{/Wednesday, April 29, 2009, @12:51 AM.
{ 大东Da Dong hawtness - i think i'll go with the flow and give in to my obsession }
TITLE: 大东Da Dong hawtness - i think i'll go with the flow and give in to my obsession
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return."
--Toulouse-Latrec, Moulin Rouge
courtesy of summer :D
thanks to cybell (seatbelt), i've decided to give in TO MY OBSESSION HAHAA.
i think i wanna become a dj, so i can interview him!
i think i wanna try hard to be a backup dancer for fahrenheit SO I CAN DANCE WITH HIM and i'm not jus a fangurl ahha!
snow white, go be artiste (艺人），i be your 经纪人、助理 （manager, assistant) so i get to meet da dong 大东哈哈！
i want to go to taiwan, and not mexico.
maybe i shd so relish in this feeling? this obsession ahah.
time to fansub. i'm gonna make a comeback in the fansubbing world ha!
as bad as i may seem, seeing the fahrenheit dancing is a bit funny la. i think their songs and their dramas are way BETTER! HAHA. but good try though haha. i think they are too tall to dance? and bulky? ahha... muscular oh man. but i still lurve them all the best ahha. actually just DA DONG AHA > 大东太帅了！我要去台湾，移民去那里。
AM I BEcoming my opinionated again? I was telling corine and hai hailin and pui ee and my mama just now that if i ever get told i can't ever leave singapore, I THINK I'M GONNA DIE. hahaha... i like ABCs, i wanted to be one so badly when i was young... thanks hailin, for saying their lives can be pretty screwed up too, aha too out of control.
还是go with the flow 比较好！
see where life takes me? haha.
writing it out is easier to believe it.
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"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return."
--Toulouse-Latrec, Moulin Rouge
courtesy of summer :D
thanks to cybell (seatbelt), i've decided to give in TO MY OBSESSION HAHAA.
i think i wanna become a dj, so i can interview him!
i think i wanna try hard to be a backup dancer for fahrenheit SO I CAN DANCE WITH HIM and i'm not jus a fangurl ahha!
snow white, go be artiste (艺人），i be your 经纪人、助理 （manager, assistant) so i get to meet da dong 大东哈哈！
i want to go to taiwan, and not mexico.
maybe i shd so relish in this feeling? this obsession ahah.
time to fansub. i'm gonna make a comeback in the fansubbing world ha!
as bad as i may seem, seeing the fahrenheit dancing is a bit funny la. i think their songs and their dramas are way BETTER! HAHA. but good try though haha. i think they are too tall to dance? and bulky? ahha... muscular oh man. but i still lurve them all the best ahha. actually just DA DONG AHA > 大东太帅了！我要去台湾，移民去那里。
AM I BEcoming my opinionated again? I was telling corine and hai hailin and pui ee and my mama just now that if i ever get told i can't ever leave singapore, I THINK I'M GONNA DIE. hahaha... i like ABCs, i wanted to be one so badly when i was young... thanks hailin, for saying their lives can be pretty screwed up too, aha too out of control.
还是go with the flow 比较好！
see where life takes me? haha.
writing it out is easier to believe it.
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haha mymy u are the epitome of an adolescent's life :) that ain't a bad thing.
i remember was very crazy over xjt too last time. but erm after a period of time, i dont know how long, instead of going with the flow like what u did, i resisted. i think it is a difference in our personality too
well, extreme happiness and sadness is not only part of u, but essentially u, essentially what that makes u like this today. and i think that is something everybody close to u knows u for. well, i wouldn't want u to lose it, without one part of it, there aint the other. it is a balance of opposites.
haha da dong is cute :) thy just went to japan right. how is summer? i feel like i dont know what is happening with u so i have read all your recent blog posts! sweet hur!
will give u a hug when i come back!!
and no dont take sleeping as a hobby. the same goes for me too! i need to get motivation to do things. like when i realise next week i only have 1 day of lesson i feel aimless. my god. i dont want to waste that week
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whee. thanks so much evelyn hahaha. thanks thanks, you made me miss u so much again la!
what "how is summer"? you mean singapore's summer or wad? ahah. ah, how u know they went japan? so funny la, we so old then zhui xing, i still find it so amusing! rmb spop haha. i had lotsa fun really ahha. to all the great experiences!
haa u said gimme a hug when u come back. that will be like next yr? unless mexico is a real no-no :( but oh well, then i'll have money to go taiwan? i might really apply for fee paying to go taiwan ahahhahhahahahaahha! then can go zhui xing? i dunno haha.
and my melancholia is a lil' cured, all bcos of wu zun and fahrenheit. i watched this interview last night and wu zun said something that's really inspiring to me (for me when i'm in such a state hah)
yeah what u busy with? seldom online these days. but good too la, like you're really enjoying ur time there!
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{/Tuesday, April 28, 2009, @7:46 PM.
{ life's really unexpected... now u feel it, now u don't. try it before thinking that it won't help. }
TITLE: life's really unexpected... now u feel it, now u don't.
AAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA LISTENING TO 默默 NOW, STOP FIGHTING THE OBSESSION, AT LEAST FOR NOW? Hahha. i just read an email frm mel mel, MJ pres. hahahhahhaa. MJ Kiddos are invited to perform for 30 famine concert on 06 June 09', saturday. 7-8pm. i think i'm free hahaha. uh, i must be free hahha! so at least something to work for. the beijing trip is not confirmed yet haha. well, have faith in myself.
and one step closer to dancing more - nearing to DA DONG! AH, SOMEBODY SAVE ME. i jus hope time takes away this obsession making me just really contented with just watching him on videos ahaahhahaha... i might really consider becoming a DJ so i get to interview stars... i'm a star-struck kid huh. where did the kid in me go to? I LURVE LIFE, DON'T I? UM AND I SHd try to keep my emotions like stable right? or i shd stop fighting it. the best thing about it is haha, i get happy easily and sad easily. fate _ trust fate hor!
miss ya evelyn, our times in yellowstone and everywhere else... :D
sick, but i'm feeling tat nothing will make me feel nice - rmb - TRY IT FIRST THEN SAY WHAT U THINK ABOUT IT! BE HAPPY. I COME into the world to be happy argh ahha. do things i enjoy - like watch funny shows and laugh?!
haven't i learnt that not doing anything at all is the worse? try it, then u might feel better :D instead of thinking it forever and hoping that i die somehow of overthinking ahha! NOOOOO, touch wood. BE STRONGEr!
I LURVE cold weather even though it sucks to feel so cold and u HAVE TO WEAR MORE CLOTHING. i just feel nice cuddling people and being so close with each other and laughing and enjoying my life! haa.
lurve this
ｇｏ ｄｏ ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ ｅｌｓｅ ｎｏｗ！
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AAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA LISTENING TO 默默 NOW, STOP FIGHTING THE OBSESSION, AT LEAST FOR NOW? Hahha. i just read an email frm mel mel, MJ pres. hahahhahhaa. MJ Kiddos are invited to perform for 30 famine concert on 06 June 09', saturday. 7-8pm. i think i'm free hahaha. uh, i must be free hahha! so at least something to work for. the beijing trip is not confirmed yet haha. well, have faith in myself.
and one step closer to dancing more - nearing to DA DONG! AH, SOMEBODY SAVE ME. i jus hope time takes away this obsession making me just really contented with just watching him on videos ahaahhahaha... i might really consider becoming a DJ so i get to interview stars... i'm a star-struck kid huh. where did the kid in me go to? I LURVE LIFE, DON'T I? UM AND I SHd try to keep my emotions like stable right? or i shd stop fighting it. the best thing about it is haha, i get happy easily and sad easily. fate _ trust fate hor!
miss ya evelyn, our times in yellowstone and everywhere else... :D
sick, but i'm feeling tat nothing will make me feel nice - rmb - TRY IT FIRST THEN SAY WHAT U THINK ABOUT IT! BE HAPPY. I COME into the world to be happy argh ahha. do things i enjoy - like watch funny shows and laugh?!
haven't i learnt that not doing anything at all is the worse? try it, then u might feel better :D instead of thinking it forever and hoping that i die somehow of overthinking ahha! NOOOOO, touch wood. BE STRONGEr!
I LURVE cold weather even though it sucks to feel so cold and u HAVE TO WEAR MORE CLOTHING. i just feel nice cuddling people and being so close with each other and laughing and enjoying my life! haa.
lurve this
ｇｏ ｄｏ ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ ｅｌｓｅ ｎｏｗ！
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@6:11 PM.
{ I'm Crying, but it feels damn good. }
TITLE: I'm Crying, but it feels damn good.
Thanks summer haha. I just finished reading ur old blog and sorta thought of some things! It made me go back to the times when I was younger, when I really enjoyed living. I had no idea why some ppl would ever complain that life was boring or it sucks.
Then, I listened to Landy's Tong Shou Tong Jiao "同手同脚“, gush I just feel so touched. Yesh, I feel so happy I have a brother, I have Sang Sang and the friends and the people who have made me feel better when I felt so sad. Gush the tears still keep coming down... Pls kylala like remember how u feel now! It feels so damn good! Don't think about what happens the next moment, just enjoy... it now... :D (That has really been my problem these days)...
Summer u said this：（ｔｈａｎｋｓ）
“I have to sit back and let whatever's meant to happen, happen.＂
Gush, I haven't had such a good cry in such a loooong while! I suddenly miss my old life! When I didn't think so much, I just did things, not making myself feel bored. Actually, that old life sorta ended ever since I came back from the States. Ever since then, I feel like I haven't been doing much and have been rotting, almost dying.
People see me laugh, I don't think they know I do have depression so easily sometimes...I just feel so miserable sometimes. I think I'm just someone who's very unsuitable to lead a life too idyllic? Like so super free... I feel like I'm wasting time/ rotting? There were indeed times in life when I looked forward to the next day so very much. But recently, I suddenly feel that I wan to adopt sleeping as my hobby, like I dont have to think of anything. I really just envision the future to be super gray, like gray paint still dripping.
And thanks summer haha. I think I've always denied to be a dreamer, even until now. You're a dreamer and you just let it be. I'm so damn emotional, my mood swings are so erratic and I like Da Dong so much and I feel that I'm trying to suppress myself. But I felt such a huge desire, to just try my best and try to dance so much to the extent that I become Fahrenheit's dancer...
But not always I'd feel so down and pessimistic. Sometimes, I'd think back of the times I had in Yellowstone and know that there's so much out there in the world! Like Fahrenheit's "越来越爱“is so nice but i'm like forcing myself not to listen to it cos i'm afraid i'd dream about da dong and me hahahhaha. But maybe I shd just let it be and don't care so much? I sorta have that all-rounder thinking u know, like after i feel that i'm so happy to see him on youtube and stuff haha, then it's unreal after all... i don't really know how i can get near him or something, unless i get killed while i jump all the way and crush through the crowd without thinking what my fate would be. Like you know try to grab him or something, kiss him or what haha then be pulled off out of Changi airport. But oh well, maybe i shouldn't. Cos I don't really want to squeeze with all the ZOMFG many fans at the airport. If i want, i want to like just be around him, be his friend? Sang said lurvers might not last till forever, but friends are FOREVER HAAHH!
Listening to: 612星球 by S.H.E.
I cried when I heard this too. About Little Prince. Suddenly I don't feel like writing and just listening to the songs. hahaa...
I should really lurve life and just everything that comes with it :D What's meant to be, will be in the end. So meanwhile, I should live my life to the fullest though I don't really know how to other than watching youtube and watching all those dramas now ahha right now at home. I'm looking forward to dance and see what will bring me ahahha. I should so go to Cotton on tmr to ask if they're hiring. I hesitated just now when I tot about it cos i felt that they wouldn't want to hire me cos i'm ugly, i'm just such an un-fun person. HAVE CONFIDENCE - GUSH! Think about yourself, you are more than you think you are (Mavliuda)... Okie so go tmr ahha.
I used to really enjoying listening to songs and then writing the lyrics down. Which means I'd have to really listen hard and listen to the songs.
Oh well, maybe not... I shd stop thinking of Da Dong so much haha. 大东！But like the more I want to stop thinking abt it, he keeps appearing. Ah, infatuation, obsession. Hate it... But I really feel so happy when I watch him on videos. But it's still different from seeing him in real life. Gush, slow down slow down. Think of "fate" ahha. If it's meant to be, it will be. There is more to life than 大东哈哈！After writing so much, I think I don't want to join the fanclub still. I want to try to go to Taiwan and like 做一个追星族？
Oh well, my rantings are like soooo random and I'm just writing whatever comes to mind. I should stop being sooooo emo. I hate it sometimes. I just can't seem to feel happy you know? Uh, I was still telling Robot just now that I feel my life is such a monotony... Oh well, but it wasn't cos at least it had a stable peak in Yellowstone? I MUST STOP THINKING IN CIRCLES, TOOPIDLY. GO DOOO SOMETHINGGGGG HA!
Exams are over and read more? goooooo and watch shows/fansub - u owe people that! Haha... Lurve life all over again? Give thanks? Be grateful? Should I listen to 同手同脚again? Fark it. That surge of feeling-good just went away.
Uh, I should really stop hating myself? Or wishing there's more in my life than whatever is in here now? Okie, go ask about the job tmr hahaha.
summer again haa:
"I know I'm not as perfect as you would've liked me to be. But, are you happy with who you turn out as? Are you excited to become this older you? This flawed, sometimes awkward, sarcastic, boyish, girlish, imperfect you?
No regrets. Here's to looking forward."
I guess, I was very much excited about life in Yellowstone, but not so much in Singapore. Gush I have to stop thinking it's sooo boring. I'm so going to let loose and go all wild on Min's birthday? Hahaa. Be the silly me again. The one who laughs like mad and doesn't care what others think. After all, I'm with myself in this journey and I don't really have to care about others that much isn't it? Okie, kylala, so go all crazy, as crazy as you can okie? Being happy in the moment? hahahah...
Oh I so have to find some more joy in this pathetic life? find distractions! Maybe today being cynical is the best? I just can't feel all happy and high? No matter what, contentment is the best. Oh no, there I go again, 大东 appearing in my mind again! I have to outsource to other idols, so I don't keep on being focused on one person only.
About dat, have faith? hahahahahahh... the world is so amazing after all. the time isn't right yet. unexpected things do happen:
oh before i forget i so have to write them down, here and later in one of my books:
thanks Sharon/Snow White soooo much - that poster was such a great surprise! and i do feel that listening to the radio cheers me up somehow haha. im' entitled to as much fun i'm supposed to get right? neways (oh no i digressed again ahah), i asked my mama while papa was around too, "你为什么生我？” i think mama's answer was like cos we just did haha. “你们要我开开心心是吗？”哈哈,isn't that crap （废话？）
Let me be more silly ahh. Whenever I feel worried, think "just relax. enjoy :D there's so much in life to enjoy" but I can't help but feel that i get so easily influenced and affected by how the songs im listening to go ahha.
location: home
feeling: i dunno but definitely obsession with 大东! bring me to taiwan to see 大东 and be his friend!
oops i forgot about sharon ahha. she's so sweet, i wanna melt already. for giving me thatDA MOUTH AUTOGRAPHED POSTER! seriously, I'm happier about ur thought of giving me that so unexpectedly than the poster itself haha.
this is sharon the snow white haha.
oh and connie haa: thanks, you text me to ask if i needed you to reply yesh for beijing ahhaa. :D
thanks sang and kelvin, for the past few days, obession with 大东 and I just don't want to study! i cried and had the urge to jump down ahhaha. then sang asked me to find her, i put on my pink jap short kimono like top that mama bought for me when they were in japan while i was in yellowstone (my lurve) ahhaha. ah... i shd so watch some funny shows. its' a melancholic day huh... all the stress still in me? but gush, i felt damn awesomely good when i was crying!
oh and kylala STOP TRYING TO LIVE PEOPLE'S LIVES! perspective is all there is to it. life's too short to be someone else haha. (that lead frm step up 2 said)... i need a dream - to be a backup dancer for elva/fahrenheit! great, goal for me to work out more haha! and kelvin kor kor and i reached a consensus that when u dance, u really wanna dance for people to see! it's biting in me you know haha. well, live life and enjoy it while u can! right, its not easy, to be able to sit peacefully in your living room using the com, while ur papa is watching his fave kdrama as of now: “爱也好，很也好”.sometimes, i really feel that watching a drama/variety show, reading a book, reading anime/manga, playing a rpg game - you're in another world and u escape and u forget everything.
at the end of the day. i still don't feel THAT happy.
oh well, then do whatever i enjoy now? like watching 大东？
but no, i'd feel unhappy again cos im' not by his side.AHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. OH WELL, THEN WATCH OTHER PPL? OR FANSUB? AHA.
OR LIFE is really like 老大 puts it : "吃好睡好心情好”. 我最近都睡不好。really, it's all about experience. time is not right, so wait! in yellowstone, we play, we live, we laugh. simple as that. lurve it. time has come to mourn it or say mo(u)rning. what a diff a "u" makes. oh well, but 加油！it's all about perspective. gush, this is all about circling again (my worries) ahhaa. ahhhhhhh stop thinking!
lemme search for other nice pictures! be happy that it once happened before, 不要贪心！知足，一切得来不容易！珍惜
VIVIAN'S gift for me :D 20th bday hah. i got it 4 mths after my bday!
later. tata people. i must let this blog live? so if i finally go to mexico, i can see how miserable i once was. the down time of my life haha. so i'll see how i feel in mexico? possibly happier?
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Thanks summer haha. I just finished reading ur old blog and sorta thought of some things! It made me go back to the times when I was younger, when I really enjoyed living. I had no idea why some ppl would ever complain that life was boring or it sucks.
Then, I listened to Landy's Tong Shou Tong Jiao "同手同脚“, gush I just feel so touched. Yesh, I feel so happy I have a brother, I have Sang Sang and the friends and the people who have made me feel better when I felt so sad. Gush the tears still keep coming down... Pls kylala like remember how u feel now! It feels so damn good! Don't think about what happens the next moment, just enjoy... it now... :D (That has really been my problem these days)...
Summer u said this：（ｔｈａｎｋｓ）
“I have to sit back and let whatever's meant to happen, happen.＂
Gush, I haven't had such a good cry in such a loooong while! I suddenly miss my old life! When I didn't think so much, I just did things, not making myself feel bored. Actually, that old life sorta ended ever since I came back from the States. Ever since then, I feel like I haven't been doing much and have been rotting, almost dying.
People see me laugh, I don't think they know I do have depression so easily sometimes...I just feel so miserable sometimes. I think I'm just someone who's very unsuitable to lead a life too idyllic? Like so super free... I feel like I'm wasting time/ rotting? There were indeed times in life when I looked forward to the next day so very much. But recently, I suddenly feel that I wan to adopt sleeping as my hobby, like I dont have to think of anything. I really just envision the future to be super gray, like gray paint still dripping.
And thanks summer haha. I think I've always denied to be a dreamer, even until now. You're a dreamer and you just let it be. I'm so damn emotional, my mood swings are so erratic and I like Da Dong so much and I feel that I'm trying to suppress myself. But I felt such a huge desire, to just try my best and try to dance so much to the extent that I become Fahrenheit's dancer...
But not always I'd feel so down and pessimistic. Sometimes, I'd think back of the times I had in Yellowstone and know that there's so much out there in the world! Like Fahrenheit's "越来越爱“is so nice but i'm like forcing myself not to listen to it cos i'm afraid i'd dream about da dong and me hahahhaha. But maybe I shd just let it be and don't care so much? I sorta have that all-rounder thinking u know, like after i feel that i'm so happy to see him on youtube and stuff haha, then it's unreal after all... i don't really know how i can get near him or something, unless i get killed while i jump all the way and crush through the crowd without thinking what my fate would be. Like you know try to grab him or something, kiss him or what haha then be pulled off out of Changi airport. But oh well, maybe i shouldn't. Cos I don't really want to squeeze with all the ZOMFG many fans at the airport. If i want, i want to like just be around him, be his friend? Sang said lurvers might not last till forever, but friends are FOREVER HAAHH!
Listening to: 612星球 by S.H.E.
I cried when I heard this too. About Little Prince. Suddenly I don't feel like writing and just listening to the songs. hahaa...
I should really lurve life and just everything that comes with it :D What's meant to be, will be in the end. So meanwhile, I should live my life to the fullest though I don't really know how to other than watching youtube and watching all those dramas now ahha right now at home. I'm looking forward to dance and see what will bring me ahahha. I should so go to Cotton on tmr to ask if they're hiring. I hesitated just now when I tot about it cos i felt that they wouldn't want to hire me cos i'm ugly, i'm just such an un-fun person. HAVE CONFIDENCE - GUSH! Think about yourself, you are more than you think you are (Mavliuda)... Okie so go tmr ahha.
I used to really enjoying listening to songs and then writing the lyrics down. Which means I'd have to really listen hard and listen to the songs.
Oh well, maybe not... I shd stop thinking of Da Dong so much haha. 大东！But like the more I want to stop thinking abt it, he keeps appearing. Ah, infatuation, obsession. Hate it... But I really feel so happy when I watch him on videos. But it's still different from seeing him in real life. Gush, slow down slow down. Think of "fate" ahha. If it's meant to be, it will be. There is more to life than 大东哈哈！After writing so much, I think I don't want to join the fanclub still. I want to try to go to Taiwan and like 做一个追星族？
Oh well, my rantings are like soooo random and I'm just writing whatever comes to mind. I should stop being sooooo emo. I hate it sometimes. I just can't seem to feel happy you know? Uh, I was still telling Robot just now that I feel my life is such a monotony... Oh well, but it wasn't cos at least it had a stable peak in Yellowstone? I MUST STOP THINKING IN CIRCLES, TOOPIDLY. GO DOOO SOMETHINGGGGG HA!
Exams are over and read more? goooooo and watch shows/fansub - u owe people that! Haha... Lurve life all over again? Give thanks? Be grateful? Should I listen to 同手同脚again? Fark it. That surge of feeling-good just went away.
Uh, I should really stop hating myself? Or wishing there's more in my life than whatever is in here now? Okie, go ask about the job tmr hahaha.
summer again haa:
"I know I'm not as perfect as you would've liked me to be. But, are you happy with who you turn out as? Are you excited to become this older you? This flawed, sometimes awkward, sarcastic, boyish, girlish, imperfect you?
No regrets. Here's to looking forward."
I guess, I was very much excited about life in Yellowstone, but not so much in Singapore. Gush I have to stop thinking it's sooo boring. I'm so going to let loose and go all wild on Min's birthday? Hahaa. Be the silly me again. The one who laughs like mad and doesn't care what others think. After all, I'm with myself in this journey and I don't really have to care about others that much isn't it? Okie, kylala, so go all crazy, as crazy as you can okie? Being happy in the moment? hahahah...
Oh I so have to find some more joy in this pathetic life? find distractions! Maybe today being cynical is the best? I just can't feel all happy and high? No matter what, contentment is the best. Oh no, there I go again, 大东 appearing in my mind again! I have to outsource to other idols, so I don't keep on being focused on one person only.
About dat, have faith? hahahahahahh... the world is so amazing after all. the time isn't right yet. unexpected things do happen:
oh before i forget i so have to write them down, here and later in one of my books:
thanks Sharon/Snow White soooo much - that poster was such a great surprise! and i do feel that listening to the radio cheers me up somehow haha. im' entitled to as much fun i'm supposed to get right? neways (oh no i digressed again ahah), i asked my mama while papa was around too, "你为什么生我？” i think mama's answer was like cos we just did haha. “你们要我开开心心是吗？”哈哈,isn't that crap （废话？）
Let me be more silly ahh. Whenever I feel worried, think "just relax. enjoy :D there's so much in life to enjoy" but I can't help but feel that i get so easily influenced and affected by how the songs im listening to go ahha.
location: home
feeling: i dunno but definitely obsession with 大东! bring me to taiwan to see 大东 and be his friend!
oops i forgot about sharon ahha. she's so sweet, i wanna melt already. for giving me thatDA MOUTH AUTOGRAPHED POSTER! seriously, I'm happier about ur thought of giving me that so unexpectedly than the poster itself haha.
this is sharon the snow white haha.
oh and connie haa: thanks, you text me to ask if i needed you to reply yesh for beijing ahhaa. :D
thanks sang and kelvin, for the past few days, obession with 大东 and I just don't want to study! i cried and had the urge to jump down ahhaha. then sang asked me to find her, i put on my pink jap short kimono like top that mama bought for me when they were in japan while i was in yellowstone (my lurve) ahhaha. ah... i shd so watch some funny shows. its' a melancholic day huh... all the stress still in me? but gush, i felt damn awesomely good when i was crying!
oh and kylala STOP TRYING TO LIVE PEOPLE'S LIVES! perspective is all there is to it. life's too short to be someone else haha. (that lead frm step up 2 said)... i need a dream - to be a backup dancer for elva/fahrenheit! great, goal for me to work out more haha! and kelvin kor kor and i reached a consensus that when u dance, u really wanna dance for people to see! it's biting in me you know haha. well, live life and enjoy it while u can! right, its not easy, to be able to sit peacefully in your living room using the com, while ur papa is watching his fave kdrama as of now: “爱也好，很也好”.sometimes, i really feel that watching a drama/variety show, reading a book, reading anime/manga, playing a rpg game - you're in another world and u escape and u forget everything.
at the end of the day. i still don't feel THAT happy.
oh well, then do whatever i enjoy now? like watching 大东？
but no, i'd feel unhappy again cos im' not by his side.AHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. OH WELL, THEN WATCH OTHER PPL? OR FANSUB? AHA.
OR LIFE is really like 老大 puts it : "吃好睡好心情好”. 我最近都睡不好。really, it's all about experience. time is not right, so wait! in yellowstone, we play, we live, we laugh. simple as that. lurve it. time has come to mourn it or say mo(u)rning. what a diff a "u" makes. oh well, but 加油！it's all about perspective. gush, this is all about circling again (my worries) ahhaa. ahhhhhhh stop thinking!
lemme search for other nice pictures! be happy that it once happened before, 不要贪心！知足，一切得来不容易！珍惜
VIVIAN'S gift for me :D 20th bday hah. i got it 4 mths after my bday!
later. tata people. i must let this blog live? so if i finally go to mexico, i can see how miserable i once was. the down time of my life haha. so i'll see how i feel in mexico? possibly happier?
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{/Monday, April 27, 2009, @4:17 PM.
{ i don't wanna study. what a random post. }
TITLE: i don't wanna study. what a random post.
一位著名的斯多亞學派哲學家艾庇顧拉斯(Epictetus)曾說：
「人之所以有困擾並不是因為事件本身，而是他們看事情的角度。」
got it frm a random blog i chanced upon ahah.
da dong's ex gf's fren ahahahhhahaah.
my gush, i'm a stalker man!
so old then start stalking!
i don't wanna study...
obsession. sucks.
ah... da dong haha.
so funny, at this age still obsessed ahahha.
fate. see where it takes me.
stop thinking too much, it's going in circles!
laugh at myself when i look back in time to come.
i've been at home too often!
我宅太久了！
我应该出去透透气了。
学着过自己的生活，不要在羡慕了！
像回到黄石那个时候。
我真的很喜欢当时的我。
无忧无虑，爱着周围的一切。
哈哈，dance more, try to make it to become elva's/fahrenheit's dancer hahahahahhahahhahahahhahahhahhahahhaha...
this is my desktop wallpaper.
i do feel a tad happier when i see it haha.
还是有做事时比较开心吧。
虽然现在觉得做什么都不会很开心吧，除了想办法混到做大东的经纪人哈哈。
但做了或许就不同了，不是吗？
凡事都是得做了才知道有什么感受。
04th Apr 09' (Sat)
though buddy's bday is on 06 Apr 09' (mon)
oh gush, what shd i do for my bday? nothing... haha.
it's weird but writing in my journal is diff frm writing on my blog. i do feel that i exist more to the outside world? like people know me, instead of if i write in my journal, only i myself know my own existence.
poh ying's aka buddy's 21st bday ahah!
the only few nice pics of that night.
任何角度都不好看，只有几张比较能够见人哈哈！
或许，我应该认真地面对自己。我就是这样一个大悲大喜的人。
昨天又大哭。
前天也在看S.H.E.的电视特集，on channel u.
听着“店小二”，我哭。听着“612星球”（小王子,啊，我听得好感动，又看到我的russian朋友寄来的一封很长的信，所以我更加有感触，朋友-真的很重要），我也哭。那个号码对吧，我懒得去查哈哈。
好好听！
《爱就宅一起》哈哈，mars,大东。
chong yan and yeek says to divert energy. ahahhah.
means spread it/divide it among many ppl haha.
laugh at myself in future.
maybe i won't get to go to mexico, cos of the swine flu.
but i shd just heck care huh aha.
我觉得一直在看别人的blogs,什么的，会更加觉得自己什么都没有做，过得不充实!so i think can read, but must curb it? like tell myself this is just a passing phase, then find things to do haha! one person can't get what's not meant for him/her.
kylala, lala is self-psychoing again. the only way i've found is the best way haha. i hate nervous breakdowns after all. thanks sang sang, thanks huai yu, thanks kelvin kor kor, thanks mama, thanks papa. sometimes, u jus forget that the people around you do lurve you, care for you, hope that you are happy. though i still didn't feel all that great, i wasn't in that "down". 没有“down",就没有”high"不是吗？
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一位著名的斯多亞學派哲學家艾庇顧拉斯(Epictetus)曾說：
「人之所以有困擾並不是因為事件本身，而是他們看事情的角度。」
got it frm a random blog i chanced upon ahah.
da dong's ex gf's fren ahahahhhahaah.
my gush, i'm a stalker man!
so old then start stalking!
i don't wanna study...
obsession. sucks.
ah... da dong haha.
so funny, at this age still obsessed ahahha.
fate. see where it takes me.
stop thinking too much, it's going in circles!
laugh at myself when i look back in time to come.
i've been at home too often!
我宅太久了！
我应该出去透透气了。
学着过自己的生活，不要在羡慕了！
像回到黄石那个时候。
我真的很喜欢当时的我。
无忧无虑，爱着周围的一切。
哈哈，dance more, try to make it to become elva's/fahrenheit's dancer hahahahahhahahhahahahhahahhahhahahhaha...
this is my desktop wallpaper.
i do feel a tad happier when i see it haha.
还是有做事时比较开心吧。
虽然现在觉得做什么都不会很开心吧，除了想办法混到做大东的经纪人哈哈。
但做了或许就不同了，不是吗？
凡事都是得做了才知道有什么感受。
04th Apr 09' (Sat)
though buddy's bday is on 06 Apr 09' (mon)
oh gush, what shd i do for my bday? nothing... haha.
it's weird but writing in my journal is diff frm writing on my blog. i do feel that i exist more to the outside world? like people know me, instead of if i write in my journal, only i myself know my own existence.
poh ying's aka buddy's 21st bday ahah!
the only few nice pics of that night.
任何角度都不好看，只有几张比较能够见人哈哈！
或许，我应该认真地面对自己。我就是这样一个大悲大喜的人。
昨天又大哭。
前天也在看S.H.E.的电视特集，on channel u.
听着“店小二”，我哭。听着“612星球”（小王子,啊，我听得好感动，又看到我的russian朋友寄来的一封很长的信，所以我更加有感触，朋友-真的很重要），我也哭。那个号码对吧，我懒得去查哈哈。
好好听！
《爱就宅一起》哈哈，mars,大东。
chong yan and yeek says to divert energy. ahahhah.
means spread it/divide it among many ppl haha.
laugh at myself in future.
maybe i won't get to go to mexico, cos of the swine flu.
but i shd just heck care huh aha.
我觉得一直在看别人的blogs,什么的，会更加觉得自己什么都没有做，过得不充实!so i think can read, but must curb it? like tell myself this is just a passing phase, then find things to do haha! one person can't get what's not meant for him/her.
kylala, lala is self-psychoing again. the only way i've found is the best way haha. i hate nervous breakdowns after all. thanks sang sang, thanks huai yu, thanks kelvin kor kor, thanks mama, thanks papa. sometimes, u jus forget that the people around you do lurve you, care for you, hope that you are happy. though i still didn't feel all that great, i wasn't in that "down". 没有“down",就没有”high"不是吗？
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{/Saturday, April 11, 2009, @12:04 AM.
{ a last min dna student - i won't be a student forever. i'm an orphan - no! choy! }
TITLE: a last min dna student - i won't be a student forever. i'm an orphan - no! choy!
I had an idea of how to write a blog entry as I went to relieve myself jus now. AHHA.
i'm an ORPHAN! 我是孤儿！
no i'm not! dai ga lai si! 大吉利事！touchwood! choy!
I just sent my papa off in a cab, he left for Ipoh @ 10pm jus now. My mama left for Ayer Tawar, Perak (MSIA) - her hometown (where i spent a lot of my happy childhood times during hols) last night @ 9.40pm (around there). They will be back only on Tuesday! AHHHHH! Felt so sad n lonely jus now. I told my papa “我是孤儿”。他说，那你去墨西哥时，我们就是孤爸、孤妈。哈哈。But might as well, since it's exams now!
14 Apr 09' (NEXT TUE) - HC301 Modern Chinese Literature
21 Apr 09' (NEXT NEXT TUE) - HC110 TAIWAN & HK lit
23 Apr 09' (Thu) - HT301 linguistics bla bla TRANSLATION MODULE
27 Apr 09' (Mon) - HC213
28 Apr 09' (TUE) - HC332 war & memory in modern china (prof blue's killer! everything is tested)
HC202 another killer by evil(jk) pang ahhah. (jk)
my day when i'm free from exams. but comes worrying times? AHHAA, i like to worry... what job to find, how to earn money for mexico baby!? no friends? what about lunch? (pui ee, charmaine & xiaohui know what i mean haha) I'm thinking of joining drama box as a 打杂的。since i saw on their website that they do find volunteers. i think the email they'll get from me is 万年难得一见的。
haha. cos i'll just be beseeching them to give me something to do, like miscellaneous stuff haha. maybe buy food for them? help look after costumes? help to carry things? push things here and there on the stage? mmm, i'm also considering tryin to find something to do in esplanade? ahahhahaah. i think they might not manifest into reality, but we'll see... i think 人闷到某一个程度，发慌的程度，或许就会做出改变。毕竟，度过了许多疯狂的日子过后，平平淡淡、平凡无奇的生活让我窒息，没有了生活的动力吧。(no motivation to live)我至今还是觉得自己曾经在黄石乐园时，因为周围时时都是人，我不知道什么是“闷”，什么是“寂寞”。uh,
Ah, exams, speaking of which, I didn't do much, except read a bit on shen cong wen 《从文自传》。All I can say is, he sure knows how to enjoy life. Play truancy to go and visit places, things, people and watch everything & learn about the world at the same time. AH, BUT I'M SUPPOSED TO READ UP ON 巴金 & 《家》。 BA JIN & HIS ACCLAIMED WORK. I escaped by being online the whole afternoon after reading that little bit and ended up uploading pics til Pui Ee can predict Taiwan is next haha. But I didn't, it takes a lot of energy to keep uploading aha. cos I was re-sizing pics as well!
oh well:
only interests for now?
- yeah, 我对魔幻写实作品有兴趣！magic realism, read "one thousand years of solitude" by gabriel marquis?
- wondering how to 随便过日子。live anyhow, haha.
- experience 真爱 （啊，40岁 --- nonono!)
whew! and the past few days sorta passed by in a whirl. I was asking papa before he left when we went running (me, papa & sang). In the end, he traced back and realized it was last THURSDAY! MY GUSH! so long ago! Cos I tot it was like a few days ago only. 3 reports due this weeek! all done finally! HC301 - until 9am in the morning. HC110 - until 1030am in the morning - wad the fark! ard 6.30am, the power in my house tripped! my computer jus went black - LIKE IN FRONT OF ME! ALMOST went out of breath and say goodbye to the world? CHOY! hahaa... cos i didn't save! but luckily got autosave. robot/angel very funny, i texted her cos i know she's still awake too. then she say scan electricity bill to lao da, he will understand haha. 那一晚到早晨，可说是有5个小朋友在4个世界的不同角落拼了小命赶报告！哈哈，应该说是至少有6个。别人也许也在赶吧。有WINTERTWINS, snow white, pink robot, tingting & me (lala). wintertwins & snow white in the same corner, so 5 people in 4 corners！
2 pics randomly chosen to appear in today's entry!
15 Mar 09' （Sun）- JDC (joint dance concert) finally!
well well, we had thick exaggerating makeup on!
i guess i really like it! makes me feel as if i'm not myself, another bolder, more daring me!
haha. m3 (mean mingmin) actually can say
grey blue blue grey
pretty ugly ugly scary
i take my hat off to her.
我真是服了她！
post JDC pic by the way.
uh, i shd totally read more! yeah! i had lotsa joy reading "THE Nanny Diaries".
找寻人生的乐趣！活得精彩！life is meant to be enjoyed, not spent suffering!
at least, my parents would want this to be the case! gush, i so totally feel my reliance on my parents lately. i think this shows how much i lurve them, i'm so afraid of losing them! 珍惜！
“... 重要的是花钱的巧思。一点点钱加上巧思，要比很多钱却缺乏巧思来的有益与有趣得多。”
--- 班纳特 (Arnold Bennett, 1867-1931)
hahaa, sounds like panadol hahaha. sorry, you're a 伟人！but i jus had to laugh!i think this quote is really interesting!
okie i'll go finish up watching ep 8 of 爱就宅一起 (ToGetHer) and maybe do a bit of Ba Jin. HAHAHAHA. OH AND WE HAD MOVIE MARATHON @ HC332 ON THURSDAY. “Flags of our Fathers” and “Letters from Iwo Jima” by Clint Eastwood. Gush, they are good! I guess, the only good thing about this mod so far? Haha, don't get me wrong, the prof blue is good, real good. damn knowledgeable. But, sometimes, watching those other taiwanese (80s, or even older) movies just makes me doze off. He's too intense for me to handle too haha. But Kahei pika says she really likes Prof Blue's teaching style! To each his own! (her own in this case) I'm lame.
well well well, neways, I'm amazed and proud of myself, despite having the "last minute dna" (acc. to Terence Ng Wenzheng - one of the funniest people i have ever met up till this point in life)， for finishing the 3 reports! word count (inclusive of those punctuation marks though) for hc301: 3.3K, hc110: 3.8K, ht301: 1.5K? Sometimes, my hanyu pinyin keeps screwing up, as in the words i type, i tot they were right but it came out wrong. papa says, “到了极限” (i've reached my limit!) 啊，熬夜很伤身！Thanks mama for preparing chicken essence & made some nutritious, energizing tea for me (called 泡参）。And her threat of “断绝母女关系”（sever ties with me) if I stay up late again! hahhaa. empty threat! gush, i miss them! okie, absence makes the heart fonder in this case! i miss ya too, evelyn... & looking at so many pics of J(eremy), i miss him too!
oh and 黄石的神奇力量真的... 很神奇！刚才，我在楼下等爸爸拿行李下来时，看了几个人打篮球。他妈的！我脑海里付出的尽是在黄石的rec hall，我们打球的场景、别人打球的场景。完全没浮现出我一生中19年其它关于篮球的记忆！佩服佩服！
哦，还有，要提醒自己，不要视而不见！张开我的小眼睛！哈哈。当注意力集中在其它东西上时，就会忘却自己焦虑的，不是吗？
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I had an idea of how to write a blog entry as I went to relieve myself jus now. AHHA.
i'm an ORPHAN! 我是孤儿！
no i'm not! dai ga lai si! 大吉利事！touchwood! choy!
I just sent my papa off in a cab, he left for Ipoh @ 10pm jus now. My mama left for Ayer Tawar, Perak (MSIA) - her hometown (where i spent a lot of my happy childhood times during hols) last night @ 9.40pm (around there). They will be back only on Tuesday! AHHHHH! Felt so sad n lonely jus now. I told my papa “我是孤儿”。他说，那你去墨西哥时，我们就是孤爸、孤妈。哈哈。But might as well, since it's exams now!
14 Apr 09' (NEXT TUE) - HC301 Modern Chinese Literature
21 Apr 09' (NEXT NEXT TUE) - HC110 TAIWAN & HK lit
23 Apr 09' (Thu) - HT301 linguistics bla bla TRANSLATION MODULE
27 Apr 09' (Mon) - HC213
28 Apr 09' (TUE) - HC332 war & memory in modern china (prof blue's killer! everything is tested)
HC202 another killer by evil(jk) pang ahhah. (jk)
my day when i'm free from exams. but comes worrying times? AHHAA, i like to worry... what job to find, how to earn money for mexico baby!? no friends? what about lunch? (pui ee, charmaine & xiaohui know what i mean haha) I'm thinking of joining drama box as a 打杂的。since i saw on their website that they do find volunteers. i think the email they'll get from me is 万年难得一见的。
haha. cos i'll just be beseeching them to give me something to do, like miscellaneous stuff haha. maybe buy food for them? help look after costumes? help to carry things? push things here and there on the stage? mmm, i'm also considering tryin to find something to do in esplanade? ahahhahaah. i think they might not manifest into reality, but we'll see... i think 人闷到某一个程度，发慌的程度，或许就会做出改变。毕竟，度过了许多疯狂的日子过后，平平淡淡、平凡无奇的生活让我窒息，没有了生活的动力吧。(no motivation to live)我至今还是觉得自己曾经在黄石乐园时，因为周围时时都是人，我不知道什么是“闷”，什么是“寂寞”。uh,
Ah, exams, speaking of which, I didn't do much, except read a bit on shen cong wen 《从文自传》。All I can say is, he sure knows how to enjoy life. Play truancy to go and visit places, things, people and watch everything & learn about the world at the same time. AH, BUT I'M SUPPOSED TO READ UP ON 巴金 & 《家》。 BA JIN & HIS ACCLAIMED WORK. I escaped by being online the whole afternoon after reading that little bit and ended up uploading pics til Pui Ee can predict Taiwan is next haha. But I didn't, it takes a lot of energy to keep uploading aha. cos I was re-sizing pics as well!
oh well:
only interests for now?
- yeah, 我对魔幻写实作品有兴趣！magic realism, read "one thousand years of solitude" by gabriel marquis?
- wondering how to 随便过日子。live anyhow, haha.
- experience 真爱 （啊，40岁 --- nonono!)
whew! and the past few days sorta passed by in a whirl. I was asking papa before he left when we went running (me, papa & sang). In the end, he traced back and realized it was last THURSDAY! MY GUSH! so long ago! Cos I tot it was like a few days ago only. 3 reports due this weeek! all done finally! HC301 - until 9am in the morning. HC110 - until 1030am in the morning - wad the fark! ard 6.30am, the power in my house tripped! my computer jus went black - LIKE IN FRONT OF ME! ALMOST went out of breath and say goodbye to the world? CHOY! hahaa... cos i didn't save! but luckily got autosave. robot/angel very funny, i texted her cos i know she's still awake too. then she say scan electricity bill to lao da, he will understand haha. 那一晚到早晨，可说是有5个小朋友在4个世界的不同角落拼了小命赶报告！哈哈，应该说是至少有6个。别人也许也在赶吧。有WINTERTWINS, snow white, pink robot, tingting & me (lala). wintertwins & snow white in the same corner, so 5 people in 4 corners！
2 pics randomly chosen to appear in today's entry!
15 Mar 09' （Sun）- JDC (joint dance concert) finally!
well well, we had thick exaggerating makeup on!
i guess i really like it! makes me feel as if i'm not myself, another bolder, more daring me!
haha. m3 (mean mingmin) actually can say
grey blue blue grey
pretty ugly ugly scary
i take my hat off to her.
我真是服了她！
post JDC pic by the way.
uh, i shd totally read more! yeah! i had lotsa joy reading "THE Nanny Diaries".
找寻人生的乐趣！活得精彩！life is meant to be enjoyed, not spent suffering!
at least, my parents would want this to be the case! gush, i so totally feel my reliance on my parents lately. i think this shows how much i lurve them, i'm so afraid of losing them! 珍惜！
“... 重要的是花钱的巧思。一点点钱加上巧思，要比很多钱却缺乏巧思来的有益与有趣得多。”
--- 班纳特 (Arnold Bennett, 1867-1931)
hahaa, sounds like panadol hahaha. sorry, you're a 伟人！but i jus had to laugh!i think this quote is really interesting!
okie i'll go finish up watching ep 8 of 爱就宅一起 (ToGetHer) and maybe do a bit of Ba Jin. HAHAHAHA. OH AND WE HAD MOVIE MARATHON @ HC332 ON THURSDAY. “Flags of our Fathers” and “Letters from Iwo Jima” by Clint Eastwood. Gush, they are good! I guess, the only good thing about this mod so far? Haha, don't get me wrong, the prof blue is good, real good. damn knowledgeable. But, sometimes, watching those other taiwanese (80s, or even older) movies just makes me doze off. He's too intense for me to handle too haha. But Kahei pika says she really likes Prof Blue's teaching style! To each his own! (her own in this case) I'm lame.
well well well, neways, I'm amazed and proud of myself, despite having the "last minute dna" (acc. to Terence Ng Wenzheng - one of the funniest people i have ever met up till this point in life)， for finishing the 3 reports! word count (inclusive of those punctuation marks though) for hc301: 3.3K, hc110: 3.8K, ht301: 1.5K? Sometimes, my hanyu pinyin keeps screwing up, as in the words i type, i tot they were right but it came out wrong. papa says, “到了极限” (i've reached my limit!) 啊，熬夜很伤身！Thanks mama for preparing chicken essence & made some nutritious, energizing tea for me (called 泡参）。And her threat of “断绝母女关系”（sever ties with me) if I stay up late again! hahhaa. empty threat! gush, i miss them! okie, absence makes the heart fonder in this case! i miss ya too, evelyn... & looking at so many pics of J(eremy), i miss him too!
oh and 黄石的神奇力量真的... 很神奇！刚才，我在楼下等爸爸拿行李下来时，看了几个人打篮球。他妈的！我脑海里付出的尽是在黄石的rec hall，我们打球的场景、别人打球的场景。完全没浮现出我一生中19年其它关于篮球的记忆！佩服佩服！
哦，还有，要提醒自己，不要视而不见！张开我的小眼睛！哈哈。当注意力集中在其它东西上时，就会忘却自己焦虑的，不是吗？
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{/Saturday, April 04, 2009, @3:01 PM.
{ I should so stop procrastinating... }
TITLE: I should so stop procrastinating...
Ah, woke up thinking I shd start on my HC301 report, i mean finish it haha, not start it. Ah, instead, I've been surfing the net, blog-hopping, tryin to find insights on life by typing "everything happens for a reason", listening to songs on youtube - DA ZUI BA!, and now I'm watching Da Mouth vids on youtube. Like loser hor? Need to do work but never do! ARGH... Papa & Mama went back to Jemaluang(Msia) last night for Qing Ming Festival but I didn't go cos of Poh Ying buddy's bday celebration later!
I also procrastinated yesterday, finally continued my uploading of last summer's pics in the States on facebook aha. Patricia even thought I went US again aha. Tyris wondered why I have so many haha.
I should so start on my report huh. . . Alrighty... OH and the people going to Mexico for exchange met on Thu! Gush! We are people of so different heritages & backgrounds haha. Hmmm, weird mix of people. I can't wait to live my life amidst spanish (the oh-so-sweet-sounding language) & salsa-ing! (i wish)
As u can see frm the above, I'm trying to find things to anticipate. MC40 is sooooooooo cute! I wouldn't exactly say he's superb in terms of good looks but he's cuteeeeee! And sunshiney! He's not an ABC but he went Canada to study for a few yrs (when he was in secondary school)......... TADA!
Mean Mingmin (m3)'s belated bday - a few more pics
@ 06 Mar 09' (Fri)
my dear juniors!
yeek & me & ji chen (takin the pic for us)
- late night movie "The Slumdog Millionaire"
after my tuition haha.
13 Mar 09' (Fri) - Disney on Ice!
i took quite a no of pics but with my camera phone - so the quality isn't that good. but i was sitting at the first row ahah. Cos i had to babysit this other kid, I think ppl might think I'm a young mother of a child. AHHAHAHAHAH.
I went with my mama's childcare, u see.
a cute kid & another mischievous playful boy...
Denzel & Cavin
my mama used to say Denzel is a teletubby.
AH. oh and last night I slept on my parents' bed whee, after reading like 2 hrs of The Nanny Diaries. This book ar, I started it in sec sch or was it JC? I can't really rmb, but I always never finish it. I'm determined to finish it this time, despite my first paper on 14 Apr and I have 4 more reports to write - i shd so write them nowwwwwwwwwwww.
Uh, neways, I had lotsa fun with a novel. It's been long since I laughed so hard when I read. THE TELETUBBIES PART! POOR NANNY - before they went to the Halloween party, on the way there, while they were there ahhaha.ahahaha. I REALIZED lotsa my joys when I was young came from reading. Like those funny teenage comedy witty books, like Georgia Nicholson "Angus, Thongs..." bla that series by Louise Rennison (reminds me I shd catch that movie), I lurve Alice books by Phyllis Reynolds Naylor (i think that's her name) and I lurve Meg Cabot too. Oh, "Undead and ..." series by Mary Janice Davidson - I got hooked on them since last yr - fab fab! Oooh, hahaa. Read read read - i hope to find words of wisdom through them and yeah, enjoying my time is most important, isn't it?
Reminds me, I haven't wrote in my journal for a loong time......... I'M SUCH A LAZY BUM - I HATE IT! okie, go do work! Oh and not to forget, I haven't fansubbed/released an ep for a loong time. That's why I started fansubbing like 30 lines a few days ago haha. But not enough!
remind myself: LIFE IS MEANT TO BE ENJOYED, NOT TO BE SUFFERED. everything depends on my perception.
learn frm duchamp hah (thanks to HC213 lesson - got to know this person) - "i don't care" to everything...
my parents didn't give birth to me so they can see my glum & miserable face everyday. they want me to be joyful and experience all that life has to offer! it's been long since I cheered myself up hee.
OH and try this people, look in the mirror and go "you are so beautiful/cute/pretty/super lurvable... bla"... don't feel pai seh or wad. think "if there's anyone to make you feel better about yourself, it should be yourself."
HAHAHAHAHA... thanks Richelle, u taught me & Evelyn this, but I wonder if Evelyn still remembers. In Old Faithful Inn's employees' pub ahha!
alamak, forgot what i wanted to blog about in the first place. i found this superb quote:
“Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness. Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Appreciate your friends. Continue to learn. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.”
--- Mary Anne Radmacher
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Ah, woke up thinking I shd start on my HC301 report, i mean finish it haha, not start it. Ah, instead, I've been surfing the net, blog-hopping, tryin to find insights on life by typing "everything happens for a reason", listening to songs on youtube - DA ZUI BA!, and now I'm watching Da Mouth vids on youtube. Like loser hor? Need to do work but never do! ARGH... Papa & Mama went back to Jemaluang(Msia) last night for Qing Ming Festival but I didn't go cos of Poh Ying buddy's bday celebration later!
I also procrastinated yesterday, finally continued my uploading of last summer's pics in the States on facebook aha. Patricia even thought I went US again aha. Tyris wondered why I have so many haha.
I should so start on my report huh. . . Alrighty... OH and the people going to Mexico for exchange met on Thu! Gush! We are people of so different heritages & backgrounds haha. Hmmm, weird mix of people. I can't wait to live my life amidst spanish (the oh-so-sweet-sounding language) & salsa-ing! (i wish)
As u can see frm the above, I'm trying to find things to anticipate. MC40 is sooooooooo cute! I wouldn't exactly say he's superb in terms of good looks but he's cuteeeeee! And sunshiney! He's not an ABC but he went Canada to study for a few yrs (when he was in secondary school)......... TADA!
Mean Mingmin (m3)'s belated bday - a few more pics
@ 06 Mar 09' (Fri)
my dear juniors!
yeek & me & ji chen (takin the pic for us)
- late night movie "The Slumdog Millionaire"
after my tuition haha.
13 Mar 09' (Fri) - Disney on Ice!
i took quite a no of pics but with my camera phone - so the quality isn't that good. but i was sitting at the first row ahah. Cos i had to babysit this other kid, I think ppl might think I'm a young mother of a child. AHHAHAHAHAH.
I went with my mama's childcare, u see.
a cute kid & another mischievous playful boy...
Denzel & Cavin
my mama used to say Denzel is a teletubby.
AH. oh and last night I slept on my parents' bed whee, after reading like 2 hrs of The Nanny Diaries. This book ar, I started it in sec sch or was it JC? I can't really rmb, but I always never finish it. I'm determined to finish it this time, despite my first paper on 14 Apr and I have 4 more reports to write - i shd so write them nowwwwwwwwwwww.
Uh, neways, I had lotsa fun with a novel. It's been long since I laughed so hard when I read. THE TELETUBBIES PART! POOR NANNY - before they went to the Halloween party, on the way there, while they were there ahhaha.ahahaha. I REALIZED lotsa my joys when I was young came from reading. Like those funny teenage comedy witty books, like Georgia Nicholson "Angus, Thongs..." bla that series by Louise Rennison (reminds me I shd catch that movie), I lurve Alice books by Phyllis Reynolds Naylor (i think that's her name) and I lurve Meg Cabot too. Oh, "Undead and ..." series by Mary Janice Davidson - I got hooked on them since last yr - fab fab! Oooh, hahaa. Read read read - i hope to find words of wisdom through them and yeah, enjoying my time is most important, isn't it?
Reminds me, I haven't wrote in my journal for a loong time......... I'M SUCH A LAZY BUM - I HATE IT! okie, go do work! Oh and not to forget, I haven't fansubbed/released an ep for a loong time. That's why I started fansubbing like 30 lines a few days ago haha. But not enough!
remind myself: LIFE IS MEANT TO BE ENJOYED, NOT TO BE SUFFERED. everything depends on my perception.
learn frm duchamp hah (thanks to HC213 lesson - got to know this person) - "i don't care" to everything...
my parents didn't give birth to me so they can see my glum & miserable face everyday. they want me to be joyful and experience all that life has to offer! it's been long since I cheered myself up hee.
OH and try this people, look in the mirror and go "you are so beautiful/cute/pretty/super lurvable... bla"... don't feel pai seh or wad. think "if there's anyone to make you feel better about yourself, it should be yourself."
HAHAHAHAHA... thanks Richelle, u taught me & Evelyn this, but I wonder if Evelyn still remembers. In Old Faithful Inn's employees' pub ahha!
alamak, forgot what i wanted to blog about in the first place. i found this superb quote:
“Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness. Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Appreciate your friends. Continue to learn. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.”
--- Mary Anne Radmacher
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