{/Sunday, May 31, 2009, @4:25 PM.
{ it's not a short post HAHAHA. }
LATEST PIC I GOT of FRH in penang hahaa.
i nv tot i'd be come a fan gurl OVER frh haha. BUT more exactly/precisely, DA DONG GE GE HAA! i Need to play the sims 2. always rmb, enjoy life haha.
Arron in shorts haha. Not exactly shorts but very short as compared to the long pants they normally wear haha. DA DONG has shorter bangs and someone on AF i think it's milk^tea says Da Dong and Arron are like 2 lil' kids jumping here and there!
this is gonna be a short post aha. I'M GONNA POST A SHORT POST.
i was showering at 2 am just now and i dried myself with a towel then i realized I DIDN'T LATHER ON SHOWER FOAM. hahahhaha. SO I HAD to re-do it haha.
i feel like i'm happier, at least not sad/melancholic aha. this period of total misery just happened cos i wanted to stop. i stopped too long. u know stop as in stop everything. i'm still thinking too much but it's less frequent and i'm like enjoying time, like much better than before. SO, I believe i'll be better, soon :D
It's gonna be a fun-filled week hahaa. lookin forward haha. and they are all relaxing stuff, of course still got to work. without work, u won't enjoy freedom or like the things u like doing (though I'm not too sure what i like but at least i realized being obsessed about timing and translating while fansubbing - making the english subtitles appear together with the chinese hardsubbed ones haha is something i like? DANCING (I SO ENJOYED VERNON'S CLASS - i kinda feel that not being in dancetitude gives me the freedom to go attend any class i like haah) really, i might make it ahah??? FAHRENHEIT'S backup dancer (i want to dance couple dance with da dong haha/Elva haha).... DREAM ON, but go and dream it anyway ahha. Having goals better than none right?
ah long post haha... no!
oh what else i enjoy?
- big laughs! laughing crazily.
- funny things, experiences, moments haa.
- READING AF *Asian Fanatics* THREAD on Da Dong
- showsssssssss - love scenes of jealousy ahha!
- EATING haha, cheese makes my day!
- sweet memories ba - say bye bye to the very emo thought of - too bad it won't happen again, but at least it happened and look forward to future such memories right?
WHAT I'M THINKING OF NOW:
whether should we blur the lines of reality and imagination or really just KEEP It separate and be miserable tat we're not in fantasy land? oh whatever! sometimes this phrase is soo good ah. it prevents me from thinking too much and bugging myself haha. i read frm quite a no of sources that u really should just learn to enjoy NOW, the present. cos if u enjoy NOW/PRESENT, the future will take care of itself cos it's made up of all the MOMENTS OF NOW/THE PRESENT.
------ see i have so many qns huh ahha. inquisitive odd child me.
------ discuss with MY belurved UNI CLIQUE ON TUESDAY AHHA!
I THINK I'M NOT SUPER SUPER HAPPY but at least i like how i feel now, much better than before. Just think, not sad not sad not sad can already ahaha. Then hang out with people, create lurvely memories with them.
This morning/late morning/afternoon haha, I woke up wondering if I'll be so sad when I reach 50 yrs old, how will I look and stuff... I mean come on, I cannot picture me in the distant future! But, it dawned on me that I'M ONLY YOUNG ONCE HAHA! 青春不留白啊！热血热血！去追飞轮海吧！Dunno what will happen but 尽量争取 TO GET THE CHANce on stage then can dance cha cha(i wanna dance salsa with him and dance salsa in general - got craving sometimes hah) with him like the soo damn damn lucky GURL in Msia. I SHOUTED WHEN I SAW THAT VID. da dong's hand on her waist/back, for so many times! HEART POUND POUND! FRH is soo near me now, i mean in particular 大東哥哥 hahaa. 大熊東東！i just screamed out loud you know hahaha. But then I tot that since Da Dong can look so young despite being 28 yrs old and he looks even younger like a lil' boy now with his shorter bangs and short haircut, I think I can too ahha. Since people ask me which yr of sec sch i'm in now ahhaha!
Evelyn is very funnaye!
I told her my dreams (i was very bothered and felt sad sometimes cos i think it wont happy but i think i shd possibly think MAYBE. at least see what happens before i totally deny it haha) now is to get a Da Dong lookalike bf and have F4 LOOK-ALIKE boy friends! haaahah. i DON'T aspire to be Tsukushi/ShanCai/JanDi, but I just want to be Xiao You ahha, who still enjoys the company of 4 sweet-looking flower-like boys. uh but actually just F3 enough, cos i really don't care for the korean MEI ZUO ahahhahahaha.
evelyn said, it's good to dream ahaha. and include her if i get REAL HAWT LOOKIN BOY FRIENDS. ahhahaha. very very funny! i told my mama while eating at Lai Lai @ JP just now. I dragged my parents out and boy! i was so excited by food haha! ENJOY LIFE SIA HA. uh, naggy voice of "are you really happy?" - to yell with it haha. if i don't enjoy NOW, then when? haha. (there is no way to happiness, happiness is the way. haha) AT LEAST TRY HUH! haa.
and dress nicely if i feel like. for wad? FOR FUN LA HAHA! it's so fun to do different identities, change is fun aha!
--- the above - for you all who are reading to enjoy a good laugh bah haha. now for me is, i just try to enjoy what i have la. ahah. then the 2 dreams - see if they will ever happen. life is sooo unpredictable, but it's fun to talk about it right? just don't go in deeper and feel real sad it isn't reality yet haha.
my gush this is not a long post! i luv my parents ahahha. i tot i'd be bored with them or what like i tot i'd be bored with everyone in the world except for Da Dong and cute-looking Taiwanese boys, Korean boys, Japanese boys, Russian boys ahhha.................. But I had fun talking with my bro when he's in the moood for talking, with my dearies (MIAP - Hai Hailin & Yeek), with Ye Ye and Xiao Xi at my work place hahha. SO IT'S MOST IMPORTANT TO HAVE FUN. now i feel happy then try not to think how sad or if there's a possibility i might feel sad later - THINK TOO MUCH.
i think MIAP hai hailin u said something really true. u said i'm really thinking too much, cos when i try to express my feelings into words, this process is already THINKING. so it's THINKING TOO MUCH ALREADY AHA!
what my fun-filled week will be like ahha:
Mon - Out with M3/Justice Bao ahah - to collect E.L.F. stuff (arrived already ahah) and eat in IMM haa. She even said let's meet for lunch at IMM cos we won't be late since we'll both be HUNGRY ahha. I told my Papa and he laughed too haha. She said I'm RK and go figure it myself when I said she's M3. I asked if it means "roll kaya" (she likes to say that when i annoy her with something lame i said haha) then she goes "no, it's rotten kaya haha" really LOL! I might go for Mo's dance class at night but depends haha.
Tue - Uni clique outing @ some board games cafe, can't rmb if it's settlers' or minds ahha. To celebrate Sharon/Xue Ren/monkey she's belated bday ahaha.
Wed - WORK WHOLE DAY.
Thu - WORK in the morn and night dance class.
Fri - K lunch @ Clementi with Xiaoxia and Gwen haha.
Sat - 30 HOUR FAMINE KIDDOS performance @ Downtown east in the evening. But i think it's gonna be a long day since we have to get there to makeup and stuff HAHA. FUN! lurve such experiences!
Sun - rest day bah? and evening might have dance prac for COCA COLA mass dance @ the Heeren 2 weeks frm now haha. OH, maybe got potluck at Taina's apartment for YELLOWSTONERS AHHA. charmaine can know who the cute korean is hahaha.
BELIEVE IN THE MAGIC OF LIFE AHAH. like the last person i tot i'd meet eyes with actually turned out to be that person ahaha. VERY INTERESTING thing. reminder of how unpredictable life is. so wait and see what unexpected surprises life brings - it's fun haa! YEAH GENTING GENTING in mid june!
Mood: MUCH BETTER - good thing
Though I'm glad and happy that we have a SUN, I often think "ATSUI NEH!" (hawt hawt weather sia...)
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{/Friday, May 29, 2009, @3:06 AM.
{ zhou chong qing rocks my world! }
da dong & ZHOU CHONG QING HA!
TA DA- TO DAY TODAY... THE PIC OF DA DONG HAA.
Ppl say his new hair like Zai Zai or Arron. But I think though I think so too, can't blame it or wad cos the other two had that hairstyle too.
The good thing is, he's even younger! It's like HAIRSTYLE changes one TOTALLY! I wrote on youtube (on one of the many press conference vids of Tao Hua Xiao Mei) that with this hairstyle, he looks so sunshine and got jap feel! KAWAII NEH! even younger haha. I also wrote cos I think he has to keep on being young, cos he's an OU XIANG IDOL! ahah. So he can forever act as student? ahha. :D
think of how he inspires me ahha. to work hard, to 吃苦当吃补！to be a stronger person!it's a different kind of inspiration from elva! oh well, except sometimes i will long to meet him and do stuff with him and be his friend forever or him to luv me. - okie normal fangurl who's crazed/obsesed ahha. but i'm not so obessed nemore. THINK OF THE GOOD THINGS! like i have eyes to be able to appreciate beauty. a computer so i can watch him all i want? not that i want to keep on watching him that much but i stil like him and hear him and will feel happy that WHAT A CUTE BOY! ah, don't know la. neh, thinking too much again aha!
ZHOU CHONG QING - YOU ROCK MY WORLD HAHA.
your laughter is soooooooo contagious!
AH... i just added u on facebook and wrote a super long personal message for you but suddenly it disappeared! will write on ur wall when u accept me hahah...
(ah, the contents a bit different but who cares aha. i still mean it - can't rmb wad exactly i wrote)
因为我在《我要唱下去》的AUDITION看到你！第一眼看到你：心里是兴奋的咯！HAHAH. 然后因以免出丑、上电视，最后压抑了自己哈哈。然后也有点不敢啦，毕竟你在工作，然后我在排队嘛，怕AA (ATTRACT ATTENTION)...
我有被你访问到哈！应该是我的傻笑吧！想和你打招呼、说话，但不敢。但是，心里的喜悦还是浮现出来啊哈！相由心生哈哈！哈哈哈。
最近心情没那么开朗，但是听到你的笑声 - 它的魔力无法挡！我真的有那种“真得很开心、很感激由周崇庆这样的一个人在世上！我们太幸福了！你真的带给很多人欢乐哈哈！似乎，你说的每一句话都超具喜感！哈哈哈！YAY!永远支持你！
有人传简讯给你，说你的笑声有种魔力，让他忘掉烦恼。然后你回答：“可是我不可以随便乱笑，不然人家会以为我ki siao!” i really LAUGH OUT LOUD! and 不止一次，整晚在听歌的时候跑出房间，回到电脑面前！然后，听到房里的歌暂停了，又马上跑进去听你的超欢乐节目和声音！paris and milan show = HAVEN'T HAD SUCH A GOOD SHOW IN SUCH A LOONG TIME HAA. very singaporean-flavoured! 让我觉得新加坡那么有趣哈！
HAHHA - I DIDN'T expect to write so much. But anyway ahha, just blish blash ahha... Oh and before I forget:
(my comment on Evelyn's blog - DTF ahh)
(to remind myself) :D
JIA YOU KYLALA!
YOU CAN DO IT!
有时候，真的没有人可以依靠。那时，就靠自己吧！
i finally understand why kelvin korkor/didi say i very dependent and LAUGHS AT ME OVER IT! ARGHHHH!
pic on 4th May 09' (mon) - 中文系outing - course outing!
Yesterday's work was nice. Like enjoyable though super slack haa. But i feel that I like certain things about it. It's what Xiaoxia means bah ahha. As time passes, you grow feelings for things and like them.
...
The hour spent in Chinese library today reading this guy's book (the things he said) he's some japanese guy who knows true happiness haha. i felt like i absorbed a lot, and still got 杂念 in my heart but i continued and tot i'd "eat" them (food for the soul) and then try to make it out.
Then last night at MJ (Pat's class), i felt like i really used my heart (用心地跳）- feels very very different. I kinda feel like I'm alone in this world - it's sooo quiet and it's scary - the silence. But I still feel touched when I listened to the radio all the way home. Now walking to school and the journey back home doesn't seem that scary. Cos I LISTEN TO MUSIC AND SING! singing - i luv it so much ahha. especially when i sing with my heart and soul. sometimes i feel down, like there's no one i can sing those lyrics that are so meant for your bf/gf, but maybe i shouldn't care and just enjoy the feeling of SINGING UR HEART OUT - like really out haa! and appreciate the beauty of the lyrics. Weird that I won't think so much and just simply appreciate when it was Tang poems or Song "ci" or ancient stuff haha. NEWAYS, i think too much hor. TRY TO THINK LESSER.
It dawned on me too that imagination is sooo important. Without it, without any pretense or identity/character change - life is boring. Like reality is sooo dry. You don't feel full at all. Though now, one of strong wants is to have those pai kia friends, those guys who wear skinny jeans and dress uber-stylishly or whoever ahaha then we'd hang out in a big group, it's like a DREAM? haha. Well, I'd jus think of what Leo said in Charmed Season 2 "Everything has its own time. You can't wish for what's to be." REALLY LA, i think the answer is to just find things to enjoy and wait? Like what natsujo06 said too about "time for things". If it's meant to be, it will happen no matter what. Believe is veryyy veryyy important.
GUSH, I BLOGGED SO LOOOOOONG AGAIN! I need to immerse myself in the make-believe world again. I felt happy dancing, though it was a kind of silent kind haha. Maybe this is the way to feel? I'm just getting used, I don't know. I think all this while, I've been searching for myself! AND DON'T THINK TOO MUCH and READ MORE AND WATCH MORE DRAMAS AHHA!
my tag board is at CONFESS OUT LOUD! but i prefer comments actually.
thanks JING FOR YOUR COMMENT :DDDDDDDD
ahhaha, i can't imagine u sitting there and crying like that?
but at first my crying was like melancholia, like no point in living that kind haa. then wil feel heart ache, especially when coupled with yellowstone memories haha.
then recently, they became tears of being touched/moved :D
LAST FRIDAY'S TUITION! 22 May 09'
what these dear gurls drew for me...
真的，久了就有感情。可以说，我是真正开始喜欢上和他们相处的时间！
小孩子也有可以学习的地方哈哈！啊，我以前那么喜欢小孩子！
thanks gurls, u gurls comforted me without knowing...
:D though i don't feel the best/greatest, i felt BETTER - that's better than nothing!
赶走寂寞！彻底的孤独感!人间的温情oh?
其实，又一件事让我想到就开心，即便是小小的开心！
这一个月里，已经有三个人问我读中学几年级!
(Actually, there's this matter that makes me happy, even if it's just a lil' happy. In this month, there has been 3 people who has asked me which yr of sec school I'm in HAHAH!)
Well, I hope I haven't completely lost the zest for life and the ability to believe? Believe in fate! 相信缘分!相信自己！相信这个世界还有很多等着我的惊喜！experiencessss!!! looking forward to random meeting with my girlies (JC clique)
IT'S SO IMPORTANT TO ESCAPE TO SOME OTHER PLACE. what i realized. but of course, dont be over obsessed? hahaa. i think it's not like just being able to escape to a different world is the best way out, but at least, i think HAVE TO ENTER IT SOMETIMES HAHA. so far, that's what i think. UH, 慢慢来吧。AND JOLIN made me 刮目相看too! Nw, I rally feel that there's a reason why these artistes/idols are sooo popular/hong! Cos they really work hard and that's something we should appreciate them! Wow wow! I nv tot I'd like think of Jolin that way ahah. But like she keeps on learning. Will talk about her interview on 933 i heard ytd after noon before MJ (after work & returning frm NTU) haha (siao right me, went NTU twice)...
oh and the night before, Yu Poh Hui (Yu Bao Hui) amused me super lots la haa. Our stupid chat.... :D but really, i'm so happy you read my ENTRY AHHA. and u really read all of it. I think i can set comprehension questions for my blog entry right? cos so long and can be confusing sometimes cos i just jump here and there right! haahha. erratic! AH OYASUMINASAI, GOTTA ORH ORH LA! fan gao aha! lurve languages - be blown away by them again! SLOWLY ... man man lai!
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TA DA- TO DAY TODAY... THE PIC OF DA DONG HAA.
Ppl say his new hair like Zai Zai or Arron. But I think though I think so too, can't blame it or wad cos the other two had that hairstyle too.
The good thing is, he's even younger! It's like HAIRSTYLE changes one TOTALLY! I wrote on youtube (on one of the many press conference vids of Tao Hua Xiao Mei) that with this hairstyle, he looks so sunshine and got jap feel! KAWAII NEH! even younger haha. I also wrote cos I think he has to keep on being young, cos he's an OU XIANG IDOL! ahah. So he can forever act as student? ahha. :D
think of how he inspires me ahha. to work hard, to 吃苦当吃补！to be a stronger person!it's a different kind of inspiration from elva! oh well, except sometimes i will long to meet him and do stuff with him and be his friend forever or him to luv me. - okie normal fangurl who's crazed/obsesed ahha. but i'm not so obessed nemore. THINK OF THE GOOD THINGS! like i have eyes to be able to appreciate beauty. a computer so i can watch him all i want? not that i want to keep on watching him that much but i stil like him and hear him and will feel happy that WHAT A CUTE BOY! ah, don't know la. neh, thinking too much again aha!
ZHOU CHONG QING - YOU ROCK MY WORLD HAHA.
your laughter is soooooooo contagious!
AH... i just added u on facebook and wrote a super long personal message for you but suddenly it disappeared! will write on ur wall when u accept me hahah...
(ah, the contents a bit different but who cares aha. i still mean it - can't rmb wad exactly i wrote)
因为我在《我要唱下去》的AUDITION看到你！第一眼看到你：心里是兴奋的咯！HAHAH. 然后因以免出丑、上电视，最后压抑了自己哈哈。然后也有点不敢啦，毕竟你在工作，然后我在排队嘛，怕AA (ATTRACT ATTENTION)...
我有被你访问到哈！应该是我的傻笑吧！想和你打招呼、说话，但不敢。但是，心里的喜悦还是浮现出来啊哈！相由心生哈哈！哈哈哈。
最近心情没那么开朗，但是听到你的笑声 - 它的魔力无法挡！我真的有那种“真得很开心、很感激由周崇庆这样的一个人在世上！我们太幸福了！你真的带给很多人欢乐哈哈！似乎，你说的每一句话都超具喜感！哈哈哈！YAY!永远支持你！
有人传简讯给你，说你的笑声有种魔力，让他忘掉烦恼。然后你回答：“可是我不可以随便乱笑，不然人家会以为我ki siao!” i really LAUGH OUT LOUD! and 不止一次，整晚在听歌的时候跑出房间，回到电脑面前！然后，听到房里的歌暂停了，又马上跑进去听你的超欢乐节目和声音！paris and milan show = HAVEN'T HAD SUCH A GOOD SHOW IN SUCH A LOONG TIME HAA. very singaporean-flavoured! 让我觉得新加坡那么有趣哈！
HAHHA - I DIDN'T expect to write so much. But anyway ahha, just blish blash ahha... Oh and before I forget:
(my comment on Evelyn's blog - DTF ahh)
(to remind myself) :D
JIA YOU KYLALA!
YOU CAN DO IT!
有时候，真的没有人可以依靠。那时，就靠自己吧！
i finally understand why kelvin korkor/didi say i very dependent and LAUGHS AT ME OVER IT! ARGHHHH!
pic on 4th May 09' (mon) - 中文系outing - course outing!
Yesterday's work was nice. Like enjoyable though super slack haa. But i feel that I like certain things about it. It's what Xiaoxia means bah ahha. As time passes, you grow feelings for things and like them.
...
The hour spent in Chinese library today reading this guy's book (the things he said) he's some japanese guy who knows true happiness haha. i felt like i absorbed a lot, and still got 杂念 in my heart but i continued and tot i'd "eat" them (food for the soul) and then try to make it out.
Then last night at MJ (Pat's class), i felt like i really used my heart (用心地跳）- feels very very different. I kinda feel like I'm alone in this world - it's sooo quiet and it's scary - the silence. But I still feel touched when I listened to the radio all the way home. Now walking to school and the journey back home doesn't seem that scary. Cos I LISTEN TO MUSIC AND SING! singing - i luv it so much ahha. especially when i sing with my heart and soul. sometimes i feel down, like there's no one i can sing those lyrics that are so meant for your bf/gf, but maybe i shouldn't care and just enjoy the feeling of SINGING UR HEART OUT - like really out haa! and appreciate the beauty of the lyrics. Weird that I won't think so much and just simply appreciate when it was Tang poems or Song "ci" or ancient stuff haha. NEWAYS, i think too much hor. TRY TO THINK LESSER.
It dawned on me too that imagination is sooo important. Without it, without any pretense or identity/character change - life is boring. Like reality is sooo dry. You don't feel full at all. Though now, one of strong wants is to have those pai kia friends, those guys who wear skinny jeans and dress uber-stylishly or whoever ahaha then we'd hang out in a big group, it's like a DREAM? haha. Well, I'd jus think of what Leo said in Charmed Season 2 "Everything has its own time. You can't wish for what's to be." REALLY LA, i think the answer is to just find things to enjoy and wait? Like what natsujo06 said too about "time for things". If it's meant to be, it will happen no matter what. Believe is veryyy veryyy important.
GUSH, I BLOGGED SO LOOOOOONG AGAIN! I need to immerse myself in the make-believe world again. I felt happy dancing, though it was a kind of silent kind haha. Maybe this is the way to feel? I'm just getting used, I don't know. I think all this while, I've been searching for myself! AND DON'T THINK TOO MUCH and READ MORE AND WATCH MORE DRAMAS AHHA!
my tag board is at CONFESS OUT LOUD! but i prefer comments actually.
thanks JING FOR YOUR COMMENT :DDDDDDDD
ahhaha, i can't imagine u sitting there and crying like that?
but at first my crying was like melancholia, like no point in living that kind haa. then wil feel heart ache, especially when coupled with yellowstone memories haha.
then recently, they became tears of being touched/moved :D
LAST FRIDAY'S TUITION! 22 May 09'
what these dear gurls drew for me...
真的，久了就有感情。可以说，我是真正开始喜欢上和他们相处的时间！
小孩子也有可以学习的地方哈哈！啊，我以前那么喜欢小孩子！
thanks gurls, u gurls comforted me without knowing...
:D though i don't feel the best/greatest, i felt BETTER - that's better than nothing!
赶走寂寞！彻底的孤独感!人间的温情oh?
其实，又一件事让我想到就开心，即便是小小的开心！
这一个月里，已经有三个人问我读中学几年级!
(Actually, there's this matter that makes me happy, even if it's just a lil' happy. In this month, there has been 3 people who has asked me which yr of sec school I'm in HAHAH!)
Well, I hope I haven't completely lost the zest for life and the ability to believe? Believe in fate! 相信缘分!相信自己！相信这个世界还有很多等着我的惊喜！experiencessss!!! looking forward to random meeting with my girlies (JC clique)
IT'S SO IMPORTANT TO ESCAPE TO SOME OTHER PLACE. what i realized. but of course, dont be over obsessed? hahaa. i think it's not like just being able to escape to a different world is the best way out, but at least, i think HAVE TO ENTER IT SOMETIMES HAHA. so far, that's what i think. UH, 慢慢来吧。AND JOLIN made me 刮目相看too! Nw, I rally feel that there's a reason why these artistes/idols are sooo popular/hong! Cos they really work hard and that's something we should appreciate them! Wow wow! I nv tot I'd like think of Jolin that way ahah. But like she keeps on learning. Will talk about her interview on 933 i heard ytd after noon before MJ (after work & returning frm NTU) haha (siao right me, went NTU twice)...
oh and the night before, Yu Poh Hui (Yu Bao Hui) amused me super lots la haa. Our stupid chat.... :D but really, i'm so happy you read my ENTRY AHHA. and u really read all of it. I think i can set comprehension questions for my blog entry right? cos so long and can be confusing sometimes cos i just jump here and there right! haahha. erratic! AH OYASUMINASAI, GOTTA ORH ORH LA! fan gao aha! lurve languages - be blown away by them again! SLOWLY ... man man lai!
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{/Tuesday, May 26, 2009, @1:53 PM.
{ key to happiness: exercise/ "Do the things you love with the people you love". - lead a fulfilled life - try it then 下判断哈哈 }
DAILYDOSE OF DA DONG FIRST.
TO BEAUTIFY 美化 my blog haha.
CREDITS OF ALL PICS: ASIANFANATICS DA DONG THREAD (PART 8)
PRESS CONFERENCE VERY RECENT FOR THE NEW tao hua show
got Cyndi Wang hah. XinDong (da dong and xin ling), Calvin, Wang Jing Lun (dunno why m3 so in lurve with him - mean ming min is m3) haha.
new hair style a bit like Arron Yan Ya Lun right ahha.
but i like his straight bangs too! like piggyval haha.
SO BOY BOY, BOYISH, SUPER YOUNG KID HAH cute!
I HART.
I watched Night At the Musuem 2 with 2 of my cuzzins (potato and a 13 yr old fahrenheit fan haha) last night. It WAS FREAKIN' ZOMG HILARIOUS AT SOME PARTS and i howled like a few parts in NATM 1 haha. The little men (owen wilson and the Rome guy) are sooo funnaye haha! "melo-drama" for the Rome guy ahhaahhaha...
SPOILERRRRRRRRR ALERTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!
And Larry (Ben Stiller) learnt that the key to happiness is "to do the things you lurve with the people you love". Cannot tahan, flooded my face again... AHHHHHHH... brought back all the memories of last summer ya know. But Robbie Williams said it's "exercise" (key to happiness) hahahahaha.. --- so lead a fulfilled life, after all, life is so vast ain't it, why minimize myself/restrict myself to just one small part? there's lots to experience and the future is really unpredictable. sooo try it first, then 下判断哈 haa. 会有意外的收获！人世间的事，不是很多都是意外吗？意外：意外之料的事. need to watch more 古装戏哈，cos i had the strong urge to connect with nature all cos of the TVB and mainland ancient china dramas haha. 武侠哈哈。
THEN i like to stay till the end, hoping got some more stuff after the credits end. But no have. I ended up washing my face with tears again ahhaha. it's really yi lei xi mian!以泪洗面... like crying for something but i'm not sure exactly why... like why am i feeling sad/melancholic these days. like NOT THE HAPPY feeling u know...
then when we went to ah ni uncle's house, i cried while eating again, like letting my body go through this healing process all over again. u know, u can really feel pain, heartache when u really feel very sad sometimes u know ... like when u cry, it's like the crying sensation and ur heartache.
ahhhhhh... gush, 多愁善感！LIKE if u ask me why i cry i can't tell you an exact reason but i just feel like crying so much. maybe cry for the gone times of yellowstone (cos that show just brought back all the memories u know), why i have melancholia - like hard to find joy from things, want a mars-like boyfriend (ah 大東), scared the 40 yr old "prophecy" will happen! ahhhhhhhhhh... but it felt good to cry like that.
sometimes, i wonder if my ability to feel such a great spectrum of feelings - good or not good. that's why i really adore the super high feelings haha. uh, but like S.H.E.'s "tong kuai" 痛快, everything needs to be experienced... but then hahah i'm thinking it's cos of boredom again too... when i got things to do, i'd feel like at least not empty ahahaha. yeAHHH YAY! lookin forward to reggae class tonight! at least these days, i feel that i enjoy the feeling of dancing with other people. being able to learn mel's steps that day after kiddos prac felt good! haha. like woAH, the gangstery me haha!
oh well, natsujo06 said:
"you should look for your mars then! =)
oh no wait i remember a verse, one should never look for the one, because everything on earth has its own time and its own season. okay? although sometimes i wish everyone were a couple. love <333" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);"> she's so nice right ahhaha :D
RANDOM PICS
somewhere in january. cuzzin Joyce came back frm Finland for another cousin Fei-kor's wedding and this is her second son - Bryan! haha. my hair --- super toot ahha but cos i was bored with my fringe so i anyhow cut frm time to time ahhah ^_^
grp pic!
cuzzin joyce beside me she has her youngest daughter Kiara in her arms.
That's Bryan and one other son is missing (the eldest son called Elton).
Bryan is a veryy sweet boy ahha. :D
magical saturday night ahha
the prelude to the magical night out @ clarke quay's Rebel haha.
@ 09 May 09' (Sat) ahha.
pretty blonde - Taina!
ithink i looked super shag aha.
i took these pics before i showered. i got home at almost 6am the next day (Sunday) ha.
but i was happy happy that day aha! muy feliz! kai xin! hoi sum ha.
20 May 09' (Wed)
went to meet Taina again random, for ladies night.
cab home 24 bucks ahhhh ahha.
the best things was the live music in Arena. those US peeps are sure smokin' hawt, 真会炒热气氛！HAHA. AND the gurls can reggae like no one's business, shake their butt, do hip curls and stuff - it's like they know it frm birth ahha. like they can roll their hips even when they were infants!AHHAHAHAH... and the dancing la... but i preferred sat's magical night haa.
watch me and mi shoes haa!
i was tryin to catch my shoes in the pic and finally succeeded.
OMIGUSH, kylala, there are times when u stil enjoy yourself lots la. the past 3 magical saturdays. i think i told xiaoxia and hai hailin (MIAP) haha, that i've decided i live for Saturdays haaha. not entirely melancholic haha! just enjoy and leave the rest to the Gods/Goddesses up there! :D jia you oh!
mexico mexico, better come true. then i can salsa all night and speak spanish till i'm so tired i can fall asleep every night.
to 2nd aunt last night haha, everything i say is amusing to them haha. thanks charmaine da-jie, good to know i entertained u when i told u i told my mama "为什么要生我？" and "谢谢你们给了我快乐的二十年”。(meaning frm the 20th yr onwards (cos 1st yr to 19th year = 20 yrs in total) ahah, it has been downslope or something) you even said u cannot sleep cos i made u laugh hahah.
oh yeah then 2nd aunt also said my hair is very nice hah m_m (natsujo06 jut told me she likes my hair too - thanks :DDD - i look at it these days and i like it too haha! if i forget the melancholic feelings, it does feel good haha - think, like in an equation, minus melancholia, left happy about my hair = good ahah ;D) but i had the creativity to say "人这么不开心，头发怎么会有办法生到这么美leh？” 哈哈哈。2nd aunt just laughed and laughed again haha. the inspiration came frm “相由心生”。like if your heart is beautiful u'd look beautiful too. frm 布衣神相 - a show that i haven't finished since a few yrs ago i think? haha but i luv it so much. lam feng too funnaye hah!
okie la, 如果快乐真的是选择（okie that's a fact since all things depend on our perceptions), 是我一直选择不快乐吧。我现在想做 friendship bands for sang sang (i owe her haha) and S haha. but then i kinda keep on procrastinating ahha. like i want to read diff books (i feel like it) and watch all the superb k dramas, jdoramas, taiwanese shows, english shows, tvb hk dramas ahha, but like i feel tat i want to do a lot but then my spirit feels weak cos like wan to do many things.
AHHH, RECALLED JORDIN SPARKS' "ONE STEP AT A TIME". okie haha, i shd just stop thinking about "fiction is fake, why read/why watch shows". that's where i got a large part of my happiness from when i was young. just read/watch stuff/enjoy musicals and stuff ahahah SO I THINK TOO MUCH AGAIN HAHA! enjoy the journey. then frm the journey to the end, it will be happy and memorable! :D
i do feel slightly better frm the psycho-ing and EXERCISE - for me is in the form of dance haa. the dark age will pass - if i believe! the law of attraction is true! if u keep thinking negative, it'll just bring all the negative things over. if u think positive, more positive thoughts will come. OKIE, do more things and crap less - 少说话，多做事ha. my family (my mama especially) tells me to talk less fei hua hahahahha.
Oh and one amazing point ahha (for myself to look bad and i do think i'm ridiculous enough alr) - people tell me this is nice, u should do it and bla. then i'd feel uh, but i don't want to do cos like i feel it won't be nice hahaa. HAHAHAH. like if i don't do, how i know right? ahha. then i give judgements straight away, even without giving it a chance. so TAKE A CHANCE.
i enjoyed myself on...
the first magical sat - out with taina and friends haha (minyi, anna, corina, johannes, catherine) and NR5 nice guy ahha.
2nd magical sat - out whole day, helped yeek deco for her bday at JTC and then had an amazing time laughin sooo much haha!
3rd magical sat - audition for Wo Yao Chang Xia Qu and had the feelings of surprise and amazement frm all the unexpected things hah. like people aren't who they seem to be frm the first glance. then to starbucks for wad's less of the sec sch class outing hahaha. talked so much crap! and laughed loads. i luv it haha and wished for more!
JIA YOU 加油 ADD OIL. ganbatte neh. AJA AJA FIGHTING! (huaiting haha)
luv yourself, treasure yourself. ur parents gave u an amazing life. 一切随缘吧。 good, u still want to find happiness after all. not say you want to give up. it's just that sometimes, u feel so tired that u wanna stop everything.
THANKS MIAP BY THE WAY AHHA. had like the first nice long chat with you the first time? ahhaha, see ya on Friday and i want to be "rewoken" by dance. searching deep within me. got do things better than do nothing haha. i told my 2nd aunt and potato about that funnaye auntie and they laughed too. then potato commented that woman like me. can only feel that other people's things are good but never feel that ownself things are good, example "other people's kids" and got that cynical attitude? ah, do i keep using cynical wronglY? WHATEVER HAHAHAH.
如果你觉得自己是幸福的，你就是幸福的！
maybe, everything we feel, is all cos we choose to feel it ourselves? I THINK TOO MUCH, SO KYLALA, NYC, PLS GO AND PRACTISE BETTER SLEEPING HABITS. i think it'll be possible cos tonight after reggae class i'll be able to sleep really well ahha cos sooo tired. last week's prac (1st one for me) made my thighs ached for 4 days and still had to work 10 hrs on wed (the next day right after prac) so it was... very torturous and i'm glad i survived it! though i felt tat it wasn't too hard to bear and it's myself, not strong enough to survive it cos i felt like giving up haha. then one gurl was askin me on my 2nd day of work if it was my first day of work, cos i only saw her that day. i said no, it was my 2nd. then she asked if i was singaporean. i said yeah, then she said normally singaporean gurls cannot tahan after the first day ahah. i think she said i'm good or something positive since i still returned haha. then i tot, got really so hard to bear meh? cos i think bear paw deli at first even more jialat. i felt how bangalas must have felt haha last summer at first. but like everyone endures the first day together with you, so it's not too bad aha :D
miap was funnaye when i told her wad wu zun said about living each day meaningfully/with purpose. she went, "but there isn't so much meaning everyday for us to live with wad hahaa..."
yeah it will all clear bah.
always remember... "the moment before light is the darkest" HAHHAH. 黄石历险记 - 深山里的迷路HAHAHA. that should be something i keep on remembering right? but like too bad i wasn't that scared, cos i kinda enjoyed the experience n feels happy about it - like an adventure (to evelyn's amusement/disbelief? ahah) despite all the gigantic blue-blacks i got and my super-achy legs the next few days. WOAH, really need to let ur body work hard then u rest - it feels so damn awesome and u feel alive haha! yeah yeah yeah, suddenly, i feel the happiness feeling in me. like NA JIU SHI REN SHENG 那就是人生！THAT'S LIFE!活得有滋有味！yeah, go back to watching shows, then live life with passion and lots of excitement hahah . . . collect all the joys and experiences hah! be open to things! hahaa, self-reflective blog again - according to robot/angel haha, she feels that my blog is very self-reflective.
how come i can never write short posts though i wanted to? haha.
i just wanted to rant that one side of my ear phones spoil again last night. but today, got sound frm both already. YEAH HAHA! be happy over simple things (ah sang tells me that too) cos it's easy to be happy like that ahaha. 为每一次的拥有而欢呼！享受那一刻！HAHA. CHEER FOR EVERY THING YOU FEEL LIKE CHEERING/HAVE SOMETHING! haha sometimes i could believe that each moment mustn't be wasted, cos it won't come back haha. but these days i wish time could pass faster so the good things could come. ah, really need to live it, feel myself living with each emotion that runs through me haha. JIA YOU. and thinking too much but it's better now soooo just let it happen. don't try to control things ahhaah.
u know what? sometimes when i feel like i want to play the sims 2 or watch shows, i end up telling myself i shouldn't cos i wouldn't be able to stop and then i'd feel that i'dll miss it when i can't do it, like if i have to work or go out haha. THEN LIKE OVER-THINKING WHEN I JUST WANNA THINK OF ONE THING TO DO. but good too la, the feeling of longing for something isn't good haha but then when you get back to it, it feels oh-so-bloody-good! MY FINGERS VERY TIRED ALREADY AHHAHAHAAHHAHA. dance dance dance! feel alive! dancing gave me so much joy! i need to dance more and feel the endorphins!
AND I THINK... people are worried for me, like my family and relatives. so thank them and be happy i have them. make more memories with them while i can. enjoy while it lasts! like honestly sang was tryin to be really nice to me, payin for the bakerzinn cake for me, like being so "soothing" cos i was seriously very CRANKY last night, like so so easily agitated like a whirlwind? haha I DON'T KNOW. so APPRECIATEit! AND my parents, them working hard, giving money to me, asking me if i have enough money. don't wait until i lose them to really appreciate them. LUV LUV LUV!
rui feng: "you should be thinking of how to enjoy your time in yellowstone! otherwise when u go back to singapore and your mum asks u how was ur trip, u'd say, it sucked." and then like i spent 4K for a bad time, NO HAHA!HAHA SOMETHING LIKE THAT. THIS LINE TRANSFORMED MY EXPERIENCE! turned it frm worrying about things to looking for ways to enjoy myself hah :D i thank him very much for that!
AH, that's the key i guess haha!
HAVE FUN - LIFE'S SHORT!
i dduuuunnn liveee forever!
and.... (okie i'm ending this post haha - so much on my mind these days)
everyone's life is different. i was glad to be really different in yellowstone. and feels excited about what will come my way, cos... YOU NEVER KNOW haha. unexpected things. surprises - be it good or bad... LIVE FOR MYSELF. and like i realize if ppl wants me to be happy, it's easier for me to be happy than just one person. the power of 群体力量哈啊！but now if i keep thinking i want other people's lives, i wouldn't be happy bah haha. sometimes i tell myself that if i had someone else's life i wouldn't be able to know my faimly and frens and had certain experiences i would never trade with other people cos it's so uniquely mine and i felt lots of joy haha. so then, i felt happy with my life.
ah, and something that i kept telling myself in the past. that life wouldn't be that fun if you knew everything, there wouldn't be surprises. cos like the future is unknown, haha. and like you're the happiest and feel the most joy when you get surprises/unexpected things happen haha. OH MY GUSH, I REALLY NEED TO TURN TO THE ANCIENT TIMES AGain, where all the philosophical sayins about life make me feel at peace - the good peace. like in every bad thing, there will be good thing out of it, cos there are always two sides. (in taoism teachings - lao tzu... zhuang zi)
ahah reminds me of something i was telling MIAP last night. that i don't want to feel peace cos i think peace is boring ahha. then she was exasperated and went like "it's paradoxical (i think she said that!)!!!! if you're bored, you don't feel peace. if you feel peace, you're not bored!" HAHAHAHA. i said, i agree that "if you're bored, you don't feel peace", but i don't agree to "if you feel peace u're not bored" ahhaa. i think that's cos i believe in it so strongly these days, it's hard to change my mind haha. whatever la...
everything happens for a reason! hahaa. be grateful! (though i don't feel like it at this moment, i hope i will feel it haha.) 物极必反！like when things get to the point of its peak or its lowest point, it will turn haha. and get used to change, cos it's the truth of all things. impermanence haha! 无常!enjoy all of 无常bah aha.
原来我是古人，应该是古人。这么地古。哈哈哈。
oh no, i realized something again. this sem exposed me to lots of new thinking/thoughts. especially derrida la! he say like everything shouldn't even be believed or something like that haix. so makes me find it hard to believe in 物极必反。wad to do? haha, if dunno, then just forget about it - whatever attitude works ahha!
KO ONE EP 3/4 CAN'T RMB AHA. but it's good! rmb!
Ya Se Wang was saying he can't understand Da Dong, he's no.3 on the KO charts but he has to go home by 10pm and goes to church and sermons on sunday. He says just thinking about it makes him shiver. Then the Xiao Yu (so damn cool la!) says, "Then don't think about it 那就别想。” haha. Ya Se Wang agreed and then asked Xiao Yu if he ever wonders who's KO chart's no. 1 and no. 2. Xiao Yu (damn cool again) went, 应该是谁就是谁吧 haha like it will be who it should be haha. HE REALLY NEVER THINK TOO MUCH LEH HAHAHAH.
then the Ya Se Wang keep thinking Lei Ke Si (Danson Tang) isn't who he is on the surface. Super cool Xiao Yu went, "每个人都不是他们表面上的一样。” so damn right haha!
i'm very amused by the show especially when Jin Bao San appears, he's so niang haha! but like i told natsujo06, my brain goes "i cannot accept it anymore" (natsujo06 finds this super funnaye - the way i say it haha) means the storyline is too shallow, no depth at all til u can't take too much of it at one go haha. but i'm happy cos got X Family 55 eps and KO One has 21 eps after all and then got KO san guo haha! (ongoing drama now). GO BACK TO THE WORLD OF DRAMAS/MOVIES/BOOKS if you want to enjoy it! after all, 戏如人生。人生如戏。helps kill time/makes you enjoy your time hahaah. and the zhuang zi dream about a butterfly. makes me feel as if what if the reality we know isn't real. it's the times when we enter the fantasy worlds we enter that are the reality. weird haha. yeah believe in goddess, have the ability to have faith! Not to forget that, in shows, i really like those different sayins and philosophies about life and the funny parts. At least u felt true joy and real amusement at those times haha!
Cos there's no fixed standard to life, do what you want bah haha. "The joy is in the doing" - adds! :D
thanks mama for buying the Prima Deli bread for me. don't take things for granted - even little things haha! keep an open mind, be open to things, have an open heart! i realized that's how i felt better about AnG JM hah. Like Xiaoxia said, the more you think bad about someone, the more u'll take note of that person and he/she'll affect u even more and who's suffering in the end, u urself. then yeah i decided to try to get to know him/her better then IT GOT BETTER AFTER ALL AHHA.
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got Cyndi Wang hah. XinDong (da dong and xin ling), Calvin, Wang Jing Lun (dunno why m3 so in lurve with him - mean ming min is m3) haha.
new hair style a bit like Arron Yan Ya Lun right ahha.
but i like his straight bangs too! like piggyval haha.
SO BOY BOY, BOYISH, SUPER YOUNG KID HAH cute!
I HART.
I watched Night At the Musuem 2 with 2 of my cuzzins (potato and a 13 yr old fahrenheit fan haha) last night. It WAS FREAKIN' ZOMG HILARIOUS AT SOME PARTS and i howled like a few parts in NATM 1 haha. The little men (owen wilson and the Rome guy) are sooo funnaye haha! "melo-drama" for the Rome guy ahhaahhaha...
SPOILERRRRRRRRR ALERTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!
And Larry (Ben Stiller) learnt that the key to happiness is "to do the things you lurve with the people you love". Cannot tahan, flooded my face again... AHHHHHHH... brought back all the memories of last summer ya know. But Robbie Williams said it's "exercise" (key to happiness) hahahahaha.. --- so lead a fulfilled life, after all, life is so vast ain't it, why minimize myself/restrict myself to just one small part? there's lots to experience and the future is really unpredictable. sooo try it first, then 下判断哈 haa. 会有意外的收获！人世间的事，不是很多都是意外吗？意外：意外之料的事. need to watch more 古装戏哈，cos i had the strong urge to connect with nature all cos of the TVB and mainland ancient china dramas haha. 武侠哈哈。
THEN i like to stay till the end, hoping got some more stuff after the credits end. But no have. I ended up washing my face with tears again ahhaha. it's really yi lei xi mian!以泪洗面... like crying for something but i'm not sure exactly why... like why am i feeling sad/melancholic these days. like NOT THE HAPPY feeling u know...
then when we went to ah ni uncle's house, i cried while eating again, like letting my body go through this healing process all over again. u know, u can really feel pain, heartache when u really feel very sad sometimes u know ... like when u cry, it's like the crying sensation and ur heartache.
ahhhhhh... gush, 多愁善感！LIKE if u ask me why i cry i can't tell you an exact reason but i just feel like crying so much. maybe cry for the gone times of yellowstone (cos that show just brought back all the memories u know), why i have melancholia - like hard to find joy from things, want a mars-like boyfriend (ah 大東), scared the 40 yr old "prophecy" will happen! ahhhhhhhhhh... but it felt good to cry like that.
sometimes, i wonder if my ability to feel such a great spectrum of feelings - good or not good. that's why i really adore the super high feelings haha. uh, but like S.H.E.'s "tong kuai" 痛快, everything needs to be experienced... but then hahah i'm thinking it's cos of boredom again too... when i got things to do, i'd feel like at least not empty ahahaha. yeAHHH YAY! lookin forward to reggae class tonight! at least these days, i feel that i enjoy the feeling of dancing with other people. being able to learn mel's steps that day after kiddos prac felt good! haha. like woAH, the gangstery me haha!
oh well, natsujo06 said:
"you should look for your mars then! =)
oh no wait i remember a verse, one should never look for the one, because everything on earth has its own time and its own season. okay? although sometimes i wish everyone were a couple. love <333" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);"> she's so nice right ahhaha :D
RANDOM PICS
somewhere in january. cuzzin Joyce came back frm Finland for another cousin Fei-kor's wedding and this is her second son - Bryan! haha. my hair --- super toot ahha but cos i was bored with my fringe so i anyhow cut frm time to time ahhah ^_^
grp pic!
cuzzin joyce beside me she has her youngest daughter Kiara in her arms.
That's Bryan and one other son is missing (the eldest son called Elton).
Bryan is a veryy sweet boy ahha. :D
magical saturday night ahha
the prelude to the magical night out @ clarke quay's Rebel haha.
@ 09 May 09' (Sat) ahha.
pretty blonde - Taina!
ithink i looked super shag aha.
i took these pics before i showered. i got home at almost 6am the next day (Sunday) ha.
but i was happy happy that day aha! muy feliz! kai xin! hoi sum ha.
20 May 09' (Wed)
went to meet Taina again random, for ladies night.
cab home 24 bucks ahhhh ahha.
the best things was the live music in Arena. those US peeps are sure smokin' hawt, 真会炒热气氛！HAHA. AND the gurls can reggae like no one's business, shake their butt, do hip curls and stuff - it's like they know it frm birth ahha. like they can roll their hips even when they were infants!AHHAHAHAH... and the dancing la... but i preferred sat's magical night haa.
watch me and mi shoes haa!
i was tryin to catch my shoes in the pic and finally succeeded.
OMIGUSH, kylala, there are times when u stil enjoy yourself lots la. the past 3 magical saturdays. i think i told xiaoxia and hai hailin (MIAP) haha, that i've decided i live for Saturdays haaha. not entirely melancholic haha! just enjoy and leave the rest to the Gods/Goddesses up there! :D jia you oh!
mexico mexico, better come true. then i can salsa all night and speak spanish till i'm so tired i can fall asleep every night.
to 2nd aunt last night haha, everything i say is amusing to them haha. thanks charmaine da-jie, good to know i entertained u when i told u i told my mama "为什么要生我？" and "谢谢你们给了我快乐的二十年”。(meaning frm the 20th yr onwards (cos 1st yr to 19th year = 20 yrs in total) ahah, it has been downslope or something) you even said u cannot sleep cos i made u laugh hahah.
oh yeah then 2nd aunt also said my hair is very nice hah m_m (natsujo06 jut told me she likes my hair too - thanks :DDD - i look at it these days and i like it too haha! if i forget the melancholic feelings, it does feel good haha - think, like in an equation, minus melancholia, left happy about my hair = good ahah ;D) but i had the creativity to say "人这么不开心，头发怎么会有办法生到这么美leh？” 哈哈哈。2nd aunt just laughed and laughed again haha. the inspiration came frm “相由心生”。like if your heart is beautiful u'd look beautiful too. frm 布衣神相 - a show that i haven't finished since a few yrs ago i think? haha but i luv it so much. lam feng too funnaye hah!
okie la, 如果快乐真的是选择（okie that's a fact since all things depend on our perceptions), 是我一直选择不快乐吧。我现在想做 friendship bands for sang sang (i owe her haha) and S haha. but then i kinda keep on procrastinating ahha. like i want to read diff books (i feel like it) and watch all the superb k dramas, jdoramas, taiwanese shows, english shows, tvb hk dramas ahha, but like i feel tat i want to do a lot but then my spirit feels weak cos like wan to do many things.
AHHH, RECALLED JORDIN SPARKS' "ONE STEP AT A TIME". okie haha, i shd just stop thinking about "fiction is fake, why read/why watch shows". that's where i got a large part of my happiness from when i was young. just read/watch stuff/enjoy musicals and stuff ahahah SO I THINK TOO MUCH AGAIN HAHA! enjoy the journey. then frm the journey to the end, it will be happy and memorable! :D
i do feel slightly better frm the psycho-ing and EXERCISE - for me is in the form of dance haa. the dark age will pass - if i believe! the law of attraction is true! if u keep thinking negative, it'll just bring all the negative things over. if u think positive, more positive thoughts will come. OKIE, do more things and crap less - 少说话，多做事ha. my family (my mama especially) tells me to talk less fei hua hahahahha.
Oh and one amazing point ahha (for myself to look bad and i do think i'm ridiculous enough alr) - people tell me this is nice, u should do it and bla. then i'd feel uh, but i don't want to do cos like i feel it won't be nice hahaa. HAHAHAH. like if i don't do, how i know right? ahha. then i give judgements straight away, even without giving it a chance. so TAKE A CHANCE.
i enjoyed myself on...
the first magical sat - out with taina and friends haha (minyi, anna, corina, johannes, catherine) and NR5 nice guy ahha.
2nd magical sat - out whole day, helped yeek deco for her bday at JTC and then had an amazing time laughin sooo much haha!
3rd magical sat - audition for Wo Yao Chang Xia Qu and had the feelings of surprise and amazement frm all the unexpected things hah. like people aren't who they seem to be frm the first glance. then to starbucks for wad's less of the sec sch class outing hahaha. talked so much crap! and laughed loads. i luv it haha and wished for more!
JIA YOU 加油 ADD OIL. ganbatte neh. AJA AJA FIGHTING! (huaiting haha)
luv yourself, treasure yourself. ur parents gave u an amazing life. 一切随缘吧。 good, u still want to find happiness after all. not say you want to give up. it's just that sometimes, u feel so tired that u wanna stop everything.
THANKS MIAP BY THE WAY AHHA. had like the first nice long chat with you the first time? ahhaha, see ya on Friday and i want to be "rewoken" by dance. searching deep within me. got do things better than do nothing haha. i told my 2nd aunt and potato about that funnaye auntie and they laughed too. then potato commented that woman like me. can only feel that other people's things are good but never feel that ownself things are good, example "other people's kids" and got that cynical attitude? ah, do i keep using cynical wronglY? WHATEVER HAHAHAH.
如果你觉得自己是幸福的，你就是幸福的！
maybe, everything we feel, is all cos we choose to feel it ourselves? I THINK TOO MUCH, SO KYLALA, NYC, PLS GO AND PRACTISE BETTER SLEEPING HABITS. i think it'll be possible cos tonight after reggae class i'll be able to sleep really well ahha cos sooo tired. last week's prac (1st one for me) made my thighs ached for 4 days and still had to work 10 hrs on wed (the next day right after prac) so it was... very torturous and i'm glad i survived it! though i felt tat it wasn't too hard to bear and it's myself, not strong enough to survive it cos i felt like giving up haha. then one gurl was askin me on my 2nd day of work if it was my first day of work, cos i only saw her that day. i said no, it was my 2nd. then she asked if i was singaporean. i said yeah, then she said normally singaporean gurls cannot tahan after the first day ahah. i think she said i'm good or something positive since i still returned haha. then i tot, got really so hard to bear meh? cos i think bear paw deli at first even more jialat. i felt how bangalas must have felt haha last summer at first. but like everyone endures the first day together with you, so it's not too bad aha :D
miap was funnaye when i told her wad wu zun said about living each day meaningfully/with purpose. she went, "but there isn't so much meaning everyday for us to live with wad hahaa..."
yeah it will all clear bah.
always remember... "the moment before light is the darkest" HAHHAH. 黄石历险记 - 深山里的迷路HAHAHA. that should be something i keep on remembering right? but like too bad i wasn't that scared, cos i kinda enjoyed the experience n feels happy about it - like an adventure (to evelyn's amusement/disbelief? ahah) despite all the gigantic blue-blacks i got and my super-achy legs the next few days. WOAH, really need to let ur body work hard then u rest - it feels so damn awesome and u feel alive haha! yeah yeah yeah, suddenly, i feel the happiness feeling in me. like NA JIU SHI REN SHENG 那就是人生！THAT'S LIFE!活得有滋有味！yeah, go back to watching shows, then live life with passion and lots of excitement hahah . . . collect all the joys and experiences hah! be open to things! hahaa, self-reflective blog again - according to robot/angel haha, she feels that my blog is very self-reflective.
how come i can never write short posts though i wanted to? haha.
i just wanted to rant that one side of my ear phones spoil again last night. but today, got sound frm both already. YEAH HAHA! be happy over simple things (ah sang tells me that too) cos it's easy to be happy like that ahaha. 为每一次的拥有而欢呼！享受那一刻！HAHA. CHEER FOR EVERY THING YOU FEEL LIKE CHEERING/HAVE SOMETHING! haha sometimes i could believe that each moment mustn't be wasted, cos it won't come back haha. but these days i wish time could pass faster so the good things could come. ah, really need to live it, feel myself living with each emotion that runs through me haha. JIA YOU. and thinking too much but it's better now soooo just let it happen. don't try to control things ahhaah.
u know what? sometimes when i feel like i want to play the sims 2 or watch shows, i end up telling myself i shouldn't cos i wouldn't be able to stop and then i'd feel that i'dll miss it when i can't do it, like if i have to work or go out haha. THEN LIKE OVER-THINKING WHEN I JUST WANNA THINK OF ONE THING TO DO. but good too la, the feeling of longing for something isn't good haha but then when you get back to it, it feels oh-so-bloody-good! MY FINGERS VERY TIRED ALREADY AHHAHAHAAHHAHA. dance dance dance! feel alive! dancing gave me so much joy! i need to dance more and feel the endorphins!
AND I THINK... people are worried for me, like my family and relatives. so thank them and be happy i have them. make more memories with them while i can. enjoy while it lasts! like honestly sang was tryin to be really nice to me, payin for the bakerzinn cake for me, like being so "soothing" cos i was seriously very CRANKY last night, like so so easily agitated like a whirlwind? haha I DON'T KNOW. so APPRECIATEit! AND my parents, them working hard, giving money to me, asking me if i have enough money. don't wait until i lose them to really appreciate them. LUV LUV LUV!
rui feng: "you should be thinking of how to enjoy your time in yellowstone! otherwise when u go back to singapore and your mum asks u how was ur trip, u'd say, it sucked." and then like i spent 4K for a bad time, NO HAHA!HAHA SOMETHING LIKE THAT. THIS LINE TRANSFORMED MY EXPERIENCE! turned it frm worrying about things to looking for ways to enjoy myself hah :D i thank him very much for that!
AH, that's the key i guess haha!
HAVE FUN - LIFE'S SHORT!
i dduuuunnn liveee forever!
and.... (okie i'm ending this post haha - so much on my mind these days)
everyone's life is different. i was glad to be really different in yellowstone. and feels excited about what will come my way, cos... YOU NEVER KNOW haha. unexpected things. surprises - be it good or bad... LIVE FOR MYSELF. and like i realize if ppl wants me to be happy, it's easier for me to be happy than just one person. the power of 群体力量哈啊！but now if i keep thinking i want other people's lives, i wouldn't be happy bah haha. sometimes i tell myself that if i had someone else's life i wouldn't be able to know my faimly and frens and had certain experiences i would never trade with other people cos it's so uniquely mine and i felt lots of joy haha. so then, i felt happy with my life.
ah, and something that i kept telling myself in the past. that life wouldn't be that fun if you knew everything, there wouldn't be surprises. cos like the future is unknown, haha. and like you're the happiest and feel the most joy when you get surprises/unexpected things happen haha. OH MY GUSH, I REALLY NEED TO TURN TO THE ANCIENT TIMES AGain, where all the philosophical sayins about life make me feel at peace - the good peace. like in every bad thing, there will be good thing out of it, cos there are always two sides. (in taoism teachings - lao tzu... zhuang zi)
ahah reminds me of something i was telling MIAP last night. that i don't want to feel peace cos i think peace is boring ahha. then she was exasperated and went like "it's paradoxical (i think she said that!)!!!! if you're bored, you don't feel peace. if you feel peace, you're not bored!" HAHAHAHA. i said, i agree that "if you're bored, you don't feel peace", but i don't agree to "if you feel peace u're not bored" ahhaa. i think that's cos i believe in it so strongly these days, it's hard to change my mind haha. whatever la...
everything happens for a reason! hahaa. be grateful! (though i don't feel like it at this moment, i hope i will feel it haha.) 物极必反！like when things get to the point of its peak or its lowest point, it will turn haha. and get used to change, cos it's the truth of all things. impermanence haha! 无常!enjoy all of 无常bah aha.
原来我是古人，应该是古人。这么地古。哈哈哈。
oh no, i realized something again. this sem exposed me to lots of new thinking/thoughts. especially derrida la! he say like everything shouldn't even be believed or something like that haix. so makes me find it hard to believe in 物极必反。wad to do? haha, if dunno, then just forget about it - whatever attitude works ahha!
KO ONE EP 3/4 CAN'T RMB AHA. but it's good! rmb!
Ya Se Wang was saying he can't understand Da Dong, he's no.3 on the KO charts but he has to go home by 10pm and goes to church and sermons on sunday. He says just thinking about it makes him shiver. Then the Xiao Yu (so damn cool la!) says, "Then don't think about it 那就别想。” haha. Ya Se Wang agreed and then asked Xiao Yu if he ever wonders who's KO chart's no. 1 and no. 2. Xiao Yu (damn cool again) went, 应该是谁就是谁吧 haha like it will be who it should be haha. HE REALLY NEVER THINK TOO MUCH LEH HAHAHAH.
then the Ya Se Wang keep thinking Lei Ke Si (Danson Tang) isn't who he is on the surface. Super cool Xiao Yu went, "每个人都不是他们表面上的一样。” so damn right haha!
i'm very amused by the show especially when Jin Bao San appears, he's so niang haha! but like i told natsujo06, my brain goes "i cannot accept it anymore" (natsujo06 finds this super funnaye - the way i say it haha) means the storyline is too shallow, no depth at all til u can't take too much of it at one go haha. but i'm happy cos got X Family 55 eps and KO One has 21 eps after all and then got KO san guo haha! (ongoing drama now). GO BACK TO THE WORLD OF DRAMAS/MOVIES/BOOKS if you want to enjoy it! after all, 戏如人生。人生如戏。helps kill time/makes you enjoy your time hahaah. and the zhuang zi dream about a butterfly. makes me feel as if what if the reality we know isn't real. it's the times when we enter the fantasy worlds we enter that are the reality. weird haha. yeah believe in goddess, have the ability to have faith! Not to forget that, in shows, i really like those different sayins and philosophies about life and the funny parts. At least u felt true joy and real amusement at those times haha!
Cos there's no fixed standard to life, do what you want bah haha. "The joy is in the doing" - adds! :D
thanks mama for buying the Prima Deli bread for me. don't take things for granted - even little things haha! keep an open mind, be open to things, have an open heart! i realized that's how i felt better about AnG JM hah. Like Xiaoxia said, the more you think bad about someone, the more u'll take note of that person and he/she'll affect u even more and who's suffering in the end, u urself. then yeah i decided to try to get to know him/her better then IT GOT BETTER AFTER ALL AHHA.
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kylala where is ur tag box?...
anyway i haf times wen i'll juz feel realli melancholic and nostalgic too...will juz sit dere keep crying or get veri moody for afew days...i guess tts juz e way life is...lettin ourselves noe the past/memories that we treasure has nv realli left us...its juz wen it gets triggered..
but sometimes i guess its a good thing...coz usually good things are the ones that give us reasons to cry for..
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{/Monday, May 25, 2009, @12:52 AM.
{ RANDOMNESS, unexpectedness, try to look at things in a diff light? aha. experiences - yeah, at least i tried! }
PICS ON 12 MAY 09' (TUE)
kbox outing ahha. 7pm to nearly 3am ahhaa.
cuzzins ahhaah...
camera on the tv ha.
not fast enough ahha!(me)
yeah, success!
cos i lazy to re-arrange, the pics' order is frm latest pic to earliest pic haha.
RANDOM PIC OF DA DONG OF THE DAY
biang eh, wondering why my ctrl + v can't paste, i'll just leave the pics at the top haa.
prince casaba cosplay!
credits: wang dong cheng thread on AsianFanatics (part 8)
him in tokyo for x japan's concert in MAY 2009'. ROCKER DA DONG AHA.
CREdits: same as above
lazy to blog...
catching up on da dong's thread on AF haha.
read a few of da dong's first few blog posts.
HE WRITES SO DAMN WELL AND like it's a sign! about my audition experience of 《我要唱下去》 Chi version of Don't Forget The Lyrics...
大東 's wretch blog post on Apr 25, 2005
title: "萬事皆可達唯過程～～～無價！！！"
皮膚曬黑除了比較MAN之外
還比較young~~~挺無聊的結論
沒有結果的過程 沒有存在的價值！我反對！
縱使最後沒有結果～但過程卻是無價
有沒有結果都不是絕對
在每一個過程裡
都會使人 學習 成長
縱使最後沒有結果～但花朵卻曾經 綻放 芬芳
萬事皆可達 唯過程～～～無價！
AHHHHHHHH GREAT GREAT, it's the journey. the journey is priceless. the above is simply (i'll translate the whole of it some other time) "even if there isn't any results in the end, the journey is priceless! ... in every journey/process, people learn and grow. even if there isn't any results in the end, the flower has bloomed and its fragrance was around once..."
HAHAA... yesh, i was telling Zann (new fren made) that at least i tried. Was trying to comfort myself if i don't get shortlisted, that if I saw the show broadcasted later and I'd regret if I didn't go try. Like something Taina said and don't know where I read, that it's better to have done things that you might regret than not doing something that you really want to. Like at least you tried, u went for it.
Honestly, I wanted the money and wanted to add some spice to my otherwise very bland life now ahha. 无聊的人生哈哈。得做一些事情吧。最近我很怪，我不想有平静的感觉，因为我觉得平静很闷。I'M bored these days ahha. easily... well if i have something to do, i won't. I told Papa that and he said I was wrong, cos if got "ping chang xin" (like keep in state of mind in equilibrium, don't be overly high or overly depressed/affected by things), you will gain even more. Like you'll be in control. That's the age difference of 35 yrs? Haha. But I guess I've changed la. Back in JC times, I wanted to feel peace, maybe cos of all the ancient Chinese literature we learnt. I was so a fan of Tao Yuan Ming back then, but these days, I just want to go wild and have crazy memories? That's why I feel bored ahhaha... Okie, passing phase. go go go and maybe is cos of PMS.
Like the experience of waiting from 1 plus pm until 8 plus pm hahaa. I wasn't bored you know. Cos at least I know I'm having a new experience instead of staying at home everyday? Maybe I might join Project Superstar or these kind of TV shows (for money and fun haha) and see where I can get to? Though it'll be super sia suay if get kicked at the first stage ahha. But leave crazy memories? The wild and adventurous youth memories ahhah > 青春不留白！
I told my bruh that I might go join those singing contests for the fun of it since i feel bored/bo liao haha. Then he said it'd be more practical if I hop on the plane to Taiwan to try out at Chao Ji Xing Guang Da Dao hahahahaa. Damn funnaye! Cos you'd know where you stand at once haha. Like faster than in Singapore shows.
Uh, melancholia - go go go away. Now, I'm like wishing to follow the current, like do whatever my body does? And quit thinking in circles bah haha. - i still haven really solve this.
I think I've repeated the entire story of my audition experience for like 5 times? So I'll write it here!!!!!!!!
I won't mention before and after the audition, i'll just talk about the AUDITION in the super big room in kbox @ cineleisure orchard ahha.
It's weird u know. You enter the room without introducing yourself and you don't know what song you're gonna sing. We were told to just put ur bag down in the couch in front of you then pick up the mic and wait for the song to play ahhaha. Saw Xu Mei Jing, Cynthia Koh hahaha. A bit stunned cos like wonder what she's doing. Cos like it's a singing show and why she is one of the judges? haha.
We had 50 songs to choose from. And I stunned at all the songs cos got some oldies and some older pop songs la. You get to choose 5 and they'd randomly pick one for you to sing so there's just one chance. I gasped out loud when I saw Elva's 爱的主打歌！Like cos I had it in my phone and was listening to it so i was like YEAH and put it as my first choice ahha哈哈。 Then I remember Ah Mei's 牵手 cos I used to luv Ah Mei's songs a lot back then. Haha, all cos of Ong Ong kor kor, he dunno where got all the Ah Mei songs and I watched her concert on tv once haha. But I don't know the front.
Neways my song choice:
1) Elva's 爱的主打歌
2) Fish Leong's 勇气
3) Ah Mei's 牵手
4）Stef Sun's 天黑黑
5）小薇
2) Haha, I rmb I had some impression cos Yeek's relative sang it on her bday recently.
3) I only rmb the chorus la, the front got some impression so thanks Yu Poh Hui, Jingchao & Ting Ting (Yi Ting) for sending me the lyrics! Ah thanks soo much hahaha and your Jia yous and stuff. Really my saviour la! Then I memorized like memorize poem like that haha.
4) thanks Teng Teng - new fren made and she has the most confidence in Tian Hei Hei then I kept asking her how to sing and now i can memorize it la ahhaha! thanks so much!
5) thanks Yu for the lyrics haha. really simple lyrics loh :D
actually i was thinking how suay/unfortunate/unlucky if i get 牵手, cos it's the song that i learnt the last (received the lyrics the last ) ahhaa. then i tot it's gonna be our turn soon so i really got a nervous outbreak. haha. then we still had like 3/4 more hours and then after learning it, i relaxed and cooled down ahhha. like super unlucky if out of 5 songs, that song that you really don't want it to come out is picked instead ahhaa. i was debating over 老鼠爱大米 or 天黑黑。luckily i didn't choose the former la, if not i really ki siao and just become stoned cos i really know the 1st line of the chorus hahha.
(ahha i tot i no mood to talk here/blog, but ends up i describe so much again ahah)
(on 22nd May 09, via email, adds said: "have fun while yr still free, grace.....when you feel content, good things will happen and you will be able to distinguish good from bad more easily at that time." ---- thanks *_-)
Neways, we all cooled down and some ppl even went to eat cos whole day nv eat anything ahha. Just wait and wait, at first standing in a Q, then they brought us to holding room. We switched 3 holding rooms in total haha. I took a few pics of the last 1204-1209 (6 contestants) in the last holding room right before the audition room ahhhaha. Haven upload yet, will do it soon ahha. Then we talked among ourselves in the end. A bit regret not being random/brave/thoughtful enough to ask for 1206, 1207 & 1208 (wei shen's no) cos i have 1204 and 1209's hahaha. THEN like so fun to go out and K songs since we like singing then will go join this show hahahha.
Like i find it amazing you know. I tot 1208 was soooo dao ahha. We took the same lift and while q-ing up later, somehow 1208 stood beside me. A gurl who knew him smiled and waved to me (out of courtesy, I smiled back ahha) then she asked 1208 if i was his friend hahaha, then he said no... HAHAHAH, SO FUNNAYE. Then in the end, cos 1204 and I were waiting for 1209, he came out before 1209 and we asked him how it went. He said he forgot everything, cos 老鼠爱大米 was what they chose for him. But he did this really random action like flailing his hands around, he said but xu mei zhen was happily enjoying hahahah. DAMN RANDOM LA, it's like u think he so shy and kept to himself (cos even in the last holding room, he didn't talk much while the rest of us joked around and just smiled) then he did THAT ACTION AHA. Ha, after that he said he gtg first so we said "see you and good luck". It's funny that we'd say like see you cos we had no way to contact each other, really up to fate bah haha.
Then after 1209 was done, we went to the lift then 1208 still pressed the lift for us. It appeared that he waited for the lift then after 1209 done then he still waiting ahhah. So just right we entered the same lift. He mentioned to me that we took the same lift together too hahah. But u know, at first it's like ppl are hostile/dao dao to each other haha. I asked him how old it was, he said he was 18 ahha. I said, wah, so young, like 1204 who went to join project super star twice but didn't get in ahha. (but i seriously think is brave to join and it's a gd experience loh ahha great job teng teng haa). We all walked out of Cineleisure then 1208 said he gotta go again ahha and all the "see yas" "bye" but no form of contact info hah. 1204 (teng teng) took bus home so she went in a diff direction from me and 1209 (zann - lives in chinese garden so we'd take the same train).
So we talked all the way to somerset then after i tapped my card, 1208 was there then i super stunned. haahhahaha, then he laughed and said he went to buy drinks haha. uh 1209 and i were still saying the 1208 is like a small boy then go join like very cute. 1209 asked me if i think 1208 looks a bit like daniel WU YAN ZU ahahahahha (i used to be crazy over yan zu ge ge but not to the extent of recent da dong haa... note: i'm so wordy but i dont care, i jus want to rmb this memory haha) so it's like super dao 1208 wasn't so dao la haha. He's just shy and man re/man shou bah ahhaha. I said I just think 1208 looks cute la, then like so ang moh pai then funnaye he go join chinese singing contest haa.
Then, 1205 (me), 1208 and 1209 went to take the train aha. (i like to speak of us via the nos, machiam(like) some code name hahahahahah.) I was very curious why 1208 went to join the contest cos he sounded so english-speaking when he talked then he said he's very chinese speaking ahha. He said none of his friends wanted to join so he went alone la. i think all of us who went alone are really brave bah ahha :D 1208 then asked me how old i am, i said 21 then i random and dunno why i said "do i look like it ? do i look like it? 我像吗？我像吗？" THEN he said " 不像。" I said, "then 我像几岁？"He said, "i tot u around my age." HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAH i was so lifted up to the clouds at that moment haha! HAHA, ENJOY THE MOMENT. then i went "yesh! yesh! yesh!" and like clenched one fist and like pull down, you know like go "YEAH YEAH YEAH!" hahaha. then he had to leave and again the "see ya" and stuff but no contact hahah. if i didn't rmb wrongly, he said this time is really byebye haha. (not too sure if he said it ahha).
then it was just me and 1209 and we chatted about her job, her experience, she joined this Tracy Su's imitation contest before and she said she tot of making friends (she said she knew she would make frens cos like u'd meet ppl who have the same interests haa cos of her past experience, she made frens and even went out with them for the 1st ten years ahh)... at one point, i asked if i really don't look like 21? she said yeah she tot i'd look younger. i said but i tot i make up then i'm afraid i'd look more matured. then she said she didn't realize i had makeup on til on the train. AHHAHAA, then i said, i took a very long time to draw my eyes hahahahhahah... OH WELL, that's good. but kelvin bruh said he thinks i look like i forever won't grow up COS OF MY ATTITUDE. so he's like making fun of me and saying that it's not something to be happy about. WAD THE yell haha. but i'm still happy when ppl say i look young haha. in the past week, other than 1208 and 1209, got two other aunties asked my parents i'm in sec what, cos i was out with them and it was their friends. ahahhahha. YESH YESH!
oh i was saying how amazing it is that at first u think all the people look dao/hostile but actually they are nice la haha. 1206 is this short hair cool gurl that i tot she's those super cool kinds of person, like 有性格 and knows what she wants in life haha. and her short hair make her look cool too, like 有一点冷漠。but end up talk abit with her and i decided i like her la hah. 1207 is this funnaye person who tried to cheer us up but end up in the end gan chiong and played music again (in the holding room). then the rest of us make fun and say like 1207 is the nervous one and told us to jia you ahha. 1207 also asked us after 1206 and 1207 finished their audition whether we wanna join them for dinner haha then the "see yas" and "good luck" but no contact info again. so like i wished i got their nos. then we can organize k-ing outing haha. the 1204-1209 reunion haha. oh well, leave it to fate bah. 1207 stays in jurong, 1208 stays in serangoon haha. if it's meant to be, we'll meet again :D
ah MY GAWSH, i realized i haven't talked about my audition experience ahha. now have to scroll up to see where did i stop at (digressed so much) see how fast my thoughts race.
right before the audition in the last holding room when we were like chillin and talking when left the few of us, we felt at peace at first, like not high anymore haha. then suddenly when more n more people left the room and left us, heart really pound. i said like roller coaster haha, 1206 said even worse than roller coaster. so at that time, really must find distraction or will like maybe die/hyperventilate due to nervousness/anxiety/super fast heart-pounding ahha.
OKIE, ABOUT THE AUDITION IN THE SUPER BIG BIG ROOM HAHA:
i danced a bit like rock abit (im' rocker HAHAHAH DA DONG!) then started singing and tried to relax and smile cos the farkin' camera RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME HAHA. like 1/2 metres away? i only sang "今天晚上当我醒来的时候 我的脚趾头在蠢蠢欲动 它说今天晚上心情很不错 想到街上走走 于是暗暗的天空..." AHHH, STUNNED. i gabrah like lkjfdalj and panicked. then don't know why i got the guts to ask "can i try again" cos usually the meek me would just maybe run out ? ahha, maybe cos wait so long le then feel that i really need to do all i can ahha.
then one of the judges said can sing from the last line, so i went "于是暗暗的天空开始灯光闪烁 世界变得有一点无厘头 我的心情像..." supposed to be "我的心情像土拨鼠在挖洞", i like ahbraahbra haha. then repeated that part (means screw up again) and went "我的心情像土拨鼠在挖洞 想找到出口 找到出口 我要找到出口" whew... then came this part that i was very confident about so i sang with my heart and soul ahah (so cheesy my description but i really felt relieved and confident at that time) “谁负责轰隆隆的节奏 快出来自首 一起到遥远的外太空 去甩一甩头” THEN Supposed to be "我今天决定我要放纵", but even while i practised, i'd say "我决定今天" instead haha, so i think i went “我决定今天 我今天决定我要放纵 我要high过头 我要到所有人的梦中 和世界牵手 yeah 牵手牵手” then i looked at the judge who said i could try again at first then he like *it's like body language actually* to get me to stop and "xie xie" ahha. hahaa, so i just hope i was maybe entertaining/high enough to be okie for the show? ah dunno la, can only wait now. i've done all i can so stop worrying ahha. and like 大東 said, 過程才是無價的 哈哈...
p.s. when i was reading the texts and mms that my dear good reliable helpful beautiful frens sent, like i could rmb from "誰負責轟隆隆的節奏" onwards till before the chorus. like amazed in a way too haha. like in dance, we have muscle memory, like ur body remembers the st eps by itself so u'd rmb the steps without conscious effort if u practise enough and ur muscles "remember" for you aha. so like i feel that songs are like that too, once u think about it, of a song you were once very familiar with, you'd actually kinda stop cos that's when ur mind thinks. so maybe there's some sort of "song memory" chip in ur brain? ahha.
then after the audition, i got to starbucks for what's leftover of the sec school outing haha, i was sad i couldn't get to eat at the japanese foodplace (xiaoxia says it's jap food court/hawker centre but i refuse to put it in that way ahha) at the newly opened SAFRA cos that's where we planned to eat. i reached cine at 1 plus and i tot i'd be done by 4 plus so i could make it in time for the outing's dinner haha. but neways i had sushi at 30% discount off cos it was after 9pm when i reached JP haha. yeah! uh and a chocolate chip cream for 6 bucks and it was sweettt ahha. and the guys keep asking either IQ questions or those "how many meh meh jump over the wall" (but i know that one alr haha) and "80 days around the world" bla bla bla - GAVE ME HEADACHE LA HAHA.
funnaye memories: SUCKLING PIG skp (he xiang, dui bu qu, but this is common topic i can talk to you and joke around with ahhahahha) and like we felt that (serene lim/dino and me) he xiang like sunburnt under the spotlight at the place where he sat in starbucks haha. all of us felt hot la haha, cos the aircon stopped at 11pm bah haha. but we left starbucks and wandered around JP at only 11.30pm i think ahha. okie la, it was me who felt that he xiang is like roasted like bbq food hahahhah. my imagination - gawsh! now more people know i went to audition for the show then i got interviewed by zhou chong qing hahahaha.
cos i like him and wanted to tell him i really do and enjoy his humour and stuff but i didn't dare (ting ting text me and ask if i told him i like paris and milan very much HAAHAHHA) SO I THInk i had on this silly smile plastered on my face looking at him waiting for him to notice me. so just right they came in when we in the 2nd holding room where we got to know the songs finally (50 songs' list) and 1204 and i sat right in the middle of some box like stools facing the door (cos we were sitting in order of our code nos haah) so like silly-smile-plastered me was like looking at zhou chong qing when he came in ahhaha. then i think he noticed me (finally yippee haha) and asked me how's the song choice coming along, we were told we only had 10 mins to make up our minds about the songs choice haha so everyone really panic haha funnaye frenzy.
of what i rmb of the convo
周：“你选各选到怎样了？”
我：“选到一般然后不知道怎么选。”
周：“那就是选了两首半啦？”
(一片笑声）
周：“那你对那一首歌最有信心？”
我：“elva 的 爱的主打歌”
周：“那你会跳舞吗？”
我：“如果加分的话，我会跳。”(in my heart was like yesh yesh yesh, can dance haha! and we're encouraged to dance)
周：“当然会加分啦，像如果唱抒情歌曲如果加上表情也会比较好。”
can't rmb ahaha.
like he went to ask another guy and then he told everyone good luck and asked us to shout “我要唱下去” 哈哈哈。
so funnaye, i wasn't worried about being on TV haha at that time, with the camera right in front of me. guess cos zhou chong qing talk to me i too happy le haha then when i shout, i think i looked super high/with energy ahha. ahhahhaha. okie, we'll see what they do to the auditions episode, ah, i just hope i don't look too sia suay/ugly...
so it's like i was amazed at how diff people are at first and later - reminder to myself. so wait regarding kuishin bo jp, fun colleagues, unleash ur fun-lurving ness ahah. ah, miap hai hailin was telling me i should bring sunshine to them ahha, then i was like amazed she think i got sunshine to bring cos these days i feel that i'm like gloomy rain? ahha watever...
oh and like experiences like this make me feel fulfilled, at least a lil' more fulfilled than just rotting at home. ahhh i wrote so much ahha.
DA DONG IN KO SAN GUO HAHA, zhou ce, got mustache, no fringe and no side burn cos of character requirement ba haha. but his hair really - look like ya se wang is gone case. no offence to calvin fans but i jus think calvin isn't that attractive, TO ME LA AHHA.
uh okie random and uh i feeel hungry and it's
ATSUI NEH, si bei zhua (hokkien), hou yi ah (canto)
(dinner with family just now after kiddos dance prac - cab fare 6 bucks - was funnaye hahaha. hong jie told us to "ta ma de, ke yi an jing ma" HAHAHAHHA, cos yu bing, yu wei (my 2 cousins - 12 yrs old and 13 yrs old) and i were singing our hearts out to FAHRENHEIT SONGS AHHA after we finished eating and was just sitting around haha - bored mah.)
like how to say ah, when i sing... cos these days i don't feel that happy so like i'm just wishing i'd feel happy bah ahha. like better i jus do nothing? it's just that sometimes if the lyrics is like love song i'd feel like i have no target to sing those lyrics too? stupid farkin lameass thoughts hahaha...
the future is unexpected! i tot go audition alone will just oh, okie, then go home after it. but i met people i didn't expect i'd meet and made a few new friends and that opens up to other things? haha and thanks yu, poh ying buddy, rabbit min, samantha aka bandy ha, yu qi, mingmin (justice bao & m3), jing chao, yi ting ting ting ahha for all your jia yous and concern and lyrics ahahha!
it's soo hawt that i flare up easily. mama came back not long ago with my 2nd aunt (my cousin/roommate's mama - who came out frm malaysia since last week) and she ranted at us night owls for staying up late again. but it's like she ownself comes backlat eand stuff and expect us to be in bed and like u're not setting a good example? so maybe it's cos of the heat and i'm like trying to finish this uber long blog post(finally something i feel like doing u know haha - the joy is really in the doing ahha) then i ranted at her cos can't stand the nagging and just flared up. she attempted to hit my head and i shielded myself and in the midst, my thumb which has some flesh exposed (cos of my habitual habit hahaa - sign of stress too neways) got scraped by a ring she was wearing and BLED. ahhhh, i was so pissed off. like sooo freakin' hawt and... oh well ahha, a bit bad ahha, then i made her do something about it and she felt guilty i guess haa and helped me apply some wonder balm ahha.
oh and jus now during kiddos prac, each of the kiddos showcased their dancetitude items' dance (how much they learnt so far) and i got up to learn Mel's item after watching them cos that was so bloody cool u know. like fighting coolness uknow haha. then she went "how come u learn so fast? how come u not joining dancetitude (though she knows i'm going to mexico) why why why? hahaha" then of course i was delighted to hear that frm her and i went "ah, but i can only follow, i can't rmb" but i still feel good and for that moment, i felt that i wanted to dance very much, ahha, like regretting mexico since it's not even farkin' confirmed cos of bloody swine flu la haha...
what will happen will happen.
serene lim/dino looks nice with her fringe ahha and i really like her muscular arms, got the shapely toned look hahah! xiaoxia is soooo super funnaye when she gushes about boys over flower's hanazawa rui (i can't rmb the korean name yet) and keep asking me to watch it right now ahha. like right now. then it was super amusing when she told us she'd listen to the same song frm BOF all the way to city hall. THAT WAS JUST --- SO HILARIOUS AND AMAZING! THE SAME SONG ALL THE WAY, it's like more than 10 stops and 30 mins and pls la, the same song all the way ahhaha. i'd be sick of the same song if i hear it all the while haha. keep repeating it i mean. but then i could relate to it cos my initial obsession to fahrenheit made me keep on listening to their songs as well ahhha. huiling is happily going to korea for exchange and right before we parted, we uttered random korean to her haa, like "anniah saeyo", "sarang haeyo" (i asked her if she will bow and say this to every handsome korean she meets aha then i did it out haha), bla bla can't rmb. (pardon my terrible spelling) MY GUSH, ALL THE HAWTIES IN KOREA! oh and huiling, i think the way you draw your eyeliner is sooo good hah! natural and very nicely drawn!
xiaoxia also chose who's F4 frm our dear classmates AHHAHA DAMN FUNNAYE LA !!! she was sooo high and made us, serene lim, me, huiling choose with her. very amusing and entertaining haha.
--- ah, another magical saturday though it was tiring.
i wanted to go play mahjong at xingzhen's house after the gathering but i didn't cos i was just soo tired and like i had to get up for the charity race volunteering thing (though i didn't go in the end haha - cos overslept)... oh well, next time mahjong haha! and bloody chia talked a lot of rubbish but gold chain on his neck damn funnaye haha!
THEN cos i just kept on talking, went to xiaoxia's house for a while and first time felt irritation of my contacts cos i was tryin to squint at whatever xiaoxia was letting me watch on youtube of the cute/funnaye ad of Doumyoji of BOF (roastin' dunkin donuts ad it's really cute though）and then the rui of BOF, also leader of SS501 sing and keep on shouting how cute he is, making the gurls melt with his killer smile haha. (random but kelvin bruh said by2's fans are all zhai nan ahahhaah and that in ylbfb, all their fans are guys ahahhah)...
then cos my left eye started feeling uncomfortable, i couldn't help it and rubbed it so my left eye was smudged with my eyeliner/mascara/eyeshadow haa. then xiaoxia saw the aftermath and went "AH, HOW COME UR EYE GOT INK?" AHHAHAH, damn funnaye. i lost my slip-on rose earring, sadded, but oh well, wad to do ahha, so kan kai ba haa. 看开吧。i tot it dropped to the floor of the bathroom and even searched the pail that has xiaoxia's bruh's soaked botak jones uniform, cap & socks to try to find it - gross ahha but at that moment i didn't care. cos i just miss my rose earring so much ahha. makes me feel like a bad bad gurl (rain's rainism ahahaah - bad bad boy)
and ended up watching first ep of BOF at xiaoxia's house haha... embarked on a new show ahhhh aha. haha my 30th show in my "in the midst" notepad doc haa.
it will happen if it's meant to happen haha.
unexpected future aha.
got this frm natsujo06 (new net fren frm AF who i really feel like keep on talking to her, so much to say haha - thanks :D really nice to know u and i enjoy sharing our insights and lurve reading what u write for me on the thread in public haha - hope AF doesn't take our posts off! mmm but i'm worried i better save all of them in my desktop in case they get removed cos of irrelevance aha)
"There is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way." - Wu Ji Chun :)
===== a happy quote haha ;D so positive huh.
so, see how wu ji zun makes one gua mu xiang kan abot him aha.
wad a long post but i enjoyed typing it haa.
now i know how to sing 牵手(first verse and chorus), 爱的主打歌 （whole song), 勇气, 小薇 and 天黑黑 by heart. if only i could memorize hu shi's 新刍议 something back then this easily ahha. like just crammed memorize but it's stuck now. cos got melody ahha :D
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kbox outing ahha. 7pm to nearly 3am ahhaa.
cuzzins ahhaah...
camera on the tv ha.
not fast enough ahha!(me)
yeah, success!
cos i lazy to re-arrange, the pics' order is frm latest pic to earliest pic haha.
RANDOM PIC OF DA DONG OF THE DAY
biang eh, wondering why my ctrl + v can't paste, i'll just leave the pics at the top haa.
prince casaba cosplay!
credits: wang dong cheng thread on AsianFanatics (part 8)
him in tokyo for x japan's concert in MAY 2009'. ROCKER DA DONG AHA.
CREdits: same as above
lazy to blog...
catching up on da dong's thread on AF haha.
read a few of da dong's first few blog posts.
HE WRITES SO DAMN WELL AND like it's a sign! about my audition experience of 《我要唱下去》 Chi version of Don't Forget The Lyrics...
大東 's wretch blog post on Apr 25, 2005
title: "萬事皆可達唯過程～～～無價！！！"
皮膚曬黑除了比較MAN之外
還比較young~~~挺無聊的結論
沒有結果的過程 沒有存在的價值！我反對！
縱使最後沒有結果～但過程卻是無價
有沒有結果都不是絕對
在每一個過程裡
都會使人 學習 成長
縱使最後沒有結果～但花朵卻曾經 綻放 芬芳
萬事皆可達 唯過程～～～無價！
AHHHHHHHH GREAT GREAT, it's the journey. the journey is priceless. the above is simply (i'll translate the whole of it some other time) "even if there isn't any results in the end, the journey is priceless! ... in every journey/process, people learn and grow. even if there isn't any results in the end, the flower has bloomed and its fragrance was around once..."
HAHAA... yesh, i was telling Zann (new fren made) that at least i tried. Was trying to comfort myself if i don't get shortlisted, that if I saw the show broadcasted later and I'd regret if I didn't go try. Like something Taina said and don't know where I read, that it's better to have done things that you might regret than not doing something that you really want to. Like at least you tried, u went for it.
Honestly, I wanted the money and wanted to add some spice to my otherwise very bland life now ahha. 无聊的人生哈哈。得做一些事情吧。最近我很怪，我不想有平静的感觉，因为我觉得平静很闷。I'M bored these days ahha. easily... well if i have something to do, i won't. I told Papa that and he said I was wrong, cos if got "ping chang xin" (like keep in state of mind in equilibrium, don't be overly high or overly depressed/affected by things), you will gain even more. Like you'll be in control. That's the age difference of 35 yrs? Haha. But I guess I've changed la. Back in JC times, I wanted to feel peace, maybe cos of all the ancient Chinese literature we learnt. I was so a fan of Tao Yuan Ming back then, but these days, I just want to go wild and have crazy memories? That's why I feel bored ahhaha... Okie, passing phase. go go go and maybe is cos of PMS.
Like the experience of waiting from 1 plus pm until 8 plus pm hahaa. I wasn't bored you know. Cos at least I know I'm having a new experience instead of staying at home everyday? Maybe I might join Project Superstar or these kind of TV shows (for money and fun haha) and see where I can get to? Though it'll be super sia suay if get kicked at the first stage ahha. But leave crazy memories? The wild and adventurous youth memories ahhah > 青春不留白！
I told my bruh that I might go join those singing contests for the fun of it since i feel bored/bo liao haha. Then he said it'd be more practical if I hop on the plane to Taiwan to try out at Chao Ji Xing Guang Da Dao hahahahaa. Damn funnaye! Cos you'd know where you stand at once haha. Like faster than in Singapore shows.
Uh, melancholia - go go go away. Now, I'm like wishing to follow the current, like do whatever my body does? And quit thinking in circles bah haha. - i still haven really solve this.
I think I've repeated the entire story of my audition experience for like 5 times? So I'll write it here!!!!!!!!
I won't mention before and after the audition, i'll just talk about the AUDITION in the super big room in kbox @ cineleisure orchard ahha.
It's weird u know. You enter the room without introducing yourself and you don't know what song you're gonna sing. We were told to just put ur bag down in the couch in front of you then pick up the mic and wait for the song to play ahhaha. Saw Xu Mei Jing, Cynthia Koh hahaha. A bit stunned cos like wonder what she's doing. Cos like it's a singing show and why she is one of the judges? haha.
We had 50 songs to choose from. And I stunned at all the songs cos got some oldies and some older pop songs la. You get to choose 5 and they'd randomly pick one for you to sing so there's just one chance. I gasped out loud when I saw Elva's 爱的主打歌！Like cos I had it in my phone and was listening to it so i was like YEAH and put it as my first choice ahha哈哈。 Then I remember Ah Mei's 牵手 cos I used to luv Ah Mei's songs a lot back then. Haha, all cos of Ong Ong kor kor, he dunno where got all the Ah Mei songs and I watched her concert on tv once haha. But I don't know the front.
Neways my song choice:
1) Elva's 爱的主打歌
2) Fish Leong's 勇气
3) Ah Mei's 牵手
4）Stef Sun's 天黑黑
5）小薇
2) Haha, I rmb I had some impression cos Yeek's relative sang it on her bday recently.
3) I only rmb the chorus la, the front got some impression so thanks Yu Poh Hui, Jingchao & Ting Ting (Yi Ting) for sending me the lyrics! Ah thanks soo much hahaha and your Jia yous and stuff. Really my saviour la! Then I memorized like memorize poem like that haha.
4) thanks Teng Teng - new fren made and she has the most confidence in Tian Hei Hei then I kept asking her how to sing and now i can memorize it la ahhaha! thanks so much!
5) thanks Yu for the lyrics haha. really simple lyrics loh :D
actually i was thinking how suay/unfortunate/unlucky if i get 牵手, cos it's the song that i learnt the last (received the lyrics the last ) ahhaa. then i tot it's gonna be our turn soon so i really got a nervous outbreak. haha. then we still had like 3/4 more hours and then after learning it, i relaxed and cooled down ahhha. like super unlucky if out of 5 songs, that song that you really don't want it to come out is picked instead ahhaa. i was debating over 老鼠爱大米 or 天黑黑。luckily i didn't choose the former la, if not i really ki siao and just become stoned cos i really know the 1st line of the chorus hahha.
(ahha i tot i no mood to talk here/blog, but ends up i describe so much again ahah)
(on 22nd May 09, via email, adds said: "have fun while yr still free, grace.....when you feel content, good things will happen and you will be able to distinguish good from bad more easily at that time." ---- thanks *_-)
Neways, we all cooled down and some ppl even went to eat cos whole day nv eat anything ahha. Just wait and wait, at first standing in a Q, then they brought us to holding room. We switched 3 holding rooms in total haha. I took a few pics of the last 1204-1209 (6 contestants) in the last holding room right before the audition room ahhhaha. Haven upload yet, will do it soon ahha. Then we talked among ourselves in the end. A bit regret not being random/brave/thoughtful enough to ask for 1206, 1207 & 1208 (wei shen's no) cos i have 1204 and 1209's hahaha. THEN like so fun to go out and K songs since we like singing then will go join this show hahahha.
Like i find it amazing you know. I tot 1208 was soooo dao ahha. We took the same lift and while q-ing up later, somehow 1208 stood beside me. A gurl who knew him smiled and waved to me (out of courtesy, I smiled back ahha) then she asked 1208 if i was his friend hahaha, then he said no... HAHAHAH, SO FUNNAYE. Then in the end, cos 1204 and I were waiting for 1209, he came out before 1209 and we asked him how it went. He said he forgot everything, cos 老鼠爱大米 was what they chose for him. But he did this really random action like flailing his hands around, he said but xu mei zhen was happily enjoying hahahah. DAMN RANDOM LA, it's like u think he so shy and kept to himself (cos even in the last holding room, he didn't talk much while the rest of us joked around and just smiled) then he did THAT ACTION AHA. Ha, after that he said he gtg first so we said "see you and good luck". It's funny that we'd say like see you cos we had no way to contact each other, really up to fate bah haha.
Then after 1209 was done, we went to the lift then 1208 still pressed the lift for us. It appeared that he waited for the lift then after 1209 done then he still waiting ahhah. So just right we entered the same lift. He mentioned to me that we took the same lift together too hahah. But u know, at first it's like ppl are hostile/dao dao to each other haha. I asked him how old it was, he said he was 18 ahha. I said, wah, so young, like 1204 who went to join project super star twice but didn't get in ahha. (but i seriously think is brave to join and it's a gd experience loh ahha great job teng teng haa). We all walked out of Cineleisure then 1208 said he gotta go again ahha and all the "see yas" "bye" but no form of contact info hah. 1204 (teng teng) took bus home so she went in a diff direction from me and 1209 (zann - lives in chinese garden so we'd take the same train).
So we talked all the way to somerset then after i tapped my card, 1208 was there then i super stunned. haahhahaha, then he laughed and said he went to buy drinks haha. uh 1209 and i were still saying the 1208 is like a small boy then go join like very cute. 1209 asked me if i think 1208 looks a bit like daniel WU YAN ZU ahahahahha (i used to be crazy over yan zu ge ge but not to the extent of recent da dong haa... note: i'm so wordy but i dont care, i jus want to rmb this memory haha) so it's like super dao 1208 wasn't so dao la haha. He's just shy and man re/man shou bah ahhaha. I said I just think 1208 looks cute la, then like so ang moh pai then funnaye he go join chinese singing contest haa.
Then, 1205 (me), 1208 and 1209 went to take the train aha. (i like to speak of us via the nos, machiam(like) some code name hahahahahah.) I was very curious why 1208 went to join the contest cos he sounded so english-speaking when he talked then he said he's very chinese speaking ahha. He said none of his friends wanted to join so he went alone la. i think all of us who went alone are really brave bah ahha :D 1208 then asked me how old i am, i said 21 then i random and dunno why i said "do i look like it ? do i look like it? 我像吗？我像吗？" THEN he said " 不像。" I said, "then 我像几岁？"He said, "i tot u around my age." HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAH i was so lifted up to the clouds at that moment haha! HAHA, ENJOY THE MOMENT. then i went "yesh! yesh! yesh!" and like clenched one fist and like pull down, you know like go "YEAH YEAH YEAH!" hahaha. then he had to leave and again the "see ya" and stuff but no contact hahah. if i didn't rmb wrongly, he said this time is really byebye haha. (not too sure if he said it ahha).
then it was just me and 1209 and we chatted about her job, her experience, she joined this Tracy Su's imitation contest before and she said she tot of making friends (she said she knew she would make frens cos like u'd meet ppl who have the same interests haa cos of her past experience, she made frens and even went out with them for the 1st ten years ahh)... at one point, i asked if i really don't look like 21? she said yeah she tot i'd look younger. i said but i tot i make up then i'm afraid i'd look more matured. then she said she didn't realize i had makeup on til on the train. AHHAHAA, then i said, i took a very long time to draw my eyes hahahahhahah... OH WELL, that's good. but kelvin bruh said he thinks i look like i forever won't grow up COS OF MY ATTITUDE. so he's like making fun of me and saying that it's not something to be happy about. WAD THE yell haha. but i'm still happy when ppl say i look young haha. in the past week, other than 1208 and 1209, got two other aunties asked my parents i'm in sec what, cos i was out with them and it was their friends. ahahhahha. YESH YESH!
oh i was saying how amazing it is that at first u think all the people look dao/hostile but actually they are nice la haha. 1206 is this short hair cool gurl that i tot she's those super cool kinds of person, like 有性格 and knows what she wants in life haha. and her short hair make her look cool too, like 有一点冷漠。but end up talk abit with her and i decided i like her la hah. 1207 is this funnaye person who tried to cheer us up but end up in the end gan chiong and played music again (in the holding room). then the rest of us make fun and say like 1207 is the nervous one and told us to jia you ahha. 1207 also asked us after 1206 and 1207 finished their audition whether we wanna join them for dinner haha then the "see yas" and "good luck" but no contact info again. so like i wished i got their nos. then we can organize k-ing outing haha. the 1204-1209 reunion haha. oh well, leave it to fate bah. 1207 stays in jurong, 1208 stays in serangoon haha. if it's meant to be, we'll meet again :D
ah MY GAWSH, i realized i haven't talked about my audition experience ahha. now have to scroll up to see where did i stop at (digressed so much) see how fast my thoughts race.
right before the audition in the last holding room when we were like chillin and talking when left the few of us, we felt at peace at first, like not high anymore haha. then suddenly when more n more people left the room and left us, heart really pound. i said like roller coaster haha, 1206 said even worse than roller coaster. so at that time, really must find distraction or will like maybe die/hyperventilate due to nervousness/anxiety/super fast heart-pounding ahha.
OKIE, ABOUT THE AUDITION IN THE SUPER BIG BIG ROOM HAHA:
i danced a bit like rock abit (im' rocker HAHAHAH DA DONG!) then started singing and tried to relax and smile cos the farkin' camera RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME HAHA. like 1/2 metres away? i only sang "今天晚上当我醒来的时候 我的脚趾头在蠢蠢欲动 它说今天晚上心情很不错 想到街上走走 于是暗暗的天空..." AHHH, STUNNED. i gabrah like lkjfdalj and panicked. then don't know why i got the guts to ask "can i try again" cos usually the meek me would just maybe run out ? ahha, maybe cos wait so long le then feel that i really need to do all i can ahha.
then one of the judges said can sing from the last line, so i went "于是暗暗的天空开始灯光闪烁 世界变得有一点无厘头 我的心情像..." supposed to be "我的心情像土拨鼠在挖洞", i like ahbraahbra haha. then repeated that part (means screw up again) and went "我的心情像土拨鼠在挖洞 想找到出口 找到出口 我要找到出口" whew... then came this part that i was very confident about so i sang with my heart and soul ahah (so cheesy my description but i really felt relieved and confident at that time) “谁负责轰隆隆的节奏 快出来自首 一起到遥远的外太空 去甩一甩头” THEN Supposed to be "我今天决定我要放纵", but even while i practised, i'd say "我决定今天" instead haha, so i think i went “我决定今天 我今天决定我要放纵 我要high过头 我要到所有人的梦中 和世界牵手 yeah 牵手牵手” then i looked at the judge who said i could try again at first then he like *it's like body language actually* to get me to stop and "xie xie" ahha. hahaa, so i just hope i was maybe entertaining/high enough to be okie for the show? ah dunno la, can only wait now. i've done all i can so stop worrying ahha. and like 大東 said, 過程才是無價的 哈哈...
p.s. when i was reading the texts and mms that my dear good reliable helpful beautiful frens sent, like i could rmb from "誰負責轟隆隆的節奏" onwards till before the chorus. like amazed in a way too haha. like in dance, we have muscle memory, like ur body remembers the st eps by itself so u'd rmb the steps without conscious effort if u practise enough and ur muscles "remember" for you aha. so like i feel that songs are like that too, once u think about it, of a song you were once very familiar with, you'd actually kinda stop cos that's when ur mind thinks. so maybe there's some sort of "song memory" chip in ur brain? ahha.
then after the audition, i got to starbucks for what's leftover of the sec school outing haha, i was sad i couldn't get to eat at the japanese foodplace (xiaoxia says it's jap food court/hawker centre but i refuse to put it in that way ahha) at the newly opened SAFRA cos that's where we planned to eat. i reached cine at 1 plus and i tot i'd be done by 4 plus so i could make it in time for the outing's dinner haha. but neways i had sushi at 30% discount off cos it was after 9pm when i reached JP haha. yeah! uh and a chocolate chip cream for 6 bucks and it was sweettt ahha. and the guys keep asking either IQ questions or those "how many meh meh jump over the wall" (but i know that one alr haha) and "80 days around the world" bla bla bla - GAVE ME HEADACHE LA HAHA.
funnaye memories: SUCKLING PIG skp (he xiang, dui bu qu, but this is common topic i can talk to you and joke around with ahhahahha) and like we felt that (serene lim/dino and me) he xiang like sunburnt under the spotlight at the place where he sat in starbucks haha. all of us felt hot la haha, cos the aircon stopped at 11pm bah haha. but we left starbucks and wandered around JP at only 11.30pm i think ahha. okie la, it was me who felt that he xiang is like roasted like bbq food hahahhah. my imagination - gawsh! now more people know i went to audition for the show then i got interviewed by zhou chong qing hahahaha.
cos i like him and wanted to tell him i really do and enjoy his humour and stuff but i didn't dare (ting ting text me and ask if i told him i like paris and milan very much HAAHAHHA) SO I THInk i had on this silly smile plastered on my face looking at him waiting for him to notice me. so just right they came in when we in the 2nd holding room where we got to know the songs finally (50 songs' list) and 1204 and i sat right in the middle of some box like stools facing the door (cos we were sitting in order of our code nos haah) so like silly-smile-plastered me was like looking at zhou chong qing when he came in ahhaha. then i think he noticed me (finally yippee haha) and asked me how's the song choice coming along, we were told we only had 10 mins to make up our minds about the songs choice haha so everyone really panic haha funnaye frenzy.
of what i rmb of the convo
周：“你选各选到怎样了？”
我：“选到一般然后不知道怎么选。”
周：“那就是选了两首半啦？”
(一片笑声）
周：“那你对那一首歌最有信心？”
我：“elva 的 爱的主打歌”
周：“那你会跳舞吗？”
我：“如果加分的话，我会跳。”(in my heart was like yesh yesh yesh, can dance haha! and we're encouraged to dance)
周：“当然会加分啦，像如果唱抒情歌曲如果加上表情也会比较好。”
can't rmb ahaha.
like he went to ask another guy and then he told everyone good luck and asked us to shout “我要唱下去” 哈哈哈。
so funnaye, i wasn't worried about being on TV haha at that time, with the camera right in front of me. guess cos zhou chong qing talk to me i too happy le haha then when i shout, i think i looked super high/with energy ahha. ahhahhaha. okie, we'll see what they do to the auditions episode, ah, i just hope i don't look too sia suay/ugly...
so it's like i was amazed at how diff people are at first and later - reminder to myself. so wait regarding kuishin bo jp, fun colleagues, unleash ur fun-lurving ness ahah. ah, miap hai hailin was telling me i should bring sunshine to them ahha, then i was like amazed she think i got sunshine to bring cos these days i feel that i'm like gloomy rain? ahha watever...
oh and like experiences like this make me feel fulfilled, at least a lil' more fulfilled than just rotting at home. ahhh i wrote so much ahha.
DA DONG IN KO SAN GUO HAHA, zhou ce, got mustache, no fringe and no side burn cos of character requirement ba haha. but his hair really - look like ya se wang is gone case. no offence to calvin fans but i jus think calvin isn't that attractive, TO ME LA AHHA.
uh okie random and uh i feeel hungry and it's
ATSUI NEH, si bei zhua (hokkien), hou yi ah (canto)
(dinner with family just now after kiddos dance prac - cab fare 6 bucks - was funnaye hahaha. hong jie told us to "ta ma de, ke yi an jing ma" HAHAHAHHA, cos yu bing, yu wei (my 2 cousins - 12 yrs old and 13 yrs old) and i were singing our hearts out to FAHRENHEIT SONGS AHHA after we finished eating and was just sitting around haha - bored mah.)
like how to say ah, when i sing... cos these days i don't feel that happy so like i'm just wishing i'd feel happy bah ahha. like better i jus do nothing? it's just that sometimes if the lyrics is like love song i'd feel like i have no target to sing those lyrics too? stupid farkin lameass thoughts hahaha...
the future is unexpected! i tot go audition alone will just oh, okie, then go home after it. but i met people i didn't expect i'd meet and made a few new friends and that opens up to other things? haha and thanks yu, poh ying buddy, rabbit min, samantha aka bandy ha, yu qi, mingmin (justice bao & m3), jing chao, yi ting ting ting ahha for all your jia yous and concern and lyrics ahahha!
it's soo hawt that i flare up easily. mama came back not long ago with my 2nd aunt (my cousin/roommate's mama - who came out frm malaysia since last week) and she ranted at us night owls for staying up late again. but it's like she ownself comes backlat eand stuff and expect us to be in bed and like u're not setting a good example? so maybe it's cos of the heat and i'm like trying to finish this uber long blog post(finally something i feel like doing u know haha - the joy is really in the doing ahha) then i ranted at her cos can't stand the nagging and just flared up. she attempted to hit my head and i shielded myself and in the midst, my thumb which has some flesh exposed (cos of my habitual habit hahaa - sign of stress too neways) got scraped by a ring she was wearing and BLED. ahhhh, i was so pissed off. like sooo freakin' hawt and... oh well ahha, a bit bad ahha, then i made her do something about it and she felt guilty i guess haa and helped me apply some wonder balm ahha.
oh and jus now during kiddos prac, each of the kiddos showcased their dancetitude items' dance (how much they learnt so far) and i got up to learn Mel's item after watching them cos that was so bloody cool u know. like fighting coolness uknow haha. then she went "how come u learn so fast? how come u not joining dancetitude (though she knows i'm going to mexico) why why why? hahaha" then of course i was delighted to hear that frm her and i went "ah, but i can only follow, i can't rmb" but i still feel good and for that moment, i felt that i wanted to dance very much, ahha, like regretting mexico since it's not even farkin' confirmed cos of bloody swine flu la haha...
what will happen will happen.
serene lim/dino looks nice with her fringe ahha and i really like her muscular arms, got the shapely toned look hahah! xiaoxia is soooo super funnaye when she gushes about boys over flower's hanazawa rui (i can't rmb the korean name yet) and keep asking me to watch it right now ahha. like right now. then it was super amusing when she told us she'd listen to the same song frm BOF all the way to city hall. THAT WAS JUST --- SO HILARIOUS AND AMAZING! THE SAME SONG ALL THE WAY, it's like more than 10 stops and 30 mins and pls la, the same song all the way ahhaha. i'd be sick of the same song if i hear it all the while haha. keep repeating it i mean. but then i could relate to it cos my initial obsession to fahrenheit made me keep on listening to their songs as well ahhha. huiling is happily going to korea for exchange and right before we parted, we uttered random korean to her haa, like "anniah saeyo", "sarang haeyo" (i asked her if she will bow and say this to every handsome korean she meets aha then i did it out haha), bla bla can't rmb. (pardon my terrible spelling) MY GUSH, ALL THE HAWTIES IN KOREA! oh and huiling, i think the way you draw your eyeliner is sooo good hah! natural and very nicely drawn!
xiaoxia also chose who's F4 frm our dear classmates AHHAHA DAMN FUNNAYE LA !!! she was sooo high and made us, serene lim, me, huiling choose with her. very amusing and entertaining haha.
--- ah, another magical saturday though it was tiring.
i wanted to go play mahjong at xingzhen's house after the gathering but i didn't cos i was just soo tired and like i had to get up for the charity race volunteering thing (though i didn't go in the end haha - cos overslept)... oh well, next time mahjong haha! and bloody chia talked a lot of rubbish but gold chain on his neck damn funnaye haha!
THEN cos i just kept on talking, went to xiaoxia's house for a while and first time felt irritation of my contacts cos i was tryin to squint at whatever xiaoxia was letting me watch on youtube of the cute/funnaye ad of Doumyoji of BOF (roastin' dunkin donuts ad it's really cute though）and then the rui of BOF, also leader of SS501 sing and keep on shouting how cute he is, making the gurls melt with his killer smile haha. (random but kelvin bruh said by2's fans are all zhai nan ahahhaah and that in ylbfb, all their fans are guys ahahhah)...
then cos my left eye started feeling uncomfortable, i couldn't help it and rubbed it so my left eye was smudged with my eyeliner/mascara/eyeshadow haa. then xiaoxia saw the aftermath and went "AH, HOW COME UR EYE GOT INK?" AHHAHAH, damn funnaye. i lost my slip-on rose earring, sadded, but oh well, wad to do ahha, so kan kai ba haa. 看开吧。i tot it dropped to the floor of the bathroom and even searched the pail that has xiaoxia's bruh's soaked botak jones uniform, cap & socks to try to find it - gross ahha but at that moment i didn't care. cos i just miss my rose earring so much ahha. makes me feel like a bad bad gurl (rain's rainism ahahaah - bad bad boy)
and ended up watching first ep of BOF at xiaoxia's house haha... embarked on a new show ahhhh aha. haha my 30th show in my "in the midst" notepad doc haa.
it will happen if it's meant to happen haha.
unexpected future aha.
got this frm natsujo06 (new net fren frm AF who i really feel like keep on talking to her, so much to say haha - thanks :D really nice to know u and i enjoy sharing our insights and lurve reading what u write for me on the thread in public haha - hope AF doesn't take our posts off! mmm but i'm worried i better save all of them in my desktop in case they get removed cos of irrelevance aha)
"There is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way." - Wu Ji Chun :)
===== a happy quote haha ;D so positive huh.
so, see how wu ji zun makes one gua mu xiang kan abot him aha.
wad a long post but i enjoyed typing it haa.
now i know how to sing 牵手(first verse and chorus), 爱的主打歌 （whole song), 勇气, 小薇 and 天黑黑 by heart. if only i could memorize hu shi's 新刍议 something back then this easily ahha. like just crammed memorize but it's stuck now. cos got melody ahha :D
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{/Saturday, May 16, 2009, @3:38 AM.
{ oh no wrong hand - how to sleep when so active - oh my dua bei gong (chong qing rocks big time) }
ahhhhhhhhhh, kylala NYC, why are you still up? haaaaa. u've been up til 6am last night to watch "Mei-chan no Shitsuji"..... TONIGHT IS REPEAT? But trying to neutralize with "Fated to Love You" (ep 8) ahhhhhhhhh.
I haven't been updating regarding Yellowstone mo(u)rning ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
latest hairstyle of Da Dong! SUPER FREAKIN AWESOME THE BEST HAIRSTYLE EVER RIGHTTTT NOWWWWW! 2 SHADESSSSSS! I'm suaku but i really never see before. the great artist and most talented male idol and super super shuai shuai 汪大東／大熊東東 is here to inspire again. haaaaaa. i tot i wouldn't post any 大東s today but i guess not. the hairstyle just popped into my head haha.
haaaaaaa. hallo da dong.
coffee yummy hair.
lub luv lub it.
hallo da dong.
u're frickin hawt.
take me away frm yucky singapore haha.
okie la, my homeland my nation, can be nice at times.
so super safe, no thugs, no need scared when walk at 12-5am in the streets alone
but better bring umbrella, pepper spray, pesticide whatever (got many cockroaches ha)
oh man, i'm so singlish la.
it's two shades! i only noticed when i saw this pic haha!
see, the blonde outlining the coffee brown. I TOT it was a shadow or some halo at first.
hahahaha. i have blonde streaks too, WO MEN （YOU YI DIAN）YI YANG HAA!
我们（有一点）一样！
CREDITS:
http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/koolook2008/article?mid=696&prev=-1&next=689
ahahaha, THE BANNER FOR "MEI-CHAN NO SHITSUJI"
CREDITS: http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Mei-chan_no_Shitsuji
THE shibata rihito haha. (on the left of the gurl right smack in the centre - mei-chan)
yeah i rmb his real name Mizushima Hiro. I rmb (mizu = water) haah.
HAWT HAWT, FREAKIN HAWT AWESOME.
CHARMING... but i wonder about his acting skills.
我没有真的心服口服？还是他的角色就是那样？哎呀，不懂啦。
应该睡觉但是不想睡。yeah,今天我的x-stitch加了一个女生的头发和 big red ribbon 的一半哈啊。
周崇庆太好笑了。
“为什么么要oh my god leh?
（为什么）不可以oh my dua bei gong （大伯公in hokkien) hahahhhaha?”
Ivy (Ai Wei) says:
“可是一直oh my dua bei gong 不是那么好听leh...”
崇庆：
“你要好听啊？then oh my guan yin 观音lah!”
i still respect both gods but it's just for the fun of it.
I told ah sang and mama and they can't help but laugh too.
I was feeling moody/empty (again) while cross-stitching cos your brain doesn't really do much except try to remember the no. of squares and colours and thank goodiness for Zhou Chong Qing (and Ivy) --- I HAD A GOOOD LUFFFFFFFF AHHAAHA.
I'M supposed to shudder in fear actually ahha.
cos mama is supposedly gonna get up at 5am and it's 4.04am now. ahhhh! she gotta drive her taxi taxi aha. to earn money money.
shudder?
Ah, later going Yeek's bday party and I'm excited (really) haha, to help with decorations before everyone comes. It's sorta like make up for all the birthdays (the few I went to) that I didn't go deco and arrived late (okie sometimes i admit is lazy sometimes really cannot make it) ahhaa. so it's gonna be a fun-filled day! LIVE FOR EXPERIENCES AHHA! sui yuan bah ahha. 随缘吧！but gotta pack lots of things. And thanks Jing Chao for teaching me how to do that thing as deco for Mingna's bday. It's very nice. I feel like making them and hanging them at my doorway so like it's a "sphere-balls" door curtain? ahahha, and irritate the shit outta ah sang haha.
cam-whoring, being a slave for my lumix digicam, whatever ahhaha.
on 13 May 09' （Wed)...
taken at home. i like this.
my chin this sharp cos taken frm a higher angle.
got some uber fat pics but of cos i won't post here.
i'm hanging on to hope that da dong passes here? maybe even once? HAHAHAHA. OH NO, FANGURL KYLA DREAMING.
Kuishin bo, call me call me haha.
random thoughts, HOW TO SLEEP WHEN THE MIND SO ACTIVE AT NIGHT???? LIKE COME OUT TO PLAY? great job, im entertaining myself these days whenever I write ahha.
i was so excited when Yeek was at my place just now and I told her natsujo06 on AsianFanatics told me Shibata Rihito (Mei-chan no Shitsuji) is nanpa-senpai in Hana Kimi (Jap version) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHAHAHHAHAAHHAHHAHA. i really like this character, him, in the manga version (i finished the manga then watched TW version). Though Tang Yu Zhe Danson is good-looking, I can't help but feel that the character's personality/role didn't do justice to him in the manga. Cos he's sooo nice to his juniors/schoolmates and really even more charming in the manga. But Danson's looks are good enough just that the storyline for him like not that ichiban maybe?
Mayb e... Just maybe (rmb Takuya in "Pride", he likes to say maybe? ahaha) kylalalalalala will go crazy over Jpop again, doramas and bla bla.... hai hai... betsu ni(what i learnt = nothing much/nothing) HAHAHAHHAHHAA. yesh! and yame te ahha. (reminded of Xiao Zhu in Yu Le BFB once, when Wu Zun and Ah Sa were on the show to promote Wu Xia Liang Zhu 武侠梁祝 and they were doing roleplay or something and Xiaozhu acted as some pervert and he gave the roleplay a title called "sensei yame te" ahahhahhha, damn funny! muchos muchos entertainment ahha)
Yesh, helps to spread obsession of Da Dong so that my attention not that undivided. Uh, but obsessed again? Oh yell...
Kelvin kor kor walked behind me and laughed to himself. He's still singing and laughing ( abit) at this hour hahh. I asked him what. He said "jiro-ing always/all the way" (can't rmb)... AHHHHHH AHA. I feel that him and I are like in the brave squad in war or army. Cos MAMA MAY RUSH OUT ANY MOMENT AND SCREAM/SHOUT/OFF THE COM'S POWER ahhhhhhhhhh. HAHAHHAHAHA, she just hates us to stay up late but we keep doing it and the older we grow, the more we couldn't care more hahhaa.
Uh, fangurl kyla takes over the brain of kyla NYC so she is so active?????????? haaahhahah.
DA DONG POSE HAHA.
oh noooo, wrong hand.
whatever haa.
the pic above this - courtesy of PHGOH's constance's blog haha.
i couldn't find it online with the words i searched so he he, i took a short cut! reminder to myself haha, chance meeting PHGOH while she was on the bus (fate haha - one-sided). soooooo 顺其自然/一切随缘哈哈。
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I haven't been updating regarding Yellowstone mo(u)rning ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
latest hairstyle of Da Dong! SUPER FREAKIN AWESOME THE BEST HAIRSTYLE EVER RIGHTTTT NOWWWWW! 2 SHADESSSSSS! I'm suaku but i really never see before. the great artist and most talented male idol and super super shuai shuai 汪大東／大熊東東 is here to inspire again. haaaaaa. i tot i wouldn't post any 大東s today but i guess not. the hairstyle just popped into my head haha.
haaaaaaa. hallo da dong.
coffee yummy hair.
lub luv lub it.
hallo da dong.
u're frickin hawt.
take me away frm yucky singapore haha.
okie la, my homeland my nation, can be nice at times.
so super safe, no thugs, no need scared when walk at 12-5am in the streets alone
but better bring umbrella, pepper spray, pesticide whatever (got many cockroaches ha)
oh man, i'm so singlish la.
it's two shades! i only noticed when i saw this pic haha!
see, the blonde outlining the coffee brown. I TOT it was a shadow or some halo at first.
hahahaha. i have blonde streaks too, WO MEN （YOU YI DIAN）YI YANG HAA!
我们（有一点）一样！
CREDITS:
http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/koolook2008/article?mid=696&prev=-1&next=689
ahahaha, THE BANNER FOR "MEI-CHAN NO SHITSUJI"
CREDITS: http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Mei-chan_no_Shitsuji
THE shibata rihito haha. (on the left of the gurl right smack in the centre - mei-chan)
yeah i rmb his real name Mizushima Hiro. I rmb (mizu = water) haah.
HAWT HAWT, FREAKIN HAWT AWESOME.
CHARMING... but i wonder about his acting skills.
我没有真的心服口服？还是他的角色就是那样？哎呀，不懂啦。
应该睡觉但是不想睡。yeah,今天我的x-stitch加了一个女生的头发和 big red ribbon 的一半哈啊。
周崇庆太好笑了。
“为什么么要oh my god leh?
（为什么）不可以oh my dua bei gong （大伯公in hokkien) hahahhhaha?”
Ivy (Ai Wei) says:
“可是一直oh my dua bei gong 不是那么好听leh...”
崇庆：
“你要好听啊？then oh my guan yin 观音lah!”
i still respect both gods but it's just for the fun of it.
I told ah sang and mama and they can't help but laugh too.
I was feeling moody/empty (again) while cross-stitching cos your brain doesn't really do much except try to remember the no. of squares and colours and thank goodiness for Zhou Chong Qing (and Ivy) --- I HAD A GOOOD LUFFFFFFFF AHHAAHA.
I'M supposed to shudder in fear actually ahha.
cos mama is supposedly gonna get up at 5am and it's 4.04am now. ahhhh! she gotta drive her taxi taxi aha. to earn money money.
shudder?
Ah, later going Yeek's bday party and I'm excited (really) haha, to help with decorations before everyone comes. It's sorta like make up for all the birthdays (the few I went to) that I didn't go deco and arrived late (okie sometimes i admit is lazy sometimes really cannot make it) ahhaa. so it's gonna be a fun-filled day! LIVE FOR EXPERIENCES AHHA! sui yuan bah ahha. 随缘吧！but gotta pack lots of things. And thanks Jing Chao for teaching me how to do that thing as deco for Mingna's bday. It's very nice. I feel like making them and hanging them at my doorway so like it's a "sphere-balls" door curtain? ahahha, and irritate the shit outta ah sang haha.
cam-whoring, being a slave for my lumix digicam, whatever ahhaha.
on 13 May 09' （Wed)...
taken at home. i like this.
my chin this sharp cos taken frm a higher angle.
got some uber fat pics but of cos i won't post here.
i'm hanging on to hope that da dong passes here? maybe even once? HAHAHAHA. OH NO, FANGURL KYLA DREAMING.
Kuishin bo, call me call me haha.
random thoughts, HOW TO SLEEP WHEN THE MIND SO ACTIVE AT NIGHT???? LIKE COME OUT TO PLAY? great job, im entertaining myself these days whenever I write ahha.
i was so excited when Yeek was at my place just now and I told her natsujo06 on AsianFanatics told me Shibata Rihito (Mei-chan no Shitsuji) is nanpa-senpai in Hana Kimi (Jap version) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHAHAHHAHAAHHAHHAHA. i really like this character, him, in the manga version (i finished the manga then watched TW version). Though Tang Yu Zhe Danson is good-looking, I can't help but feel that the character's personality/role didn't do justice to him in the manga. Cos he's sooo nice to his juniors/schoolmates and really even more charming in the manga. But Danson's looks are good enough just that the storyline for him like not that ichiban maybe?
Mayb e... Just maybe (rmb Takuya in "Pride", he likes to say maybe? ahaha) kylalalalalala will go crazy over Jpop again, doramas and bla bla.... hai hai... betsu ni(what i learnt = nothing much/nothing) HAHAHAHHAHHAA. yesh! and yame te ahha. (reminded of Xiao Zhu in Yu Le BFB once, when Wu Zun and Ah Sa were on the show to promote Wu Xia Liang Zhu 武侠梁祝 and they were doing roleplay or something and Xiaozhu acted as some pervert and he gave the roleplay a title called "sensei yame te" ahahhahhha, damn funny! muchos muchos entertainment ahha)
Yesh, helps to spread obsession of Da Dong so that my attention not that undivided. Uh, but obsessed again? Oh yell...
Kelvin kor kor walked behind me and laughed to himself. He's still singing and laughing ( abit) at this hour hahh. I asked him what. He said "jiro-ing always/all the way" (can't rmb)... AHHHHHH AHA. I feel that him and I are like in the brave squad in war or army. Cos MAMA MAY RUSH OUT ANY MOMENT AND SCREAM/SHOUT/OFF THE COM'S POWER ahhhhhhhhhh. HAHAHHAHAHA, she just hates us to stay up late but we keep doing it and the older we grow, the more we couldn't care more hahhaa.
Uh, fangurl kyla takes over the brain of kyla NYC so she is so active?????????? haaahhahah.
DA DONG POSE HAHA.
oh noooo, wrong hand.
whatever haa.
the pic above this - courtesy of PHGOH's constance's blog haha.
i couldn't find it online with the words i searched so he he, i took a short cut! reminder to myself haha, chance meeting PHGOH while she was on the bus (fate haha - one-sided). soooooo 顺其自然/一切随缘哈哈。
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URGH! u learn new vocabulary in europe? HAHAHAH okie i'm like askin a stupid qn. i can't understand too. but i find it funnaye haa - the computer is ur sword ahha or weapon aha. eh, i just realized i wrote this in the wrong post. but who cares aha...
awaiting ur return...
um, actually should be awaiting the time we meet.
miss ya lots, my dear fren.
these days, i've been crying too much. the 1st 2 days - bad kind of crying like heart ache, i think yellowstone at the back of my mind haa. the next 2 days (ytd and today) - the feeling of being very touched yet i'm in a world i feel alone. WEIRD! but oh well, at least i kinda enjoy it when i cry after i hear some song (like now i listen to all songs carefullly and feel touched - then cry so easily) - maybe now's the time to try to join mediacorp as actress for crying? haa.
but zhou chong qing made me luff so much today ahah! thank him and i think i'm finally recovering haa! yeah - huge sigh of relief! i lost the zest of life previously - for long times hah... ahhhhh phone call on internet soon okie? missin ur voice！ :D I WANNA FIND BACK THOSE THINGS I LUV. AHHA, THIS SEEMS LIKE A BLOG POST TO ME HAHA. (I'LL post on my blog too hah)...
NYC m_m
hopefully i'll be stronger tmr！
i won't be afraid to face myself.
i mean less afraid when i'm alone ha. and enjoy it, and LUV IT!