{/Sunday, October 28, 2007, @8:27 PM.
{ OMIGUSH, I'M SO STRESSED! }
TITLE: OMIGUSH, I'M SO STRESSED!
Omigush! I'm so stressed... But that was like half an hour ago. I feel better now. Thinking if I should quit school... But it's actually quite hard to make it all the way to university. Jamie said she'll break my bones the next time I see her if I really quit school. At first, a few days ago, she told me she didn't want to give me her no at first, but she gave in the end. I told her I very sad, then she said she just kidding, cannot meh?
I talked to a few other people, on the phone and online. Xiaoxia is de-stressed with "him" in Tampines cos she felt very stressed ahah. Tot can go cycling with her... I just talked to Shuhui just now. You know hor, someone really called "Synne". She's a student in my Ma's childcare centre. I tot her name was spelled "Xin Yi" when I wrote her name on her water bottle. But she told me is "Synne". She's K1. ahha...
Yesterday, I was stoning pretty much during the rehearsal in Nanyang Girls' High. It's my ma's childcare centre's annual concert again. This coming Saturday is the real thing. I took quite alot of pics with the kids and I just lurve to observe them doing things ahwaha. S o funny, I'm so amused...
I took some pics in the park the Wednesday that just passed after school one day. It was nice, sitting there at 1 plus in the afternoon, feeling peaceful as the gentle breeze whiz past me... I sat on one of the benches, feeling time pass slowly. Nice haha... It's relieving. I then heard from someone that it's one form of meditation as well. Feeling inner peace and calm... You might always think meditation means sitting down, cross-legged, emptying your mind of any thoughts.
I tried when I was younger, cos my papa told me meditation for an hour is much better than 3 or 4 hours of sleep if you don't have time to sleep. I hated it cos I always had pins and needles. Even in school, my legs feel numb very easily so I hated to cross my legs...
Anyway, since it's a good way of de-stressing and feeling peaceful, shall do it more often. I always feel that I can only feel calm in that way when I'm alone or in the midst of nature... The park is a good place, then.
I'm so crazy la. Just shouted a bit at home. But heng (luckily), no one complained ahha. I tried shouting at 2 plus in the morning before, nothing happened to me ahha. I meant like ppl throwing plastic bags filled with water or shouts hah... What's the big deal if I fail right? Just get kicked out. There are so many people in this world who have never made it past secondary school. They live on fine though...
Maybe they can't get their dream life. But, at least it's still a living. After one gets used to the life they have to live with, they are alright with it after understandin that it's no use to mope since nothing can change. Except hard work from the individual him/herself if the individual wants to achieve the dream life so badly...
Feels better after letting things out... I should probably read the reference books and try to start one of the term papers. I must remember not to feel overwhelmed and very stressed. Cos I can't function and actually do the work easily if I'm feeling so frustrated with everything. Exercise is important! Relieving stress is important too! After salsa-ing on Thursday, whew! I really felt better on Friday wahhaha...
LURVELY MUSHROOM! Haha, I'm not being narcissistic. I've found a better excuse, but it's not really an excuse. I feel that seeing myself in different expressions means there are many parts of me... I hope that seeing myself with a smiley-face, being happy from within at that moment the pic was taken, I know I can be happy. I have the ability to be...
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2)
3)
4) 
5)
These kids may be a handful and I really get so frustrated at them. But, I still laugh a lot at their very childish actions and expressions. They cry when they are unhappy. They smile and laugh when they are happy. So true. Alright, I admit some kids are scheming, but we must give the rest the benefit of the doubt, cos not all of them are like that. It's just so simple to them.... Happy or sad.
1) It was chaotic when all the kids try to squeeze together in front of my not-so-good camera phone haha.
2) Me and Jing Long (6). He's quite obedient ahha, but we don't talk much in the childcare centre when I'm there haha. Just yesterday, we talked more and I took quite a lot of pics with him as well haha.
3) Chovin (5) & Kyla. He has a twin, but they look so different, think they are fraternity brothers whaha. He dances really well!
4) Jing Long & Eugene (4) & Sok Ling. Eugene is damn cute la ahha. Sok Ling (6) is pretty obedient and nice, very good gurl ahh. Sok Ling told me, "Do you know who does Eugene like most in Q-dees? (the childcare centre)" I said, "No. Who?" Sok Ling, "Me." Wahah, she said it so sincerely that it was pretty amusing. I asked Eugene and he leaned towards Sok Ling shyly wahha. So cute!!!! Awhh... I really lurve them sometimes. Of cuz, it's cos I don't face them everyday whaha... That's the case for everything, I guess.
5) There are some who are so nice and always call you "kyla-jiejie" or they rush to you and hug you! Really warms my heart, especially Xin Min. She's the one beside me. Her role is the airline chairman so she was in a business suit and she was supposed to be a "boy" in that act ahha...
Ah... Sang is back in Ayer Tawar for 6-days stay. Good for her, she'll really enjoy her time at home cos it's been so long since she went back, think it was half a yr. She'll be back real soon. I do miss her, cos she always has a way to scold me to my senses haha. Come back safely! m_m
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Omigush! I'm so stressed... But that was like half an hour ago. I feel better now. Thinking if I should quit school... But it's actually quite hard to make it all the way to university. Jamie said she'll break my bones the next time I see her if I really quit school. At first, a few days ago, she told me she didn't want to give me her no at first, but she gave in the end. I told her I very sad, then she said she just kidding, cannot meh?
I talked to a few other people, on the phone and online. Xiaoxia is de-stressed with "him" in Tampines cos she felt very stressed ahah. Tot can go cycling with her... I just talked to Shuhui just now. You know hor, someone really called "Synne". She's a student in my Ma's childcare centre. I tot her name was spelled "Xin Yi" when I wrote her name on her water bottle. But she told me is "Synne". She's K1. ahha...
Yesterday, I was stoning pretty much during the rehearsal in Nanyang Girls' High. It's my ma's childcare centre's annual concert again. This coming Saturday is the real thing. I took quite alot of pics with the kids and I just lurve to observe them doing things ahwaha. S o funny, I'm so amused...
I took some pics in the park the Wednesday that just passed after school one day. It was nice, sitting there at 1 plus in the afternoon, feeling peaceful as the gentle breeze whiz past me... I sat on one of the benches, feeling time pass slowly. Nice haha... It's relieving. I then heard from someone that it's one form of meditation as well. Feeling inner peace and calm... You might always think meditation means sitting down, cross-legged, emptying your mind of any thoughts.
I tried when I was younger, cos my papa told me meditation for an hour is much better than 3 or 4 hours of sleep if you don't have time to sleep. I hated it cos I always had pins and needles. Even in school, my legs feel numb very easily so I hated to cross my legs...
Anyway, since it's a good way of de-stressing and feeling peaceful, shall do it more often. I always feel that I can only feel calm in that way when I'm alone or in the midst of nature... The park is a good place, then.
I'm so crazy la. Just shouted a bit at home. But heng (luckily), no one complained ahha. I tried shouting at 2 plus in the morning before, nothing happened to me ahha. I meant like ppl throwing plastic bags filled with water or shouts hah... What's the big deal if I fail right? Just get kicked out. There are so many people in this world who have never made it past secondary school. They live on fine though...
Maybe they can't get their dream life. But, at least it's still a living. After one gets used to the life they have to live with, they are alright with it after understandin that it's no use to mope since nothing can change. Except hard work from the individual him/herself if the individual wants to achieve the dream life so badly...
Feels better after letting things out... I should probably read the reference books and try to start one of the term papers. I must remember not to feel overwhelmed and very stressed. Cos I can't function and actually do the work easily if I'm feeling so frustrated with everything. Exercise is important! Relieving stress is important too! After salsa-ing on Thursday, whew! I really felt better on Friday wahhaha...
LURVELY MUSHROOM! Haha, I'm not being narcissistic. I've found a better excuse, but it's not really an excuse. I feel that seeing myself in different expressions means there are many parts of me... I hope that seeing myself with a smiley-face, being happy from within at that moment the pic was taken, I know I can be happy. I have the ability to be...
1) 
2)
3)
4) 
5)These kids may be a handful and I really get so frustrated at them. But, I still laugh a lot at their very childish actions and expressions. They cry when they are unhappy. They smile and laugh when they are happy. So true. Alright, I admit some kids are scheming, but we must give the rest the benefit of the doubt, cos not all of them are like that. It's just so simple to them.... Happy or sad.
1) It was chaotic when all the kids try to squeeze together in front of my not-so-good camera phone haha.
2) Me and Jing Long (6). He's quite obedient ahha, but we don't talk much in the childcare centre when I'm there haha. Just yesterday, we talked more and I took quite a lot of pics with him as well haha.
3) Chovin (5) & Kyla. He has a twin, but they look so different, think they are fraternity brothers whaha. He dances really well!
4) Jing Long & Eugene (4) & Sok Ling. Eugene is damn cute la ahha. Sok Ling (6) is pretty obedient and nice, very good gurl ahh. Sok Ling told me, "Do you know who does Eugene like most in Q-dees? (the childcare centre)" I said, "No. Who?" Sok Ling, "Me." Wahah, she said it so sincerely that it was pretty amusing. I asked Eugene and he leaned towards Sok Ling shyly wahha. So cute!!!! Awhh... I really lurve them sometimes. Of cuz, it's cos I don't face them everyday whaha... That's the case for everything, I guess.
5) There are some who are so nice and always call you "kyla-jiejie" or they rush to you and hug you! Really warms my heart, especially Xin Min. She's the one beside me. Her role is the airline chairman so she was in a business suit and she was supposed to be a "boy" in that act ahha...
Ah... Sang is back in Ayer Tawar for 6-days stay. Good for her, she'll really enjoy her time at home cos it's been so long since she went back, think it was half a yr. She'll be back real soon. I do miss her, cos she always has a way to scold me to my senses haha. Come back safely! m_m
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{/Monday, October 22, 2007, @1:07 PM.
{ I lurve MUSHROOMs! }
I'm in school now and I want to blog about this before I forget. I came across this site when I was doing background research for one of the poems we are going to discuss in tutorial later. Read it if you understand Chinese. http://wxeo1227.spaces.live.com/default.aspx?_c02_owner=1 But this was last September's post.
It is about a boy who was admitted to hospital before his first day in his dream school. He had a heart attack as he was born with heart problems. The blogger was a teacher and he went to visit the boy. He felt that the boy needed confidence to make it through, either from himself or from others. The students who had never met their classmate did a card for him. It was the class's gift of well wishes. The class left one seat empty for the boy, in the event that he recovered and could go back to school.
Two drops of tears fell despite me trying hard to stop it from falling. The blogger said Shi Ming de, this guy (I dunno who) once said having gone through all the hardships of life, he realized that it is most important to have confidence in one's life. I felt like it was great advice for the me currently...\
I guess the reason for my misery for the past few weeks was due to a lack of confidence. I need to do my term papers, be ready for exams, feel comfortable in the new clique. But, I feel that I have serious problems - I have social probs and I am stupid or rather, not intelligent enough to get past the exams and write the term papers.
That day when me and Pa met Ma and Cai-tai Auntie in OG PP, I told Cai-tai Auntie I was feeling stressed about school. The adults discussed and concluded that I lack confidence. It's weird. My teachers in kindergarden got me to be the MC for their concert. Omigush, looking back, I was such a brave child at 5. I was a confident child back then. However, I had to do with issues of low self-esteem in secondary school. In JC, it got better after I got to know Hailin and Yeek better, as well as dance peeps in JJ Modern Dance. Everything was stable (let me put aside exams), in terms of friends, CCA, and family. I started jazz in Xen in last June and that was enjoyable too. Confidence came to me more often when I'm emotionally stable.
YOu know, I sometimes wonder what's the matter with me. Some days, I wake up very moody, feeling that everything is just so bad. I want to stop schooling, I want to immerse myself in subbing, watching dramas, songs, chatting non-stop. Basically, a stress-free lifestyle. I very much want to find some place filled with nature to feel peace and tranquility.
But, the good thing is there are some days that I wake up and feel I'm so glad to be living. Like this morning. I was so positive, thinking I must enjoy my limited yrs as a student cos I will not get such a chance after I graduate. Like balmyzz said, "Do enjoy school as you will not be a student forever". THanks balmyzz!
Mmm, guess this mini post is done. m_m I lurve mushrooms! I'm mushroom-crazy after visiting Action City on Saturday with Evelyn @ PS after work in Tour East.
So cute la! I was so totally lifted when I saw the soft toy, the handphone accessory (mushroom) Whee wheet!
For my reference: http://www.wretch.cc/mypage/stacei
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It is about a boy who was admitted to hospital before his first day in his dream school. He had a heart attack as he was born with heart problems. The blogger was a teacher and he went to visit the boy. He felt that the boy needed confidence to make it through, either from himself or from others. The students who had never met their classmate did a card for him. It was the class's gift of well wishes. The class left one seat empty for the boy, in the event that he recovered and could go back to school.
Two drops of tears fell despite me trying hard to stop it from falling. The blogger said Shi Ming de, this guy (I dunno who) once said having gone through all the hardships of life, he realized that it is most important to have confidence in one's life. I felt like it was great advice for the me currently...\
I guess the reason for my misery for the past few weeks was due to a lack of confidence. I need to do my term papers, be ready for exams, feel comfortable in the new clique. But, I feel that I have serious problems - I have social probs and I am stupid or rather, not intelligent enough to get past the exams and write the term papers.
That day when me and Pa met Ma and Cai-tai Auntie in OG PP, I told Cai-tai Auntie I was feeling stressed about school. The adults discussed and concluded that I lack confidence. It's weird. My teachers in kindergarden got me to be the MC for their concert. Omigush, looking back, I was such a brave child at 5. I was a confident child back then. However, I had to do with issues of low self-esteem in secondary school. In JC, it got better after I got to know Hailin and Yeek better, as well as dance peeps in JJ Modern Dance. Everything was stable (let me put aside exams), in terms of friends, CCA, and family. I started jazz in Xen in last June and that was enjoyable too. Confidence came to me more often when I'm emotionally stable.
YOu know, I sometimes wonder what's the matter with me. Some days, I wake up very moody, feeling that everything is just so bad. I want to stop schooling, I want to immerse myself in subbing, watching dramas, songs, chatting non-stop. Basically, a stress-free lifestyle. I very much want to find some place filled with nature to feel peace and tranquility.
But, the good thing is there are some days that I wake up and feel I'm so glad to be living. Like this morning. I was so positive, thinking I must enjoy my limited yrs as a student cos I will not get such a chance after I graduate. Like balmyzz said, "Do enjoy school as you will not be a student forever". THanks balmyzz!
Mmm, guess this mini post is done. m_m I lurve mushrooms! I'm mushroom-crazy after visiting Action City on Saturday with Evelyn @ PS after work in Tour East.
So cute la! I was so totally lifted when I saw the soft toy, the handphone accessory (mushroom) Whee wheet!
For my reference: http://www.wretch.cc/mypage/stacei
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{/Thursday, October 18, 2007, @5:59 PM.
{ FOR POH HUI - LIKE I SAID ON MSN JUS NOW! }
TITLE: FOR POH HUI - LIKE I SAID ON MSN JUS NOW!
Dear Poh Hui,
Don't feel moody cos of him la! I think he's a baddy eggy! Go and sleep now and you'll feel better. I think your house very good. Can watch the stars at night, talk to the moon, say goodnight to the clouds. Wahahha...
If I were to blog about you before I cheered up after crapping with my mama, I think it won't sound so cheerful haha. I've cheered up. It's your turn now! Smilex! Enjoy our short lives on earth. Funny, as I tell you this, I remind myself... Everybody too. I mean if other ppl do read my blog la haha...
I really feel blessed now! Happier than just now! Muy bien now! Hope it'll last longer aha. I've got Mama to thank and Mr Pencil. His msn nick is he's finding lan shop location cos he wants to open the shop.
I: "Oh my, employ me!"
Pencil: "Mmm, can consider. Turtle is good for fengshui."
LMAO! He never fails to crack me up. Another example, some months ago, I think...
I: "You pencil."
Him: "Better than you TMNT."
I: "What TMNT?"
Him: "Go to this website... (Starts with warnerbros)
I: "WAHAHHAHAAA..."
Guess wad? TMNT = TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES! He called me that cos Evelyn once said I look like a turtle when I wore this green half coat. I think he overheard. No manners ahha.
Come to think about it, my ex-colleagues were a funny bunch! Mr Big Cow called me "Ying Jun" (Handsome in Mandarin) cos it resembles my Chinese name. Ms Vivox called me "Ng Ching Ching" when my name was "Ng Ying Chin". She helped me fill in an application form for a singing competition. On the name, she wrote "Kyla Ng Ching Ching", the team leader is "Kyla Ng Ching Ching". Think she also wrote there "Ms China". (I was in charge of China agent one period of time til I keep making blunders. It's like bad luck. I just couldn't avoid making mistakes. Oh no, I make it sound like self-denial that I'm incompetent)
Wahh...My mama just said "I Lurb Eu" when I said I'll do the laundry now when she asked me too. My cute mama. Don't you think just having parents is already a very blissful thing? Hen Xin Fu De Shi Qing. How many orphans never knew who their parents were? How many divorced families are there in the world today? We should treasure what we have when we are able to. I've just told myself I ought to quit thinking about unhappy stuff when I'm home. Home is a sanctuary for me. Enjoying this safe haven when I spend time in it is what I ought to do!Just be myself. Let nature take its course.I have social problems. So what? Everyone has their own set of problems. Life is full of problems and solving them. It'll work out in the end! School work too! My 2 term papers! Need to sub Express Boy ep 1. Owe Hanjae too much and too long ahha.
LURVE MYSELF! LURVE COLOURS! LURVE THE BEAUTY IN THE WORLD! Spanish is really fun! China history and literature is bEauTifuL! Laughing with frens - heartily, out loud - is so much fun and a great stress-reducer!
Whee! All that grass is making me feel so peaceful!
The four funny frens!
Wow, all 3 words start with f!
Yinqian is just so cute! That was like 5 mths ago? On Vesak Day,
dinner with my BIG family! Means uncles, aunties and cousins.
We were at the playground, in front of a slide. (The part where you
have to be before going down the slide) The left pic is like she's
trying to escape from me! Mwayahhahah!
Allo Kyla and Xiaofan and fudge cake!
Mwayhaha. Barney and fren!
He was so cute before!
This is damn nice but a tad too sweet and u can't sustain eating it having the same happiness for too long! Taken on 06 Oct 07' (Sat) in Bugis' Swensens with Min, Sam & Yu. They just did lingerie shopping @ where
Sang works! Whee! I lurve Sang! She's so funny and so nice to mE! She treated me salmon don! So touched! Really! She knows I'm poor, that's why ahha. Choc malt ice-cream! Delicious!
My cousin and moi! Her name is Wai Yi and her Chinese zodiac sign is Pig and she's Wai Yi "Zhu" heE! We were in the car on 31 Dec 06' after her elder sister's (my cousin's) wedding in KL. It was so dark, we celebrated New Year's Eve in the car. I even rolled the window down and waved to the car beside ours at a traffic light. One guy waved back! Laughing all our asses off! Wonderful memories! m_m
Oh no! gotta go sub a bit, finish the laundry and make my way for Salsa. Oh no, a bit lazy, don't feel like going sia haha...a
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Dear Poh Hui,
Don't feel moody cos of him la! I think he's a baddy eggy! Go and sleep now and you'll feel better. I think your house very good. Can watch the stars at night, talk to the moon, say goodnight to the clouds. Wahahha...
If I were to blog about you before I cheered up after crapping with my mama, I think it won't sound so cheerful haha. I've cheered up. It's your turn now! Smilex! Enjoy our short lives on earth. Funny, as I tell you this, I remind myself... Everybody too. I mean if other ppl do read my blog la haha...
I really feel blessed now! Happier than just now! Muy bien now! Hope it'll last longer aha. I've got Mama to thank and Mr Pencil. His msn nick is he's finding lan shop location cos he wants to open the shop.
I: "Oh my, employ me!"
Pencil: "Mmm, can consider. Turtle is good for fengshui."
LMAO! He never fails to crack me up. Another example, some months ago, I think...
I: "You pencil."
Him: "Better than you TMNT."
I: "What TMNT?"
Him: "Go to this website... (Starts with warnerbros)
I: "WAHAHHAHAAA..."
Guess wad? TMNT = TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES! He called me that cos Evelyn once said I look like a turtle when I wore this green half coat. I think he overheard. No manners ahha.
Come to think about it, my ex-colleagues were a funny bunch! Mr Big Cow called me "Ying Jun" (Handsome in Mandarin) cos it resembles my Chinese name. Ms Vivox called me "Ng Ching Ching" when my name was "Ng Ying Chin". She helped me fill in an application form for a singing competition. On the name, she wrote "Kyla Ng Ching Ching", the team leader is "Kyla Ng Ching Ching". Think she also wrote there "Ms China". (I was in charge of China agent one period of time til I keep making blunders. It's like bad luck. I just couldn't avoid making mistakes. Oh no, I make it sound like self-denial that I'm incompetent)
Wahh...My mama just said "I Lurb Eu" when I said I'll do the laundry now when she asked me too. My cute mama. Don't you think just having parents is already a very blissful thing? Hen Xin Fu De Shi Qing. How many orphans never knew who their parents were? How many divorced families are there in the world today? We should treasure what we have when we are able to. I've just told myself I ought to quit thinking about unhappy stuff when I'm home. Home is a sanctuary for me. Enjoying this safe haven when I spend time in it is what I ought to do!Just be myself. Let nature take its course.I have social problems. So what? Everyone has their own set of problems. Life is full of problems and solving them. It'll work out in the end! School work too! My 2 term papers! Need to sub Express Boy ep 1. Owe Hanjae too much and too long ahha.
LURVE MYSELF! LURVE COLOURS! LURVE THE BEAUTY IN THE WORLD! Spanish is really fun! China history and literature is bEauTifuL! Laughing with frens - heartily, out loud - is so much fun and a great stress-reducer!
Spot me! I lurve myself in the 1st pic. It's so genuine. I mean, the smile haa. I was really happy. Some
random pics again. Spot me! Mmm, wonder why I posted the Salsa Festival pics back in Jun. Cos I just
got them from Waihwang's site? Reminds me that I lurve dancing and it's so much fun! I miss Xen! See
ya Xen in Dec! At the very least, it's a place I can dance comfortably and happily! I miss the people!
random pics again. Spot me! Mmm, wonder why I posted the Salsa Festival pics back in Jun. Cos I just
got them from Waihwang's site? Reminds me that I lurve dancing and it's so much fun! I miss Xen! See
ya Xen in Dec! At the very least, it's a place I can dance comfortably and happily! I miss the people!
Whee! All that grass is making me feel so peaceful!
The four funny frens!
Wow, all 3 words start with f!
One Happy Day. At the beach called "Air Papan" in Johore.
I never knew I'd feel so comfortable with them. Thks Ker
Shin jie-jie for literally dragging me along with you all ahah.
Ah Xian was damn funy!
I never knew I'd feel so comfortable with them. Thks Ker
Shin jie-jie for literally dragging me along with you all ahah.
Ah Xian was damn funy!
Yinqian is just so cute! That was like 5 mths ago? On Vesak Day,
dinner with my BIG family! Means uncles, aunties and cousins.
We were at the playground, in front of a slide. (The part where you
have to be before going down the slide) The left pic is like she's
trying to escape from me! Mwayahhahah!
Allo Kyla and Xiaofan and fudge cake!
Mwayhaha. Barney and fren!
He was so cute before!
Sang works! Whee! I lurve Sang! She's so funny and so nice to mE! She treated me salmon don! So touched! Really! She knows I'm poor, that's why ahha. Choc malt ice-cream! Delicious!
Oh no! gotta go sub a bit, finish the laundry and make my way for Salsa. Oh no, a bit lazy, don't feel like going sia haha...a
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{/Tuesday, October 16, 2007, @11:55 PM.
{ SEE THE BIG PICTURE INSTEAD! MUY BIEN! = VERY GOOD! SPANISH TIME! }
TITLE: SEE THE BIG PICTURE INSTEAD! MUY BIEN! = VERY GOOD! SPANISH TIME!
This morning was quite funny, or rather, afternoon. This unknown no. called my cell and I answered. Tamil, I think it was tamil that filled my right ear. I told the guy he got the wrong no. He still kept on speaking in Tamil til I said I don't understand tamil!
Me: "You've got the wrong no!"
Him: "***@@@*(I don't know how to write tamil)"
Me: "I don't understand TAMIL!"
Him: "Are you using your father's phone? Can you ask him to answer the phone?"
Me: "This is my no, not my father's no."
Him: "Nonononono, don't bluff me. I know his no. frm 5 yrs ago."
Me: "I've started using this no. since 2 yrs ago, it's my no."
Him: "Nonono, it's ur father's no."
Me: "No, it's mine."
Him: "No, it's ur father's"...
It went on a few more lines then I hung up...
WAHaHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... SONG (means it was thrilling in hokkien!)
A few moments later, I got the same no. calling and I answered it again.
Him: "Allo ah, sister, sorry just now. I was rude to you. Sorry, oke?"
Me: "Ok, bye bye."
I wonder if I should be amused or infuriated. When he called the first time, I admit I was really pissed and I raised my voice. He apologized the 2nd name. It was amusing yet comforting ahah.
ANOTHER THING:
ALLO LG! LG is all around me... New monitor, new CPU, new keyboard and new speakers. All for 1K. Plus 1 yr guarantee. All thanks to the computer uncle we always find when our com got probs haah. THANKs SO MUCH! I'm using LG phone too ahha. Yeek said it's high tech. Really? ahah... Evelyn told me it reminded her of "RAin". I tot it was Lee Ying Ai frm Dae Cheung Gum?
Pretty stressed these few days. Today a bit better. Must be the rain... Calms me. It's like ppl flare up when they're heated up but calmer when they're cooled. It's all about the surrounding temperature. I learnt from history that we should look at the big picture. Like, one small matter when viewed frm a higher position is actually insignificant! Hence, we shouldn't think of it as too big a deal, I guess haha. After all, everything moves on, new probs are faced!
Some pics from the Butter Factory performance in early Aug this yr I got frm Wai Hwang's Multiply site haha. I'm gonna collect all I can find. Mwahahha...
Yea, I like me in the group pic i LIKE TEH WAY MY FACE LOOKS.
! Lots of glitter and white powder!
See the difference? It's all a matter of angle. My chin is sharp
at one instant. In the other, it's very round and my face's
fatness varies as well hah. It's my mama's foot at the back!
My hair always looks very straight in pics. I wonder why aha.
One of my new rubber bands. Pink apple!
To Science Centre I went with Q-dees on 28th Sep 07' (Fri) in the recess week! I just kept dumping Mac fries into my mouth and got Jingrui to help me ask for fries in his name haha!
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This morning was quite funny, or rather, afternoon. This unknown no. called my cell and I answered. Tamil, I think it was tamil that filled my right ear. I told the guy he got the wrong no. He still kept on speaking in Tamil til I said I don't understand tamil!
Me: "You've got the wrong no!"
Him: "***@@@*(I don't know how to write tamil)"
Me: "I don't understand TAMIL!"
Him: "Are you using your father's phone? Can you ask him to answer the phone?"
Me: "This is my no, not my father's no."
Him: "Nonononono, don't bluff me. I know his no. frm 5 yrs ago."
Me: "I've started using this no. since 2 yrs ago, it's my no."
Him: "Nonono, it's ur father's no."
Me: "No, it's mine."
Him: "No, it's ur father's"...
It went on a few more lines then I hung up...
WAHaHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... SONG (means it was thrilling in hokkien!)
A few moments later, I got the same no. calling and I answered it again.
Him: "Allo ah, sister, sorry just now. I was rude to you. Sorry, oke?"
Me: "Ok, bye bye."
I wonder if I should be amused or infuriated. When he called the first time, I admit I was really pissed and I raised my voice. He apologized the 2nd name. It was amusing yet comforting ahah.
ANOTHER THING:
ALLO LG! LG is all around me... New monitor, new CPU, new keyboard and new speakers. All for 1K. Plus 1 yr guarantee. All thanks to the computer uncle we always find when our com got probs haah. THANKs SO MUCH! I'm using LG phone too ahha. Yeek said it's high tech. Really? ahah... Evelyn told me it reminded her of "RAin". I tot it was Lee Ying Ai frm Dae Cheung Gum?
Pretty stressed these few days. Today a bit better. Must be the rain... Calms me. It's like ppl flare up when they're heated up but calmer when they're cooled. It's all about the surrounding temperature. I learnt from history that we should look at the big picture. Like, one small matter when viewed frm a higher position is actually insignificant! Hence, we shouldn't think of it as too big a deal, I guess haha. After all, everything moves on, new probs are faced!
Some pics from the Butter Factory performance in early Aug this yr I got frm Wai Hwang's Multiply site haha. I'm gonna collect all I can find. Mwahahha...
Yea, I like me in the group pic i LIKE TEH WAY MY FACE LOOKS.
! Lots of glitter and white powder!
See the difference? It's all a matter of angle. My chin is sharp
at one instant. In the other, it's very round and my face's
fatness varies as well hah. It's my mama's foot at the back!
My hair always looks very straight in pics. I wonder why aha.
One of my new rubber bands. Pink apple!
To Science Centre I went with Q-dees on 28th Sep 07' (Fri) in the recess week! I just kept dumping Mac fries into my mouth and got Jingrui to help me ask for fries in his name haha!
1st pic: I was standing at the end of the lines to overlook the kids, make sure that no one is left behind.
2nd pic: Me and Jojo (Jolene). She was sitting on my lap cos not enough seats and we were watching a science show.
3rd pic: Jin Owen, or Owen Jin. Very cute boy indeed but can be quite dao! He, like some of the dao ones, respond to me these days. But not when I was relief teaching back in Dec 06' haha.
Buena noche! = Good night! I should retire to bed soon! Tmr morn got HC102 lecture! at 8.30am! Suck it man!
2nd pic: Me and Jojo (Jolene). She was sitting on my lap cos not enough seats and we were watching a science show.
3rd pic: Jin Owen, or Owen Jin. Very cute boy indeed but can be quite dao! He, like some of the dao ones, respond to me these days. But not when I was relief teaching back in Dec 06' haha.
Buena noche! = Good night! I should retire to bed soon! Tmr morn got HC102 lecture! at 8.30am! Suck it man!
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{/Thursday, October 11, 2007, @6:30 PM.
TITLE: Too full of Maybes today. Everything will be sorted out eventually. Everything happens for a reason!
Whew...
Yesterday was pretty nice. Took a nap for 3 hours until 7 plus pm and watched 3 episodes of Charmed Season 2. Omigush, it's oh so very nice!!!! Lurve it oh so very much! Guess I really want to visit San Francisco because of them wahahahha.
I kinda went back to the time when I'd watch dramas after dramas. It's quite nice at times, to just forget about the world you really exist in. You indulge yourself in a world that is unreal, you only hear what the characters in the show talk about and see what they are doing. It gives us a break from reality. I was dead beat after finishing Hc102 term paper, had been racking my brains for the past 2/3 nights.
Argh! I'm quite "fan" now. Wonder if I should get the Great Eastern Life plan this guy in NTU told me to. Ma suggested for me to seek Auntie Yap's Prudential friend. But, I need to have time to understand how it works. But, Ma reminded me that it's indeed unsafe to just trust the guy who came up to me randomly. Wonder if I should take it... These kinds of stuff are long-term commitments. How????
Maybe I'll figure out stuff later or they'll be figured out eventually. Was just going thru my pictures, arranging them, organizing them. Feeling safe and satiated that they're safely kept in the com, some on discs. I'll show you all some of the happy ones. Maybe it can cheer me up now...
Now, I kinda dread going salsa in school. I don't really talk to anyone much. Come on Gracy, once a week is really very little time. Maybe I should have joined MJ in the first place. I feel like stopping after this semester.
This post is full of "maybes". I need to work out and figure out what I want and then I won't be bothered. "Charmed" teachings = "Morality Bites". I don't really understand wad morality means. But, this episode touched me deeply. It mentioned that we should not do bad things. The Charmed ones are supposed to protect the innocent. Punishing the guilty shouldn't be done. Phoebe killed someone who killed her lurved one and she was executed in the end. I'm more determined to "give to gain" in future. (Got it from Charmed Season 1 too)
Yea, I resumed fansubbing. Express Boy episode 1 gonna be out soon. Whee! I'm more efficient these days.
Oddly, I feel like I want to stop schooling for a while. Like just forget about the studies that I gotta do... Oh my, I think I'm tired, too tired, to the extent I don't want to do anything that wrecks my brains too much. Argh!!!! I want to learn Cantonese and converse Spanish with Spanish-speaking foreigners!
USA interview next week! Lucky lucky! I need to be lucky!!!
1 of my bday gifts. This was from Georgelyn, Vivian and Jane. Thanks ex-colleagues!
Thanks Jasmine for your wallet haha. I haven't used it yet cos I want to really wear out my green flower wallet from China before I use it.
That's Sang holding on to another gift. It's a Powerpuff Gurls' photo album.
Courtesy of Georgelyn, Vivian and Jane aha...
Will put up other random pics soon! m_m
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Whew...
Yesterday was pretty nice. Took a nap for 3 hours until 7 plus pm and watched 3 episodes of Charmed Season 2. Omigush, it's oh so very nice!!!! Lurve it oh so very much! Guess I really want to visit San Francisco because of them wahahahha.
I kinda went back to the time when I'd watch dramas after dramas. It's quite nice at times, to just forget about the world you really exist in. You indulge yourself in a world that is unreal, you only hear what the characters in the show talk about and see what they are doing. It gives us a break from reality. I was dead beat after finishing Hc102 term paper, had been racking my brains for the past 2/3 nights.
Argh! I'm quite "fan" now. Wonder if I should get the Great Eastern Life plan this guy in NTU told me to. Ma suggested for me to seek Auntie Yap's Prudential friend. But, I need to have time to understand how it works. But, Ma reminded me that it's indeed unsafe to just trust the guy who came up to me randomly. Wonder if I should take it... These kinds of stuff are long-term commitments. How????
Maybe I'll figure out stuff later or they'll be figured out eventually. Was just going thru my pictures, arranging them, organizing them. Feeling safe and satiated that they're safely kept in the com, some on discs. I'll show you all some of the happy ones. Maybe it can cheer me up now...
Now, I kinda dread going salsa in school. I don't really talk to anyone much. Come on Gracy, once a week is really very little time. Maybe I should have joined MJ in the first place. I feel like stopping after this semester.
This post is full of "maybes". I need to work out and figure out what I want and then I won't be bothered. "Charmed" teachings = "Morality Bites". I don't really understand wad morality means. But, this episode touched me deeply. It mentioned that we should not do bad things. The Charmed ones are supposed to protect the innocent. Punishing the guilty shouldn't be done. Phoebe killed someone who killed her lurved one and she was executed in the end. I'm more determined to "give to gain" in future. (Got it from Charmed Season 1 too)
Yea, I resumed fansubbing. Express Boy episode 1 gonna be out soon. Whee! I'm more efficient these days.
Oddly, I feel like I want to stop schooling for a while. Like just forget about the studies that I gotta do... Oh my, I think I'm tired, too tired, to the extent I don't want to do anything that wrecks my brains too much. Argh!!!! I want to learn Cantonese and converse Spanish with Spanish-speaking foreigners!
USA interview next week! Lucky lucky! I need to be lucky!!!
This is a pic in Pa's car back in Dec 06'. In Jemaluang for Ruo Jun-jie's wedding. So young and carefree back then! Just dance and no work, oh, I went to Q-dees to be a relief teacher for awhile last Dec. Lurve the kids though sometimes I can get really annoyed and tired cos of them...
1 of my bday gifts. This was from Georgelyn, Vivian and Jane. Thanks ex-colleagues!
Thanks Jasmine for your wallet haha. I haven't used it yet cos I want to really wear out my green flower wallet from China before I use it.
That's Sang holding on to another gift. It's a Powerpuff Gurls' photo album.
Courtesy of Georgelyn, Vivian and Jane aha...
Will put up other random pics soon! m_m
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{/Sunday, October 07, 2007, @1:43 AM.
Have I ever posted this? The BodyShop craze haa. Me and Sang!
Omigush, it's been so long since I blogged.
I've been worrying too much for the week that just passed. Bet that's why I had a mini headache when I went Bugis with Min, Bandy and Yu just now haha. Even met Jasmine Ding on the way home. Wow, she really looks transformed! Prettier! Meet up soon! I really prefer to call Yu "Poh Hui", but to shorten my blog post, I'll just have to make do with Yu ahha.
Giving thanks time now:
- Thanks Min for inviting me to go out with you all. Finally able to do so.
- Thanks Regina for treating me lunch, salmon don $6.30.
- Thanks to the 3 of u + my beloved Sang Sang cousin for letting me laugh so hard. Maybe that's what contributed to my headache ha.
- Thanks Xiaowei for lending me Harry Potter 2 & 3! Meet up more often. Talk for two hours, really I'm thirsty ahha.
- Thanks Cheng Teng for introducing that Spinn thing. Hope it turns out great!
- Thanks Geraldine for your Friendster comment to ask about how I'm doing after not seeing me for some time in Xen. It could be due to curiosity but I'm still glad to feel missed! m_m
It's dangerous to leave 2 Cancerians together. Cos we think we're perfectly alright . Yes, according to Xiaowei, that goes to show how unique we are. But I kinda think we always contradict what we say. I find every area to be grey having lived 19 years, 3 months and 3 days. It's cos of schooling too. All we learn just goes to show there's no absolute in the world.
- Thanks Min for inviting me to go out with you all. Finally able to do so.
- Thanks Regina for treating me lunch, salmon don $6.30.
- Thanks to the 3 of u + my beloved Sang Sang cousin for letting me laugh so hard. Maybe that's what contributed to my headache ha.
- Thanks Xiaowei for lending me Harry Potter 2 & 3! Meet up more often. Talk for two hours, really I'm thirsty ahha.
- Thanks Cheng Teng for introducing that Spinn thing. Hope it turns out great!
- Thanks Geraldine for your Friendster comment to ask about how I'm doing after not seeing me for some time in Xen. It could be due to curiosity but I'm still glad to feel missed! m_m
It's dangerous to leave 2 Cancerians together. Cos we think we're perfectly alright . Yes, according to Xiaowei, that goes to show how unique we are. But I kinda think we always contradict what we say. I find every area to be grey having lived 19 years, 3 months and 3 days. It's cos of schooling too. All we learn just goes to show there's no absolute in the world.
Recently, I am very intrigued by Zhuang-Zi. With nature, everything in nature. I just borrowed a book on him. It's thin, hope I can digest it without feeling too overwhelmed. It's very abstract after all. Though I have no idea what to write for HC201 term paper, I'm quite glad with myself that I want to start so early (otherwise, I'll panic even more) so I borrowed 4 books on "Shi Jing" and "Chu Ci". Oh no, I think it's hard to explain but I'll try. "Shi Jing" is the earliest compilation of poems before the Qin dynasty. The poems reflect reality and life in its truest form. For "Chu Ci", it's roughly the same era, a bit later than "Shi Jing". The kind of poems are of romanticism by Qu Yuan (the poet who committed suicide by dumping himself off a river which brought about Dumpling Festival) and other poets frm the Chu Country, hence "Chu Ci".
Whew, hope the above isn't too much for laymen ahha. It's pretty interesting. I'm starting to see the beauty of ancient literature. I really lurve the lectures and lessons, but damn, I feel so stressed about exams and homework! ARgH! I need to work hard! Stop procrastinating!
Whew, hope the above isn't too much for laymen ahha. It's pretty interesting. I'm starting to see the beauty of ancient literature. I really lurve the lectures and lessons, but damn, I feel so stressed about exams and homework! ARgH! I need to work hard! Stop procrastinating!
You know, I really think everything contradicts with each other. Here's something I've been meaning to ask out loud... I'm shy and I'm the kind who warm up slow, thus leading me to believe I have social problems at first/in the initial stage. People tell me to open up. Then, they tell me to be myself. Since opening up is not really "myself", how do I be myself if I am to open up forcefully? Think about it ahha.
I know it's true that we are what we think we are. I must admit that I call myself names or say i'm like this or like that. That's why I can't change. But, you can't expect me to change overnight when I've been like that for almost my entire life, excluding the years when I was a baby and I don't know much about the world. Weird. Let nature takes its course would mean you'll remain in your comfort zone. See? Maybe I'm not exactly wrong but that's currently how I think these days.
Correct me. Prove me wrong.
Yea, I'm so glad I don't have the tendency to repeat everything or explain everything in too much detail these days.
I want to go to Yellowstone! It's my emotional pillar for the next 2 exams! I want to go to California! Sang has said I'm to go there for her sake! Wahahha! I really want to break even... -_-
Wahha, some narcissistic time bah... So dark ahaha...
With light!
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