{/Tuesday, December 26, 2006, @1:12 AM.
{ i lurve this! }
Thanks jennifer so much! For this! Argh! I simply lurve this! You look very demure ahhaa...
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{/Monday, December 25, 2006, @11:53 PM.
{ blogger fails me sometimes! }
That post was for fun. The seducing one ahha...
I just got back from Msia today. Attended a cousin's wedding over the weekend. Spent xmas eve with cuzzies, and aunts = extended family and family. We had fun ahha... I took quite some pics too haha. Pics do liven everything up. I've neglected that aspect.
I had a sudden urge to change my blog skin cos it does get painful to read when I write long paragraphs. But damn the blogskins.com, I forgot my user name and password and I don't wanna ransack my mind so forget it...
I have pics for other events in my life too aha... Performance week was so fun. I've got a fellow dance fren who's like pretty sad that there's no more rehearsals. So funny! He most prob can't join next year's festival in June cos he has O levels aha... See how dancing takes over one's life.
I really need to be more focused and attentive to the world around me. That way, I can forget about whatever thoughts that make myself miserable cos I think too much. ARgh, I'm finally hungry. Bad timing. I don't wanna eat so late ahha...
Without any more of my nonsense and long-windedness, I'll post the pics. Provided that Blogger doesn't fail me.
These are the pics when I went to Seremban(somewhere near KL) and Genting from 9th Dec to 11 Dec.
Argh! I just simply adore road trips! aha. I took this on our trip there and my brother is camera-shy. He's younger than me by the way. But I was so happy when the tour guide in China(we went Jiu Zhai Gou, Sichuan in June 2006) asked if he's my older brother haha...
Although I really hated this house that we stayed in, I still took pictures as a keepsake ah. I'm sentimental mah. It was damn lousy and I was complaining most of the first day. Then I accepted it and it wasn't that bad haa... The lousiest house I've ever stayed in. Sucks big time! We even slept there, the mattresses had a musty smell. We don't even know who or what slept on the mattress before.
I look like a crazy woman in the pic but I really heck care ahaa... It's for the fun of posting up pics ahha...
These are like some cam whoring pics but I don't care. Though I hate to use the word cam-whore cos lack of originality, I still use it. I can be such a sucker sometimes ahha. I'm so long-winded! Alamak! I like these pics but sadly, some times I don't look like my pics aha...
One more pic of that sucky room. The boy on the most left is my cousin who's 14. The one in blue is my cousin too, the boy's elder sister who's 15. I always talk a lot with her and I become so thirsty ahha... Nice... yeah...
Ha, damn funny. The boy in the middle is damn funny. He's my cousin too, 9. The youngest brother of my gurl cousin beside me, her name is Yi Shuen. I forced them to take pic haha, though they were willing la. We went shopping together when we just reached Genting. We had so much laughter. Hahhaha...
Took this in the kopitiam at Genting. My family was leaving first while their family stayed on for one more day. Damn Blogger. It can't upload more than 1 pic at a time and I'm starting to get pissed and wanna give up for today's uploading aha...
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I just got back from Msia today. Attended a cousin's wedding over the weekend. Spent xmas eve with cuzzies, and aunts = extended family and family. We had fun ahha... I took quite some pics too haha. Pics do liven everything up. I've neglected that aspect.
I had a sudden urge to change my blog skin cos it does get painful to read when I write long paragraphs. But damn the blogskins.com, I forgot my user name and password and I don't wanna ransack my mind so forget it...
I have pics for other events in my life too aha... Performance week was so fun. I've got a fellow dance fren who's like pretty sad that there's no more rehearsals. So funny! He most prob can't join next year's festival in June cos he has O levels aha... See how dancing takes over one's life.
I really need to be more focused and attentive to the world around me. That way, I can forget about whatever thoughts that make myself miserable cos I think too much. ARgh, I'm finally hungry. Bad timing. I don't wanna eat so late ahha...
Without any more of my nonsense and long-windedness, I'll post the pics. Provided that Blogger doesn't fail me.
These are the pics when I went to Seremban(somewhere near KL) and Genting from 9th Dec to 11 Dec.
Argh! I just simply adore road trips! aha. I took this on our trip there and my brother is camera-shy. He's younger than me by the way. But I was so happy when the tour guide in China(we went Jiu Zhai Gou, Sichuan in June 2006) asked if he's my older brother haha...
Although I really hated this house that we stayed in, I still took pictures as a keepsake ah. I'm sentimental mah. It was damn lousy and I was complaining most of the first day. Then I accepted it and it wasn't that bad haa... The lousiest house I've ever stayed in. Sucks big time! We even slept there, the mattresses had a musty smell. We don't even know who or what slept on the mattress before.
I look like a crazy woman in the pic but I really heck care ahaa... It's for the fun of posting up pics ahha...
These are like some cam whoring pics but I don't care. Though I hate to use the word cam-whore cos lack of originality, I still use it. I can be such a sucker sometimes ahha. I'm so long-winded! Alamak! I like these pics but sadly, some times I don't look like my pics aha...
One more pic of that sucky room. The boy on the most left is my cousin who's 14. The one in blue is my cousin too, the boy's elder sister who's 15. I always talk a lot with her and I become so thirsty ahha... Nice... yeah...
Ha, damn funny. The boy in the middle is damn funny. He's my cousin too, 9. The youngest brother of my gurl cousin beside me, her name is Yi Shuen. I forced them to take pic haha, though they were willing la. We went shopping together when we just reached Genting. We had so much laughter. Hahhaha...
Took this in the kopitiam at Genting. My family was leaving first while their family stayed on for one more day. Damn Blogger. It can't upload more than 1 pic at a time and I'm starting to get pissed and wanna give up for today's uploading aha...
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@10:01 PM.
{ How to seduce someone using only your eyes? }
Maybe i shd try this? I mean really try this. But I'm kinda lazy. We'll see ahha... Try this if you want to spice up your life, maybe?
HOW TO SEDUCE SOMEONE USING ONLY YOUR EYES?
1.
Spend abt 10 mins a day or more practising this in front of a mirror. The look u want in ur eyes could best be described as "intense". Think lustful thoughts and imagine u're looking at sum1 who drives u wild. Just bcum passionate, basically. Once energy is surging thru ur body, u want to transmit this only thru ur eyes. Ur face should remain deadpan. Use visualization techniques if it helps. As u get better at this, u'll be able to turn it on. U'll be able to make ur eyes go frm "dead" to "very much alive" in a few seconds. This skill of making ur eyes transform has a powerful effect.
2.
Combine purposefully banal talk with intense eye contact. Bcos u're sendin out mixed signals and being indirect, the other person will often tune out frm what u're sayin and lose themselves in ur gaze. It also doesn't give them a chance to analyze wat's going on, they'll pick up on your flirtation unconsciously.
3.
Realize that this won't suffice on its own; it is merely a good ingredient of complete seduction. U still have to go out and meet people. However, ur newfound expressiveness will work very well in nightclubs, whr non-verbal communication is the order of the day.
4.
U can use this all the time, but u don't want to go ard "turnin ur eyes on" at ppl. U shd just have an alert, attentive look. Holding eye contact for a sec longer than normal can say everything.
Tips
The power of this can't be overestimated. U'll find people becoming drawn to u. U literally gain power, and all because u simply look like u already have it. It is essential for charisma.
Try closing ur lower eyelids a little, like u're squinting, but kp ur upper eyelids fully open.
U'll find u can go for a long time w/o blinking. Hrs even.
Warnings
It's v. impt to keep ur gaze ambiguous. U don't want to look angry or scared, often u might not even want to look sexually interested because if ur expression can be read that easily, then the illusion is broken. Just go for intensity and warmth, as if u can read the other person's thoughts, but they have no way of reading urs.
Don't look insane. U can take this thing too far. Look alert but be physically relaxed.
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HOW TO SEDUCE SOMEONE USING ONLY YOUR EYES?
1.
Spend abt 10 mins a day or more practising this in front of a mirror. The look u want in ur eyes could best be described as "intense". Think lustful thoughts and imagine u're looking at sum1 who drives u wild. Just bcum passionate, basically. Once energy is surging thru ur body, u want to transmit this only thru ur eyes. Ur face should remain deadpan. Use visualization techniques if it helps. As u get better at this, u'll be able to turn it on. U'll be able to make ur eyes go frm "dead" to "very much alive" in a few seconds. This skill of making ur eyes transform has a powerful effect.
2.
Combine purposefully banal talk with intense eye contact. Bcos u're sendin out mixed signals and being indirect, the other person will often tune out frm what u're sayin and lose themselves in ur gaze. It also doesn't give them a chance to analyze wat's going on, they'll pick up on your flirtation unconsciously.
3.
Realize that this won't suffice on its own; it is merely a good ingredient of complete seduction. U still have to go out and meet people. However, ur newfound expressiveness will work very well in nightclubs, whr non-verbal communication is the order of the day.
4.
U can use this all the time, but u don't want to go ard "turnin ur eyes on" at ppl. U shd just have an alert, attentive look. Holding eye contact for a sec longer than normal can say everything.
Tips
The power of this can't be overestimated. U'll find people becoming drawn to u. U literally gain power, and all because u simply look like u already have it. It is essential for charisma.
Try closing ur lower eyelids a little, like u're squinting, but kp ur upper eyelids fully open.
U'll find u can go for a long time w/o blinking. Hrs even.
Warnings
It's v. impt to keep ur gaze ambiguous. U don't want to look angry or scared, often u might not even want to look sexually interested because if ur expression can be read that easily, then the illusion is broken. Just go for intensity and warmth, as if u can read the other person's thoughts, but they have no way of reading urs.
Don't look insane. U can take this thing too far. Look alert but be physically relaxed.
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{/Tuesday, December 19, 2006, @6:25 PM.
{ thank u all my dear frens! }
I've so much to update actually...
My grandpa just passed away last Sat(16th Dec 06)...
I wasn't as sad as when my grandma passed away cos it's sorta expected.
He's weak and stayed in a nursing home ever since a bad fall a few months ago.
16th Dec 06 is supposed to be a big night for me. But in actual fact, it's just another performance night for Xenbar ppl, and we've had other pfms at other venues earlier in the wk. I'm only a hiphop and jazz performer so I've only been to Q-bar on 11th Dec(mon) and MOS on 14th Dec(thu) for pfms hee. The bulk of all pfms are salsa and other ballroom dances(like tango)...
I had my first go at being a stage manager on 16th Dec 06. It was really last minute when Ah Fok came into the dressing room and asked me to be a runner for Nat, the stage manager ha. I'm just her assistant for the 1st part of the show and had to stand in and put on the headphone to converse with the lightings manager in the control room when she performed on stage.
It's still fun anyway, "FIRST TIMES"! Although my grandpa passed away, I was able to forget about it when I reached Kallang theatre cos there was so much bustling around for me to watch and concentrate on. It's only on the way there when I was on the train that I teared a bit. What I'm upset about is the apathy Singaporeans have ahha. No one offered any tissues.
When this was told to the rest of my family in Msia, one cousin commented that, "U shd wail loudly, then they'll offer tissue..." Although the funeral and all the chanting was kinda boring and we had to kneel so much, it was still quite funny when my cousins were being their silly selves ahha...
I'll post some pics of earlier pfms as well as the 16th dec 06 ones. I took a couple of pics in msia as well with the kids ahha...
I haven't got much to do except read at home, x-stitch, f**-sub, watch dramas... since I don't work or study and now that 16th dec 06(pracs for xenbar) is over. However, I've got dance supposedly for Grad Night on 29th Dec so still a few more pracs. I've got 2 days at my ma's childcare centre as a relief teacher this thu and fri as well.
Thu: At the new swimming complex, half-day, fun! playing with kids!
Fri: A xmas party I'm invited haha...
To all my dear frens who texted me on Sat, thanks... :) Xiaoxia, Pam, Eve, Shu, Tyris...
I didn't feel as bad as my grandmama...
Sth I'd like to tell Shu:
I really thank you very much for ur latest testi. I didn't read that line of "I've accepted you as the way you are love you as the way you are" so I wasn't touched. I just re-read it and I realized most of my misery towards frens is that - "my failure to accept". THANks DEAR FRENS once again and LURVE U ALL. May you all be blessed by LIFE!
This is @ Q-bar... We're practising at the balcony aha...
argh, blogger is down so I manage to get one up only.
I'll post the rest soon! ahha... To spice up my blog again!
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My grandpa just passed away last Sat(16th Dec 06)...
I wasn't as sad as when my grandma passed away cos it's sorta expected.
He's weak and stayed in a nursing home ever since a bad fall a few months ago.
16th Dec 06 is supposed to be a big night for me. But in actual fact, it's just another performance night for Xenbar ppl, and we've had other pfms at other venues earlier in the wk. I'm only a hiphop and jazz performer so I've only been to Q-bar on 11th Dec(mon) and MOS on 14th Dec(thu) for pfms hee. The bulk of all pfms are salsa and other ballroom dances(like tango)...
I had my first go at being a stage manager on 16th Dec 06. It was really last minute when Ah Fok came into the dressing room and asked me to be a runner for Nat, the stage manager ha. I'm just her assistant for the 1st part of the show and had to stand in and put on the headphone to converse with the lightings manager in the control room when she performed on stage.
It's still fun anyway, "FIRST TIMES"! Although my grandpa passed away, I was able to forget about it when I reached Kallang theatre cos there was so much bustling around for me to watch and concentrate on. It's only on the way there when I was on the train that I teared a bit. What I'm upset about is the apathy Singaporeans have ahha. No one offered any tissues.
When this was told to the rest of my family in Msia, one cousin commented that, "U shd wail loudly, then they'll offer tissue..." Although the funeral and all the chanting was kinda boring and we had to kneel so much, it was still quite funny when my cousins were being their silly selves ahha...
I'll post some pics of earlier pfms as well as the 16th dec 06 ones. I took a couple of pics in msia as well with the kids ahha...
I haven't got much to do except read at home, x-stitch, f**-sub, watch dramas... since I don't work or study and now that 16th dec 06(pracs for xenbar) is over. However, I've got dance supposedly for Grad Night on 29th Dec so still a few more pracs. I've got 2 days at my ma's childcare centre as a relief teacher this thu and fri as well.
Thu: At the new swimming complex, half-day, fun! playing with kids!
Fri: A xmas party I'm invited haha...
To all my dear frens who texted me on Sat, thanks... :) Xiaoxia, Pam, Eve, Shu, Tyris...
I didn't feel as bad as my grandmama...
Sth I'd like to tell Shu:
I really thank you very much for ur latest testi. I didn't read that line of "I've accepted you as the way you are love you as the way you are" so I wasn't touched. I just re-read it and I realized most of my misery towards frens is that - "my failure to accept". THANks DEAR FRENS once again and LURVE U ALL. May you all be blessed by LIFE!
This is @ Q-bar... We're practising at the balcony aha...
argh, blogger is down so I manage to get one up only.
I'll post the rest soon! ahha... To spice up my blog again!
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{/Monday, December 04, 2006, @9:59 PM.
{ spice up ur life! }
Actually, I came online again to try to find some inspiration on how to start making my prom dress hahaha... Very funny. I realized I don't really have a fixed idea in my head yet. Yeah, I need to draw. I wanna make something really simple but it's yet different in another way. My name is Teacher "Colour"(kyla) so I like lots of colours but it doesn't seem to be feasible when making a formal dress unless I really want to be seen from a thousand miles away. I feel that my blog lacks some spice! Here are some photos: hee hee...
Me on a bicycle under my block. I was gonna cycle to the childcare centre for work ahha...
Phoebe, me, Jordan Nicholas. They are both 3-year-olds.
Oh my goodiness! Phoebe is really pretty. Really cute too. Talks quite a lot haha... Really intelligent. I'm impressed. She likes to visit the toilet though aha. Then I keep bringing her. THere was once when we hugged while I squatted and I fell backwards and she was scared ahha...
Jordan Nicholas is really clever too. The only thing is he's mischievous and likes to say "Teacher, he/she beat me". But also very scared of authority ahahha... It's really funny.
Eugene is damn cute! Really sweet boy! Argh... *croons* He sorta melts my heart... There were a few times when I was sitting on the floor and he came and hugged me from the back. So sweet... Another time was when he was leaving cos the school bus had arrived. He tapped me from the back and said, "bye bye"... Argh... So touched!
The class that I helped to relief together with Teacher Annie. They are called the EDP class, and consist of 3 year olds. The 2 year olds, pre-EDP class, combine with them sometimes.
This is Thurston, he's 6 years old. A handful but very cute at times ahha... Can you see his face? I took this just before he was SUPPOSED to take a nap from 1pm to 3pm as with all the other kids. He doesn't sleeps most of the time ahha.
I'm supposed to take care of pics but instead I took my phone camera and shot quite a couple of pics while the kids took their afternoon nap wahha...
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Me on a bicycle under my block. I was gonna cycle to the childcare centre for work ahha...
Phoebe, me, Jordan Nicholas. They are both 3-year-olds.
Oh my goodiness! Phoebe is really pretty. Really cute too. Talks quite a lot haha... Really intelligent. I'm impressed. She likes to visit the toilet though aha. Then I keep bringing her. THere was once when we hugged while I squatted and I fell backwards and she was scared ahha...
Jordan Nicholas is really clever too. The only thing is he's mischievous and likes to say "Teacher, he/she beat me". But also very scared of authority ahahha... It's really funny.
Eugene is damn cute! Really sweet boy! Argh... *croons* He sorta melts my heart... There were a few times when I was sitting on the floor and he came and hugged me from the back. So sweet... Another time was when he was leaving cos the school bus had arrived. He tapped me from the back and said, "bye bye"... Argh... So touched!
The class that I helped to relief together with Teacher Annie. They are called the EDP class, and consist of 3 year olds. The 2 year olds, pre-EDP class, combine with them sometimes.
This is Thurston, he's 6 years old. A handful but very cute at times ahha... Can you see his face? I took this just before he was SUPPOSED to take a nap from 1pm to 3pm as with all the other kids. He doesn't sleeps most of the time ahha.
I'm supposed to take care of pics but instead I took my phone camera and shot quite a couple of pics while the kids took their afternoon nap wahha...
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@12:44 PM.
{ writing is cathartic }
Mmm. what to blog about.
I'm jobless. I'm dancing a lot, well, it might not be a lot for my teacher but it's alot for me. My body aches. Maybe 25% of my energy has returned. Where has the rest gone? I'm really having insufficient sleep and I feel that I don't have a goal.
It's said that writing your feelings out is cathartic. I'm gonna do just that now and I'll update my dear diary soon as well.
Alrighty, goals for now:
This is a new one:
To sleep at 12am everyday for 5 days cos I'll be off to Msia this weekend, and 2 other weekends in the rest of Dec too. That means at 12am, no matter what I'm doing, I need to stop and lie on my bed and wait to fall asleep aha. [Although I just close my eyes and zap, i'm off to sleep already, cos i'm just too tired mentally and physically.]
As I write, I just realized that it's my THINKING TOO MUCH that makes me miserable again. Argh! I haven't been reading much these days. I need to buck up on reading everything and anything!
Another goal:
To go for dance on all the evenings that Xenbar has to offer for me. I mean my teacher, to be exact. I'll be going on Tue, Wed(To Thumpest, beside Far East Plaza), Thu, and Fri...
Although transport fare is really ex ahha... Considering that I don't work now and I need to go out every night from tmr onwards til Fri. Dance in JJ on Tue and Wed morn is gonna be a bit strenous? Since I've pulled a muscle at my left thigh a few weeks ago, it still hasn't recovered.
Yeah yeah! Reminding myself again:
I need to just relax and be less uptight about stuff for now and lead a work-free, study-free life. I'm lifted instantly. My moodiness is getting to me and...
Thank you POTATO! Evelyn! Shuhui! Rachel! Venis! Tyris! Mama! Papa! Raechal!...
The list can go on and on...
I need to inject more LuRve in my life these days. I just forgot about LURVE totally...
what i know is... I really lurve dancing. It gets me high, HIGH
HIGHHHHHHH! M_M
This is just a very random post. I'm just writing whatever's in my head to clear a bit of the thoughts in there and it's all cloudy now. I'm trying to make the fog dissipate aha...
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I'm jobless. I'm dancing a lot, well, it might not be a lot for my teacher but it's alot for me. My body aches. Maybe 25% of my energy has returned. Where has the rest gone? I'm really having insufficient sleep and I feel that I don't have a goal.
It's said that writing your feelings out is cathartic. I'm gonna do just that now and I'll update my dear diary soon as well.
Alrighty, goals for now:
This is a new one:
To sleep at 12am everyday for 5 days cos I'll be off to Msia this weekend, and 2 other weekends in the rest of Dec too. That means at 12am, no matter what I'm doing, I need to stop and lie on my bed and wait to fall asleep aha. [Although I just close my eyes and zap, i'm off to sleep already, cos i'm just too tired mentally and physically.]
As I write, I just realized that it's my THINKING TOO MUCH that makes me miserable again. Argh! I haven't been reading much these days. I need to buck up on reading everything and anything!
Another goal:
To go for dance on all the evenings that Xenbar has to offer for me. I mean my teacher, to be exact. I'll be going on Tue, Wed(To Thumpest, beside Far East Plaza), Thu, and Fri...
Although transport fare is really ex ahha... Considering that I don't work now and I need to go out every night from tmr onwards til Fri. Dance in JJ on Tue and Wed morn is gonna be a bit strenous? Since I've pulled a muscle at my left thigh a few weeks ago, it still hasn't recovered.
Yeah yeah! Reminding myself again:
I need to just relax and be less uptight about stuff for now and lead a work-free, study-free life. I'm lifted instantly. My moodiness is getting to me and...
Thank you POTATO! Evelyn! Shuhui! Rachel! Venis! Tyris! Mama! Papa! Raechal!...
The list can go on and on...
I need to inject more LuRve in my life these days. I just forgot about LURVE totally...
what i know is... I really lurve dancing. It gets me high, HIGH
HIGHHHHHHH! M_M
This is just a very random post. I'm just writing whatever's in my head to clear a bit of the thoughts in there and it's all cloudy now. I'm trying to make the fog dissipate aha...
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