{/Love You More and More.
{/Saturday, January 22, 2005, @1:38 AM.
{ Sry for makin ur eyes hurt for readin this ultra long entry and i'm so happy that the lump in my throat is gone. Yeah!!! }
Oh great, wad I typed juz now has all been erased. So now, I’m juz too tired to try to recall everything I typed so in short(it’s not that short after all hohoho…)

Been working consecutively for 3 days, Mon, Tue and Wed, which is actually self-suicidal. Insufficient slp (at most 4 hrs everyday) + Insufficient water + Insufficient food made me sick. I had a really weird fever on Thu, along with a sore throat. But I’m so happy the lump had finally disappeared. Well, the fever would subside and the headache would go away straight after I drank lotsa water and peed all of it out. The strange thing is that when I feel that my bladder would self-destruct at any pt of time and the toilet isn’t in view as I roamed the school grounds with Synn and Pam after sch on Thu, the fever would come back and I’d feel dizzy again. Plus, I feel that I’m not urgent anymore and dun really need the loo that much. Hence, Synn and I came up with the theory that all the toxins would get flushed out after I peed so I felt better instantly. It’s pretty fun, cos it’s an immediate response so we were having fun with that, well maybe not her, but me myself, as I could test the response or sth like that. Haha, and when I knew I was sick during a break at abt 1pm, I went, “Oh, I’m so happy I’m sick!” and it was genuine happiness, whereby I dun really understand that happiness too. And Amanda muttered, “You’re crazy.” But I guess I’ve heard it used on me pretty often throughout my life so far, so I’m not offended or sth. Haha, in fact, I’m happy by it and Eve’s bro, Dicky Wong has a nickname for me, “Crazy Grace.” Told you I’m really crazy…

Bla bla bla, and I really haf to thank this person whom I won’t reveal his name to the world lest he reads this someday and gets so emotionally hurt that he does sth stupid. Sorry, I really dun mean harm but it was really noble of him to sacrifice his image and make me laugh for 10 mins or so non-stop, which I was pretty impressed by myself as I look back at hw much I could laugh. I know I definitely can laugh, even when there’s nothing to laugh abt but somehow sth juz goes off in my mind and I cackle non-stop, which is pretty annoying sometimes, according to my mates. I guess only Synn and Pam would know what I’m talking abt and some clue words to evoke ur memory: Hall, Badminton, Biceps, Enthusiasm, Jumps. Enuf, I guess. Hee hee m_m

So I called Nadine and Gabe earlier on. Heard frm Nadine tat only her, her sister, Shayna and Veronica are gonna come in March but according to Gabe, no one is coming after all cos they dun haf enough $$ and that he asked Eric abt cumin in summer to which Eric replied that he would consider it as he would like to come Spore again. Yeah!!! Well, anyway, I would haf to test for credibility again by checkin the accounts of the other kids cos they rarely haf the same info on a particular topic. I call it the American Kids’ Phenomena or AKP. I was also surprised to know that I wasn’t as sad as I thought I’d be or go thru a depression period like I did when they left Spore on 28th Nov 04. Though I hafta admit that what got me thru Dec, before working at Palm Beach and this yr’s adaptation to JC life was the thought that I’d get to see them again in March 05’. I always thought I relied on them a lot so it’s nice to know I din get as upset as I thought I’d be. I KNOW it’s pathetic! But I can’t help it. So now, I’ve got new frens and pullin myself up every morn to go JJ isn’t too much of a dread now and I love my class cos lessons are pretty interesting with the interesting pple though my love for it isn’t that obvious.(cos I don’t really participate in class activities that much, all thanks to my quiet and shy nature, haix) *Chuckles* Hee hee but anyway, I know I’ll get to see the US kids again somehow or the other so I’m not gonna be sad n mope ard till they come. Yes, I’m pathetic but not to the really extreme kind…

Well, wad else. Oh ya, I hope the ogl thing really turns out well. Will keep u pple (if thr are really others ha, besides Tyris and Fadhilah, cos I know you read my blog haha) updated on the Orientation Group Leader thingy. All thanks to my quiet and shy nature, I’m really apprehensive abt the interview but I’m determined not to let it affect my passion for passin on the JJ spirit, at least that’s what I hope… T_T

So good night, blogger, ttulz…

P.S. To Tyris: I dunno how to post comments on ur blog so I would like to tell you this, thanks for all the beautiful memories so far and for future memories beforehand, you’ve been WONDERFUL, BUDDY!!! May ur love last, and may mine come soon haha and I’ll keep reading ur blog too. Though I hafta say I’m really happy that thr is no music now cos ur blog loads much more faster on my PC now. I know I’m evil to be happy abt this, cos u might not be that happy that you dun haf music on ur blog now. So sorry if I hurt ur feelings by saying this, hah… lululu nanana

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yeah dumb ass glad u can FINALLY read my blog and ya to leave a comment. just click on others and there is my tag board for all of my friends to shout!

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