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{/Saturday, February 26, 2005, @5:20 PM.
{ "I dun suck, you suck..."---to whomever that Anonymous could be }
Well, when Eve told me thr was someone who wrote that i suck in my second latest post, if u include this post as the latest post, I din believe her. That could only happen cos i haven been checking my yahoo mail and so i din get to see mails informing me of a new comment. So i dun admit i haf a lota free time, but i do haf the time to be curious and post this entry while my computer is happily lagging to piss me off, as always. Lovely...

So, i'm really curious as to who that anonymous was. So anonymous, if u dun mind, come forward and tell me who u are. Though i haf some clues, but they might be wrong anyway. So own up, this anonymous. I won't do anything to you, I can't, as a matter of fact.

Wow, it's getting late. I haf work at 6.30pm and i need to get my arse out of the house by 5.30pm if i dun want to risk my heart palpitating. So, ciao pple. Georgia Nicolson is really funny haha, dancing around with her hands in front of her as she made her way to the toilet cos her eyes couldn't open as there was too much glue on her eyelashes or sth like that hahha. Everything is juz so funy and i really LAUGH OUT LOUD at some parts. And i guess sometimes i write or tok in a sarcastic manner, because i am influenced by books,and the witty way in which the authors write their thangs'. Haha, i'm not sayin that i'm witty, though i would like to be a witty girl. I'm a girl, a young lady, but not a woman. I din mean to write the previous statement, but suddenly i juz wrote it, hence i'm crapping again to involve all this bullshit.

P.S. Everybody, READ BOOKS BY LOUISE RENNISON ABT GEORGIA NICOLSON, the many confessions by her, which is so damn funNy. The one i'm currently reading is "Away Laughing on a Fast Camel (even more confessions of Georgia Nicolson)"

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u r so lucky u still manage to find her books! i have not read a story book since...like too long i can rem..

ps:btw eve if u're seeing this.. u seem to be updating ur blog constantly but all i c is two entries of 2001. <.<

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{/Friday, February 25, 2005, @12:12 AM.
{ I'm at Wongee's house now! The Lord of the Rings is so damn nice!!!! Woo hoo! }
Wooh lala,... it's been so long, my dear readers. Been really busy and the account Jon gave me has expired so i can't use the computers in school now. Leaving me left to tolerate the amazing speed of my computer in my home sweet home. Haix. xp But I din haf much time in the past too, anyway, really, i dun haf the time to stand my computer failing me when the words come out only after i haf typed the whole paragraph and i'd be dozing off to slp while i sit on my chair...

But anyway, i was in Msia for abt a week for CNY! It was great fun and we did many things, like *fetchin water frm a well, *playin mahjong for the 1st time and i lost abt RM12, great for a beginner though i know how to play the game a long time ago, *watched the pple who come distributing water for the villagers(sounds primitive right) cos there was a stoppage of water during the CNY period, *watched all the awesome fireworks!!!, *saw the many flowers Third Ba-Leong's(wife of my 3rd Uncle) mini-garden, really beautiful... and of cuz many other things. Oh ya, i also wrote on my journal 9 complete pages on the car back home, it's an irony cos i dun write so much at home or in somewhere where the ground is nt shaking n so. Plus, cried again when we left, like old times haha...

WEll, there was a weekend whr i was really depressed abt going to jc or poly to the extent that i cried after work at Palm Beach on 19/2/05(Fri), dun wanna mention the details. Juz wanna thank my frens for being there, as always. But basically i cry and laugh at the same time, so that's ridiculous behaviour in a way. Though it's rather relieving, at least i haf the courage to express myself freely and not keep all my bad feelings bottled up deep inside my heart as i've not had a good time for donkey's years!!! The main problem i cried was that i haf no frens in jjc, though that would be an insult to some pple like Synn and Pam, lolx, and some other pple. But it's better now, after i changed my attitude after that weekend or sth like that. I skipped school on Monday(21/2/05) haha, and um, got a scolding by Mom cos the teacher called her or sth. And na, the details are too much. And cried on that day too, so that's why i say i'm feeling so much better.

Kyra said that I'm depressed cos i'm stressed up and deprived of slp at the same time. This could only happen cos i work at Palm Beach for some consecutive days and din haf enough slp for a whole week, which actually accounted for my depression, and i'm depressed over social relationships. That is a good reason to be depressed for, as if. I'm juz wasting my body's resources and stress myself up and everything. So i'm really glad things are better now, as they always are. Bla bla bla, and i shd leave the computer now cos Wongee is juz beside me and hinting that i shd leave the seat-of-the-keyboard-bearer as she needs to blog too, hehehe, i'm so influenced by LOTR cos it's so fabulous!!!

So juz wanna mention i'm sorry for thinking that LOTR is juz bullshit cos thr was a time when everyone was saying that they slept while watching it. But the fact was i'm intrigued by it and the more i watched, my eyes grew bigger. I dun mean in its shape cos it wun but i juz wanted to say that it stayed open or sth like that hah. So woke at abt 1pm yest 24/2/05(Thu), skipped sch today too, though i din really mean it. But anyway, it's cos these 2 days, thu and fri are optional, i dun really noe the reason why cos eve has to go sch but the principal said so. Haha, eve's kinda scared i shd think? hmmm... cos she said the teachers are very upset with the absentees aha and there was 10 absentees on thu. She skipped sch too, u see.

So thr, a long enough entry. Readers, pls respond if u read my blog k. Sometimes, i really need to know i'm writing this like an author or sth and i actually haf readers. Hee, i know there are some pple who would come my blog on a regular basis but for pple who juz happen to come here by chance, pls leave a comment or sth. It can say i suck or anything. I juz want a response k? :)

One last thing hee hee, i haf many last words... Well, that day on 19/2/05(Sat) during love fiesta in school, Xiaoxia and Eve came and Xiaoxia sorta ask Jiayi if she thinks i'm crazy after i told them i was so fuckin stressed up abt social relatioships. Jiayi said yes, in my presence. Thanks JiaYi aka. Big Eyes ahha. (all the "i see" and "hw dare you" really funny aah) And then Xiaoxia was like asking Eve the same qn, and the Wongee replied, "She's always been like that." Though this time round, it was not in my presence. But that's enuf. Really enuf. As if it doens't mean anything if i'm not around. I really haf great and wonderful frens! :S

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hey u know wat? u suck yeah yeah yeah

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>.> *glares at anonymous the obedient lamer who doesnt dare leave his name.*

it been a long time seen i saw u in person...anyway i am still reading ur blog, if u wanted to noe hu ur readers are... =D

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thanks for saying that im ugly man...

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{/Thursday, February 03, 2005, @11:52 PM.

Yup, this is the last one, i promise ahha... Well, for now that is. It's past midnight already and i've got school tmr!!! Synn+June Amber, folks!

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hey crazy kid i hope you are doing well you are all most all was good it should stay that way. well i just wanted to say hi so hi.

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@11:50 PM.

I know i suck in this, but i haf 2 pple with me. June Amber+Me+Anthony. At the airport again...

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@11:15 PM.

And this is Gabe. I juz realized there's a bus beside him haha... Plus i spotted my neckalce!!! Yippee yeah!

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@11:11 PM.

Sorry, all these pics are not in order. This is at the museum too. Kyra+Kyla=not sisters!

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@11:08 PM.

More airport!!! Synn+me+Kyra-->dumb look upon her face. haha...

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nice looking kyra

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@11:07 PM.

Boo, at the airport. That's Eve, Arman and Synn you've got up thr. Pretty cute and warm right?? :P

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@11:02 PM.

Thanks Pam. We are at the Asian Civilization Museum, in front of a boat. Haha, we are not supposed to sit thr but... he he

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@10:38 PM.

Merry xmas, I really had fun. Til' next time, my frens!!! m_m

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{/Wednesday, February 02, 2005, @10:25 AM.
{ Sadness and Depression... Hope this is useful to those who need this... and myself too!!! }
So I included this yesterday too, in that blog entry i loved so dearly, but IT'S GONE NOW!!! So, i have no choice but to type it all over again, it's okay, judging frm the way i can type faster than a cheetah running hee hee...

Starting now: Pple always think that sadness is sth bad, and sth that u wanna get away frm as far as possible. However, thr is a gift of sadness!!! I'll juz include bits and pieces cos the whole thing is too long. Anyway, i juz wanna stress how much i LUV "THE EMOTIONAL REVOLUTION" cos the whole book is juz full of facts and knowledge, so it gave me many new insights on stuff and life...

"Just as a physical pain can safeguard us frm subsequent physical harm, so can psychic pain prevent us frm falling into situations that are unhealthy for us emotionally...One critical function of sadness is that it informs us of loss. This information is not just intellectual and cognitive, but limbic as well. We must feel the loss to process it properly. When our emotions are in proper working order, the degree of grief and shock informs us of the significance of the loss. The capacity to understand the significance of the loss and to integrate it into our lives can be crucial to our survival. When a woman loses her husband of 40yrs, for eg, she needs to come to terms with her new reality. She now has to fend for herself without his emotional, physical, and financial support. Her grief rapidly helps her understand her new reality and deal with it. Sadness has evolved to play that role over millions of years of evolution."

"Loss and reunion are major themes in drama and literature, which invite us to relive this primal joy of reunion. Boy meets girl, boy loses girl, boy is reunited with girl is an essential story line of most love stories. As Shakespeare put it, "Journeys end in lovers meeting." Being lost and then found again is a variation on the theme."

"In short, sadness following loss provides vital information. It tells us that our world has changed. The depth of the sorrow tells us how important the loss was, and the pain pushes us forward to seek another source of comfort or resources, the better to survive in a difficult world."

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@10:01 AM.
{ Whew, I'm so glad!!! }
La la la, lu lu lu, actually yesterday, i typed a whole load of stuff only to haf everything cleared when i clicked on "publish post". So, pretty pissed off at that, but not now. Though i prefer the original... Hee hee...

Well first things first, I would like to say that I'm leading a happier life now, whereby i dun get that much mood swings these days. Though a few days back, i was moody, according to Amanda haha. But it's okay now, i know it, cos i feel it. I might not be laughing all the time, but this is called unseen laughter, which is actually delight or pleasure or peace in the heart. So, things really do pass, be it good or bad. And i'm PUDGY!!! I dunno why i suddenly included this, but i juz felt like it. And NO ONE CAN STOP ME!!!

Bla bla bla, did some shopping yesterday and yesterday is POTATO'S BDAY!!! MY BELOVED COUSIN!!! haha, was really tired upon reaching home yesterday. But anyway the shopping trip at watsons haha, bought vitamin C pastilles blackcurrant flavour for $3.50!!! Wah, i thought it was juz sweets but it turned out that they are vitamin c supplements or sth like that and u can only take at most 1 pastille per day cos 75mg is supposed to mean 250% of the recommended intake. But i din care, cos i ate 3, i juz love blackcurrant. HA HA, and in Guardian, i was looking at Genki tea, cos i really want to get rid of all the shit in my tummy which is bloated now. Though i juz shitted a few minutes ago in the school haha. Oops, sorry if i'm disgusting to some... But i still feel there's a whole lot of things inside.

So anyway, this lady came to approach me and i really hate these pple in Guardian, they turn pple off, so that's why Watsons is more popular than Guardian. She asked me if i was looking for slimming things, and i said no, juz for health. And she sorta forced me to go take a look at her product. Bla bla, and after she finished talking, i said ok, i'll consider. And she was like, "You dun want to buy?" with a rather irritated expression. I said ya and walked away. Man, was I happy to see that sort of look on their faces? haha... It's a waste-my-time look, and laughter rang within my head and whole body cos i was laughing internally haha...

Plus, the call to Potato, woah, i'm really cheered up. Cos before that i was on the phone with Eve, then Xiaoxia, and they had to hang up due to certain reasons and then i called Potato. Bla bla, den i haf decided to buy 3 bracelets, one for me, the other for her, and the last for Syjun, another cousin whom i love too. So it's like we're sisters or sth. It's cos i saw this "roadside" stall above the POSB bank outside Jurong Point and it was selling 1 bracelet for $5 and 3 for $10. Good bargain huh! Thus, i haf decided to go buy 2 pearl ones for me and Potato and another rabbit or star one for Syjun. hee hee, so hope i really have time to pop around JP to buy it after school ends at abt 5.30 for me, cos i haf make up for PE, bloody shit!!! So thr, ciao...

Happy Chinese New Year... I'm gonna keep repeating it till the 15 days are over hee hee...


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{/Tuesday, February 01, 2005, @11:00 AM.
{ All taken from "The Emotional Revolution" by Norman E. Rosenthal, M.D. }
"The thing i fear most is fear." - Michael Eyquem de Montaigne --- Fear and Anxiety

"Anger is never without a reason, but seldom a good one." - Benjamin Franklin --- Anger and Rage

"Love is a canvas furnished by Nature and embroidered by the imagination." - Voltaire --- Love and Lust

"He who learns must suffer. And even in our sleep pain that cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the heart, and in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom to us by the awful grace of God." - Aeschylus, Agamemnon, line 177 --- Sadness and Depression

Happiness and Euphoria (I write more cos this is a much sought after state and much more beneficial to be in):

"I believe that the very purpose of our life is to seek happiness." - The Dalai Lama

"This is wonderful to be here. Wonderful! I feel like now really to dive into this ocean of generosity... It's a hailstorm of kindness... Really I would like to thank everybody who did the movie... and I would like to thank my parents in their very little village in Italy. They gave me the biggest gift of poverty. It all goes back to love. They gave me their lives to show that, despite everything, life is beautiful.

This is a terrible mistake because I used up all my English... my body is in tumult because it is a colossal moment of joy... I would like to be Jupiter and kidnap everybody and lie down in the firmament making love to everybody... this is a mountain of snow, so delicate, the suavity and the kindness, it is something I cannot forget." - Actor Roberto Benigni, on receiving two Academy Awards, 71st Annual Academy Awards, Sunday, March 21, 2000

"Happiness depends, as Nature shows, less on exterior things than most suppose." - William Cowper


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