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{/Tuesday, June 28, 2005, @11:43 AM.
{ i just LuRvE ('V') my NAI MA!(BABYSITTER!) }
oK, 1stly, a confession. I turned my back against school this morn cos if i did appear, i'd be late for the 6th time in JC yr 1. As I was rushing at home, i was really on the verge of tears. I'm really really scared of being late. It's the fear when you're getting there and u know you just can't reach there on time and the consequences you face. Reprimanding from teachers and chances to go to detention in future. I'm really glad the hols came and I could do my detention after my hols. But i understand that the next time I'm late, I'd have to do one more, which makes it 2 spent afternoons in school. Not my idea of fun cos I'd rather have freedom and choose the place I could read or do stuff all I want.

Which is why I'm "sick", but I'll be going back for lessons which starts at 12.30, Chinese A and GSC. In other words, just 2 chinese language lessons. I'll be "feeling better" at a later time, that's how I could turn up for lessons later. I hadn't brought along my purse, in the frantic state I was cos I couldn't find it. I was really going to cry at that instant. But well, Ma just gave me money for daily expenses so I took a cab. But the bad thing is the driver seemed so languid, that when I told him to drive a little faster if he could, he was like "no, i can't, you know, cos traffic is really busy in the morn." Well, though he said it really nicely, I wasn't comforted the least bit and felt that he really din care!

So, all right, after I turned away from the school, I decided to walk home cos I had no ez-link card.(sth that is a staple essential for pple travelling by public transport in singapore) If I were to walk home, I would definitely pass by the place where I used to live in Boon Lay before I moved house to Jurong West Extension. In other words, the neighbourhood I lived in before where I'm living now. I thought I could also visit my babysitter, when I was young. Cos after I went to a childcare centre when I was 5, I could only see her when she comes to my place very occasionally or when we eat at the place she works in but I keep in touch over the phone with her too, and that is not too often. Well, so as I walked through that neighbourhood and took the paths I used to take when I was young, I got real emotional and was gonna cry. The 3rd time that day!

It was really nice, and peaceful and there was a cool, nice breeze. In the end, I settled myself at one of the 2 tables just below the block and completed some finishing touches to my homework cos it was only about 8am and I was afraid it was too early to call her cos she might still be sleeping. Which was why I called her at about 9am and went up to her. It was really nice, we were just chatting and I din know there was so much to her life until just now. Cos normally we wouldn't chat about her life that much when she was young when she came over to my place. We also went through old pictures and nostalgia was in the air. The worse part was she got kinda morbid and told me to take the photos back later or sth like that cos when she died, the pics would be thrown away by her son and that she needed to take some more nicer pics, so it would be useful when it being used for her funeral. I was stunned but laughing as I said, "i really don't know what to say."

I wouldn't want to talk about some of the other morbid things she said, but I cried at one point of time when she told me the reason to take the pics. I was like, oh my, don't talk about such stuff. The atmosphere was making me cry and there she was, spouting nonsense about what'd happen after her death. I mean it's not nonsense but i really hate it when my loved ones, especially people much more older than me talk about them dying. I just HATE IT! I really dunno what to do if any of my relatives or loved ones die. I really DUNNO! Oh my, I'm on the verge of tears again.

Oh well, they are back in the tear gland again... So I left at about 10 plus and came home up till now, I'm just chatting with the miserable, pathetic no. of people online now and blogging now. But I was really glad, my day was made, as in the day, what i did, made my day. Hope you get what i was trying to get across... And sometimes, peeps out there, don't you get the feeling that you're scared of losing people so much that you dun want to love them in the first place? And it's always so hard to let go... even when you know u have to? It would really spare u lots of misery when they pass on but u'd never get to enjoy the long hours of joy and peace with these important figures in your life. Oh right, was that a little philosophical?

Talking about that, I thought about yesterday. I was just trying to do this assignment that requires u to talk about ur feelings about these topics that a TV programme discussed and I wanted to add in something i read before. "The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. (Don't u think that's so true?) I was trying to figure out how to translate this into Chinese n asked for help from my Ma. And she was like "that's kinda profound and deep right?" I had nothing to say again.

Word of the day: "Unbe-fucking-lievable" from Citizen Girl, by the authors of the Nanny Diaries. I'm lazy to find out their exact names cos I'm running out of time, have to prepare for school, again ha... Oh ya, last bit here, I still haven told my mum that I skipped the first half of school, guessed that propelled me further to decide to visit my nai ma ha... Oh shoot, hope I'm not late again..

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@11:24 AM.
{ Farewell mantra and i'm really glad(in sch) one of the rare times... }
First things first, it went well in school yesterday and I feel closer with Cybell and HY! And we're just fooling around everyday ha... Eve is 'nerd', Synn is 'sporty', Pam is 'whore' or 'slut' ha. She prefers whore cos no one really understands upon hearing it the first time ha, which would come in handy if we were to shout 'whore' at her across the street where there are tonnes of people. Well, I gave myself 'prep' but it's not fun to say it out loud so we're thinking of other terms.

I suppose too, that i haven mentioned about the farewell mantra. It's this action that each of us will have to do when we bid our byes. Synn isn't really in love with hers, i dun really know how to describe hers too ha. Pam's is sth like a pose, one hand on the hip and the other behind ur head, and she'd do contractions with her shoulders and hips. Simply sexy! Eve is sth like using ur butt to write letters so her butt will be facing u when she says bye to you ha! Mine is i tilt my butt out, shake a few times, hit it and shake again. According to the viewers, they deem it as something outrageously uncouth, ha, but it's silly looking. So if you see anywhere in Singapore in the near future, as in u see a bunch of girls doing actions with their butts or bodies, u might even see struggling, you know you're watching farewell mantras!

Well, there was this incident, which was rather embarrassing for Pamela bcos she's embarrassed by it bcos of farewell mantras ha. And I do admit beating my butt as if hinting a "come-on" isn't that refined in public... Anyway, we were like bidding goodbyes at Boon Lay interchange, at Jurong Point. I demanded that all of us do it, and there was me, Synn and Pam. So each of us have to do individual ones to each person and Pam didn't want to do that. Might as well, a chance for me to show my brutality and force and prowess ha. She ran, as like the first time, I couldn't grab hold of her like the first time but my voice could grab her attention at least the first time. She was carrying this very attention grabbing red flowered bag and so I was yelling with all my might, "that girl with the white shirt, denim skirt and the big red flower bag, please stop that!" I must have been a lunatic psychopath at that time, but I din care. Synn was just laughing and i could see Pam cringe even as she was walking. HA HA! Well, the morale of the story is not to make kylagurl fed up or excited to the extent that she'd embarrass u in public. But that also meant kylagurl is in happy mood!

That's it for the incident, I'll talk about the first ones. We sorta invented it outside of school, when eve tried to be mischievous and cheeky and all those terms u call it and used her butt to say bye to us. It's funny but disgusting and we decided to think of diff actions for each of us so that was how it came about ha. Lurid, I admit... But anyway, the first major struggle we had. Again, we ended up at Jurong Point for whatever dumb reason I forgot. We were bidding goodbyes as usual, just in front of that buzz station which sells newspapers and magazines, we wanted Pam to do hers and she was like "NO! NOT IN PUBLIC!" and she started walking fast away from us. I reached out after her and grabbed hold of her backpack, so she was stuck there for sum time till the rest caught up. We practically forced her and I'm telling you how we STRUGGLED! Pam trying to escape from my chubby and small clutches (cos i have fat hands and short, stubby fingers) and me hanging on for dear life ha! So this is my idea of great prowess. HA HA!

Whew, hope you enjoyed the little introduction of part of what I do everyday ha. But sometimes, we'd forget about the farewell mantras when it didn't strike us. That's when we're tired, but I'm saying we muz really make an effort to remember, what wonderful memories we'll have! Oh ya, did i mention that we used to group hug cos it was so nice and we all missed each other at the start of jc ha... That's not that interesting but I was hoping farewell mantras would be something like a groupie hug which everyone looks forward to ha...

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{/Sunday, June 26, 2005, @7:23 PM.
{ What's wrong with being DUMB? I dunno what to put as the title...-_- }
Well, i din really know what to put as the title so i thought of this. This incident happened in the KFC branch just beside Gek Poh Community Centre, in Jurong West Extension in the western part of Singapore, a dot on the world map... Cos it was after jazz on Thu, which was let me see, 24/6/05. I went in and ordered take out. Then, after a while, i wondered why i had to wait so long and it was kinda awkward with like the people lookin at me and i even smiled at the girl serving me... She said, "ya mdm?" and I was like, "where's my whipped potato?" She was like, "It's inside Mdm." And i was like AH! so embarrassing was the first thought. But then I said "oh ok, thanks,..." And I went out. Yup, so that was dumb hah...

Just now, we went for dinner and it wasn't very satisfying and I felt that something was lacking. So I set out in search of my almond jelly... It has become such an important part of me, jelly i mean ha... There was something very appalling about the place we went to eat. It's new, a building with 3 storeys, with food stalls on second and third storeys. Oh well, I really dunno how to explain it but it's cos the fish we ordered wasn't very delicious which was why I still felt lethargic as if I haven ate at all. Well, tats cos I woke at about 1.30pm and started reading this book "The Origins of the Arab-Israeli Wars". Gosh, I really put in a lot of concentration when I read it cos I DUN UNDERSTAND! Which is why I've planned to give it up, which is unlike me cos I'd want to finish everybook I'd start reading even if it meant me renewing, but I really bow down before this book... It took the life out of me haha.. Okay I'm exaggerating, I guess I'm not intellectual and "english-learnt" enough to decipher whatever it was trying to say. But at least I sort of know that Jews and Palestine had historical links long before our time...

Wow, I'm digressing and I haven even said the main point. Ok, back to the dinner thing. I felt that it was imperative for me to become one with almond jelly(sorry for the disgusting description ha *chuckle*) which was why I really walked a great deal around the 2 storeys and searched for it! But, one stall which sold it said almond jelly was sold out and the other only sold longans haix! Big sigh! SO i still din wanna give up cos i know the shopping centre opposite the one I was currently in had a hawker centre which sold it. I walked all the way over and came back after like 10 to 15 mins. By then, my family had finished whatever they ate and they were waiting for me. So, I think it's pathetic! Oh ya, I had wanted to finish the remaining little bit of almond jelly on the car back home cos "I wanted to enjoy", according to my Pa. At that time, coincidentally there was a family just beside us waiting for seats and she saw us standing up and she thought we were going away because of her. But it's not ha, cos I simply wanted to "enjoy it slowly and not swallow it in gulps", acc. to my Pa again.

Well, that's it, I guess, oh ya, I din go sch on Fri for the Chinese tests cos I was too tired after dance in sch for 3 hrs after GP test at 3pm and straight away jazz at 7pm and after I reached home, I watched J Lo dance performances and just couldn't resist the urge to dance along ha. So in the end I danced till about 1am from 11 plus ha. So I was so tired and just almost died on my bed...

Dammit, school is starting tomorroW!!! Do me a favour, take a gun, shoot me! No!!! I wanna live, I still have dreams. Like just now, I thought of 3 wishes(hee!):
1) Being able to join a troupe or group who travels around and performs, like those Mickey Mouse and frens or things like that whereby u see in shopping malls like Takashimaya hee hee...
2) Going backpacking after A levels from Flamez if possible in Europe, if not, in Asia...
3) Travelling all around the world to diff countries and staying in houses of the people residing there, which is why I want to have penpals in almost any place, cos that's the only way you can feel how life it is over there haha...

All mentioned above: WISHFUL DREAMING!

Haha, but there's still a chance I might be able to accomplish them, the 1st and the 3rd is something I would never know... So there, I wonder if it's considered a long or short pose ha... M_m People starting school tmr, take out ur positive attitude and things won't be that bad. Ooh.. it seems as if I need that piece of advice the most! chill out peeps! *winkz*

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{/Tuesday, June 21, 2005, @12:00 AM.

THIS IS FUNNY! My funny uncle, Yuanchen, a real sensible boy at his age but he's got lotsa pride, and Ah Bee, fat cute chubby boy! He's really cute haha, you people should really get to meet him when he's still little, wonder whether he'll still be the same when he grows up haha... Posted by Hello

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ur uncle's real cute =)! well ah bee looks like he's crying there..lol. wow looking at all ur pics i realized i been in the urban environment for really long.. the last time i hiked felt like years ago o.O..

hmm..glad u had fun there!

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{/Monday, June 20, 2005, @11:59 PM.

I'll post the pics of other parts of the house next time, here's a funny one. My funny uncle is up to his weird antics. I took this in the house facing the outside haa... :P Posted by Hello

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@11:58 PM.

And this is the fat belly of one of my uncles ahha... I really like him, he's funny!! Posted by Hello

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@11:57 PM.

Potato and Syjun. She's also my dear cousin but younger than me by a few years. But she really talks like a grownup, can communicate well with the older people haha... Posted by Hello

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@11:57 PM.

Another one of celebration. It's my dad taking pics anyway... as usual... Posted by Hello

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@11:56 PM.

This is at my grandma's house, it's my grandpa's birthday, we're celebrating for him ha...I'm not in there ha... Posted by Hello

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@11:56 PM.

They are really the people of my life, they will always be there... They are wonderful. So everybody, remember to cherish everyone in your life, your loved ones like friends and families. Posted by Hello

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@11:55 PM.

Rae, me and Potato, they are my beloved wonderful cousins, people I grow up with whenever I go back to Msia for the hols!!! :)  Posted by Hello

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@11:53 PM.

this is the first pic i'm putting up of the accurate vision ur eye gets when you look at my grandma's house from the front  Posted by Hello

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@11:52 PM.

an indian family lives in there, they come to my grandma's house to fetch water from the well sometimes, not through the well, but from a tap connected to the well ha. this is what you see if you stand just outside of my grandma's house... Posted by Hello

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@11:50 PM.

the right side of my grandma's house from the front, see my grandma there, the small figure in light blue... Posted by Hello

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@11:43 PM.

sang's room pics too! Posted by Hello

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{/Sunday, June 19, 2005, @11:42 PM.

The door to Potato's room when u first open it. The place where I've slept the 5 days I was in Ayer Tawar in Perak. Ipoh is about an hour away. Posted by Hello

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@11:36 PM.

Other pictures of Potato's room when u walk up the stairs hee.  Posted by Hello

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@11:21 PM.
{ Shopping! Reebok shoes and S&K pink top! Me, rach and eve got the same top but diff colours, freaky! }
Hi, my name is Kylagurl and I'm here to add an entry in my ever-popular blog ha. But I guess after this blogging, I won't be able to play the Sims2, my fave com game now and maybe sometime in the future too cos it's time to give up the seat in front of the pc to my younger brother...

Went shopping with the girls today. Thought there was bound to be many others, but in the end, there was only me, Tyris, Little Rebel and Eve ahah... So we fooled around. Some bits to remember, the eating in the dressing room at potpurri and eve trying that very baggy "nice" light blue pants haha... Though it's ex, so we din buy after all. I bought a pair of reebok shoes, can be said on impulse. But i'm really desperate and i trust reebok and a S&K pink tee shirt ahha... We were at Giordano before that and she spent so much more on it that when we went to S&K she muttered "we shouldn't have gone to Giordano in the first place" but what's done has been done, she has already paid for 3 tops earlier on. Well, me, Little Rebel and Tyris fooled around outside the dressing room while Eve was playing with her light blue pants ha. Basically, we were just making fun of the Big S, Small S and Xiao zhu show, "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai".

And me and Eve were laughing all the way when we got home. Well, nearly all the way. We were really silly, ok me, like a dork and a dumbass combined as one giggling with that flu-ey voice of mine. But hope we can all meet up again, with more people to really catch up, like sit in Taka coffee bean and just chill and laugh, provided we dun have sore throats and brought enough water cos damned throats can really be parched after talking and luffing too much. Okay, i din mean to say my throats are damned. Sorry throats!

Oh ya, before this, when I was waiting for the bus, and on the bus, I saw CLARENCE! The LEAST POSSIBLE person i thought i'd see around in my neighbourhood. We chat all the way to Lakeside station hahah. We were talking about waterfalls before the girls came into the train. And mind you readers, I'm always camouflaged. Ok, this camouflage thing has to do with me being late, as always (sorry dear frens, I'm really trying hard to change!) So when they board the train at lakeside, I'm already in the train. Normally, I'd wave. Very rarely would they see me waving and I'd stop altogether cos I dun wan to look dumber than I already am. So, they would walk past me, cos I'd always have a seat unless I rushed into the train just before it departed. Bleh... So they'd walk walk walk and I could hear them muttering stuff like "grace is always like that, everytime never call out to us"... they would call me then, haha, it's actually very funny and I'd say I was just somewhere in front of them and when they saw me, they'd either laugh or I'd laugh and say i'm really camouflaged..

Whew, I finally got finish this whole chunk about camouflaging and again I have to mention. Thru Mike, I'm really glad I got to learn more about life in a particular place in UK! Europe, I have to say I love you! Well, and of cuz the other continents. But I really wanna visit Europe some day. The historical stories about it, the noblemen in the earlier centuries and the ladies and all haha... The scenery, the high quality of life there... It's really a whole new world. Of cuz other continents are like that too. Like North and South America, Africa, Asia, Europe, Australia and Antarctica haha...

And as I've promised I'm gonna post the pics I took specially to show you people how it's like in a small but kinda bustling town in Msia. It's still very village-like, considering the house and the area surrounding it...

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{/Friday, June 17, 2005, @12:08 PM.
{ I love DANCING and UK! =C] I LURVE GREEN! }
Well well well, I admit I've been lazy. Been back for like 4 days, I mean Msia and I haven told my dear readers anything... It was fun, though I was kinda moody on some days but that's all right. Msia is meant for relaxation and I took a whole load of pics. Well, cos I've written most of what i wanted to write in my diary by pen(bet that tired my hands real OUT!!!) and so I won't mention anything in particular unless I remember. Oh ya, I took a whole load of pics. If I have time, I'm gonna upload every single one to show you people out there how it is in kampong life in modern times in Msia!!! I mean I took pics of my grandma's house and a little of potato's(my beloved cousin) room.

Latest updates, I dread hol lessons bcos I've gotta make special trips to school just for that few miserly hours. But, guess my love for Geography made me attend almost all the lectures though I missed all of Econs haha! N I'm kinda worried about the consequences I might face when school reopens cos I haven seen Freddy regarding my letter for missing Econs lectures and I haven passed up my hw!!! Ah!!! The hols are ending and I'm left with mountains and hills of homework! (Well, I admit that wasn't too much of an imagination by describing lots of hw as mountains and hills. I seriously need something more innovative haha...) To Pam: My attempt to lead an amusing, carefree and free life! Only you know, aren't ya privileged!!!

Another one: Yesterday, I went to the beach with Tyris, Min and Sam ahah. I won't admit it's a whole load of fun --- at the beach, that is --- but I love the ride on the bus (Hoo, the wind! And Sam's hair!) and the long hours (I'm exaggerating i swear, maybe a little over an hour) at the kodak digital print machine at Harbourfront Shopping Centre and um, the ham and mushroom (new!) baked rice at Pastamania. I ended up owing Tyris $6.50, inclusive of the 50 cents pic! That is really nice, I mean even though someone's hair has a real tousled and "natural" feel to it, it's good to have such silly and goofy memories.

Tada and yest. Jazz was GREAT! It was really exciting. We tried this funk steps to the song of "Lose my Breath" by Destiny's Child. Really exciting, if you could make out. Just when I thought it to be kinda boring since we're repeating what we learnt, I was wrong when the steps proceeded... So I had fun yesterday, though I was tired. Plus I finally caught one episode of LOST! Woo! I wanted to watch that show before it started just by the amount of media coverage that was shown over and over again that I could recite some of the lines in the interviews. The people are good-looking or amusing looking haha. I dun really know their names so I won't try to make a fool of myself by attempting and ending up being wrong and correct all Lost fans out thr! I like the doctor and Kate haha... And more to come of cuz, in next week's Lost. I lost the premiere of 2 hours cos I was in Msia laughing my head off or moping around like crazy(which is very rare!)

A dilemma: I'm having a runny nose, which means I've just blown my snot for like 5 times since the start of the morning while I was trying to finish typing "shan xia zhong" so I can return Eve the book later on and I will still continue to have snot running out of my left nostril if I were to go dance. And it's already inconvenient when I'm just doing things couch potato do(in terms of watching the PC) so I wouldn't know what it would be like to go dance, and I'll probably have to stick tissue packets over me with adhesive tape or rubbish like that/fill my shirt with snot as I wipe my nose against the sleeve. Plus, the minor flu I have consist of a dry throat and my lips are dry and I feel kinda dizzy though it's not really dizzy. Ok, I'm talking in gibberish language now, it means I feel lethargic so I think I'll skip it.

There's another reason why I want to skip it as well, but I will only reveal it after that event has passed hehe... I sure don't wanna get into more trouble with the school than I am already in with Freddy. And yup, hope shopping trip on Sunday is great fun with the girls! I really miss them! Plus, Mr and Mrs Smith, the movie, will be watched eventually cos it's kinda confusing about the date and all cos of clashing with the shopping trip. Just wanna tell Justin that I thank him for his quotes of the day every night ahaha, if he does manage to read my blog somehow! Should change to "quote of the night". I'm lame...

One last bit! Mike, if you're reading this, I just wanna say I dunno how EXCITED and PLEASED I am when I receive your letters. I'm really glad to have known you and hope we continue to be great pen-pals and I'll get to visit your town where the old people migrate to when they sense they're needed in another world soon! Lol.... Oh ya and I love Ally's World books and I learnt that smiley face from Ally I just put in the title...

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{/Friday, June 03, 2005, @11:50 PM.
{ I haf A HOLE in my pants! it's BIG! and AMERICA?? }
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHHAHAHA
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHH
AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

I know this is really sad to tell everyone, but i have a hole, a big one just between my 2 fat thighs! Ha! It's so big. The last time i wore that pajamas pants was a very long time ago, which was why i then realized the big hole today. If i were a boy, it would be very convenient to pee in the middle of the night if i din wear undergarments haha... Well, i dunno why i think i'm proud to talk about this ahha, but i just feel like.

And i'm feeling kinda funny, as in i'm still talking with spokesgal about teenagers and the influence of the Western countries, especially America. Where do we Singaporeans or Asians get our "Yo!", "Wassup", "Cool", "That's Hot!" other wise? In "All-American Girl", this funny book by Meg Cabot, the girl was saying that she dyed all her clothes black over the summer cos she's in mourning for teenagers nowadays. ahahhah... But in the end, she somehow saved the president and became the youth ambassador for the UN ahha... It's a nice book, should read it. Even if ur a boy! I dunno why but i kinda believe in this stereotype, i believe many people do, that boys only read science fiction, fantasy, horror, and they never get near anything with LOVE, ROMANCE, or those books that talk about the daily life of a few girly characters or sth like that...

Well, just as i was telling SG (Flamez dictionary: Sex God, but in this case it's not, it's Spokesgal, my jj classmate aha) that i really find it superficial in jc when people make frens. But i know that's not true for other people. Example, baboon lips, hah, sorry sIndra! Okay, i apologize, ... Alright, Synn... She tells me that she's so happy to be in JJ and enjoys making new frens everyday! Good for her, i really mean it... For me, i owe it to my cynical nature. And that nature takes over my body and soul when i'm in a sad mood, and i'm very often in a sad mood when i feel i'm outa control, in a frenzy, stressed, feel that i'm alone cos my good and really close buddies aren't with me... And NOT ENOUGH SLEEP! So, this is why i have this thought. But don't any people agree with me? At some situations or certain setting, people make frens just for the sake to make frens, so that they won't be alone, or won't be the loner in other peoples' eyes...

Example, Synn would sometimes go, "You see him/her alone? U think he's a loner?" bla bla bla... But i'm glad Eve shares the same thoughts with me and when i do discuss them with Pamela, Pamela too ahha... So there, i'm tired and kinda had enough with blogging for now. Cos i'll be away in Malaysia for the next week or so, i'll have to forgone blogging, which is why i'm blogging so much these few days. Alright pple, so much as in the eyes of Kylagurl, the author of this blog.. Ta da Da.. Di dum di dum... The above monosyllables were to prove that i can do anything to this blog, the entries in it, the atrocities i utter, cos i'm the AUTHOR! i'm the OWNER! i OWN THIS BLOG! HAHAHA, I have the POWER!!! THE POWER!!!! POWER!!!

Well, sorry people, for the tyrannic expostulation above haha, I really enjoy making myself seem psychotic, i have a wonderful life, i know u people would say that to me ahha... Oh shoot! i really think i have a psychotic flair in me. Wow, this is amazing. Has anybody noticed an improvement in my English language? Suddenly, i feel that using all the words like i'm using now is just so easy, like something flowing within me... And i just finished reading "The Princess and the Pauper" by Kate Brian. I love it, one of my fave books, the ending was so happy! Julia, i'm happy for you to be with Markus hah!

Bye... have fun in Singapore or anywhere else, have fun working, slacking, sleeping, talking rubbish, behaving like a crazy fool as and when u like it... I'm off to Msia as of tmr, at 6pm. Can you believe it, my bro told me today, "Mum says we are to go back to Msia at 6pm tomorrow." What he meant was "You have to pack your bags and wait to go back to Msia in the living room at 6pm on Saturday..." Hahha, silly me... Ta da..

As u can see, i dun wanna finish this entry. I'm just making never ending remarks and my hands are flying, non-stop. Okay, i'll finally end. *Bows--- NO!!! Curtsy---YES!!!*

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@11:25 PM.
{ Winnie the Phoo! haha... m_M }
Well, this is sth i got from a forwarded message by one of my beloved cousins. Some things in there are really true and inspiring:

"Many people will walk in and out of your life. But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart."

" Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault. "

"Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. Many people will walk in and out of your life. But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. "

"He, who loses money, loses much; He, who loses a friend, loses much more; He, who loses faith, loses all. "

"Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. "

"Friends, you and me
You brought another friend
And then there were three
We started our group
Our circle of friends

There is no beginning or end."

This is a cliche one haha...
"Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift."

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{/Thursday, June 02, 2005, @1:43 AM.
{ If you're sexy and you know it, clap your hands--->HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! }
HAHA HAHA AHAHAHHAHHAHA!!!
This is really funny...
If you people have nothing to do since it's the summer holidays in other countries or June holidays for Singapore and Malaysia and goodness knows where... but whatever, you get my point! HAHHA, THIS IS REALLY FUNNY!

Well, i'm not saying this is the only funny thing in my life, but one of those.
Okay, here goes. There's this song "Dance With Me" by 112... There's one part that goes

"if you're sexy and u know it, clap your hands! PA PA PA...!"
"if you're sexy and u know it, clap your hands! PA PA PA...!"
"if you're sexy and u know it and you really wanna show it"
"if you're sexy and u know it, clap your hands! PA PA PA!"

AIN'T IT FUNNY! I REALLY LAUGHED!
Have fun, but that song is kinda noisy, in my opinion...
haha, that is just so ridiculous...
And i can't believe that my first blog entry since the hols started is this.
Advice to myself: "Get a life!"
Ha, not really, i like to be silly, but not all the time... and it's gonna be 2 in the morn soon and i'm still here listening to songs using my bro's earphones! And trying to make out the lyrics and typing them in notepad before checking them with the correct ones in websites. That's actually a favourite pastime of mine and i've not had a step beyond this level, storey 10 of my block, where i live for the past 3 days, since Monday... I really love it, my interesting days these few days consisted of TV and the Sims2, if not the net... Occasionally, i'll try hard to do some homework, so far, i've only managed this newspaper article for my GSC (General Studies in Chinese)... Well, so there, i'm really too lazy to talk much about my life, since all is at home and i think i'll just post whatever i find funny, like this song by 112!!!! hahaa...

And ya, another song that goes
"Beverly Hills... that's where I wanna be
Beverly Beverly Hills... " da da da... haha
i find this kinda funny though i know Andrea, this girl who has a funny and interesting blog likes them, Weezer...
the title of the song is ... as you guessed it right, my dear reader, "Beverly Hills"

Whoa, this world is too beautiful and cute and funny to pass up for... I'm not above 60, dun worry... You're really reading confessions of an alive and kickin' Singaporean teen Gurl

Actually, I think my bro dunno i'm using his ear phones hee, he'll get really mad at me but it's so late and i like my music loud so i can't possibly turn up the volume of my blaster and make my mum get out of bed and breathe down my neck. So there, pals!!! Good luck and enjoy your hols!

Oh ya, i'll be in Msia for like one week. Oooohhhh... That's too short a time to play my heart out. Though i dun really play. I just go around with my lovable cousin, Regina aka. Potato aka Ribena, or more often, at home watching TV or playing with the little toddlers, like making them cry. HAHHA, I'M A SADIST. rEaL PaTheTic...

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yeah staying at home feels like a really comfortable way to pass ur time =D same sentiments! i tot i was like the only one, cos pple keep trying to get me out of the hse this wk ~.~ i mean well, first wk of hols = REST! and catch up on studies yeah? lalala.. btw so nice to wake up late in the morning =D

By Anonymous Anonymous, at 3:03 AM  

woo haha, u got people to get u out of the house, but i dun have, so it's not up to me to decide. Haha, this shows that i pity myself... But no, i dun really think about it in that way, i really feel jc life drains me of my energy and soul, cos i stay at home so little, it's sad...

Which is why I'm staying at home everyday haha...

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