{/Monday, March 30, 2009, @12:11 PM.
{ The people are who you miss... They make it good for you in this life! }
TITLE: The people are who you miss... They make it good for you in this life!
Ah, la la la dum... Yeah, Sy Jun my dear cousin (biao mei) just reached Singapore last night! She's so farni, I miss her so much, sometimes ahhaa... It's been long since I went back to Ayer Tawar! She's a lil' miss baker, will make the most breads and we'll have lotsa bread in future cos she just got a job in Singapore and will stay here for a while I guess... (Sang was whooping in joy jus now over this)
This is so random. I didn't feel like going for lesson cos i was late for 20 mins so i came to the comp room to use the com... My thoughts are racing yet again, must be due to irregular sleep patterns. 28 Mar 09' (Sat) - a day i had fun i actually didn't have much negative thoughts. too caught up with talking to ppl, talking about ppl. Thanks to Charmaine da-jie & Xiaohui da-jie & of course Pui Ee :D... We can just talk sooooo much! Sometimes I worry for not being able to have topics to talk about, but that fear is pretty much uncalled for? I worry too much these days...
I even wondered ytd... If I went to Mexico and I knew I had to come back 5 mths later, then why go there? I'll just be taken overwhelmed by my sweet sweet memories - i hope they are sweet haah!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAA
SO FUNNY! why i have such thoughts? I think so far ahead. Like I've been living in Mexico sometimes, or in Yellowstone, just not in Singapore even though my big fawt arse is so glued in singapore land... My mind wanders... Not to outer space unless I can have frens/make friends there. I think I really do enjoy talking with people, so amazing, how some ppl can have certain thoughts haha! In Yellowstone, there were lotsa people for us to talk about, look at, play with, hang out with, I didn't have time to think about myself much.
Of course I gotta thank Rui Feng, for reminding me that I shdn't be moping and feeling sad or watever. I shd think of how to have fun while I'm there. Like I wouldn't want to go home 3 mths later to tell my mama that I spent 4K having misery in my life! But how come I can't do that in Singpore? I can't seem to relax... I keep having lots of thoughts, worrying ones. 3 mths hols coming, what job to find? And to Charmaine, Xiaohui & Pui Ee, what about my lunch??? Hahaha... -_- If i remain lonely/single for the rest of my life or after 40 yrs old... - Mama say so I can spend more time with them! But they'll leave me after all, there's like a 31 yrs old gap between me and my belurved Mama. What if I don't have money in Mexico? Then I can't be able to go to the places I might want to go or just wanna follow others when they go wherever they go?
STOP!
Sang says she hopes I have a great time there and a miserable time there too! So I'll not be suffering from all the withdrawal symptoms or missing a place so much. But spent so much money & time getting over there and u don't enjoy it? What a waste...
Guess all points to feeling contented - contentment is bliss and living in the present, hard to to. I guess I was so happy in Yellowstone cos all I did after realizing we do have to leave in the end was to make the most out of every moment.
Bcos of helping out with Speedwing - orientation for participants who are going in the summer this yr, I felt like I went back to Yellowstone again. Sharing my experiences, talking about our times with my 3 fellow YNP comrades again. I'm so amazed that we still have so much to talk about - regarding Yellowstone... If u ask me do I really wanna go back there again, I might not want to? Cos it won't be the same, it won't be like that again, the oh-so-perfect way things were back then. Some ppl asked us what did we do when we were there (on our off-days, free time), I think I just replied that we jus hung around, sometimes not doing much, just slacking (me & evelyn aha), but it was still fun. So many ppl around you, u don't feel alone! I'd go for walks alone sometimes, yet they are so enjoyable! The million of stars up @ night, the cold air, snuggling together (if there are people around u), the pub!, the pine trees (lodge pole pines), dandelions, nice wildflowers, sometimes the bison(i dont' think they are that pretty but they do give ppl the feeling that they are loyal ahah), but i hate the mosquitoes and some moths/flies haha.
YOU can just go there and be as crazy as you want to!
I miss the people there all over again! -_-
Time to come back to Singapore huh?
I don't feel like doing work, I've been reading my notes sometimes for the past few days, it's productive sometimes but like ytd, it wasn't. This morning, nono too. I dozed off a few times! Or maybe it's just my very warped sleep cycle!
mmm, but something I yelled out/squealed in joy/delight - AKI is gonna be in south california, 4 hrs drive away frm mexico come August! WHEE! I imagine meeting her, cos I missed the chance last July - could have met her in San Francisco. ooooh, all the salsa dancing, maybe hiphop dancing, speakin in Spanish, Spanish all around me - things to look forward to?
I guess humans just have to live in the present and look forward to things we come up with? I should so totally just not expect to have certain things, right? Take whatever that comes. I keep repeating these mantras to myself for like the past few months, or just weeks haha, but it doesn't help always. Sometimes, I feel alright and actually happy for a while but most of the time if I have free time and nt concentrating on something, I feel so like a whirlwind, perhaps? I told myself I'd focus on having a good day today, enjoy my day, leave all the worrying to 6pm or something, but sometimes certain worries just keep poppin up in my head? I feel like sleeping... Adopting a good sleeping cycle? Haha, I tot I'd have nothing to write but I guess not...
Be random, talk to people, make friends, hang out. After all, other than your family, the only people u talk to/have fun with/while ur time with... I had fun on 28 Mar 09' /29 Mar 09' (Sat/Sun) - after Speedwing thing @ Toa Payoh HDB hub, Chinese garden night walk with Cheng Teng, Liyun & frens, Rach joined later, then LAN shop (my first time visiting a Lan shop in Spore) playing Left 4 Dead with YIHong, kar meng, zhili, siripong (they call him pongpong - so funny), Zhili, Cheng Teng's fren called Neo, Venis & Rach haha(which i just totaly suck at - i cannot become a gamer even if I aspire to be? The only online game I play is audition and i haven't played in months ahha, when i say i play audition, ppl snort & laugh - esp Rach)...
Rach said something so totally her and it's funny as always!
"Grace, you can come meh/today? U usually cannot!"
something like that, not sure but like she's questioning my presence there ahah!
Yihong too... We were saying wana take jump shot then he muttered to his friends,
"jump ah, i jump very high till you all cannot see me!" i burst out laughing, cannot take it ahha!
cos in the past, meetups with u all clash with other stuff ma ahha. but i have a lot of free time actually, if not, i wouldn't have so much time for me to worry about stuff ahha.
Mmm, and ah, night walks would be so totally fun in Yellowstone. But in Singapore, u just sweat and look like shite? So shag man!
Gush, I wrote so much in the end! 我不是不喜欢华文，我只是有时候想休息？或许我应该再度go back to fansubbing, to that world i used to be in (just fansub all the way, then feel incredulous sense of achievement having completed episodes hahha)??? 毕竟，那时，我很快了。哈哈。因为精神都集中在那儿，脑力消耗很快（因为翻译和不同语言一直在我脑里转换），但是不行了！因为考试要到了？怎么办？汪大东/汪东城 so cute! muy lindo ahha! 爱就宅一起 so nice! i'm amazed I'm actually watching shows that are so new! cos i always watch long-ago shows hah!
tata, later! though i wonder if ppl read aha! do i have so much inspiration in sch to blog? i haven't wrote in my journal for a loong loong time!
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Ah, la la la dum... Yeah, Sy Jun my dear cousin (biao mei) just reached Singapore last night! She's so farni, I miss her so much, sometimes ahhaa... It's been long since I went back to Ayer Tawar! She's a lil' miss baker, will make the most breads and we'll have lotsa bread in future cos she just got a job in Singapore and will stay here for a while I guess... (Sang was whooping in joy jus now over this)
This is so random. I didn't feel like going for lesson cos i was late for 20 mins so i came to the comp room to use the com... My thoughts are racing yet again, must be due to irregular sleep patterns. 28 Mar 09' (Sat) - a day i had fun i actually didn't have much negative thoughts. too caught up with talking to ppl, talking about ppl. Thanks to Charmaine da-jie & Xiaohui da-jie & of course Pui Ee :D... We can just talk sooooo much! Sometimes I worry for not being able to have topics to talk about, but that fear is pretty much uncalled for? I worry too much these days...
I even wondered ytd... If I went to Mexico and I knew I had to come back 5 mths later, then why go there? I'll just be taken overwhelmed by my sweet sweet memories - i hope they are sweet haah!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAA
SO FUNNY! why i have such thoughts? I think so far ahead. Like I've been living in Mexico sometimes, or in Yellowstone, just not in Singapore even though my big fawt arse is so glued in singapore land... My mind wanders... Not to outer space unless I can have frens/make friends there. I think I really do enjoy talking with people, so amazing, how some ppl can have certain thoughts haha! In Yellowstone, there were lotsa people for us to talk about, look at, play with, hang out with, I didn't have time to think about myself much.
Of course I gotta thank Rui Feng, for reminding me that I shdn't be moping and feeling sad or watever. I shd think of how to have fun while I'm there. Like I wouldn't want to go home 3 mths later to tell my mama that I spent 4K having misery in my life! But how come I can't do that in Singpore? I can't seem to relax... I keep having lots of thoughts, worrying ones. 3 mths hols coming, what job to find? And to Charmaine, Xiaohui & Pui Ee, what about my lunch??? Hahaha... -_- If i remain lonely/single for the rest of my life or after 40 yrs old... - Mama say so I can spend more time with them! But they'll leave me after all, there's like a 31 yrs old gap between me and my belurved Mama. What if I don't have money in Mexico? Then I can't be able to go to the places I might want to go or just wanna follow others when they go wherever they go?
STOP!
Sang says she hopes I have a great time there and a miserable time there too! So I'll not be suffering from all the withdrawal symptoms or missing a place so much. But spent so much money & time getting over there and u don't enjoy it? What a waste...
Guess all points to feeling contented - contentment is bliss and living in the present, hard to to. I guess I was so happy in Yellowstone cos all I did after realizing we do have to leave in the end was to make the most out of every moment.
Bcos of helping out with Speedwing - orientation for participants who are going in the summer this yr, I felt like I went back to Yellowstone again. Sharing my experiences, talking about our times with my 3 fellow YNP comrades again. I'm so amazed that we still have so much to talk about - regarding Yellowstone... If u ask me do I really wanna go back there again, I might not want to? Cos it won't be the same, it won't be like that again, the oh-so-perfect way things were back then. Some ppl asked us what did we do when we were there (on our off-days, free time), I think I just replied that we jus hung around, sometimes not doing much, just slacking (me & evelyn aha), but it was still fun. So many ppl around you, u don't feel alone! I'd go for walks alone sometimes, yet they are so enjoyable! The million of stars up @ night, the cold air, snuggling together (if there are people around u), the pub!, the pine trees (lodge pole pines), dandelions, nice wildflowers, sometimes the bison(i dont' think they are that pretty but they do give ppl the feeling that they are loyal ahah), but i hate the mosquitoes and some moths/flies haha.
YOU can just go there and be as crazy as you want to!
I miss the people there all over again! -_-
Time to come back to Singapore huh?
I don't feel like doing work, I've been reading my notes sometimes for the past few days, it's productive sometimes but like ytd, it wasn't. This morning, nono too. I dozed off a few times! Or maybe it's just my very warped sleep cycle!
mmm, but something I yelled out/squealed in joy/delight - AKI is gonna be in south california, 4 hrs drive away frm mexico come August! WHEE! I imagine meeting her, cos I missed the chance last July - could have met her in San Francisco. ooooh, all the salsa dancing, maybe hiphop dancing, speakin in Spanish, Spanish all around me - things to look forward to?
I guess humans just have to live in the present and look forward to things we come up with? I should so totally just not expect to have certain things, right? Take whatever that comes. I keep repeating these mantras to myself for like the past few months, or just weeks haha, but it doesn't help always. Sometimes, I feel alright and actually happy for a while but most of the time if I have free time and nt concentrating on something, I feel so like a whirlwind, perhaps? I told myself I'd focus on having a good day today, enjoy my day, leave all the worrying to 6pm or something, but sometimes certain worries just keep poppin up in my head? I feel like sleeping... Adopting a good sleeping cycle? Haha, I tot I'd have nothing to write but I guess not...
Be random, talk to people, make friends, hang out. After all, other than your family, the only people u talk to/have fun with/while ur time with... I had fun on 28 Mar 09' /29 Mar 09' (Sat/Sun) - after Speedwing thing @ Toa Payoh HDB hub, Chinese garden night walk with Cheng Teng, Liyun & frens, Rach joined later, then LAN shop (my first time visiting a Lan shop in Spore) playing Left 4 Dead with YIHong, kar meng, zhili, siripong (they call him pongpong - so funny), Zhili, Cheng Teng's fren called Neo, Venis & Rach haha(which i just totaly suck at - i cannot become a gamer even if I aspire to be? The only online game I play is audition and i haven't played in months ahha, when i say i play audition, ppl snort & laugh - esp Rach)...
Rach said something so totally her and it's funny as always!
"Grace, you can come meh/today? U usually cannot!"
something like that, not sure but like she's questioning my presence there ahah!
Yihong too... We were saying wana take jump shot then he muttered to his friends,
"jump ah, i jump very high till you all cannot see me!" i burst out laughing, cannot take it ahha!
cos in the past, meetups with u all clash with other stuff ma ahha. but i have a lot of free time actually, if not, i wouldn't have so much time for me to worry about stuff ahha.
Mmm, and ah, night walks would be so totally fun in Yellowstone. But in Singapore, u just sweat and look like shite? So shag man!
Gush, I wrote so much in the end! 我不是不喜欢华文，我只是有时候想休息？或许我应该再度go back to fansubbing, to that world i used to be in (just fansub all the way, then feel incredulous sense of achievement having completed episodes hahha)??? 毕竟，那时，我很快了。哈哈。因为精神都集中在那儿，脑力消耗很快（因为翻译和不同语言一直在我脑里转换），但是不行了！因为考试要到了？怎么办？汪大东/汪东城 so cute! muy lindo ahha! 爱就宅一起 so nice! i'm amazed I'm actually watching shows that are so new! cos i always watch long-ago shows hah!
tata, later! though i wonder if ppl read aha! do i have so much inspiration in sch to blog? i haven't wrote in my journal for a loong loong time!
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{/Friday, March 20, 2009, @3:11 PM.
{ "happiness is the seed of sorrow" }
TITLE: "happiness is the seed of sorrow"
The above title is a quote from somebody famous i think.
It's just "oh-so-true", don't you think...
The past 4 days, I've been hooked on Channel 8 for the past 4 nights, “煮妇的假期” （not祝福的假期）哈哈。Mingmin so funny, she said the 3 of us are the 3 of the housewives. Right after, she said she's Ann Kok hahahahaha! My papa likes that show super lots too, so we'd find ourselves right before the TV @ 9pm!
It was a horrendous 4 weeks too! I'm so glad HC202 resources homework was done, HC332 last precis was done & HC301 presentation FINALLY OVER! WHEWWWWWWWW! So I practically didn't go online much. Okie, I was online, would chat and check mail but I didn't watch any shows and I feel so sorry for the fans out there waiting for TWFX releases hahah. I shd so get back to work huh... But I've got another 3000-5000 words essay due on Monday for Hc213! Will work hard for it!
Pretty cool, the feeling of having finished things. I gave a "YEAH!" with Caiyan at the end of HC301 lesson haha ytd. I slept for like 13 hrs just now! Cos I was soooooo tired... I tot I'd never be able to get thru this week, with all the deadlines! Thank goodiness Dr Hee, who teaches HC213 said he wants to make sure that he can see my seriousness & effort for my essay when I submit it. It's alright if he gives me an extended deadline. Really grateful for it!
JDC is sooooooooo over! So many pics on fb aha. I had fun, when it comes to laughing... I was worrying quite alot over my imminent deadlines this weeek so sometimes i was just plain worried. I need to dance? Getting so fat haha. But I do admit that all the practices in the past were like taking their toll on me! I feel so tired!
Met Angel randomly/coincidentally in the Chinese library yesterday evening. (Tingting: translation for you ahah)
She went "hallo kyla-san, konban wa" haha.
I went, "Konban wa! o genki desu ka?" (good evening, how are u?)
"Hai." （good)
"daijobu desu ka?" (are you alright?)
"iie." (no)
"doushite?" (why?)
HAHAHHAH... we exchanged like 6 lines haha!
robot/angel didn't continue cos she didn't know how to say long sentences or give the explanation in Jap haha.
I kinda enjoy my time with my Chinese coursemates these days. Can laugh with Yiting more often now. Yu Qi/MingNa/Jingchao/Chenghui also very funny in their own way! Sharon (obsessed with her soft toy, Birdie - but it just looks like a rotten piece of cabbage), PeiShan (when she's mad, i just find it so amusing - no offence argh! u're so cute when u're angry haha!)...
I miss crapping more with Angel, the Robot so I was genuinely happy when I met her randomly haa! Oh Caiyan too hah. We were discussing 《色.戒》as we watched it during HC213 ytd afternoon! It was the uncut version so I was like totally "ewwww" and amazed at some of their sex scenes hah. Like total distortion of the body!
Caiyan suddenly laughed and told me she recalled in newspapers before that a woman got hurt as she tried the pose that Mr Yi & Mak Taitai did in the show hahaha! She also said Li An wanted to get Gigi Leung to be the female lead. But Gigi rejected cos she didn't want to strip in the show. After seeing the "eww" yet amazing sex scenes, I think i know why Gigi don't want. She's such a 玉女！haha! I take my hat off to 汤唯！I can finally see the big hoo-ha over "Lust. Caution" ahhaha...
As much as I'm reading these days, I'm still trying to find the answer... So keep on reading... Sometimes, I'd feel real at peace, but sometimes everything just seems so fleeting (eg. my thoughts)... Whatever it is, 顺其自然 is still what I shd follow, maybe for many out there too!
Cos we watching 《一切完美2》on Channel U last night. Papa said Kelly could cry like whenever she wants to. I said, "me too! just tell me (menacingly), "you can never go back to those happy times u had in Yellowstone" ." hahahahah... Papa went, “看你去墨西哥回来后怎么样。” hahahhaha, it just means "see how you'll be when u get back from mexico". My parents are like waiting to see how even worse the withdrawal symptoms will be after i get back frm mexico next yr ahhhahhaha! Mama also rather often says so, she even once said she regretted letting me go to Yellowstone, come back like become so super emo and crazy ahha! But like I'm excited that i can go and be as crazy as i want to again, like in Yellowstone.
I shd so watch more shows/dramas huh haha... We can reallly learn so much huh. My papa even questioned, "R21? You can watch meh?" hahahah. when i told him & sang last night that we watched that in school ytd haha!
Some quote I saw somewhere,
"Happy people don't have everything. They just make the most out of everything they have."
from step up 2, the female lead,
"It's not about what you've got. It's about what you make of you what you've got!"
1st pic: JDC rehearsal on 1st Mar 09' (Sun)
2nd pic: Yen Li, Moi & Sheau Fong - upsided using Simon's phone!
after i gt home, i like to take pics of my makeup
and this expression is so diff frm diff ones so i uploaded it for fun ahah!
kbox with Li Ru during recess week,
27 Feb 09' (Fri)
my tuition kids - P1
Venis y (and in spanish) kyla
rach's bday (cumple anos de rachel) on 28 feb 09' (sat)
i lurve group pics! amo fotographias de grupos.
with mingmin (hee) & chong min (skinny min) haa!
i like it, i feel so at peace in the pic! @ this hong kong cafe - xinwang in Cine...
shite, forgot which date aha!
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The above title is a quote from somebody famous i think.
It's just "oh-so-true", don't you think...
The past 4 days, I've been hooked on Channel 8 for the past 4 nights, “煮妇的假期” （not祝福的假期）哈哈。Mingmin so funny, she said the 3 of us are the 3 of the housewives. Right after, she said she's Ann Kok hahahahaha! My papa likes that show super lots too, so we'd find ourselves right before the TV @ 9pm!
It was a horrendous 4 weeks too! I'm so glad HC202 resources homework was done, HC332 last precis was done & HC301 presentation FINALLY OVER! WHEWWWWWWWW! So I practically didn't go online much. Okie, I was online, would chat and check mail but I didn't watch any shows and I feel so sorry for the fans out there waiting for TWFX releases hahah. I shd so get back to work huh... But I've got another 3000-5000 words essay due on Monday for Hc213! Will work hard for it!
Pretty cool, the feeling of having finished things. I gave a "YEAH!" with Caiyan at the end of HC301 lesson haha ytd. I slept for like 13 hrs just now! Cos I was soooooo tired... I tot I'd never be able to get thru this week, with all the deadlines! Thank goodiness Dr Hee, who teaches HC213 said he wants to make sure that he can see my seriousness & effort for my essay when I submit it. It's alright if he gives me an extended deadline. Really grateful for it!
JDC is sooooooooo over! So many pics on fb aha. I had fun, when it comes to laughing... I was worrying quite alot over my imminent deadlines this weeek so sometimes i was just plain worried. I need to dance? Getting so fat haha. But I do admit that all the practices in the past were like taking their toll on me! I feel so tired!
Met Angel randomly/coincidentally in the Chinese library yesterday evening. (Tingting: translation for you ahah)
She went "hallo kyla-san, konban wa" haha.
I went, "Konban wa! o genki desu ka?" (good evening, how are u?)
"Hai." （good)
"daijobu desu ka?" (are you alright?)
"iie." (no)
"doushite?" (why?)
HAHAHHAH... we exchanged like 6 lines haha!
robot/angel didn't continue cos she didn't know how to say long sentences or give the explanation in Jap haha.
I kinda enjoy my time with my Chinese coursemates these days. Can laugh with Yiting more often now. Yu Qi/MingNa/Jingchao/Chenghui also very funny in their own way! Sharon (obsessed with her soft toy, Birdie - but it just looks like a rotten piece of cabbage), PeiShan (when she's mad, i just find it so amusing - no offence argh! u're so cute when u're angry haha!)...
I miss crapping more with Angel, the Robot so I was genuinely happy when I met her randomly haa! Oh Caiyan too hah. We were discussing 《色.戒》as we watched it during HC213 ytd afternoon! It was the uncut version so I was like totally "ewwww" and amazed at some of their sex scenes hah. Like total distortion of the body!
Caiyan suddenly laughed and told me she recalled in newspapers before that a woman got hurt as she tried the pose that Mr Yi & Mak Taitai did in the show hahaha! She also said Li An wanted to get Gigi Leung to be the female lead. But Gigi rejected cos she didn't want to strip in the show. After seeing the "eww" yet amazing sex scenes, I think i know why Gigi don't want. She's such a 玉女！haha! I take my hat off to 汤唯！I can finally see the big hoo-ha over "Lust. Caution" ahhaha...
As much as I'm reading these days, I'm still trying to find the answer... So keep on reading... Sometimes, I'd feel real at peace, but sometimes everything just seems so fleeting (eg. my thoughts)... Whatever it is, 顺其自然 is still what I shd follow, maybe for many out there too!
Cos we watching 《一切完美2》on Channel U last night. Papa said Kelly could cry like whenever she wants to. I said, "me too! just tell me (menacingly), "you can never go back to those happy times u had in Yellowstone" ." hahahahah... Papa went, “看你去墨西哥回来后怎么样。” hahahhaha, it just means "see how you'll be when u get back from mexico". My parents are like waiting to see how even worse the withdrawal symptoms will be after i get back frm mexico next yr ahhhahhaha! Mama also rather often says so, she even once said she regretted letting me go to Yellowstone, come back like become so super emo and crazy ahha! But like I'm excited that i can go and be as crazy as i want to again, like in Yellowstone.
I shd so watch more shows/dramas huh haha... We can reallly learn so much huh. My papa even questioned, "R21? You can watch meh?" hahahah. when i told him & sang last night that we watched that in school ytd haha!
Some quote I saw somewhere,
"Happy people don't have everything. They just make the most out of everything they have."
from step up 2, the female lead,
"It's not about what you've got. It's about what you make of you what you've got!"
1st pic: JDC rehearsal on 1st Mar 09' (Sun)
2nd pic: Yen Li, Moi & Sheau Fong - upsided using Simon's phone!
after i gt home, i like to take pics of my makeup
and this expression is so diff frm diff ones so i uploaded it for fun ahah!
kbox with Li Ru during recess week,
27 Feb 09' (Fri)
my tuition kids - P1
Venis y (and in spanish) kyla
rach's bday (cumple anos de rachel) on 28 feb 09' (sat)
i lurve group pics! amo fotographias de grupos.
with mingmin (hee) & chong min (skinny min) haa!
i like it, i feel so at peace in the pic! @ this hong kong cafe - xinwang in Cine...
shite, forgot which date aha!
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{/Sunday, March 08, 2009, @10:46 AM.
{ maybe i shd go back to being a tv addict }
TITLE: Maybe I shd so go back to being a TV addict
Maybe I shd so go back to being a TV addict and watch TV as much as I can. Life sorta seemed simple like that. But I don't remember frm when onwards, I'd take it as a waste of time, like I SHD BE LIVING MY LIFE OUT THERE, not watching ppl live theirs.
今天，不知道要写什么。好，就说件好笑的事哈哈。昨天，本来要同爸妈一块儿去JB参加妈妈的朋友的侄子的婚礼。妈要我去因为她说我很久没见她朋友了。结果，JDC prac 后，爸还特地去学校载我回家。到家后，梳洗完后已经要准备出门了，妈提醒我拿自己的护照。然后，我就：“啊！我没有护照”。妈：“为什么没有？”我：“因为我的护照在ICA。”哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈，好好笑。白忙了一场。他们出去后，我就试图读写阅读资料。读了费洛伊德的“自恋导论”，真的是难读懂，因为每隔一面的最左边的几个字没印到，读起来是用猜的。那种很具学术性的华语一直让我得反复读很多遍才跟得上，但是只稍微明白一点。有时，却有真的不明白。管它的啦，只要我能把它读完就好了，我虽不知重点是什么但至少有点印象。好过我不曾读过对吗？
最近一直感到坎坷不安。“物极必反”应该是真的吧。希望如此。焦虑的心情不好。我常患得患失。哈哈。后来发觉原来如此。还蛮难过没得参加dancetitude。That's cos it's held in late August and I'm already in Mexico by then. Gush I think I can't bear using Mandarin to talk about events and describe things. It takes so long and I have to figure the descriptive words. I think I prefer to write about my feelings in Mandarin ahha, 有种很诗意的感觉。 我也会担心交朋友的部分。我昨天就在和桑聊，虽然她一直说不要讲了，但她也说了相当多，所以我也说了许多话哈哈。我说我的欲望都是那种用钱不能解决的哈哈。像感情（友情、爱情、人与人之间的情啦）之类的东西。如果我的欲望都是些名牌包、写字、衣服等，那该多容易解决。所谓“能够用钱解决的问题都不是大问题哈哈。”
对了，然后我躺在床上不到几会儿就睡着了，6点多睡到8点哈哈。醒来后，就看电视哈哈。看到1点多，好久没有这样了。Flightplan 看到一半时，桑回来了哈哈。她就说起我好少这样看电视。好像自从2年前外公来我们家住了好几个月开始，我看电视的习惯似乎被改掉了。因为，外公很喜欢看电视，有点像霸着电视那样地看。也可怜他没什么其它的事可做。渐渐地，我就很少看电视了。我更时常坐在电脑面前。对了，以前也很时常fansubbing,现在好像都不做这些事了。
昨天看了kaiwen上载到facebook的影片。是我们在2003年的SYF比赛的片子！好怀念哦。仿佛那些以前在中学练舞的所有片段都重新在脑里放映。又感伤回不到过去。我昨天也和桑说：“我好像除了这样子过活儿，什么其它方式都不懂。”(like my emo way of living - sentimental, nostalgic?, feels sad)... 啊，但有时又会发现自己在烦够了过后，真的就不凡，然后回平静一阵子哈哈。
该去读书了！我下个星期有4分作业要交！我的妈呀！不来时就不来，一来就全部一起来！Okie,不该那么说。有时有些星期还偶尔会有点事做，但一块儿来4个还真是没见过。 我很想念我的父母，虽然他们就在身旁。我想，这更我要去Mexico有关，我发现自己在出国很久之前，我都会特别珍惜家人吧，尤其是父母。最近，我甚至觉得家里真的才是最好的。是最佳的避风港。对自己好的，真的只有父母吧。okie la, 有些好朋友也蛮好的，桑也蛮好的虽然有时我会不爽她。算了，我的问题真的是想太多。哎呀，爸还说：“什么想念？我们在家你也想念？你这样子好像你有不祥的预感。”
啊，本来没什么好写的，最后又写那么多！Yeah, I've been having pretty busy days recently but I still don't think I'm busy enough hahhhhaha. Out with Yeek & Ji Chou (pardon me haha - i dont think he'll ever read) then with Mingmin and Chong Min right before tuition. Ah, they are just so funny. Yeek, more meetups and can the MIAPHL faster make her appearance? I forgot how she looks like already haha. 有时还是写英文让我觉得比较舒畅！习惯终究是习惯。
我应该更时常又说自己是小朋友！哈哈，如以前一样。 我应该更努力地去更新我的纪录，那些记录人们说的话，做的事。如以前一样。 （总是让我在阅读时有种温馨的感觉，因为我真的拥有很多。） 已经满久了吧，我总要写一篇“give thanks”的文章 - 在我的日记里，但是还没有做！ 因为我要学会怎样“知足常乐”啊哈哈。
edited on 20 Mar 2009 (Fri)... (re-arranged pics & added captions) 21 Feb 09' (anti-drugs competition @ HDB hub)
grp pics with the gurls!
green = anna, winnie the pooh = kyla, orange = shili
red = huiling
the green eyeshadow i drew for her haha. like colouring! so niceeeeeee!
20 Feb 2009' (post-Chingay dinner yummy)
chong min, michelle, kyla
my dear juniors, super funny sia, i always have lotsa fun with you gurls!
MC40 ish soooooooooooo shuaiiiiiiii!
courtesy of yunyin! taken on 13 Mar 09' (Fri)
Da Mouth concert @ NTU!
i seriously think shi ling (40) cuter with his current hairstyle. i was searching for his pics online then realized him with black hair (earlier image) wasn't that cute and sunshiney as after a tinge of colour in his hair! his current hairsyle is cuter too! "pong pong" at the top!
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Maybe I shd so go back to being a TV addict and watch TV as much as I can. Life sorta seemed simple like that. But I don't remember frm when onwards, I'd take it as a waste of time, like I SHD BE LIVING MY LIFE OUT THERE, not watching ppl live theirs.
今天，不知道要写什么。好，就说件好笑的事哈哈。昨天，本来要同爸妈一块儿去JB参加妈妈的朋友的侄子的婚礼。妈要我去因为她说我很久没见她朋友了。结果，JDC prac 后，爸还特地去学校载我回家。到家后，梳洗完后已经要准备出门了，妈提醒我拿自己的护照。然后，我就：“啊！我没有护照”。妈：“为什么没有？”我：“因为我的护照在ICA。”哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈，好好笑。白忙了一场。他们出去后，我就试图读写阅读资料。读了费洛伊德的“自恋导论”，真的是难读懂，因为每隔一面的最左边的几个字没印到，读起来是用猜的。那种很具学术性的华语一直让我得反复读很多遍才跟得上，但是只稍微明白一点。有时，却有真的不明白。管它的啦，只要我能把它读完就好了，我虽不知重点是什么但至少有点印象。好过我不曾读过对吗？
最近一直感到坎坷不安。“物极必反”应该是真的吧。希望如此。焦虑的心情不好。我常患得患失。哈哈。后来发觉原来如此。还蛮难过没得参加dancetitude。That's cos it's held in late August and I'm already in Mexico by then. Gush I think I can't bear using Mandarin to talk about events and describe things. It takes so long and I have to figure the descriptive words. I think I prefer to write about my feelings in Mandarin ahha, 有种很诗意的感觉。 我也会担心交朋友的部分。我昨天就在和桑聊，虽然她一直说不要讲了，但她也说了相当多，所以我也说了许多话哈哈。我说我的欲望都是那种用钱不能解决的哈哈。像感情（友情、爱情、人与人之间的情啦）之类的东西。如果我的欲望都是些名牌包、写字、衣服等，那该多容易解决。所谓“能够用钱解决的问题都不是大问题哈哈。”
对了，然后我躺在床上不到几会儿就睡着了，6点多睡到8点哈哈。醒来后，就看电视哈哈。看到1点多，好久没有这样了。Flightplan 看到一半时，桑回来了哈哈。她就说起我好少这样看电视。好像自从2年前外公来我们家住了好几个月开始，我看电视的习惯似乎被改掉了。因为，外公很喜欢看电视，有点像霸着电视那样地看。也可怜他没什么其它的事可做。渐渐地，我就很少看电视了。我更时常坐在电脑面前。对了，以前也很时常fansubbing,现在好像都不做这些事了。
昨天看了kaiwen上载到facebook的影片。是我们在2003年的SYF比赛的片子！好怀念哦。仿佛那些以前在中学练舞的所有片段都重新在脑里放映。又感伤回不到过去。我昨天也和桑说：“我好像除了这样子过活儿，什么其它方式都不懂。”(like my emo way of living - sentimental, nostalgic?, feels sad)... 啊，但有时又会发现自己在烦够了过后，真的就不凡，然后回平静一阵子哈哈。
该去读书了！我下个星期有4分作业要交！我的妈呀！不来时就不来，一来就全部一起来！Okie,不该那么说。有时有些星期还偶尔会有点事做，但一块儿来4个还真是没见过。 我很想念我的父母，虽然他们就在身旁。我想，这更我要去Mexico有关，我发现自己在出国很久之前，我都会特别珍惜家人吧，尤其是父母。最近，我甚至觉得家里真的才是最好的。是最佳的避风港。对自己好的，真的只有父母吧。okie la, 有些好朋友也蛮好的，桑也蛮好的虽然有时我会不爽她。算了，我的问题真的是想太多。哎呀，爸还说：“什么想念？我们在家你也想念？你这样子好像你有不祥的预感。”
啊，本来没什么好写的，最后又写那么多！Yeah, I've been having pretty busy days recently but I still don't think I'm busy enough hahhhhaha. Out with Yeek & Ji Chou (pardon me haha - i dont think he'll ever read) then with Mingmin and Chong Min right before tuition. Ah, they are just so funny. Yeek, more meetups and can the MIAPHL faster make her appearance? I forgot how she looks like already haha. 有时还是写英文让我觉得比较舒畅！习惯终究是习惯。
我应该更时常又说自己是小朋友！哈哈，如以前一样。 我应该更努力地去更新我的纪录，那些记录人们说的话，做的事。如以前一样。 （总是让我在阅读时有种温馨的感觉，因为我真的拥有很多。） 已经满久了吧，我总要写一篇“give thanks”的文章 - 在我的日记里，但是还没有做！ 因为我要学会怎样“知足常乐”啊哈哈。
edited on 20 Mar 2009 (Fri)... (re-arranged pics & added captions) 21 Feb 09' (anti-drugs competition @ HDB hub)
grp pics with the gurls!
green = anna, winnie the pooh = kyla, orange = shili
red = huiling
the green eyeshadow i drew for her haha. like colouring! so niceeeeeee!
20 Feb 2009' (post-Chingay dinner yummy)
chong min, michelle, kyla
my dear juniors, super funny sia, i always have lotsa fun with you gurls!
MC40 ish soooooooooooo shuaiiiiiiii!
courtesy of yunyin! taken on 13 Mar 09' (Fri)
Da Mouth concert @ NTU!
i seriously think shi ling (40) cuter with his current hairstyle. i was searching for his pics online then realized him with black hair (earlier image) wasn't that cute and sunshiney as after a tinge of colour in his hair! his current hairsyle is cuter too! "pong pong" at the top!
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{/Thursday, March 05, 2009, @11:58 PM.
{ IDK }
TITLE: IDK
I really like taking the bus. It's been long since I had long bus rides.
I tot of putting up a "I miss..." entry but lazy now.
I realize I like teaching dance in schools. I feel like I want to keep in contact with those kids I teach but it's like hard to maintain anyway and nothing to hold me and them together. Alrighty, now's the time to “只在乎曾经拥有” (like just care about once having/enjoyed)... Cherish the moment.
或许“患得患失” 患：忧患，担心。担心得不到，得到了又担心失掉。形容对个人得失看得很重。
真是我的一个特征吧！就如我跟怀玉说的一样。我时常在意别人有的，然后我没有的。或许这是我不开心的最主要原因吧。
很奇怪，我还是有种“我不知该为什么而活”，有时啦。Was in Kelvin's room trying to find that song I heard on his player this morning - but we couldn't! For like 1 hr plus i guess. Ah, it's 3.35am! I'm so impressed by him playing the first 2 8s of "It Ends Tonight" haha, he bought a keyboard that day so cool but i dunno how to play songs on it! Haha. He told me he learnt on youtube. No wonder he said can self-learn. He bought a guitar before his keyboard then I still thought he wasting money but guess not. If he really learns well using the resources online, it's good! One thing to cheer about for the internet - like finally? or rarely? ahha...
taken on 2nd Feb 09' (Mon)
--- YNP mini gathering cum Evelyn's farewell dinner haha!
We all have red spots, haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
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I really like taking the bus. It's been long since I had long bus rides.
I tot of putting up a "I miss..." entry but lazy now.
I realize I like teaching dance in schools. I feel like I want to keep in contact with those kids I teach but it's like hard to maintain anyway and nothing to hold me and them together. Alrighty, now's the time to “只在乎曾经拥有” (like just care about once having/enjoyed)... Cherish the moment.
或许“患得患失” 患：忧患，担心。担心得不到，得到了又担心失掉。形容对个人得失看得很重。
真是我的一个特征吧！就如我跟怀玉说的一样。我时常在意别人有的，然后我没有的。或许这是我不开心的最主要原因吧。
很奇怪，我还是有种“我不知该为什么而活”，有时啦。Was in Kelvin's room trying to find that song I heard on his player this morning - but we couldn't! For like 1 hr plus i guess. Ah, it's 3.35am! I'm so impressed by him playing the first 2 8s of "It Ends Tonight" haha, he bought a keyboard that day so cool but i dunno how to play songs on it! Haha. He told me he learnt on youtube. No wonder he said can self-learn. He bought a guitar before his keyboard then I still thought he wasting money but guess not. If he really learns well using the resources online, it's good! One thing to cheer about for the internet - like finally? or rarely? ahha...
taken on 2nd Feb 09' (Mon)
--- YNP mini gathering cum Evelyn's farewell dinner haha!
We all have red spots, haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
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{/Sunday, March 01, 2009, @9:43 PM.
{ Tired eyes... - i'm kinda liking the world though }
Title: Tired eyes... - i'm kinda liking the world though
AHHHHHHHHHHHH, my eyes are feeling so sore now - lack of sleep (toopid chalet's very cold air con - i think i was awake like 75% of the time - gush, can compare with being lost @ Shoshone Lake that kind of perpetual coldness and feels like there's nothing u can do about it - thank goodiness for SYNN WHO off the aircon in the end hahah), eye makeup (draw draw draw)!!!!!!
We really had so much fun laughing! That card game, calling each other names, super duper lame names each of us chose... giggling - crazy but think of "who cares" and "lead a crazy life" so even if u're termed crazy by others, it's not a big deal! LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST Haha!
Recess week is over. HC202 toopid assignment not done yet - haven started but thank you uni course mates - i have something to write. Really thanks a lot :D
Been dancing lots. JDC prac took like whole of today and I had fun at Rach's bday celeb hee hee. My gush, that card game can entertain us for like 1 hr plus and we tried diff rounds - super funny! Laughing so much really made my mood so high haha! Like laugh so much, forgot all my troubles.
I'm back to the "observing the world as it is" me, and like, studying people - personality traits thru their actions and stuff.
ON 17 FEB 09' (TUE) --- costume check for JDC
ON 19 FEB 2009 (THU)
cousins night out - manhattan fish market @ PS
can see the diff direction i'm looking at? aha... i jus found it a bit interesting aha.
kelvin bro and hong jun
looks nice but not that nice haha.
some yummy platter. he shared with kelvin haa.
weiyang & his gf sharing some platter.
mine - looks too healthy liao ah... a bit bland haa.
on the way home - crowded trains at night!
sit on the floor seh.
taken on 18 Feb 09' (WED)
@ Sengkang Primary School
MY GURLS HAHAH!
miss you all! i got the anti drugs comp pics i took but i haven uploaded yet.
Guess the way to go is still - be contented with what we have (boundless wants can't be satisfied) and treasure what we have now. Don't wait till it's too late. Min, jiayou!!!!! See ya soon!
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AHHHHHHHHHHHH, my eyes are feeling so sore now - lack of sleep (toopid chalet's very cold air con - i think i was awake like 75% of the time - gush, can compare with being lost @ Shoshone Lake that kind of perpetual coldness and feels like there's nothing u can do about it - thank goodiness for SYNN WHO off the aircon in the end hahah), eye makeup (draw draw draw)!!!!!!
We really had so much fun laughing! That card game, calling each other names, super duper lame names each of us chose... giggling - crazy but think of "who cares" and "lead a crazy life" so even if u're termed crazy by others, it's not a big deal! LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST Haha!
Recess week is over. HC202 toopid assignment not done yet - haven started but thank you uni course mates - i have something to write. Really thanks a lot :D
Been dancing lots. JDC prac took like whole of today and I had fun at Rach's bday celeb hee hee. My gush, that card game can entertain us for like 1 hr plus and we tried diff rounds - super funny! Laughing so much really made my mood so high haha! Like laugh so much, forgot all my troubles.
I'm back to the "observing the world as it is" me, and like, studying people - personality traits thru their actions and stuff.
ON 17 FEB 09' (TUE) --- costume check for JDC
ON 19 FEB 2009 (THU)
cousins night out - manhattan fish market @ PS
can see the diff direction i'm looking at? aha... i jus found it a bit interesting aha.
kelvin bro and hong jun
looks nice but not that nice haha.
some yummy platter. he shared with kelvin haa.
weiyang & his gf sharing some platter.
mine - looks too healthy liao ah... a bit bland haa.
on the way home - crowded trains at night!
sit on the floor seh.
taken on 18 Feb 09' (WED)
@ Sengkang Primary School
MY GURLS HAHAH!
miss you all! i got the anti drugs comp pics i took but i haven uploaded yet.
Guess the way to go is still - be contented with what we have (boundless wants can't be satisfied) and treasure what we have now. Don't wait till it's too late. Min, jiayou!!!!! See ya soon!
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