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{/Saturday, November 29, 2008, @2:34 AM.
{ lurve it }

wheeE! lurve it ahah.
xiao shi (xiu sap) is so uber cute!

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@1:39 AM.
{ 10 brothers is sooooooooo nice }
TiTle: 10 brothers is sooooooooo nice

Argh, I was like a tap and it couldn't be closed! So sad....... I was crying and crying and crying at the last episode. I think the scriptwriter super bad. All along, it was such happy moments for the family, even though they had hard times too but at least everyone was together. It made everything bearable. But at ep 20 (last ep), it was so sad! They had to be gone, so they can save their mother! I lurve Xiao Shi (the tenth brother), he was so super cute! Such a cutie! I watched it in Cantonese with my papa then his voice was so oh-my-fucking-cute! ARGH! So lurve it....

Damn, I so gotta stop. Indeed, my choice to watch like 20 shows at one go is a wise one. If not, it'd be so easy for me to be sad about it for a million years. 我觉得自己看最后一集会那么难过,因为我曾进经历过那种离别的痛苦。真的很难受。话虽如此,但时间真的能够冲淡一切。本来只是眼泪不停地流,然后我觉得胸口很痛,后来大哭后还真好些了哈哈!大哭很重要哦!哭包万岁!桑说我是“感触很多”。然后后来我也不管三七二十一了,爸爸在旁边我也不停地哭。很爽!小十真的很可爱!以后我的孩子一定要会说广东话哈哈!

I was so feeling kinda frustrated today. So easy to be frustrated when you're not feeling well. I understand why sick kids are total pains in the ass! The heatstroke is gone I think, after crying so much! Had family dinner just now and us cousins were deciding to go out. But, the problem is..... We have no idea where to go to! All we do when we meet is just talk and eat! Dunno how to hang out haha... But whatever for that.

I've been thinking too much, til I don't realize it. Always, I have to wait for people to point it out to me...

At the peak of everything, things change in the opposite direction. Being frustrated enough, till I can't bear it anymore, automatically, I become calmer. Hee hee haw, haw haw hee. So happy to play Captain's Ball yesterday, 4 vs 4, got so many people. But the beach sand was coarse so it was hard on my foot. When I got home after K-ing, I realized my arms and legs were RED! Hahaha... But it's not too bad, I don't go under the sun as much as before. I'd take precautions even, hahaha, so funny...

考完事了!现在什么工都不想做。以前有时候一放假,就会满腔热鞋地想找工作做。其实,我觉得我会不开心、郁闷、烦恼,都是因为我想太多!It has to so so so gotta stop... 老是想着要怎样不让我青春留白,但这样就很故意。越是想着自己只年轻一次,想做更多值得留念的事,但其实,一直这样想挺累的。我得顺其自然, 哈哈,忘了!

耶耶,自我催眠有用!只要每天能珍惜一切,开开心心地过每一天,日子就会很容易过,就算每天头看电视、看电脑,也无所谓。开心就好噢哈哈。晚安!


that day in the water before we went to the pub.
we really went into the water hahaha. so damn freakin cold. likE so cold!


that day in the water was on jul 15 08' (tue)...
kyla & lily :D


oh mikey mike mike, we miss you so!
i miss you so xp


Mike was showing off his Hannah Montana notebook.
There's Robert beside me. Evelyn and Mikey beside Robert!
Argh, the days were gone...


last evening's appreciation dinner.
Yellowstone National Park Old Faithful Employee's Dining Room (EDR)
It was on 17 Jul 08' (Thu).


It was like we were at a wedding dinner.
So many people. We even "YAM SENG"... Super high.
But the ang moh lang all so confused but we heck care sia.

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{/Sunday, November 16, 2008, @1:45 AM.
{ I'm hoping Blogger never ever crashes... }
Title: I'm hoping Blogger never ever crashes...
I hope Blogger never ever crashes cos I want all my posts to be here. I'm just gonna paste what I want to... From facebook... (But I digressed hah) It's the exam period and I only got through HC151, I've decided to stop thinking about it since it's the past and I can't do anything about it. All I can is focus and do well for my remaining 4 papers! Argh, finals... I really wanna give myself a pat on the shoulder for studying HC232, 4 hrs at one go, but just reading the same set of reading and a few slides but at least better than nothing and I really have a pretty good impression of what it's about. It's about the measures that Chun Qiu and Warring States took after the end of West Zhou dynasty. All those jun xian zhi, guan liao zhi, hahah... But it's only one small part... Really gotta buck up tomorrow. On my studying...

It was intensive and I felt like the world didn't matter since time flew. Earlier today, I still kinda felt listless and thinking too much again. I read a few books Sang borrowed. One's frm Zhang Xiao Xian, it's those san wen, short stories about life. The other's from this Japanese doctor, forgot his name but I think the book's title is “幸福正在酝酿中”, it means "Happiness is in the making right now"... Something like that. Really felt much better. There's so much to learn in this world, so many aspects... So don't brood over just one, or magnify it. Take a step back and you'll find the world so vast and wide. 退一步,海阔天空。I really think this Chinese saying means many things... People say that when they ask you to tolerate things that's hard to bear... Have a broad mind. After all, perspective is so important I think it's all that matters.


Ooops, I digressed. My original plan was to just post these facebook wall comments... What people wrote on my wall! I really lurve those friends I made in Yellowstone, though our time was pretty much short-lived. Did I use short-lived correctly??? haha.

Nov 13
Kyla Ng wrote at 3:42pm
what's leinad???
daniel daniel daniel, i miss your voice, that voice that mimics every other thing in the world oh-so-perfectly hahahah...

your laughter, so chuckly and old-lady-like hahahha. xp

Nov 15
Daniel Hagerman wrote at 4:01am
leinad is Daniel spelled backwards. Kyla you're truly an angel. I miss you so much. We need to play an old fashioned game of shadow very soon.

(Today) Nov 16
Kyla Ng wrote at 1:38am
Omigush, I realized I didn't read the rest of your Newsfeed after "leinad". Omigush I just received 2 comments from friends frm Yellowstone - 1 is from my dear Taiwanese roommate and the other is from YOUUUU!

Oh man, I just cringed and let out a few howls of torment - sounds wrong but just imagine me clenching my fists, having a spasms outbreak. I... Read More had a sudden urge to share my moments in Yellowstone and luckily my cousin cum roommate was available and I told her about what we did in the lobby and the shadow game...

I cringed and just... *bursts in tears* (not really tears but invisible ones)... Cos I don't know when we will play the shadow game again... You really do mimic everything so well!

Pardon me for my long messages, I just want you to know my thoughts... I wonder why but I felt like a snow angel when I saw the word "angel" from you. I miss Yellowstone all over again... Sometimes I'd feel that my future is bleak these days, I don't know what to do with my life anymore.

Kyla Ng wrote at 1:42am
(continued...)

Finally, I've found something positive from My Wow-Kaboom Yellowstone adventure... A little over a yr ago, I had no idea about the Work & Travel USA programme, I had no idea I would spend 2008's summer in Yellowstone... It'd be that meaningful. Makes me realize that since I really don't know what my future has in store after all, I ... Read Moreshould give it the benefit of the doubt, since it's possible to experience and hold the joy, moments of being touched if I really want to. All I had to do was go do it...

Yeah, a reminder for myself again too. :D

If not, I'd wallow in misery again, like I shouldn't be home cramming my brain with Chinese characters, I should be out having fun, doing things, but I don't know what to do anyway...

I want to hear how you've been too. I have 3 finals next week and I just studied for 4 hrs without a break for the first time ever but it was good! I' got online for a while and how pleasantly surprised I was at seeing 2 wall comments m_m


最喜欢的其中一张...
New picture - From lily小天使

I get high...
I get the feel... when i hear...

"Feedback" by Janet Jackson (very high...)

"Run the Show" by Kat Deluna

I watched a Jacky Ng show, the one which has many dancers. Feel like taking dance classes again - salsa hahahahahhhhhahahahhahahahahaa... A lot of time was spent about thinking how it'd be like when I take salsa classes again when I started to study at 7 plus pm haha. Like how it'd be like to social again. I guess I've fallen in lurve with salsa. I keep thinking I'll go Mexico then dance my life away, but then why do I have to keep myself from dancing in Singapore? I guess I still care a lot about what other people think of me... When I invite people to dance? Whatever... Sometimes, I really need to not think at all and... Just do it... Spontaneous... 随性一点。

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