{/Sunday, October 30, 2005, @10:46 AM.
Notice i look much nicer here? Oh my, is it cos less of my arm was taken so i look slimmer? This world of images, false or true can be really misleading and weird? But i really like this pic of mine, regardless of its authenticity to real life haha... Oh ya, this is Serene Lim and me. I call her Serene Dance la hahaha... She's a great dancer, especially ballet... cos she's a ballerina hah...
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@10:44 AM.
Finally, a pic of me and Hailin aha. This was taken after i put on my pe tee after the Jap students went off. Will talk more about what happened on this day later. Notice that my face is this shape and how diff. i look in another ok??? :0)
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@10:05 AM.
{ ooops... this is really long again. Holland V. tour... }
I just recalled another reason why i feel lazy:
On Tue after we got back from the interview or rather Holland Village tour, i tried to blog almost everything, but Blogger was being stupid and so everything of my efforts was gone. HELL! rEally MEGA SUPER SUCKY! In Chinese, we have this saying, "xin hui yi leng", means my heart is grey and my efforts cold. In short, i'm i'm jaded or too disappointed. Woo, thanks June for the word "jaded" and for the cab ride and wish you get over what's troubling you now!!! Thanks Jeanie for the umbrella! You're really kind! :)
Why i thanked this two people:
On Thu, i went for my jazz class after stopping for about 6 months. But BUT BUT! We had only 3 pple, which was not enough to start a class! Fortunately, Derick was nice enough to give us a free lesson which was so fun! It's really of a higher level with a lot of ripples and butt activity haha, we danced to "Don't Ya"... So it's pretty sad that the class can't be started and we can only wait for more people to sign up. CAN MORE PEOPLE LIKE DANCing??? :) :) :) :)
Alright... Main pt of Tue happenings:
We went to "Eskibar". The girl who let us in was pretty dumb i suppose. Upon seeing us linger outside, she can't help asking us if we wanna go in.(We lingered cos Tyris was telling us that her piano teacher told her to go in if she had a chance cos it's really cool and different inside, with seats made of ice.)
Mind u, Synn was in sch U and I was clad in a sch Tee with skirt. I think she saw us hesitate which was why she asked us how old we were. I had an urge to lie(hahahh) and said, "19". Oh my hahha, it's lmao funny when she told us to go in. But we couldn't afford anything and Synn asked, "Is it ok if we went in and take a look but not buy any drinks?" She relented and as she opened the door for us, she was like muttering, "Den get ur frens to come during the weekends and buy drinks ok?" ahha... Bet she thought we heard her but we just acted dumb.
It was seriously freezing cold! We couldn't take it after 20 or 30 secs? I'm not sure... But we just went out. One good thing is their uniforms are so nice. The staff are wearin winter clothing with the head gear, muffs and gloves haha... So CUTE!
Another thing: The power my transformation pics possess to crack someone when one's spirits is as low as deep inside the core of the earth. My pics had the chance to show its prowess cos Tyris and Synn was pretty sad about the look of the supposedly "cafe", where it turned out to be a place slightly better than a hawker centre. Hope the bosses don't see this.
But that's just how it was and cos Black Bao's description made us have high hopes, our hopes was pretty much shattered as they came crashing down upon us when we saw the place. I was really shocked for a while too but recovered faster than them cos i was glad to have my frens with me...
It was on our way home, when we finally made it to the train station and was sitting down to wait for the train on the platform, i could tell Tyris was still rather down. That was why i decided to show her my magic pics, at my own sacrifice to bear seeing it again. As usual, one who saw the first few remained calm and relaxed cos they are of me as a child in Australia. But, when one moved on further and reached the pics of me in Sec 2, they just can't help cracking out in bursts. That's what happened with Tyris. You just can't contain the laughter, i'm telling you.
When i asked her if she felt any better, you bet her answer was yes haha... so we fooled like this all the way home and i know this Chinese woman was listening on us so obviously. Can't she be more discreet? But luckily, she's not those who try to act cool despite witnessing something funny and we din get frustrated with her... ah... That's it.
Will report about the fun Japanese cultural exchange as well as the ludicrous "turns" of Little Rebel. Whew, i really need to recharge after writing an entry. Cos i just add so many details to make you feel as if you were with me when incidents happen and i feel drained after it. Hence, i simply can't afford to write too many incidents cos of my inherent ability to lengthen everything ha.. hee hee...
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On Tue after we got back from the interview or rather Holland Village tour, i tried to blog almost everything, but Blogger was being stupid and so everything of my efforts was gone. HELL! rEally MEGA SUPER SUCKY! In Chinese, we have this saying, "xin hui yi leng", means my heart is grey and my efforts cold. In short, i'm i'm jaded or too disappointed. Woo, thanks June for the word "jaded" and for the cab ride and wish you get over what's troubling you now!!! Thanks Jeanie for the umbrella! You're really kind! :)
Why i thanked this two people:
On Thu, i went for my jazz class after stopping for about 6 months. But BUT BUT! We had only 3 pple, which was not enough to start a class! Fortunately, Derick was nice enough to give us a free lesson which was so fun! It's really of a higher level with a lot of ripples and butt activity haha, we danced to "Don't Ya"... So it's pretty sad that the class can't be started and we can only wait for more people to sign up. CAN MORE PEOPLE LIKE DANCing??? :) :) :) :)
Alright... Main pt of Tue happenings:
We went to "Eskibar". The girl who let us in was pretty dumb i suppose. Upon seeing us linger outside, she can't help asking us if we wanna go in.(We lingered cos Tyris was telling us that her piano teacher told her to go in if she had a chance cos it's really cool and different inside, with seats made of ice.)
Mind u, Synn was in sch U and I was clad in a sch Tee with skirt. I think she saw us hesitate which was why she asked us how old we were. I had an urge to lie(hahahh) and said, "19". Oh my hahha, it's lmao funny when she told us to go in. But we couldn't afford anything and Synn asked, "Is it ok if we went in and take a look but not buy any drinks?" She relented and as she opened the door for us, she was like muttering, "Den get ur frens to come during the weekends and buy drinks ok?" ahha... Bet she thought we heard her but we just acted dumb.
It was seriously freezing cold! We couldn't take it after 20 or 30 secs? I'm not sure... But we just went out. One good thing is their uniforms are so nice. The staff are wearin winter clothing with the head gear, muffs and gloves haha... So CUTE!
Another thing: The power my transformation pics possess to crack someone when one's spirits is as low as deep inside the core of the earth. My pics had the chance to show its prowess cos Tyris and Synn was pretty sad about the look of the supposedly "cafe", where it turned out to be a place slightly better than a hawker centre. Hope the bosses don't see this.
But that's just how it was and cos Black Bao's description made us have high hopes, our hopes was pretty much shattered as they came crashing down upon us when we saw the place. I was really shocked for a while too but recovered faster than them cos i was glad to have my frens with me...
It was on our way home, when we finally made it to the train station and was sitting down to wait for the train on the platform, i could tell Tyris was still rather down. That was why i decided to show her my magic pics, at my own sacrifice to bear seeing it again. As usual, one who saw the first few remained calm and relaxed cos they are of me as a child in Australia. But, when one moved on further and reached the pics of me in Sec 2, they just can't help cracking out in bursts. That's what happened with Tyris. You just can't contain the laughter, i'm telling you.
When i asked her if she felt any better, you bet her answer was yes haha... so we fooled like this all the way home and i know this Chinese woman was listening on us so obviously. Can't she be more discreet? But luckily, she's not those who try to act cool despite witnessing something funny and we din get frustrated with her... ah... That's it.
Will report about the fun Japanese cultural exchange as well as the ludicrous "turns" of Little Rebel. Whew, i really need to recharge after writing an entry. Cos i just add so many details to make you feel as if you were with me when incidents happen and i feel drained after it. Hence, i simply can't afford to write too many incidents cos of my inherent ability to lengthen everything ha.. hee hee...
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@9:35 AM.
{ Hell! What is happening? And I'm lazy nowadays... }
I feel kinda lazy to blog nowadays... that's Y i haven blogged for a few days.
It was partly due to the week that just passed... It went by SSOOO fast! The average time I reach home is abt 7.30pm with the exception of fri at 3+pm. Fri's the last day of sch but frankly, i dun think there's much of a difference since we have to go back in the hols(cos of CCAs or Grad Night Comm stuff). It's not like we'd really go berserk like in pri sch or lower sec cos we know it's the hols n we dun have to think about sch for once in the wonderful hols.
I've decided not to try including every single thought of mine into my blog. It's really tiring to try do sth that i know is almost impossible cos there's so much that happens everyday. Hence, I'm set to try and let some things pass.
The whole of yesterday: Reading and watching tv and a little bit of com activity in the morn as well as dance. Rather enjoyable, it's been a long time since i had the time to sit down and do sedentary activities for most of the day. But, hell! I wanted to watch "KANG XI LAI LE", it's this Taiwanese talk show that has Xiao S as one of the hosts but i overslept and couldnt' wake up when i took a real snappy nap.
Oh ya, my Pa is in Genting with his frens now. I make him sound like a teenager ha. He's coming back later at night, i think when My date with a vampire 3 starts!! Woo hoo! It's like some things make me look forward to Sunday. It makes all the other days in the wk acceptable and easier for me to make it thru.
Talked to my ma in Hokkien on Fri nite and she really laughed pretty much cos i make it sound so amusing cos i'm only used to hearing it but never saying it out much. I also enjoyed myself when i talk to Synn in that dialect in school at times. Rmb: "Ass hole" ahha...
The point is: It suddenly made me feel closer to my mum in the car park as we were walking to the food court at Pioneer Mall. Guess this is just one of the very amazing but unexplainable stuff in the world. That is why I'm not gonna resist speaking in Hokkien just because it sounds rather uncouth at times ha.
What happened at the food court:
I was ordering food from the vegetable rice stall. As I paid at the counter, this bigger-sized(Bs) man asked, "You want any gravy?" I said,"The potato gravy." He replied, "Huh? Very far leh..." he meant very far from him. In return, I said nvm. But he replied, "The tofu's gravy can?" I was like ok ok.
As i waited, this smaller-sized man(though not v. small) wearing a cap asked me, "Did he bully you?" I was like "Nooo" and it sorta made him excited or what and he said, "If he did, I'll bully you, together with him..."
Holy COW! That was kinda REVOLTING! but kinda funny when u think about it. When i took my change and food and turned to leave, Bs said,"Never say thank you ar?" I had no choice but to thank him and before i could leave, the smaller-sized man said, "What about me?" I said it again and went back to my mum feeling that these people are seriously deprived of a social life... or kids. In particular, ME. Which is why they simply couldn't contain themselves when a kid of 17 buys food from their stall. Hell, what is happening?
Here, Yeeky, i just wrote an entry. Dun really know what to write so just some random thoughts again. As what Pam says, i have a very "random" family where many entertaining stuff happen. Rmb, Shuen, the spilt rootbeer and went to toilet, use the pencil to "tu" my brother's leg hahaa...
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It was partly due to the week that just passed... It went by SSOOO fast! The average time I reach home is abt 7.30pm with the exception of fri at 3+pm. Fri's the last day of sch but frankly, i dun think there's much of a difference since we have to go back in the hols(cos of CCAs or Grad Night Comm stuff). It's not like we'd really go berserk like in pri sch or lower sec cos we know it's the hols n we dun have to think about sch for once in the wonderful hols.
I've decided not to try including every single thought of mine into my blog. It's really tiring to try do sth that i know is almost impossible cos there's so much that happens everyday. Hence, I'm set to try and let some things pass.
The whole of yesterday: Reading and watching tv and a little bit of com activity in the morn as well as dance. Rather enjoyable, it's been a long time since i had the time to sit down and do sedentary activities for most of the day. But, hell! I wanted to watch "KANG XI LAI LE", it's this Taiwanese talk show that has Xiao S as one of the hosts but i overslept and couldnt' wake up when i took a real snappy nap.
Oh ya, my Pa is in Genting with his frens now. I make him sound like a teenager ha. He's coming back later at night, i think when My date with a vampire 3 starts!! Woo hoo! It's like some things make me look forward to Sunday. It makes all the other days in the wk acceptable and easier for me to make it thru.
Talked to my ma in Hokkien on Fri nite and she really laughed pretty much cos i make it sound so amusing cos i'm only used to hearing it but never saying it out much. I also enjoyed myself when i talk to Synn in that dialect in school at times. Rmb: "Ass hole" ahha...
The point is: It suddenly made me feel closer to my mum in the car park as we were walking to the food court at Pioneer Mall. Guess this is just one of the very amazing but unexplainable stuff in the world. That is why I'm not gonna resist speaking in Hokkien just because it sounds rather uncouth at times ha.
What happened at the food court:
I was ordering food from the vegetable rice stall. As I paid at the counter, this bigger-sized(Bs) man asked, "You want any gravy?" I said,"The potato gravy." He replied, "Huh? Very far leh..." he meant very far from him. In return, I said nvm. But he replied, "The tofu's gravy can?" I was like ok ok.
As i waited, this smaller-sized man(though not v. small) wearing a cap asked me, "Did he bully you?" I was like "Nooo" and it sorta made him excited or what and he said, "If he did, I'll bully you, together with him..."
Holy COW! That was kinda REVOLTING! but kinda funny when u think about it. When i took my change and food and turned to leave, Bs said,"Never say thank you ar?" I had no choice but to thank him and before i could leave, the smaller-sized man said, "What about me?" I said it again and went back to my mum feeling that these people are seriously deprived of a social life... or kids. In particular, ME. Which is why they simply couldn't contain themselves when a kid of 17 buys food from their stall. Hell, what is happening?
Here, Yeeky, i just wrote an entry. Dun really know what to write so just some random thoughts again. As what Pam says, i have a very "random" family where many entertaining stuff happen. Rmb, Shuen, the spilt rootbeer and went to toilet, use the pencil to "tu" my brother's leg hahaa...
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{/Wednesday, October 26, 2005, @12:15 AM.
Hahahhaha... cringed up, tongue so weird..
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@12:11 AM.
here are other pics i took in genting.. did i show any of it at all? i particularly like my smile, but my hair ruined everything. Potato's beside me, clad in white. See that girl clad in a brown sweater? I think she's really pretty and i know she's from Saudi Arabia. We got her father to take us in the pic ha. Me, on a roller coaster!!! This is proof, though some might not believe ha.
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@12:09 AM.
Hi peeps, i know i look retarded here, but would just wanna proclaim that she's my beloved ex-babysitter ha. I really love her. This year, i even visited her a few times cos i was late for school and went to her house somewhere near the school a few times haha....
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{/Sunday, October 23, 2005, @10:45 AM.
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHH, i always laugh when i see this pic. Look at the person in the middle especially. I'm sorry, Eve, but i just wanna tell the world how cute you are haha... In comparison, me and Venis as her guards look more normal ha..
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@10:43 AM.
Except for the few strands of hair on Venis's face, it's generally acceptable. We have Tyris, followed by Venis and Evelyn... Where's me? I'm holding the camera la...
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@10:41 AM.
I know this is really awful and i'm making a real big sacrifice. But this is what you get when you try to lift me and throw me into the pool. HHMMPPH...
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@10:40 AM.
One of the more sightly ones ha. I'm having a tough time trying to single out the ones that are appropriate for public viewing ha.
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@10:37 AM.
Venis, Tyris, Moi and Eve tgt at Venis's house ha. We had a lota fun playing ball in the pool and fending off weird little boys who like to shoot us with their water guns...
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{/Saturday, October 22, 2005, @12:57 AM.
{ I'M BACK, ready or NOT!!! i CRINGE at myself... }
I'm BACK, finally. Ready or not... Oh my, i cringed at the "Ready or Not" haha...
Though i've just stated it in m y T A G, i would still like to repeat the reason why i've not been updating or online.
My brother's compulsive obsession with the computer has just almost ruptured my parents' blood vessels. Coupled with his recent aggression and utter rudeness, my parents finally decided to do something. That is keeping "THE THINGY". "THE THINGY" is rectangular and has 5 places for 5 plugs. I really have no idea what the human race call it, so pardon me for the unsightful description... ha.
Now, my bro can only stay in his room all day and watch cable TV, causing himself to be a green-eyed monster what with watching all that grass on soccer fields. He's got no life, hope it changes in the near future though or else i dunno what's he gonna do...
Guess it's my crying over the gone newspapers on Thu night... *sobx* I'm reminded... My dad had already wanted to let me use the com by providing the "thingY' but i was too caught up in myself that I was a complete spoilt lass and refused to talk to my dad on the phone when he called.
But, he just got the "thingy" for me after I reached home at 9 plus and started eating yesterday! That "unnatural" face was stuck right in the place of his face, and the only other person i've seen with this expression is Eve. I hate it, kind of, but i really dunno how to describe it. In short, it's just something like... I really dunno... forget it, understand if you do, if u dun, go eat ur own shit. HAHAHHAHHA, JUST kidding!!!
Well well well, let me explain about the newspapers. Told Cybell yest in school and she was like "So you cried over a newspaper article..." i stopped her before she continued and said, "No, it's cos my mum took most of the newspapers to her school, all UNREAD by ME!" It came as no surprise when laughter erupted straight after.
I know it's ridiculous. When i was recovering from my crying mess on Thu night, i felt like a LOSER again, real pathetic. Wadever... It's over now and it wouldn't be much of a surprise if i were to tell you that this is not the first time i cry over newspapers. My mum has done things like this to upset me from time to time.
Let me gauge, once in a few years?? though i just do something to make her mad in a few seconds probably? What a distinct distinction? I'm writing crap again haha. It's like im' out of the cage, and i'm free to do whatever i want haha... I mean in the cyber world.
Not gonna say much more, just that i'm feeling a lil' better about "the peacock"... Will tell you all later. THANK you eve!!! so MUCH! I wanna say "love you, Eve", but i know she'd not talk to me again for the rest of tmr at least haha, if i did say it out right to her, cos it's just so very cheesy. But, i really need to thank you for being such A GREAT LISTENER! YOU GET THAT??? yokatta(tat's great!) I dun see the link too ha. I think it just sounds kinda similar. *_-
Before i stop my fuckin hand, I would like to say that on Wed (19/10), there was a shooting at my school. Not the guns, it's the TV. We'll appear on national tv, ha, spot me if you live in Singapore on Channel U at 8.30pm or u have access to Singapore tV in a foreign land, though i really dunno why in the world you would do that...
I'm the only one who sits right in front of the hosts who's wearing a yellow sleeved t-shirt. I seriously dunno how's it gonna be like cos i might not be able to watch it next wed(26/10) cos of a performance at a nearby CC for Jap students! AhhhH!! that is so fun right???!!! bet you wanna change places with me, but pls reconsider cos of "THE PEACOCK" n my fatty fatty arms ahha.... ahaha...
Bye... i'm leaving. Heave sighs of relief. I can't believe myself, to be so lame always...
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Though i've just stated it in m y T A G, i would still like to repeat the reason why i've not been updating or online.
My brother's compulsive obsession with the computer has just almost ruptured my parents' blood vessels. Coupled with his recent aggression and utter rudeness, my parents finally decided to do something. That is keeping "THE THINGY". "THE THINGY" is rectangular and has 5 places for 5 plugs. I really have no idea what the human race call it, so pardon me for the unsightful description... ha.
Now, my bro can only stay in his room all day and watch cable TV, causing himself to be a green-eyed monster what with watching all that grass on soccer fields. He's got no life, hope it changes in the near future though or else i dunno what's he gonna do...
Guess it's my crying over the gone newspapers on Thu night... *sobx* I'm reminded... My dad had already wanted to let me use the com by providing the "thingY' but i was too caught up in myself that I was a complete spoilt lass and refused to talk to my dad on the phone when he called.
But, he just got the "thingy" for me after I reached home at 9 plus and started eating yesterday! That "unnatural" face was stuck right in the place of his face, and the only other person i've seen with this expression is Eve. I hate it, kind of, but i really dunno how to describe it. In short, it's just something like... I really dunno... forget it, understand if you do, if u dun, go eat ur own shit. HAHAHHAHHA, JUST kidding!!!
Well well well, let me explain about the newspapers. Told Cybell yest in school and she was like "So you cried over a newspaper article..." i stopped her before she continued and said, "No, it's cos my mum took most of the newspapers to her school, all UNREAD by ME!" It came as no surprise when laughter erupted straight after.
I know it's ridiculous. When i was recovering from my crying mess on Thu night, i felt like a LOSER again, real pathetic. Wadever... It's over now and it wouldn't be much of a surprise if i were to tell you that this is not the first time i cry over newspapers. My mum has done things like this to upset me from time to time.
Let me gauge, once in a few years?? though i just do something to make her mad in a few seconds probably? What a distinct distinction? I'm writing crap again haha. It's like im' out of the cage, and i'm free to do whatever i want haha... I mean in the cyber world.
Not gonna say much more, just that i'm feeling a lil' better about "the peacock"... Will tell you all later. THANK you eve!!! so MUCH! I wanna say "love you, Eve", but i know she'd not talk to me again for the rest of tmr at least haha, if i did say it out right to her, cos it's just so very cheesy. But, i really need to thank you for being such A GREAT LISTENER! YOU GET THAT??? yokatta(tat's great!) I dun see the link too ha. I think it just sounds kinda similar. *_-
Before i stop my fuckin hand, I would like to say that on Wed (19/10), there was a shooting at my school. Not the guns, it's the TV. We'll appear on national tv, ha, spot me if you live in Singapore on Channel U at 8.30pm or u have access to Singapore tV in a foreign land, though i really dunno why in the world you would do that...
I'm the only one who sits right in front of the hosts who's wearing a yellow sleeved t-shirt. I seriously dunno how's it gonna be like cos i might not be able to watch it next wed(26/10) cos of a performance at a nearby CC for Jap students! AhhhH!! that is so fun right???!!! bet you wanna change places with me, but pls reconsider cos of "THE PEACOCK" n my fatty fatty arms ahha.... ahaha...
Bye... i'm leaving. Heave sighs of relief. I can't believe myself, to be so lame always...
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{/Monday, October 10, 2005, @10:14 PM.
{ "That's CHIC" will be my new catchphrase and i'm a loser now!!! }
I feel like a loser now...
I find it amusing that i already had whatever i wanted to write in mind. I just felt depressed all of a sudden. Feel that i'm so far away from my parents and they dun really know me, especially my papa. It's like i feel like a PATHETIC CREATURE(reminds me of pri. 5 when this teacher uses this phrase to scold the boys) Now, the song playing in the earphones is "hou niaO" by S.H.E., which sounds kinda melancholic, which made it worse again. Had a very long chat with Ris v. early this morning on MSN, about SDF.
SDF is sth i just came up with after going to EVe's house on Sat for her bday. It's the "Sudden Distant Feeling" Syndrome, and apparently i'm disturbed by it for now. There are so many people whereby the syndrome is active, I'm nt sure about how to use the word syndrome, so pardon me, english masters/mistresses out there. Though i had a LOveLY chat with Pam this afternoon while waiting for her OUAP briefing about shopping, i was really happy then but now i'm not that delighted. Sucks...
Ok, now is Evonne Hsu's "Da Feng Chui" playing, woo, suddenly feel very hyper. Told you i was weird and mood swingy and changes fast from mood to mood. Good in a way that i recover and pick up myself very fast, but i feel sad and down to the utter gutters(trying to rhyme) just like that too. THIS IS A WACKY WORLD! I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING NOW! but there's no place in singapore where i can go to, i'll get whacked by whackers, that's what will happen to me. Ha, i feel like a non-chalant kiddo here trying to look at life right its face, as if i'm 70 n not 17...
N i had an urge to FALL IN LOVE! i FEEL disgusted saying this here, cos i did in my personal diary yesterday... Must be all the love comics that i read recently and my sudden compulsive obsession with watching TV, I'm a tv addict, so pathetic. that word:"tv addict". The fact that i slept past 3 for the past 2 weeks or so on average REALLY DOESN'T HELP! That(fallin in luv thingY) was the root of my depression abt 30 mins ago, but i'm fine now. Though i felt that i should call Potato immediately for a perk-me-up when i felt depressed straight away, i wanted to write out pathetic feelings of a miserable, pathetic me now.
Ok, i'm done, suddenly feel so much bet'er. WHEW! I JUST WANNA SCREAM, but it's suffocating i can't. At the most, i'd be clutching my throat and trying to get a shriek out while covering my mouth? I have GONE HAYWIRE! WHAT A HAYWIRE WORLD! oh my, i'm ridiculous and i'm just so CONTRADICTING! can all the things in the world stop being so sucky for once!or twice. IT JUST SUX.... BLOODY WORLD!
Done with the cursing and swearing... Guess i need to talk to potato real fast now, i'd really blow my top and start wailing and crying like a BIG, OVER-GROWN FAT BABY!!!! if i dun get some sedatives(potato in this case) for now... Gotta run, ciao... That's chic! Well, decided it to be my new catch phrase after watching an ad for Elle mag's 20th anniversary. Hee haw...
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I find it amusing that i already had whatever i wanted to write in mind. I just felt depressed all of a sudden. Feel that i'm so far away from my parents and they dun really know me, especially my papa. It's like i feel like a PATHETIC CREATURE(reminds me of pri. 5 when this teacher uses this phrase to scold the boys) Now, the song playing in the earphones is "hou niaO" by S.H.E., which sounds kinda melancholic, which made it worse again. Had a very long chat with Ris v. early this morning on MSN, about SDF.
SDF is sth i just came up with after going to EVe's house on Sat for her bday. It's the "Sudden Distant Feeling" Syndrome, and apparently i'm disturbed by it for now. There are so many people whereby the syndrome is active, I'm nt sure about how to use the word syndrome, so pardon me, english masters/mistresses out there. Though i had a LOveLY chat with Pam this afternoon while waiting for her OUAP briefing about shopping, i was really happy then but now i'm not that delighted. Sucks...
Ok, now is Evonne Hsu's "Da Feng Chui" playing, woo, suddenly feel very hyper. Told you i was weird and mood swingy and changes fast from mood to mood. Good in a way that i recover and pick up myself very fast, but i feel sad and down to the utter gutters(trying to rhyme) just like that too. THIS IS A WACKY WORLD! I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING NOW! but there's no place in singapore where i can go to, i'll get whacked by whackers, that's what will happen to me. Ha, i feel like a non-chalant kiddo here trying to look at life right its face, as if i'm 70 n not 17...
N i had an urge to FALL IN LOVE! i FEEL disgusted saying this here, cos i did in my personal diary yesterday... Must be all the love comics that i read recently and my sudden compulsive obsession with watching TV, I'm a tv addict, so pathetic. that word:"tv addict". The fact that i slept past 3 for the past 2 weeks or so on average REALLY DOESN'T HELP! That(fallin in luv thingY) was the root of my depression abt 30 mins ago, but i'm fine now. Though i felt that i should call Potato immediately for a perk-me-up when i felt depressed straight away, i wanted to write out pathetic feelings of a miserable, pathetic me now.
Ok, i'm done, suddenly feel so much bet'er. WHEW! I JUST WANNA SCREAM, but it's suffocating i can't. At the most, i'd be clutching my throat and trying to get a shriek out while covering my mouth? I have GONE HAYWIRE! WHAT A HAYWIRE WORLD! oh my, i'm ridiculous and i'm just so CONTRADICTING! can all the things in the world stop being so sucky for once!or twice. IT JUST SUX.... BLOODY WORLD!
Done with the cursing and swearing... Guess i need to talk to potato real fast now, i'd really blow my top and start wailing and crying like a BIG, OVER-GROWN FAT BABY!!!! if i dun get some sedatives(potato in this case) for now... Gotta run, ciao... That's chic! Well, decided it to be my new catch phrase after watching an ad for Elle mag's 20th anniversary. Hee haw...
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{/Friday, October 07, 2005, @12:05 PM.
{ Bad dream---Glass door, People chopping... }
To be honest, i'm a scaredy cat. I dun dare to watch horror shows until recently, but i only selectively watch it and i only watch it when there are people with me. That's why i can be very scared of my dreams... I've realized that whenever i sleep at 4 or 5, the dreams that i have are bad ones, and i very often feel as if i'm not sleeping. (There was once that happened in either sec 3 or 4, i was doing hw till 3am and i slept immediately. The dream was so freakish, of monsters chasing me---i was still horrified when i woke up. I asked mrs thai about it in school and she said it's cos my mind is still very active after finishing homework, so imagination runs wild)
There are previous not-that-nice dreams too, but i'm gonna move away from there. But, yesterday i was telling this dream to my parents, i had it on Thu morn, cos i slept at 4 plus in the morning, and it's like the first time since prehistoric times that i felt my parents really listening to me, not just hearing. My mum even laughed and commented that i must have read too many comics and my dad was saying i was under the influence of Sims, cos I said the house that i dreamed up of had many stairs all over the place.
The dream sort of started in a new house. That is my new house and i had just moved. I was in my new room with Pam that morning The window is so big a piece of glass, it took up a whole side of the wall. Suddenly, i caught sight of 2 people in grotesque,bloody masks walking past. Then, it's as if they saw us and came running towards the window. We tried to pull the curtains but realized there was no curtains. Immediately i ran to the next room to get my Dad. He came running into my room with a chopper and the window became something like a balcony where the men could climb in.
The next scene was of my Dad chopping at something with haste speed and fury might. It's like what happens in cartoons, whereby the action is repeated and u can't see exactly what's moving frantically, the reason is the motion was going too fast, like the swish of wind. Then, the men wearing the gruesome masks fell off and that scene ended. To me, it seemed as if my dad finally had a chance to use his skills. He learned karate and think i've heard him mention when i was young that he feels he has regrets, that he wasn't once in a real situation where he could fight baddies face to face ha.
So maybe that was why he was the person chopping the baddies in my dream.
There are other scenes but i dun really wana elaborate on it and i have to go to school for the china trip meeting now. Adieu peeps! Catcha later... Like how Ash Ketchup catches pokemon hahahahhhhaahhahahahahhahahahhaaaa... N Pam, rmb this, i know ur characteristic. Just wanna put a note here so i won't forget in future. Shooting daggers at SASA, E wagging her tongue.
Guess i really have to stop sleeping late. Oh ya, one more reason could be that i din on the air-con on Thu morning, cos if it's quieter, u'd be more peaceful?
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There are previous not-that-nice dreams too, but i'm gonna move away from there. But, yesterday i was telling this dream to my parents, i had it on Thu morn, cos i slept at 4 plus in the morning, and it's like the first time since prehistoric times that i felt my parents really listening to me, not just hearing. My mum even laughed and commented that i must have read too many comics and my dad was saying i was under the influence of Sims, cos I said the house that i dreamed up of had many stairs all over the place.
The dream sort of started in a new house. That is my new house and i had just moved. I was in my new room with Pam that morning The window is so big a piece of glass, it took up a whole side of the wall. Suddenly, i caught sight of 2 people in grotesque,bloody masks walking past. Then, it's as if they saw us and came running towards the window. We tried to pull the curtains but realized there was no curtains. Immediately i ran to the next room to get my Dad. He came running into my room with a chopper and the window became something like a balcony where the men could climb in.
The next scene was of my Dad chopping at something with haste speed and fury might. It's like what happens in cartoons, whereby the action is repeated and u can't see exactly what's moving frantically, the reason is the motion was going too fast, like the swish of wind. Then, the men wearing the gruesome masks fell off and that scene ended. To me, it seemed as if my dad finally had a chance to use his skills. He learned karate and think i've heard him mention when i was young that he feels he has regrets, that he wasn't once in a real situation where he could fight baddies face to face ha.
So maybe that was why he was the person chopping the baddies in my dream.
There are other scenes but i dun really wana elaborate on it and i have to go to school for the china trip meeting now. Adieu peeps! Catcha later... Like how Ash Ketchup catches pokemon hahahahhhhaahhahahahahhahahahhaaaa... N Pam, rmb this, i know ur characteristic. Just wanna put a note here so i won't forget in future. Shooting daggers at SASA, E wagging her tongue.
Guess i really have to stop sleeping late. Oh ya, one more reason could be that i din on the air-con on Thu morning, cos if it's quieter, u'd be more peaceful?
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@10:24 AM.
{ It was Mum's bday on Oct 5. Happy birthday Mama!!! m_m }
Yeah!!! The fucked up page where you post a new entry is gone!!! It's back to the normal one. Good job, blogger!
I've got no school today but i have to go back for a meeting for the end-of-year china trip that I signed up!!!! Oh my... but i shant say too much here, except that i'm gonna pay the remaining 700 bucks later. the cold!!! I'm coming!!! ^_^ the main reason that i wanted to go China is cos of its cold weather that I really wanna experience, it'd be so cool and awesome to go with the school and be there as a student, not really a tourist. Hee haw hee haw, but that'll have to wait till late nov...
The promos, school exams are finally over but i dun feel that excited. Talked about my studying progress with Eve a great deal tat day. I was disturbed at the fact that i'm not really that stressful or concerned about the exams. As in, I still had the cheek to read comics or watch tv or go online while i have an exam the next day and i only start studying after 12 or sth like that. But the thing is, though i know i haven studied everything and there are so much i still don't know, i'm not really scared that i'd do very badly or not get good grades.
The whole discussion was very long but the conclusion is tat:
i dunno how i exactly write essays after the first official school common test,so it's not that i dun wanna improve. The thing is i have no idea what to improve on cos i dunno how i write my essays in the first place. Hence, the only logical thing i can do is just read the content and get all the facts right. I don't do much memorizing as well, unless it's Chinese literature, but somehow, i'd be able to remember them in some way in exams. Maybe that's why i feel that i dun really have to slog like an ox or wad.
Anyway, it was my Mom's birthday on Oct 5 and i feel quite bad, not wanting to go for dinner at first. Cos there was the last debate show and the Black guy from beijing university is SSOOO CUTE!!! The way he speaks chinese is just!!! SUPERB! HAHHA as in, superb in making me laugh. When we left though, it was in the midst of Hope and Faith ahahha... But i din regret it, we went JP Crystal Jade and it reminded me of Palm Beach though i felt diminished and useless there at times, cos of the very odious(yew...) female staff(some, not all). the food was delicious and not that expensive hee...
Whew, was dancing Namie Amuro's Shine More with her, i got her Mtv haha... N i'm sweating like a wild boar now... so there, and celtic mythologies and pagnism are so interesting... Alright, i'll stop here. Just alittle update about my life. It's gonna be Eve's bday this Sat, and i'm looking forward to going her house and visit her little brother, but not so much her M****er... hee... :)
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I've got no school today but i have to go back for a meeting for the end-of-year china trip that I signed up!!!! Oh my... but i shant say too much here, except that i'm gonna pay the remaining 700 bucks later. the cold!!! I'm coming!!! ^_^ the main reason that i wanted to go China is cos of its cold weather that I really wanna experience, it'd be so cool and awesome to go with the school and be there as a student, not really a tourist. Hee haw hee haw, but that'll have to wait till late nov...
The promos, school exams are finally over but i dun feel that excited. Talked about my studying progress with Eve a great deal tat day. I was disturbed at the fact that i'm not really that stressful or concerned about the exams. As in, I still had the cheek to read comics or watch tv or go online while i have an exam the next day and i only start studying after 12 or sth like that. But the thing is, though i know i haven studied everything and there are so much i still don't know, i'm not really scared that i'd do very badly or not get good grades.
The whole discussion was very long but the conclusion is tat:
i dunno how i exactly write essays after the first official school common test,so it's not that i dun wanna improve. The thing is i have no idea what to improve on cos i dunno how i write my essays in the first place. Hence, the only logical thing i can do is just read the content and get all the facts right. I don't do much memorizing as well, unless it's Chinese literature, but somehow, i'd be able to remember them in some way in exams. Maybe that's why i feel that i dun really have to slog like an ox or wad.
Anyway, it was my Mom's birthday on Oct 5 and i feel quite bad, not wanting to go for dinner at first. Cos there was the last debate show and the Black guy from beijing university is SSOOO CUTE!!! The way he speaks chinese is just!!! SUPERB! HAHHA as in, superb in making me laugh. When we left though, it was in the midst of Hope and Faith ahahha... But i din regret it, we went JP Crystal Jade and it reminded me of Palm Beach though i felt diminished and useless there at times, cos of the very odious(yew...) female staff(some, not all). the food was delicious and not that expensive hee...
Whew, was dancing Namie Amuro's Shine More with her, i got her Mtv haha... N i'm sweating like a wild boar now... so there, and celtic mythologies and pagnism are so interesting... Alright, i'll stop here. Just alittle update about my life. It's gonna be Eve's bday this Sat, and i'm looking forward to going her house and visit her little brother, but not so much her M****er... hee... :)
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{/Monday, October 03, 2005, @9:55 AM.
{ I'VE GOT A NEW TAG BOARD SO PLS TAG HEE! }
I seriously dunno why the site to create a new entry is so seriously fucked up! How come the options/tools that is once in a horizontal line is now a vertical line and it takes up a lot of space at the top of the page. Does anyone else have this problem? If there's a solution, PLS TELL ME!
Have to reiterate my stand that I should have discovered the world of comics soon! Thanks Little REbel!!! For introducing me that website and agreeing to lend me comics someday, though i doubt you'll ever read my blog, cos it seems that you dun. Anyway, we'll accompany you go chinatown or spotlight or anywhere if we can after the exam la.
There's no exam for me today, but tmr and Wed's subjects are pretty "heavy", cos i haven really studied. Realized that i seldom blog about random stuff like this anymore. As in my feelings or thoughts. I just wanna do that now. Here goes...
I realize I've indeed changed a lot. Noticed it myself but when that sort of thing comes from other people, it seems a great deal "truer". Change, to me, is scary but kinda exciting and inevitable. "There's no impermanance" --- got it from the travel book when the author was talking about Buddha and meditation. As with many other quotes by other people, "Change is the only constant"...
Then Yeeky and HL was telling me about me changing when i made a random remark of myself, den they said sth abt me like lookin lonely in the past, b4 i started hanging out with them. But now, I'm like always making them laugh and I feel that my search in life at this stage of my life is to seek joy and excitement and find the simple pleasures of life that just light up ur day when you come across any. ^_^
So, just wanna say how much i've changed in my blog. Hope i'd embrace the future full of hope for the future changes that would bring me. But that's still hard I think, I'm emotionally attached... to many things. But now, love the stars, the flowers and meadows and books and wood and... the list could go on and on. Reminds me that day when i was with Eve at the library. She was marvelling at how this book "14000 things that could make you happy"could be published. In it was 14000 different nouns thought up by the author(s). Just that. Period. Amazing! the wackiness of the world ha. It's a wacky world...
I know i've always had this problem. My posts are too long and i think the main reason that made it illegible(for some) is that my paragraphs are SSOOO long! To the extent that SOME think that the post is not gonna end. I'm gonna do sth(britney spears song haha. i'm full of crap) about it and hopefully everyone can read it with more ease and comfort ha.
By the way, the 2 comics i'm reading now is kareshi kanojo no jijou by masami tsuda and "Deathnote" by dunno who recommended by Little Rebel ha. Deathnote is really unique, i guess more manga are like that but if anyone is interested to read it free of charge, thru downloading, though you might wanna make donations to it, the site is:
http://www.stoptazmo.com/death_note/
I really gotta study for my geography NOW. Dammit, i've still got Limestone landforms, karsts, tourism, slopes, coastal areas and population geography that i haven revised! Goodness, bloody hell! b4 i forget, yest's MY DATE WITH A VAMPIRE 3 is as always, quirky and awesome in a comical way. Not to mention the TWINS EFFECT HAHHAHA! It's stiill bizarre to me, as to how i got the pirated vcd. Abt a year ago, i borrowed a very big book and the discs was sumhow "clipped" in it. My overactive mind even thought it could be a bomb, arsenic or poison or maybe a voodoo curse of some sort ha.
So, me, Tyris and Xwei watched it tgt and we had loads of fun. There's this part near the end when the girl swallowed this thing that turned her into a vampire and her button burst and smattered the light hahahahhhahhha that's so L M A O FuNNY. tyris said she could still laugh after watching 10 times. So at that time, we rewinded and rewatched it for like 8 or 9 times? ha. I was laughing out loud yest. night again and my dad came out of the room and said sth about it. When i continued laughing at the absurdity of such a show, my daD looked like a lost boy hahahhahahhaaha and he kept emphasising that he din find it the least bit funny! So, to him, i'm a mad girl, his mad child hahahahahaaha...
Ok, i'm gonna be done soon, and um, LAUGH EVERYDAY! and i'm so happy HAPPY happy HAPPY!!! I feel the touch coming back!!! a brief idea of the touch: The touch to be able to use English, like being able to find and use the right words in exactly the manner you want. I lost it for some time, i dunno why. though i'm not saying my english is fanta-fabulous...
One reason: i dun read many different blogs nowadays. it's as if staring too long at the screen makes my eyes tired. But thing the touch is really cumin bac, cos i've started reading this girl's blog on frenster. I'll write abt her later. Bye!! La la lala, i'm gonna go study now, hopefully. Hee haw hee haa!
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Have to reiterate my stand that I should have discovered the world of comics soon! Thanks Little REbel!!! For introducing me that website and agreeing to lend me comics someday, though i doubt you'll ever read my blog, cos it seems that you dun. Anyway, we'll accompany you go chinatown or spotlight or anywhere if we can after the exam la.
There's no exam for me today, but tmr and Wed's subjects are pretty "heavy", cos i haven really studied. Realized that i seldom blog about random stuff like this anymore. As in my feelings or thoughts. I just wanna do that now. Here goes...
I realize I've indeed changed a lot. Noticed it myself but when that sort of thing comes from other people, it seems a great deal "truer". Change, to me, is scary but kinda exciting and inevitable. "There's no impermanance" --- got it from the travel book when the author was talking about Buddha and meditation. As with many other quotes by other people, "Change is the only constant"...
Then Yeeky and HL was telling me about me changing when i made a random remark of myself, den they said sth abt me like lookin lonely in the past, b4 i started hanging out with them. But now, I'm like always making them laugh and I feel that my search in life at this stage of my life is to seek joy and excitement and find the simple pleasures of life that just light up ur day when you come across any. ^_^
So, just wanna say how much i've changed in my blog. Hope i'd embrace the future full of hope for the future changes that would bring me. But that's still hard I think, I'm emotionally attached... to many things. But now, love the stars, the flowers and meadows and books and wood and... the list could go on and on. Reminds me that day when i was with Eve at the library. She was marvelling at how this book "14000 things that could make you happy"could be published. In it was 14000 different nouns thought up by the author(s). Just that. Period. Amazing! the wackiness of the world ha. It's a wacky world...
I know i've always had this problem. My posts are too long and i think the main reason that made it illegible(for some) is that my paragraphs are SSOOO long! To the extent that SOME think that the post is not gonna end. I'm gonna do sth(britney spears song haha. i'm full of crap) about it and hopefully everyone can read it with more ease and comfort ha.
By the way, the 2 comics i'm reading now is kareshi kanojo no jijou by masami tsuda and "Deathnote" by dunno who recommended by Little Rebel ha. Deathnote is really unique, i guess more manga are like that but if anyone is interested to read it free of charge, thru downloading, though you might wanna make donations to it, the site is:
http://www.stoptazmo.com/death_note/
I really gotta study for my geography NOW. Dammit, i've still got Limestone landforms, karsts, tourism, slopes, coastal areas and population geography that i haven revised! Goodness, bloody hell! b4 i forget, yest's MY DATE WITH A VAMPIRE 3 is as always, quirky and awesome in a comical way. Not to mention the TWINS EFFECT HAHHAHA! It's stiill bizarre to me, as to how i got the pirated vcd. Abt a year ago, i borrowed a very big book and the discs was sumhow "clipped" in it. My overactive mind even thought it could be a bomb, arsenic or poison or maybe a voodoo curse of some sort ha.
So, me, Tyris and Xwei watched it tgt and we had loads of fun. There's this part near the end when the girl swallowed this thing that turned her into a vampire and her button burst and smattered the light hahahahhhahhha that's so L M A O FuNNY. tyris said she could still laugh after watching 10 times. So at that time, we rewinded and rewatched it for like 8 or 9 times? ha. I was laughing out loud yest. night again and my dad came out of the room and said sth about it. When i continued laughing at the absurdity of such a show, my daD looked like a lost boy hahahhahahhaaha and he kept emphasising that he din find it the least bit funny! So, to him, i'm a mad girl, his mad child hahahahahaaha...
Ok, i'm gonna be done soon, and um, LAUGH EVERYDAY! and i'm so happy HAPPY happy HAPPY!!! I feel the touch coming back!!! a brief idea of the touch: The touch to be able to use English, like being able to find and use the right words in exactly the manner you want. I lost it for some time, i dunno why. though i'm not saying my english is fanta-fabulous...
One reason: i dun read many different blogs nowadays. it's as if staring too long at the screen makes my eyes tired. But thing the touch is really cumin bac, cos i've started reading this girl's blog on frenster. I'll write abt her later. Bye!! La la lala, i'm gonna go study now, hopefully. Hee haw hee haa!
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