{/Thursday, March 23, 2006, @10:38 PM.
{ I'm worried? but cheered up now WHOOT! }
I'm starting to feel worried over my insecurities at times. They surfaced today. I skipped sch... Please dun let there be teachers who see these posts! I just can't afford to be late anymore. It's been 3 weeks since I was absent. If you exclude the March hols, then it's 2 wks.Ha, a breakthrough? Used to do it every 1 or 2 wks hee?
Hey hey... I did spend my time wisely though. I did Compo 4 for Chinese which is due next Mon. Splendid! The 1st time I didn't do an essay at the last minute. Finally finished "Wo Bu Shi Cong Ming Nu Sheng" by Dong Xiao Lei. I'm not gonna write in Mandarin cos it won't work. Sucks sometimes, Blogger. I mean sometimes, not all times. I do love you.
The book title just means "I'm not an Intelligent Girl". Hilarious at times and I almost cried at the end. I didn't cry, must be the fact that I was in the library but tears did welled up. I took a loong time to finish both this and the first book. Loads of time were spent jotting down the many sayings or quotes in the book.
I'll definitely post them someday and share.:) Translate it I mean, like what I do for fansubbing. Weird, how come I sound so abrupt in this post? Well, it saves time? I'm over startin every sentence with "then", "but", "and", or "so". In case no one knows, I'm obsessed with the fact that I keep starting sentences with them and it frustrates me...
Went back to Ayer Tawar for the hols. Really enjoyed only when it was nearing the last day. I did homework too... for once. Surfed the net almost everyday I was back there, busy with PM-ing(private messaging) certain fansubbing partners for projects haha...
Back to what I was on about... The insecurities came from, I reckon, a lack of activity out of my house. It's been aeons since I shopped alone or with company. Or roamed, or hung out. Adorned in my school attire wasn't that great, it's just awkward to be somewhere when you're not supposed to be. I just need to get out and chill with frens yeah. Though I would like to try socializing, I cannot deny my fear of it on certain days. Tyris, I'm counting on your bday!!! xp
As I sat somewhere doing my essay in the morn, a women came over. My puny words caught her attention and she asked if I was from JJ. I said yeah. She asked what u doin here then? I was stuck for a moment or 2, then I replied with I'm not feeling well, so I returned en route to school. I keep digressing.
Shit, I recognize this pattern of writing from a book I had been reading for some time. "Not As Crazy As I Seem" by George Harvar. It's abt the life of a boy who has a compulsive-obsessive disorder. I see traces of myself in some of the things he does. Eg. Refusing to eat in cafeterias just cos the tot that it's used by all sorts of pple. I don't refuse to eat, but I think about it.
Another thing:
I tend to smell every single bowl or plate if I do the washing up at home. It pisses myself off but I just can't help it. I still feel the oil on it and I once asked Ma abt it and all she said was, That's not really oil. It's your own imagination. I have nothing to say...
You see? I keep 4gettin wat I'm supposed to talk about today. Oh ya... I just feel out of place in JP today. Thank goodness I saw Xiaoxia at the bus berth. She just cracks me up! I do love her haha... By the time we reached her block, we were still chatting about stupid physical education(the things they make us do) and it just sucks big time that every ounce of my thighs and my back ache now. Yeah, at this very moment...
Had dinner at one of my uncle's house. 2 of my aunts from Msia are in Sg now. I showed my obsessive side. Books affect me... It was marvelous though! Spending time with family members and I just gotta thank 5th aunt for helping me eat the chocolate coating as I just can't stuff anymore of that chocolatey thing down. I just want the vanilla ice cream within it.
I'm done for today. Back to fansubbing! Yeah, I did 13 mins or so for the video in about 3 plus hours. On average, it's 4 mins and 8 secs for an hr. Hahha... it's progressing! Yeah! Cheered up haha...
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Hey hey... I did spend my time wisely though. I did Compo 4 for Chinese which is due next Mon. Splendid! The 1st time I didn't do an essay at the last minute. Finally finished "Wo Bu Shi Cong Ming Nu Sheng" by Dong Xiao Lei. I'm not gonna write in Mandarin cos it won't work. Sucks sometimes, Blogger. I mean sometimes, not all times. I do love you.
The book title just means "I'm not an Intelligent Girl". Hilarious at times and I almost cried at the end. I didn't cry, must be the fact that I was in the library but tears did welled up. I took a loong time to finish both this and the first book. Loads of time were spent jotting down the many sayings or quotes in the book.
I'll definitely post them someday and share.:) Translate it I mean, like what I do for fansubbing. Weird, how come I sound so abrupt in this post? Well, it saves time? I'm over startin every sentence with "then", "but", "and", or "so". In case no one knows, I'm obsessed with the fact that I keep starting sentences with them and it frustrates me...
Went back to Ayer Tawar for the hols. Really enjoyed only when it was nearing the last day. I did homework too... for once. Surfed the net almost everyday I was back there, busy with PM-ing(private messaging) certain fansubbing partners for projects haha...
Back to what I was on about... The insecurities came from, I reckon, a lack of activity out of my house. It's been aeons since I shopped alone or with company. Or roamed, or hung out. Adorned in my school attire wasn't that great, it's just awkward to be somewhere when you're not supposed to be. I just need to get out and chill with frens yeah. Though I would like to try socializing, I cannot deny my fear of it on certain days. Tyris, I'm counting on your bday!!! xp
As I sat somewhere doing my essay in the morn, a women came over. My puny words caught her attention and she asked if I was from JJ. I said yeah. She asked what u doin here then? I was stuck for a moment or 2, then I replied with I'm not feeling well, so I returned en route to school. I keep digressing.
Shit, I recognize this pattern of writing from a book I had been reading for some time. "Not As Crazy As I Seem" by George Harvar. It's abt the life of a boy who has a compulsive-obsessive disorder. I see traces of myself in some of the things he does. Eg. Refusing to eat in cafeterias just cos the tot that it's used by all sorts of pple. I don't refuse to eat, but I think about it.
Another thing:
I tend to smell every single bowl or plate if I do the washing up at home. It pisses myself off but I just can't help it. I still feel the oil on it and I once asked Ma abt it and all she said was, That's not really oil. It's your own imagination. I have nothing to say...
You see? I keep 4gettin wat I'm supposed to talk about today. Oh ya... I just feel out of place in JP today. Thank goodness I saw Xiaoxia at the bus berth. She just cracks me up! I do love her haha... By the time we reached her block, we were still chatting about stupid physical education(the things they make us do) and it just sucks big time that every ounce of my thighs and my back ache now. Yeah, at this very moment...
Had dinner at one of my uncle's house. 2 of my aunts from Msia are in Sg now. I showed my obsessive side. Books affect me... It was marvelous though! Spending time with family members and I just gotta thank 5th aunt for helping me eat the chocolate coating as I just can't stuff anymore of that chocolatey thing down. I just want the vanilla ice cream within it.
I'm done for today. Back to fansubbing! Yeah, I did 13 mins or so for the video in about 3 plus hours. On average, it's 4 mins and 8 secs for an hr. Hahha... it's progressing! Yeah! Cheered up haha...
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{/Sunday, March 12, 2006, @10:24 AM.
{ more about my life + KOREAN HOTTIES! }
i do feel like blogging more. but then, i'm lazy. What the hell...
so now, i'm eating two slices of bread. Within them, i spreaded tuna, butter and a piece of cheese. HELL! some parts of the cheese taste like leaf. very very hard, i feel that i'm eating a non-living thing. So much for good description ahha...
It's the March hols starting from tomorrow, but disgusting School! is gonna make us go back tomorrow morning to sit for GP common test. Where in the world did compassion for gonna-be-deranged-if-i-still-go-to-school teenagers from all the reverant teachers and school staff go? Humanity... We already have as much of tragedies around the world. I can't bear to make myself go on...
As u all can see, hope i'm trying to brush up my language skills. keke... :0D ha, haven written in this way for a donkeys' years. That sure takes creativity yah? *nods* i bet that's coming from you, the you who's currently reading this. Even having said that, i dun really have the same confidence i used to have about the fact that people do indeed read my *beloved blog* yeah.
All in all, in the past few weeks, my mood has been fluctuating like nobody's business. Asshole! Lack of sleep! of cuz, not forgetting the asinine battle within me. I seriously am not sure how to tackle GP. Freaks me out at times when i'm in doubt of my own capabilities haha... Thank goodness though, things that happen in school never fail to crack me up. I've tried to get as many of them in a little orange book i bring to school. Will put some up if i rmb and i'm not lazy hee. :p
In case i forget!kinda hooked on to korean shows now. Watching paris Lovers, Rival(premiered yest at 6pm on Channel U) and i just finished He's Cool or "Na Xiao Zi Zhen Shuai"！Ah! Song Seung Hyon is the epitome of SEXINESS! sEx God!
The official poster *points up* Woo! ok now... more pics of him!
He's the 3rd guy from the left. A screenshot from He's Cool. Quite funny, cos he's born in 1976, so that makes him about 28 when he acted in that show. Yet he's 17 or 18 in the show. HHAHHA...
This screenshot is when he's calling the lead gurl in class and the teacher caught him doing that. Got him to go to the front of the classroom so he's putting his hand up to signal "wait"... SSOOOO CUTTEEEE!
i like Kwon Sang Woo from Stairway to heaven too! yeah... he's a hottie yeah... haha *drooling*
ha... very gurly? at least to me...
more man right! yeah yeah! whoosh!
and now... WON BIN!
WOO! PUTTING up pics is ssooo much fun... alright then... i've had my fun then. More pics to come. I like Kim Jae Won too! Bundles of love for them... hee...
P.S. Please do not think that i'm deprived.
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so now, i'm eating two slices of bread. Within them, i spreaded tuna, butter and a piece of cheese. HELL! some parts of the cheese taste like leaf. very very hard, i feel that i'm eating a non-living thing. So much for good description ahha...
It's the March hols starting from tomorrow, but disgusting School! is gonna make us go back tomorrow morning to sit for GP common test. Where in the world did compassion for gonna-be-deranged-if-i-still-go-to-school teenagers from all the reverant teachers and school staff go? Humanity... We already have as much of tragedies around the world. I can't bear to make myself go on...
As u all can see, hope i'm trying to brush up my language skills. keke... :0D ha, haven written in this way for a donkeys' years. That sure takes creativity yah? *nods* i bet that's coming from you, the you who's currently reading this. Even having said that, i dun really have the same confidence i used to have about the fact that people do indeed read my *beloved blog* yeah.
All in all, in the past few weeks, my mood has been fluctuating like nobody's business. Asshole! Lack of sleep! of cuz, not forgetting the asinine battle within me. I seriously am not sure how to tackle GP. Freaks me out at times when i'm in doubt of my own capabilities haha... Thank goodness though, things that happen in school never fail to crack me up. I've tried to get as many of them in a little orange book i bring to school. Will put some up if i rmb and i'm not lazy hee. :p
In case i forget!kinda hooked on to korean shows now. Watching paris Lovers, Rival(premiered yest at 6pm on Channel U) and i just finished He's Cool or "Na Xiao Zi Zhen Shuai"！Ah! Song Seung Hyon is the epitome of SEXINESS! sEx God!
The official poster *points up* Woo! ok now... more pics of him!
He's the 3rd guy from the left. A screenshot from He's Cool. Quite funny, cos he's born in 1976, so that makes him about 28 when he acted in that show. Yet he's 17 or 18 in the show. HHAHHA...
This screenshot is when he's calling the lead gurl in class and the teacher caught him doing that. Got him to go to the front of the classroom so he's putting his hand up to signal "wait"... SSOOOO CUTTEEEE!
i like Kwon Sang Woo from Stairway to heaven too! yeah... he's a hottie yeah... haha *drooling*
ha... very gurly? at least to me...
more man right! yeah yeah! whoosh!
and now... WON BIN!
WOO! PUTTING up pics is ssooo much fun... alright then... i've had my fun then. More pics to come. I like Kim Jae Won too! Bundles of love for them... hee...
P.S. Please do not think that i'm deprived.
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@9:57 AM.
Xy and Linger, think the flowers at the side are the red dandelions.
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@9:46 AM.
{ Fansubbing and going back Msia... :D }
YEAH YEAH!
hee... finally understand why some people can get hooked on the net for hours on end, eg. The Little Rebel
0-o-> She once revealed that one of the activities she does at home is to go online, go forums and post and post, to achieve the "senior member" status. I prompted her about what else she does, ahaha, she replied that it's to go search for more forums! :D
I used to wonder wat i could do on forums but guess i'm enjoying it very much now too. I just joined spctv.net and i'm having so much satisfaction discussing various dramas with people all over the world hee. My most active posts would be in the Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan or Chinese Paladin show!
Now now now... I'm gonna try my hand at FANSUBBING! never cared much about it in the past but now i think it's gonna be a challenge and i'd get to put my language skills into good use. So much satisfaction... Sense of Accomplishment. hooray for the net and d-addicts!
I gotta go now. Oh ya... Will be going to Msia on Mon night and coming back in the coming Sat night, so will be in Singapore on Sun morning(confirmed). Lala la... and to be able to have an avatar, i'm gonna load a pic here to use as the url link. hee hee...
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hee... finally understand why some people can get hooked on the net for hours on end, eg. The Little Rebel
0-o-> She once revealed that one of the activities she does at home is to go online, go forums and post and post, to achieve the "senior member" status. I prompted her about what else she does, ahaha, she replied that it's to go search for more forums! :D
I used to wonder wat i could do on forums but guess i'm enjoying it very much now too. I just joined spctv.net and i'm having so much satisfaction discussing various dramas with people all over the world hee. My most active posts would be in the Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan or Chinese Paladin show!
Now now now... I'm gonna try my hand at FANSUBBING! never cared much about it in the past but now i think it's gonna be a challenge and i'd get to put my language skills into good use. So much satisfaction... Sense of Accomplishment. hooray for the net and d-addicts!
I gotta go now. Oh ya... Will be going to Msia on Mon night and coming back in the coming Sat night, so will be in Singapore on Sun morning(confirmed). Lala la... and to be able to have an avatar, i'm gonna load a pic here to use as the url link. hee hee...
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{/Sunday, March 05, 2006, @11:24 AM.
stole all of it from rach's blog ahha. lovely gurls we are. KEKEKE AHHAHAHWHHHAHAH! i wrote the words on the pic on the right. "rach cos ur e bday gurl" can u all see it? i was holding on to my butterful pendant too. WOO LA LA haha. girls are so much fUN!
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@11:22 AM.
haha, the LOVE on Shuhui's belly... AH! and um, really enjoyed taking neoprints. everyone does look lovely right? tag in my tag to comment hee...
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@11:22 AM.
yeah neoprints are so much fun ahha...enjoy...
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@11:21 AM.
thanks rach a lot for this pic. it's a lot better than the one in sakae sushi ahaha... at least i dun look that dull here. ah, the black pants haha.. watever...
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@11:13 AM.
{ HAPPY belated bday! rach-chan... the town trip was fun overall, come to think of it.at least neoprints cheered me up ahha... }
this is all thanks to Rach, the following neoprints i'm gonna post. She was the bday gurl on 3rd march and we went to town to eat and chill with her haha... or you could say "celebrate"...
guess i wasn't feeling that good, cos was rushing like hell from dance back home to bathe and chg before making my way to town alone. i slept at 3 am the day before so it's just additional hell on hell. hence, i was rather glad my mood was rather stable, at least on the front.
one reason is maybe cos i feel underdressed,even lifeless seeing how the other girls dress makes me feel even "blended in" with darkness, as in dull tones. it must be my pants, black just doesn't make me hyperactive. what the hell, cos it's a slimming colour. Tyris really looks matured and superbly nice haah... Shuhui looks like fun and Eve looks wacky haha... the bday gurl looks grown up too, at least to me, so congratulations ahha...
Oh, and the pic u took of me,(not in sakae sushi) i really like it a lot ha. BUT BUT BUT, u made me look like shit in the one you took of shuhui and i was TALKING BEHIND!
To THE REBEL: RACH - Anyway, happy bday and cheer up whatever the price u gotta pay for feeling joy. or just let it pass, cos everyone feels these days...
and THANK YOU ALL GURLS for watching Big Momma's House 2... though it wasn't that nice and funny as i thought it was hee... :0) and i do feel better now. Ok, was still try to make myself look presentable by dressing up in future when i grow up. Fri 3rd march was just a day when i dun have much zest for anything haha...
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guess i wasn't feeling that good, cos was rushing like hell from dance back home to bathe and chg before making my way to town alone. i slept at 3 am the day before so it's just additional hell on hell. hence, i was rather glad my mood was rather stable, at least on the front.
one reason is maybe cos i feel underdressed,even lifeless seeing how the other girls dress makes me feel even "blended in" with darkness, as in dull tones. it must be my pants, black just doesn't make me hyperactive. what the hell, cos it's a slimming colour. Tyris really looks matured and superbly nice haah... Shuhui looks like fun and Eve looks wacky haha... the bday gurl looks grown up too, at least to me, so congratulations ahha...
Oh, and the pic u took of me,(not in sakae sushi) i really like it a lot ha. BUT BUT BUT, u made me look like shit in the one you took of shuhui and i was TALKING BEHIND!
To THE REBEL: RACH - Anyway, happy bday and cheer up whatever the price u gotta pay for feeling joy. or just let it pass, cos everyone feels these days...
and THANK YOU ALL GURLS for watching Big Momma's House 2... though it wasn't that nice and funny as i thought it was hee... :0) and i do feel better now. Ok, was still try to make myself look presentable by dressing up in future when i grow up. Fri 3rd march was just a day when i dun have much zest for anything haha...
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