{/Sunday, October 28, 2007, @8:27 PM.
{ OMIGUSH, I'M SO STRESSED! }
TITLE: OMIGUSH, I'M SO STRESSED!
Omigush! I'm so stressed... But that was like half an hour ago. I feel better now. Thinking if I should quit school... But it's actually quite hard to make it all the way to university. Jamie said she'll break my bones the next time I see her if I really quit school. At first, a few days ago, she told me she didn't want to give me her no at first, but she gave in the end. I told her I very sad, then she said she just kidding, cannot meh?
I talked to a few other people, on the phone and online. Xiaoxia is de-stressed with "him" in Tampines cos she felt very stressed ahah. Tot can go cycling with her... I just talked to Shuhui just now. You know hor, someone really called "Synne". She's a student in my Ma's childcare centre. I tot her name was spelled "Xin Yi" when I wrote her name on her water bottle. But she told me is "Synne". She's K1. ahha...
Yesterday, I was stoning pretty much during the rehearsal in Nanyang Girls' High. It's my ma's childcare centre's annual concert again. This coming Saturday is the real thing. I took quite alot of pics with the kids and I just lurve to observe them doing things ahwaha. S o funny, I'm so amused...
I took some pics in the park the Wednesday that just passed after school one day. It was nice, sitting there at 1 plus in the afternoon, feeling peaceful as the gentle breeze whiz past me... I sat on one of the benches, feeling time pass slowly. Nice haha... It's relieving. I then heard from someone that it's one form of meditation as well. Feeling inner peace and calm... You might always think meditation means sitting down, cross-legged, emptying your mind of any thoughts.
I tried when I was younger, cos my papa told me meditation for an hour is much better than 3 or 4 hours of sleep if you don't have time to sleep. I hated it cos I always had pins and needles. Even in school, my legs feel numb very easily so I hated to cross my legs...
Anyway, since it's a good way of de-stressing and feeling peaceful, shall do it more often. I always feel that I can only feel calm in that way when I'm alone or in the midst of nature... The park is a good place, then.
I'm so crazy la. Just shouted a bit at home. But heng (luckily), no one complained ahha. I tried shouting at 2 plus in the morning before, nothing happened to me ahha. I meant like ppl throwing plastic bags filled with water or shouts hah... What's the big deal if I fail right? Just get kicked out. There are so many people in this world who have never made it past secondary school. They live on fine though...
Maybe they can't get their dream life. But, at least it's still a living. After one gets used to the life they have to live with, they are alright with it after understandin that it's no use to mope since nothing can change. Except hard work from the individual him/herself if the individual wants to achieve the dream life so badly...
Feels better after letting things out... I should probably read the reference books and try to start one of the term papers. I must remember not to feel overwhelmed and very stressed. Cos I can't function and actually do the work easily if I'm feeling so frustrated with everything. Exercise is important! Relieving stress is important too! After salsa-ing on Thursday, whew! I really felt better on Friday wahhaha...
LURVELY MUSHROOM! Haha, I'm not being narcissistic. I've found a better excuse, but it's not really an excuse. I feel that seeing myself in different expressions means there are many parts of me... I hope that seeing myself with a smiley-face, being happy from within at that moment the pic was taken, I know I can be happy. I have the ability to be...
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These kids may be a handful and I really get so frustrated at them. But, I still laugh a lot at their very childish actions and expressions. They cry when they are unhappy. They smile and laugh when they are happy. So true. Alright, I admit some kids are scheming, but we must give the rest the benefit of the doubt, cos not all of them are like that. It's just so simple to them.... Happy or sad.
1) It was chaotic when all the kids try to squeeze together in front of my not-so-good camera phone haha.
2) Me and Jing Long (6). He's quite obedient ahha, but we don't talk much in the childcare centre when I'm there haha. Just yesterday, we talked more and I took quite a lot of pics with him as well haha.
3) Chovin (5) & Kyla. He has a twin, but they look so different, think they are fraternity brothers whaha. He dances really well!
4) Jing Long & Eugene (4) & Sok Ling. Eugene is damn cute la ahha. Sok Ling (6) is pretty obedient and nice, very good gurl ahh. Sok Ling told me, "Do you know who does Eugene like most in Q-dees? (the childcare centre)" I said, "No. Who?" Sok Ling, "Me." Wahah, she said it so sincerely that it was pretty amusing. I asked Eugene and he leaned towards Sok Ling shyly wahha. So cute!!!! Awhh... I really lurve them sometimes. Of cuz, it's cos I don't face them everyday whaha... That's the case for everything, I guess.
5) There are some who are so nice and always call you "kyla-jiejie" or they rush to you and hug you! Really warms my heart, especially Xin Min. She's the one beside me. Her role is the airline chairman so she was in a business suit and she was supposed to be a "boy" in that act ahha...
Ah... Sang is back in Ayer Tawar for 6-days stay. Good for her, she'll really enjoy her time at home cos it's been so long since she went back, think it was half a yr. She'll be back real soon. I do miss her, cos she always has a way to scold me to my senses haha. Come back safely! m_m
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Omigush! I'm so stressed... But that was like half an hour ago. I feel better now. Thinking if I should quit school... But it's actually quite hard to make it all the way to university. Jamie said she'll break my bones the next time I see her if I really quit school. At first, a few days ago, she told me she didn't want to give me her no at first, but she gave in the end. I told her I very sad, then she said she just kidding, cannot meh?
I talked to a few other people, on the phone and online. Xiaoxia is de-stressed with "him" in Tampines cos she felt very stressed ahah. Tot can go cycling with her... I just talked to Shuhui just now. You know hor, someone really called "Synne". She's a student in my Ma's childcare centre. I tot her name was spelled "Xin Yi" when I wrote her name on her water bottle. But she told me is "Synne". She's K1. ahha...
Yesterday, I was stoning pretty much during the rehearsal in Nanyang Girls' High. It's my ma's childcare centre's annual concert again. This coming Saturday is the real thing. I took quite alot of pics with the kids and I just lurve to observe them doing things ahwaha. S o funny, I'm so amused...
I took some pics in the park the Wednesday that just passed after school one day. It was nice, sitting there at 1 plus in the afternoon, feeling peaceful as the gentle breeze whiz past me... I sat on one of the benches, feeling time pass slowly. Nice haha... It's relieving. I then heard from someone that it's one form of meditation as well. Feeling inner peace and calm... You might always think meditation means sitting down, cross-legged, emptying your mind of any thoughts.
I tried when I was younger, cos my papa told me meditation for an hour is much better than 3 or 4 hours of sleep if you don't have time to sleep. I hated it cos I always had pins and needles. Even in school, my legs feel numb very easily so I hated to cross my legs...
Anyway, since it's a good way of de-stressing and feeling peaceful, shall do it more often. I always feel that I can only feel calm in that way when I'm alone or in the midst of nature... The park is a good place, then.
I'm so crazy la. Just shouted a bit at home. But heng (luckily), no one complained ahha. I tried shouting at 2 plus in the morning before, nothing happened to me ahha. I meant like ppl throwing plastic bags filled with water or shouts hah... What's the big deal if I fail right? Just get kicked out. There are so many people in this world who have never made it past secondary school. They live on fine though...
Maybe they can't get their dream life. But, at least it's still a living. After one gets used to the life they have to live with, they are alright with it after understandin that it's no use to mope since nothing can change. Except hard work from the individual him/herself if the individual wants to achieve the dream life so badly...
Feels better after letting things out... I should probably read the reference books and try to start one of the term papers. I must remember not to feel overwhelmed and very stressed. Cos I can't function and actually do the work easily if I'm feeling so frustrated with everything. Exercise is important! Relieving stress is important too! After salsa-ing on Thursday, whew! I really felt better on Friday wahhaha...
LURVELY MUSHROOM! Haha, I'm not being narcissistic. I've found a better excuse, but it's not really an excuse. I feel that seeing myself in different expressions means there are many parts of me... I hope that seeing myself with a smiley-face, being happy from within at that moment the pic was taken, I know I can be happy. I have the ability to be...
1) 
2)
3)
4) 
5)These kids may be a handful and I really get so frustrated at them. But, I still laugh a lot at their very childish actions and expressions. They cry when they are unhappy. They smile and laugh when they are happy. So true. Alright, I admit some kids are scheming, but we must give the rest the benefit of the doubt, cos not all of them are like that. It's just so simple to them.... Happy or sad.
1) It was chaotic when all the kids try to squeeze together in front of my not-so-good camera phone haha.
2) Me and Jing Long (6). He's quite obedient ahha, but we don't talk much in the childcare centre when I'm there haha. Just yesterday, we talked more and I took quite a lot of pics with him as well haha.
3) Chovin (5) & Kyla. He has a twin, but they look so different, think they are fraternity brothers whaha. He dances really well!
4) Jing Long & Eugene (4) & Sok Ling. Eugene is damn cute la ahha. Sok Ling (6) is pretty obedient and nice, very good gurl ahh. Sok Ling told me, "Do you know who does Eugene like most in Q-dees? (the childcare centre)" I said, "No. Who?" Sok Ling, "Me." Wahah, she said it so sincerely that it was pretty amusing. I asked Eugene and he leaned towards Sok Ling shyly wahha. So cute!!!! Awhh... I really lurve them sometimes. Of cuz, it's cos I don't face them everyday whaha... That's the case for everything, I guess.
5) There are some who are so nice and always call you "kyla-jiejie" or they rush to you and hug you! Really warms my heart, especially Xin Min. She's the one beside me. Her role is the airline chairman so she was in a business suit and she was supposed to be a "boy" in that act ahha...
Ah... Sang is back in Ayer Tawar for 6-days stay. Good for her, she'll really enjoy her time at home cos it's been so long since she went back, think it was half a yr. She'll be back real soon. I do miss her, cos she always has a way to scold me to my senses haha. Come back safely! m_m
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