize something else about myself and what I actually think when I write. So writing = discovering myself bit by bit? Okie, I admit I tend to be kinda exaggerating sometimes haha, but I did once or twice or a few times felt what I felt as per what I wrote...
AIYA, 唐唐蔚说得对。我有时又会回到梦里。但在那里，我确实很开心嘛。
有时候，我在想，我是不是不应该去？去了过后，我有时真的觉得自己仿
佛忘记怎样快乐。好像，所有的快乐都已经经历过了。所以，现在，我没
有快乐。我想，我是没有当时那种快乐。我很贪心吧。。。但是，我回来
过后，真的很少有那种简简单单的快乐。去之前还常有。我是比较时常感
觉到焦躁不安的心。
好了，我的烂话说完了哈哈。新的一年，新的开始。我真的应该重新学会
如何积极点面对人生。我发现回来后的我好像比较时常往坏处想，对很多
事情都开始质疑。
尽管如此，我有时也和朋友玩闹得挺疯的哈哈，不能说回来简直只有痛
苦，任何快乐都没有。好了，总之，新年快乐！万事如意！愿你今年事事
顺利。我又借你这个地方抒发了自己的情感哈哈！好好保重哦，想念你，
我的台湾姐姐！哈哈。
吴凯拉 m_m
It's a new year after all. I so gotta learn to be positive! I realize I've forgotten how to do it.
So Sexaye M., if u're reading...
With regards to your livejournal post on Jan 24 2009, I feel the same as you, I feel like I've lost faith along the way :D Maybe that's how we clicked in the first place? Im' not saying I've had no faith at all since I got back last August, but it's very often, more often than in the past. I find it hard to be positive... More prone to negativity. But sometimes when I reach the peak of frustration, it all becomes better again cos i decide not to care hahah. Heck-care... At least I'm thankful I still have my ability to laugh at silly simple things though sometimes that ability causes me trouble (especially when it's time I gotta be serious or people might think I'm making fun of them or mocking them - but no, i jus can't help but laugh!)
So, cheers to more dancing and moley moley on feb 16 and other dates coming up. Though CK still hasn't replied our mail. Guess I'll text him abt it to ask if it's confirmed after all? Haha.
Right before I left Msia, I saw this book on the table called "The Secret". I just flipped through the pages and a new insight spotted! "The Law of Attraction". Basically, if I didn't rmb wrongly, it's like saying everything ppl get in their lives is due to what their minds thinks. So hard that it becomes the dominant thought and that's how these people achieve what they want. It's pretty interesting, so it's like if u change ur thoughts, u can change your life, simple as that. Hmm, i know many ppl have said this, many ppl know this, but whenever such simple philosophies are written in a different light, it's interesting to me all again!
Oooh, I realized I didn't write much about my trip in Msia. From 25 Jan 09' (Sunday) till 28 Jan 09' (Wed) evening... Basically, I just ate lotssssssssss, like i'm nv hungry during meal time. The only time was when I woke up at 11 plus one day and it was lunchtime @ 12 plus haha. Yeah, so yummy la. My 3rd Aunt can cook so well! I really lurve her veggie dishes and fish dishes! Like those niang tofu that kind of stuff.
I played some mahjong, played and laughed with kids. I was so bored that I played with children hahah. We played this "dian mo somefink mo", like "freeze". The old-time classic too 老鹰捉小鸡 (eagle catch the chickens haha). I actually had fun hahhaa. I played pepsi cola during last yr's cny. I almost forgot till my cousin reminded me. Yeah, I'm a kid. I decided to play cos I realize all the inactivity is killing me. Running around is better than nothing. Guilt incurred by eating too much and doin nth except watching lotsa tv haha. I tried to do a bit of my readings but it's just really minimal frankly. Cute kids yeah! I just laugh loads.
OH yeah, to me, red packets during CNY is not the highlight, it's more like getting together with my relatives haha. But this year, I spent Wednesday watching a HK drama “原来爱上贼”， Fuckin' nice la! Got me hooked haha! It's about a bunch of really smart thieves! They rob the rich to help the poor, always doing charity! Yeah, they're right, sometimes the police can't do much cos they always need evidence.
Realized sth else too, I really don't know what's boredom till I got back from abroad? Like since young, I nv say I'm bored, like I sorta think it's wrong to think that way, to the extent of despising people who always complain they're bored haha. Ooh, "despising" is a pretty strong word, but it only sticks for when they complain, they can be my loved ones too haha.
I was talking to Ker shin jiejie till early morning as my mama and my relatives played mahjong outside. I think it's so funny loh, sometimes i think i don't know how to talk to people, like nothing to say, but sometimes I say so much till I'm amazed. Yeah, she's coming to Singapore to work and staying at her bf's house in Serangoon. Will be easier to meet her in future haha! I enjoy talking to her in person but on the phone, we're like kinda weird with each other haha. Thanks for the 2 packets of crackers and I thank Ah Xian too! Really super funny loh aha!
Alrighty, I shd so stop blogging and maybe do something for my studies, like read my readings and the longlonglonglonggggggggg novel by Lao She - "Si Shi Tong Tang" (4 generations under one roof. 老舍 《四世同堂》。 It's pretty interesting, really detailed, abt this family, their lives, their neighbours and stuff, I haven't reached the real thing like about war or stuff I guess? Neways, nights all. I shd always keep in mind "如果你觉得自己是幸福的，你就是幸福的。” --- just means, "if you think you're happy, then you're happy". or rather "if you think you're blessed, then you are. if you think you're not, then you're not.". Once again - all in the mind.
Oh and recently i've got a thought. It's like I shd really be thankful for every moment. For every moment like now and many others that I'm not in pain, nor am I in fear. It's a blessed moment - simple like that...
Going back to Jemaluang, Msia makes me feel as if it's like old times, I have lotsa memories there as well as my Mama's hometown in Ayer Tawar, Perak. They are two places in which I feel familiar with and I'm myself too, my crazy self and watever cos I've been going there a few times each year, sometimes more than a few times since my childhood times...
Some pics now...
11 Jan 2009
Fei-kor's & Porn's wedding in Shangri-La hotel, welcome back Cousin Joyce - Ah Guan-jie from Finland and her cute family
my first personal glass of red wine haha...
with 很耐看的古典美人, my Japanese super-athletic cousin-in-law Masaki!
don't u think it looks like chocolate cake?
but it's some pork belly hahhaha... we had many laughs over this!
yeah, i look so tall la haha.
shangri-la hotel's ladies!
Ah Guan-jie's super super cute 3-yr-old Kiara! Super smart and intelligent and mischievous kid but she jus refuses to speak in English though she understands it and always speaks in Finnish! Lots of cute expressions, like her 2 elder brothers, I've got some pics but I haven't uploaded them yet haha.
[@ Tiong Bahru's TCC... yummy! I had some mocha vanilla ice-cream thng (drink) and ate some salmon caesar salad and some parmesan mushroom baked rice yummy!]
outside TCC, lotsa people.
By the way, Cousin Joyce and her family went back to Finland on Saturday night, we went to the airport to send them off. I lurve family reunions like that :D I've got a thought, it's like u really dunno what's gonna happen in the future, like I bet my cousin had no idea she'd marry off to Finland and lead such a different life than if she was in Singapore :D So, the future is unpredictable once again!
@ jp2's Bakerzinn - brief sec sch mates meetup haha, i had fun laughing so much la. Xiaoxia, you're amazing! The rest too, like Serene Lim (hearty laugh and it was so nice to chill at your place that I didn't feel like going home), Evelyn (of course all-time funny gurl), Pamela (yeah c-u-n-t... haha), Huiling (long time no see :D haha)
warm chocolate cake - if without the orange slice, would have been even more yummy!
oooh, a lil' tired after all the uploading but great work! to me... hahah, writing so much, uploading so much.有点累了哈哈。晚安各位！
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I was just reading Lily 小天使 (little angel)'s blog and she was talking about the kids (me included, I guess haha) who miss Yellowstone like crazy. Mmm, she sorta said she has learnt to treat her 2nd Yellowstone experience as a dream and she knows she must wake up and get back to reality. That's true, but sometimes I still go back to dreaming again. It's so easy for me to think of Yellowstone when I'm in a place full of nature, like my father's hometown in Jemaluang. Didn't take any pics but jus took some right before we left at 6 plus just now. I got home at about 9 plus just now... :D So sorry I didn't reply those friends who text me haha. I feel missed and lurved :D
Here's the comment I wrote @ Lily's blog. I realize I always take her blog to be an avenue for me to let my emotions flow. I almost always realize something else about myself and what I actually think when I write. So writing = discovering myself bit by bit? Okie, I admit I tend to be kinda exaggerating sometimes haha, but I did once or twice or a few times felt what I felt as per what I wrote...
AIYA, 唐唐蔚说得对。我有时又会回到梦里。但在那里，我确实很开心嘛。
有时候，我在想，我是不是不应该去？去了过后，我有时真的觉得自己仿
佛忘记怎样快乐。好像，所有的快乐都已经经历过了。所以，现在，我没
有快乐。我想，我是没有当时那种快乐。我很贪心吧。。。但是，我回来
过后，真的很少有那种简简单单的快乐。去之前还常有。我是比较时常感
觉到焦躁不安的心。
好了，我的烂话说完了哈哈。新的一年，新的开始。我真的应该重新学会
如何积极点面对人生。我发现回来后的我好像比较时常往坏处想，对很多
事情都开始质疑。
尽管如此，我有时也和朋友玩闹得挺疯的哈哈，不能说回来简直只有痛
苦，任何快乐都没有。好了，总之，新年快乐！万事如意！愿你今年事事
顺利。我又借你这个地方抒发了自己的情感哈哈！好好保重哦，想念你，
我的台湾姐姐！哈哈。
吴凯拉 m_m
It's a new year after all. I so gotta learn to be positive! I realize I've forgotten how to do it.
So Sexaye M., if u're reading...
With regards to your livejournal post on Jan 24 2009, I feel the same as you, I feel like I've lost faith along the way :D Maybe that's how we clicked in the first place? Im' not saying I've had no faith at all since I got back last August, but it's very often, more often than in the past. I find it hard to be positive... More prone to negativity. But sometimes when I reach the peak of frustration, it all becomes better again cos i decide not to care hahah. Heck-care... At least I'm thankful I still have my ability to laugh at silly simple things though sometimes that ability causes me trouble (especially when it's time I gotta be serious or people might think I'm making fun of them or mocking them - but no, i jus can't help but laugh!)
So, cheers to more dancing and moley moley on feb 16 and other dates coming up. Though CK still hasn't replied our mail. Guess I'll text him abt it to ask if it's confirmed after all? Haha.
Right before I left Msia, I saw this book on the table called "The Secret". I just flipped through the pages and a new insight spotted! "The Law of Attraction". Basically, if I didn't rmb wrongly, it's like saying everything ppl get in their lives is due to what their minds thinks. So hard that it becomes the dominant thought and that's how these people achieve what they want. It's pretty interesting, so it's like if u change ur thoughts, u can change your life, simple as that. Hmm, i know many ppl have said this, many ppl know this, but whenever such simple philosophies are written in a different light, it's interesting to me all again!
Oooh, I realized I didn't write much about my trip in Msia. From 25 Jan 09' (Sunday) till 28 Jan 09' (Wed) evening... Basically, I just ate lotssssssssss, like i'm nv hungry during meal time. The only time was when I woke up at 11 plus one day and it was lunchtime @ 12 plus haha. Yeah, so yummy la. My 3rd Aunt can cook so well! I really lurve her veggie dishes and fish dishes! Like those niang tofu that kind of stuff.
I played some mahjong, played and laughed with kids. I was so bored that I played with children hahah. We played this "dian mo somefink mo", like "freeze". The old-time classic too 老鹰捉小鸡 (eagle catch the chickens haha). I actually had fun hahhaa. I played pepsi cola during last yr's cny. I almost forgot till my cousin reminded me. Yeah, I'm a kid. I decided to play cos I realize all the inactivity is killing me. Running around is better than nothing. Guilt incurred by eating too much and doin nth except watching lotsa tv haha. I tried to do a bit of my readings but it's just really minimal frankly. Cute kids yeah! I just laugh loads.
OH yeah, to me, red packets during CNY is not the highlight, it's more like getting together with my relatives haha. But this year, I spent Wednesday watching a HK drama “原来爱上贼”， Fuckin' nice la! Got me hooked haha! It's about a bunch of really smart thieves! They rob the rich to help the poor, always doing charity! Yeah, they're right, sometimes the police can't do much cos they always need evidence.
Realized sth else too, I really don't know what's boredom till I got back from abroad? Like since young, I nv say I'm bored, like I sorta think it's wrong to think that way, to the extent of despising people who always complain they're bored haha. Ooh, "despising" is a pretty strong word, but it only sticks for when they complain, they can be my loved ones too haha.
I was talking to Ker shin jiejie till early morning as my mama and my relatives played mahjong outside. I think it's so funny loh, sometimes i think i don't know how to talk to people, like nothing to say, but sometimes I say so much till I'm amazed. Yeah, she's coming to Singapore to work and staying at her bf's house in Serangoon. Will be easier to meet her in future haha! I enjoy talking to her in person but on the phone, we're like kinda weird with each other haha. Thanks for the 2 packets of crackers and I thank Ah Xian too! Really super funny loh aha!
Alrighty, I shd so stop blogging and maybe do something for my studies, like read my readings and the longlonglonglonggggggggg novel by Lao She - "Si Shi Tong Tang" (4 generations under one roof. 老舍 《四世同堂》。 It's pretty interesting, really detailed, abt this family, their lives, their neighbours and stuff, I haven't reached the real thing like about war or stuff I guess? Neways, nights all. I shd always keep in mind "如果你觉得自己是幸福的，你就是幸福的。” --- just means, "if you think you're happy, then you're happy". or rather "if you think you're blessed, then you are. if you think you're not, then you're not.". Once again - all in the mind.
Oh and recently i've got a thought. It's like I shd really be thankful for every moment. For every moment like now and many others that I'm not in pain, nor am I in fear. It's a blessed moment - simple like that...
Going back to Jemaluang, Msia makes me feel as if it's like old times, I have lotsa memories there as well as my Mama's hometown in Ayer Tawar, Perak. They are two places in which I feel familiar with and I'm myself too, my crazy self and watever cos I've been going there a few times each year, sometimes more than a few times since my childhood times...
Some pics now...
11 Jan 2009
Fei-kor's & Porn's wedding in Shangri-La hotel, welcome back Cousin Joyce - Ah Guan-jie from Finland and her cute family
my first personal glass of red wine haha...
with 很耐看的古典美人, my Japanese super-athletic cousin-in-law Masaki!
don't u think it looks like chocolate cake?
but it's some pork belly hahhaha... we had many laughs over this!
yeah, i look so tall la haha.
shangri-la hotel's ladies!
Ah Guan-jie's super super cute 3-yr-old Kiara! Super smart and intelligent and mischievous kid but she jus refuses to speak in English though she understands it and always speaks in Finnish! Lots of cute expressions, like her 2 elder brothers, I've got some pics but I haven't uploaded them yet haha.
[@ Tiong Bahru's TCC... yummy! I had some mocha vanilla ice-cream thng (drink) and ate some salmon caesar salad and some parmesan mushroom baked rice yummy!]
outside TCC, lotsa people.
By the way, Cousin Joyce and her family went back to Finland on Saturday night, we went to the airport to send them off. I lurve family reunions like that :D I've got a thought, it's like u really dunno what's gonna happen in the future, like I bet my cousin had no idea she'd marry off to Finland and lead such a different life than if she was in Singapore :D So, the future is unpredictable once again!
@ jp2's Bakerzinn - brief sec sch mates meetup haha, i had fun laughing so much la. Xiaoxia, you're amazing! The rest too, like Serene Lim (hearty laugh and it was so nice to chill at your place that I didn't feel like going home), Evelyn (of course all-time funny gurl), Pamela (yeah c-u-n-t... haha), Huiling (long time no see :D haha)
warm chocolate cake - if without the orange slice, would have been even more yummy!
oooh, a lil' tired after all the uploading but great work! to me... hahah, writing so much, uploading so much.有点累了哈哈。晚安各位！
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{/Saturday, January 24, 2009, @4:23 PM.
{ It's gonna be Chinese New Year soon... }
Title: It's gonna be Chinese New Year soon...
I don't know what to update... Maybe just that my days are getting more packed as compared to the seemingly-very-long-1-plus-months of hols end of last year? Yeah, I have 2 weeks to think of choreo for the last song, I'm still stuck between choosing "The Sweet Escape (Konvicted Remix)" by Gwen Stefani or "Promise Ring" by Tiffany Evans feat. Ciara. Arghhhhhhhhh...
What do you think would suit a bunch of Primary 6 kids dancing on stage? They'll be wearing sweaters & tennis skirts, leg warmers and sneakers! Help help! Like they should be more "yang guang" - sunshine feel. Personally I feel more dancey when I hear Sweet Escape then Promise Ring. Dilemmaaaaaaaa... Please COMMENT if u can or just tag :D
I've been sorting out my notes - finally! My room is a mess with papers strewn here and there. But, I just cleared up a few corners so it's neater now. I've been so lazy, procrastinating and procrastinating haha. My mama keeps bugging me and truly, after actually doing something, completing some work, I feel better. I keep having that HC202 short essay of 500 words due on 5th Feb that keeps bugging me argh! But I worry and worry but do nothing - won't solve the problem!
I felt down the past few days, not like sad sad sorrowful, but just down. Finally, I wrote so many pages in my journal last night, I wrote for an hour! I realized that I felt contented more often in the past, before I went USA for 3 mths last summer, cos I always update my book of good memories, like the nice things people have done for me or the nice stuff people tell me! I just like give thanks like that on a regular basis, more regular than now. I shd continue that again! But it's my laziness that's making me lazy haha.
Gonna send Cousin Joyce and family back to Finland tonight then it's going back to San Ban Tou (Jemaluang in Johore) with my family early morning later. Will be back on Wednesday night I guess... I really gotta work on the choreo for the Seng Kang Primary School kids taking part in Anti-Drugs. Steph from MJ reminded me (thanks): "Dance to express, not to impress."
I feel more at peace, like life's like that... It's simple, ordinary. But sometimes, you can't help but be amazed at the certain coincidences that occur everyday or on some days. Or maybe they aren't really coincidences if you believe in "Everything Happens for a Reason". I'm still trying to make myself believe firmly in it again! Find my faith back in stuff! Ah, what more... Let nature take its course, let the future unfold itself and so, Kylalalalala, stop trying to control and guess and worry for the future too much. We really don't know what will happen in the next second so we really gotta make the most out of every moment. At this moment, I'm safe, I'm not in pain, I should be grateful for that. Don't think everything comes easily. Self-convincing again but it's good.
But sometimes, just... whatever be ahhhaa. Like that dance group in the Taiwanese variety show "Wu Lin Da Dao"! Just let it be, babey yeah!
PICSSSSSS TIME!!!!!!! TIME TO LIVEN up MY BLOG again!
(thou it took me so much time to click and click and drag and drag to make the pics smaller haha - but guess it's worth it - happy times)
Playing with my lurve (my camera) @ Yishun Sec Sch on 8th Jan 09' (Thu) when we were waiting for the next class to come! whee hahahha... :D
left pic: Sexaye M./muffins/etc (hahahha) so cute!
right pic: i jus don't know how to frown properly hahaha.
09 Jan 2009 (Fri)
Meetup with my dear gurls from my JC clique!
So weird and funny that I really lurve them more and more as we grow older!
Keep in touch always argh!
ate at the kolo mee place in New JP! Or rather JP2.
@ the library near JP, outside Yamaha!
They got me addicted to the bubble popper game on Yeek's phone hee hee.
My gush! Huai Yeek's uncovered talent! She's so good with her face! I suck at that, my expressions are the same. Hai Hailin is good when it comes to letting her tongue fling here and there outside her mouth! Mine was just trying too hard, I guess :(
But we had fun!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!
10 Jan 2009 (Sat)
Chingay Media Preview haaaaaaaaaaaaa.... Laugh so much everytime!
i really like the facepainting, it's by a guy but he's really gentle and detailed.
i felt a bit awkward sitting still for so long but I tried not to laugh or be too smug or show a face of pleasure. it's so great to be "bei ren fu shi", like served or waited on by others haha!
don't you think we look like we have potted plants for chinese new year on our heads? ahhahahaa...
Honestly, thanks my dear gurls, my dear dance juniors. Without Chong Min and Mingmin the mushroom, I really don't know how to survive Chingay. Estee is fabulous company too, the way she complains ahahhahaha. I also complain, everyone also complains, cos we just want to kill time and we're more awake whenever we complain ahahhahah! So much fun yeah, comparable to Yellowstone but it's achieved through lotsa laughing that I felt that my tummy would burst open any moment.
The good thing about chingay is the food I guess. And I always laugh loads with the two laughing monsters haha, I'm a laughing monster too xp The latest practice on 22 Jan 09' (Thu), a few days ago. I just ate and ate and ate, like I was a bottomless pit ahaha. My tummy was so big and I was wearing my Winnie the Pooh shirt so it feel like Winnie's tummy was so bloated hahahahhaaaaaaaa. Amazing, how our skin can stretch. Gush, writing about such happy memories just reminds me that I do, in fact, have great times and times of great joy! Simple joys!
Know what you're looking at...? Alienss.... hahaha...
Nah, just kidding, they are the pearl carriers! Or rather, the protectors of the Pearls!
Till next time, gonna be gone from internet for 4 days??? It's no big deal, cos in Yellowstone, it was like a few months? Though I had internet access and I went online sometimes, but some days in a row, especially in the last few weeks, I just nv went online much, waste of time!
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I don't know what to update... Maybe just that my days are getting more packed as compared to the seemingly-very-long-1-plus-months of hols end of last year? Yeah, I have 2 weeks to think of choreo for the last song, I'm still stuck between choosing "The Sweet Escape (Konvicted Remix)" by Gwen Stefani or "Promise Ring" by Tiffany Evans feat. Ciara. Arghhhhhhhhh...
What do you think would suit a bunch of Primary 6 kids dancing on stage? They'll be wearing sweaters & tennis skirts, leg warmers and sneakers! Help help! Like they should be more "yang guang" - sunshine feel. Personally I feel more dancey when I hear Sweet Escape then Promise Ring. Dilemmaaaaaaaa... Please COMMENT if u can or just tag :D
I've been sorting out my notes - finally! My room is a mess with papers strewn here and there. But, I just cleared up a few corners so it's neater now. I've been so lazy, procrastinating and procrastinating haha. My mama keeps bugging me and truly, after actually doing something, completing some work, I feel better. I keep having that HC202 short essay of 500 words due on 5th Feb that keeps bugging me argh! But I worry and worry but do nothing - won't solve the problem!
I felt down the past few days, not like sad sad sorrowful, but just down. Finally, I wrote so many pages in my journal last night, I wrote for an hour! I realized that I felt contented more often in the past, before I went USA for 3 mths last summer, cos I always update my book of good memories, like the nice things people have done for me or the nice stuff people tell me! I just like give thanks like that on a regular basis, more regular than now. I shd continue that again! But it's my laziness that's making me lazy haha.
Gonna send Cousin Joyce and family back to Finland tonight then it's going back to San Ban Tou (Jemaluang in Johore) with my family early morning later. Will be back on Wednesday night I guess... I really gotta work on the choreo for the Seng Kang Primary School kids taking part in Anti-Drugs. Steph from MJ reminded me (thanks): "Dance to express, not to impress."
I feel more at peace, like life's like that... It's simple, ordinary. But sometimes, you can't help but be amazed at the certain coincidences that occur everyday or on some days. Or maybe they aren't really coincidences if you believe in "Everything Happens for a Reason". I'm still trying to make myself believe firmly in it again! Find my faith back in stuff! Ah, what more... Let nature take its course, let the future unfold itself and so, Kylalalalala, stop trying to control and guess and worry for the future too much. We really don't know what will happen in the next second so we really gotta make the most out of every moment. At this moment, I'm safe, I'm not in pain, I should be grateful for that. Don't think everything comes easily. Self-convincing again but it's good.
But sometimes, just... whatever be ahhhaa. Like that dance group in the Taiwanese variety show "Wu Lin Da Dao"! Just let it be, babey yeah!
PICSSSSSS TIME!!!!!!! TIME TO LIVEN up MY BLOG again!
(thou it took me so much time to click and click and drag and drag to make the pics smaller haha - but guess it's worth it - happy times)
Playing with my lurve (my camera) @ Yishun Sec Sch on 8th Jan 09' (Thu) when we were waiting for the next class to come! whee hahahha... :D
left pic: Sexaye M./muffins/etc (hahahha) so cute!
right pic: i jus don't know how to frown properly hahaha.
09 Jan 2009 (Fri)
Meetup with my dear gurls from my JC clique!
So weird and funny that I really lurve them more and more as we grow older!
Keep in touch always argh!
ate at the kolo mee place in New JP! Or rather JP2.
@ the library near JP, outside Yamaha!
They got me addicted to the bubble popper game on Yeek's phone hee hee.
My gush! Huai Yeek's uncovered talent! She's so good with her face! I suck at that, my expressions are the same. Hai Hailin is good when it comes to letting her tongue fling here and there outside her mouth! Mine was just trying too hard, I guess :(
But we had fun!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!
10 Jan 2009 (Sat)
Chingay Media Preview haaaaaaaaaaaaa.... Laugh so much everytime!
i really like the facepainting, it's by a guy but he's really gentle and detailed.
i felt a bit awkward sitting still for so long but I tried not to laugh or be too smug or show a face of pleasure. it's so great to be "bei ren fu shi", like served or waited on by others haha!
don't you think we look like we have potted plants for chinese new year on our heads? ahhahahaa...
Honestly, thanks my dear gurls, my dear dance juniors. Without Chong Min and Mingmin the mushroom, I really don't know how to survive Chingay. Estee is fabulous company too, the way she complains ahahhahaha. I also complain, everyone also complains, cos we just want to kill time and we're more awake whenever we complain ahahhahah! So much fun yeah, comparable to Yellowstone but it's achieved through lotsa laughing that I felt that my tummy would burst open any moment.
The good thing about chingay is the food I guess. And I always laugh loads with the two laughing monsters haha, I'm a laughing monster too xp The latest practice on 22 Jan 09' (Thu), a few days ago. I just ate and ate and ate, like I was a bottomless pit ahaha. My tummy was so big and I was wearing my Winnie the Pooh shirt so it feel like Winnie's tummy was so bloated hahahahhaaaaaaaa. Amazing, how our skin can stretch. Gush, writing about such happy memories just reminds me that I do, in fact, have great times and times of great joy! Simple joys!
Know what you're looking at...? Alienss.... hahaha...
Nah, just kidding, they are the pearl carriers! Or rather, the protectors of the Pearls!
Till next time, gonna be gone from internet for 4 days??? It's no big deal, cos in Yellowstone, it was like a few months? Though I had internet access and I went online sometimes, but some days in a row, especially in the last few weeks, I just nv went online much, waste of time!
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