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{/Sunday, October 07, 2007, @1:43 AM.


Have I ever posted this? The BodyShop craze haa. Me and Sang!

Omigush, it's been so long since I blogged.

I've been worrying too much for the week that just passed. Bet that's why I had a mini headache when I went Bugis with Min, Bandy and Yu just now haha. Even met Jasmine Ding on the way home. Wow, she really looks transformed! Prettier! Meet up soon! I really prefer to call Yu "Poh Hui", but to shorten my blog post, I'll just have to make do with Yu ahha.

Giving thanks time now:
- Thanks Min for inviting me to go out with you all. Finally able to do so.
- Thanks Regina for treating me lunch, salmon don $6.30.
- Thanks to the 3 of u + my beloved Sang Sang cousin for letting me laugh so hard. Maybe that's what contributed to my headache ha.
- Thanks Xiaowei for lending me Harry Potter 2 & 3! Meet up more often. Talk for two hours, really I'm thirsty ahha.
- Thanks Cheng Teng for introducing that Spinn thing. Hope it turns out great!
- Thanks Geraldine for your Friendster comment to ask about how I'm doing after not seeing me for some time in Xen. It could be due to curiosity but I'm still glad to feel missed! m_m

It's dangerous to leave 2 Cancerians together. Cos we think we're perfectly alright . Yes, according to Xiaowei, that goes to show how unique we are. But I kinda think we always contradict what we say. I find every area to be grey having lived 19 years, 3 months and 3 days. It's cos of schooling too. All we learn just goes to show there's no absolute in the world.

Recently, I am very intrigued by Zhuang-Zi. With nature, everything in nature. I just borrowed a book on him. It's thin, hope I can digest it without feeling too overwhelmed. It's very abstract after all. Though I have no idea what to write for HC201 term paper, I'm quite glad with myself that I want to start so early (otherwise, I'll panic even more) so I borrowed 4 books on "Shi Jing" and "Chu Ci". Oh no, I think it's hard to explain but I'll try. "Shi Jing" is the earliest compilation of poems before the Qin dynasty. The poems reflect reality and life in its truest form. For "Chu Ci", it's roughly the same era, a bit later than "Shi Jing". The kind of poems are of romanticism by Qu Yuan (the poet who committed suicide by dumping himself off a river which brought about Dumpling Festival) and other poets frm the Chu Country, hence "Chu Ci".

Whew, hope the above isn't too much for laymen ahha. It's pretty interesting. I'm starting to see the beauty of ancient literature. I really lurve the lectures and lessons, but damn, I feel so stressed about exams and homework! ARgH! I need to work hard! Stop procrastinating!

You know, I really think everything contradicts with each other. Here's something I've been meaning to ask out loud... I'm shy and I'm the kind who warm up slow, thus leading me to believe I have social problems at first/in the initial stage. People tell me to open up. Then, they tell me to be myself. Since opening up is not really "myself", how do I be myself if I am to open up forcefully? Think about it ahha.

I know it's true that we are what we think we are. I must admit that I call myself names or say i'm like this or like that. That's why I can't change. But, you can't expect me to change overnight when I've been like that for almost my entire life, excluding the years when I was a baby and I don't know much about the world. Weird. Let nature takes its course would mean you'll remain in your comfort zone. See? Maybe I'm not exactly wrong but that's currently how I think these days.

Correct me. Prove me wrong.

Yea, I'm so glad I don't have the tendency to repeat everything or explain everything in too much detail these days.

I want to go to Yellowstone! It's my emotional pillar for the next 2 exams! I want to go to California! Sang has said I'm to go there for her sake! Wahahha! I really want to break even... -_-


Wahha, some narcissistic time bah... So dark ahaha...


With light!

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