Gush, for yesterday and today, I have that aimless/not inspired feeling again. It feels like I'm back to when I just got back from abroad. This feeling is oh-so-tamade (他妈的！）Basically, I'm swearin' a lil' in Mandarin. I don't even want to dance... Oke, fine I admit it. I'm freaking out over the imminent chalet that all MJ babies have to go in 2 wks' time. It's 3 days 2 nights. To face my feelings right in its face, I'm worried it'll be 历史重演, the same as CAC FOC last year. I hate socializing when I don't know anyone cos I'm 慢熟 (means I warm up slow). Fine, I gotta get that crap outta my head so I won't keep thinking I'm like that... People tell me to act confident, especially Ms Jennifer Chin YiYing. That day outside Butter Factory, thks for giving me some tips on how to overcome shyness. Just pretend and act! I'm gonna keep that in mind and try it this coming chalet! Be Positive Kylalalalalalalalala....

I watched "Shall We Dance?" recently thou I'm only halfway thru haha. One interesting quote was from John's wife, who suspected that John (Richard Gere) was having an affair. She stopped private investigation after a while cos she felt that it was invading her husband's privacy. She asked the private investigator why people got married. Her answer was that people need someone else to witness their lives. The only one who will be there till the end of one's life will be one's spouse (marriage is supposed to be like that - to me too). If not, our lives are in vain, like there's no meaning. With someone to witness everything, there's proof that it happened. It's something along that line, hope I didn't get it wrong. I think that's pretty interesting...

Today I bought Elva Hsiao's 三面夏娃, latest album. Cos I'm so gonna watch her at Max Pavillion on 20th Sep. I bought 4 Swensens mooncake - haven collect yet from some club in my school for 23 bucks. Usual price: $25.90. F*ck, it was 18 bucks for 4 ice-cream mooncakes last yr. But I still bought it.

My first day of being aimless/not inspired again after a period of got aim + inspired was yesterday. Cos I woke up late and had to go to work @ Utopia Vivo and the entire day was gone like that. Thank goodiness I finished one report for HC151 ytd night hee, so not tat sad today. I've already started learning the poems for dictation tmr for HC204 since last Fri. Yea, I'm proud of myself this sem, at least I try to study beforehand. I realize that I really gotta read readings though I haven finish 1 out of 2 compulsory readings for HC232 tutorial tmr! ARGH!

I'm so happy I hang out with Pink Robot these days haha. I feel that she's really interesting and I'm so curious as to how she lives her life. Good friends hee. I pay attention in HC204 oke????? I just didn't know how to approach you cos u seem kinda hostile when u walked into LT this morning ahha. Smile. :D I'm easily freaked out...

Oooh, yeah, why do I feel inspired again? Haha, cos' I was finding a translated article for my HT201 assignment. I've decided to use someone's english translation of a blog entry of Ariel Lin when she was in New York. I had to read it too and I feel inspired again. Here goes...

" 成功的人會多做一些自己”不習慣”，甚至是”不舒服”的事，離開你的舒適圈吧……"

"一個人吧！一個人的狀态所能產生的力量是很大的！專注於你旅行的目的, 和目的無關的人事物是會干擾你的，都拿掉吧！"

This was written by Ariel's good friend in a letter for Ariel. I feel so inspired again.
As I looked at the pictures on Ariel's blog in New York, I recalled the creamers I had to put in the freezer croc in the morning if I'm the opening cashier. I rmb "Hot Jeremy" say creamers are half fat and half of something else haha. When I saw a picture of her and her uncle in the car, I was reminded of the time when Mike drove us both to West Yellowstone - it was so totally random. I thank him very much for that!

I went for a jog this evening after a 30 min (or maybe more) chat with Stefanie hee hee. Nice chat! The chalet will be good. I think I'm tired of complaining and lamenting to everyone about my pathetic life to have to go to the chalet. Get out of my comfort zone! Have fun! Most important of all, ENJOY LIFE!

I ran for 5 rounds jus now hee, did some stretches and went back home to surf the net for materials for my HT201 assignment. Running kinda hurts my knees and ankles sometimes but I endure it and I feel better after that. I so need to adopt healthy lifestyle of 早睡早起(sleep early, wake up early) - so I won't be depressed (my moods will be more regular).

It's not such a bad day after all. I'm inspired again.

I'm so definite now - I get my inspiration from books and people and thoughts of others and inspiring quotes!

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