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{/Sunday, July 23, 2006, @4:38 PM.
{ Am feeling better now... *_- }
DUM DI DI DUM...

Uh, was a drama freak for It Started With A Kiss before I went for jazz in chinatown today. I was practically feeling kinda "floatish" cos the show is indeed cute and sweet and of cuz, amusing and funny! WAHA!

Mmm... Must be my runny nose and sore throat, that made me feel groggy and giddy. There were 2 moves where we have to swing our heads from left to right(full of force!) and then a body wave. Didn't wanna tie my hair so everytime after I swing it, (hahhahaah) I'd feel giddy. Nowadays, I feel dizzy from time to time(very very rare though), but I'm still scared.

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Yee Hwa once commented that I might have leukamia (hahaah, almost all the korean shows' female leads have cancer of some sort and they bruise easily) when she saw Eve apologizing profusely when she rmbed that I can't be beat or pinched or whatever abuse easily cos I'd get bruises quite easily.

Some times, ignorance kills us and it saves us though. In this instance, I don't really wanna care about it cos it's troublesome and costly if I go have a medical checkup. Mmm, saw the NKF screening bus at Boon Lay train station today, for $5 and u get a checkup but I didn't wanna do it alone. MY FRENS! LET'S GO FOR SCREENING AND BLOOD DONATION ONE DAY TGT!

And, went to Ballet Under The Stars at Fort Canning on Friday night. Enjoyed myself, yes I did. It was with the dance juniors as well as peers. Thank you juniors!!! Was really high. But those times are not that often cos I'm not much of a social butterfly though I do wanna experience more YEAH! TIMES! xiAOXIA! we must join those TYPE OF GAMES I LIKE!!!

Racial Harmony that day... I looked like an "ah Ma"(grandmother or any woman of that age!) I was exasperated! Ever since a few years ago, I'm all set to be as kiddish as possible cos I wanna get to enjoy that simple joy kids get! To think I'm an Ah Ma!!! But ppl say it's not really me! It's the baju kurong I was wearing, cos of the colour and texture! Thanks Rad!!!! Anyway... :)

Maybe I'll post the pics for that, maybe not...

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{/Thursday, July 20, 2006, @11:20 PM.
{ Happiness... [.n_n.) }
"If you can give your son or daughter only one gift, let it be enthusiasm."
- Bruce Barton(1886-1967, American author, advertising expert) -

Watched a talk show about happiness just now. Yeah, I shouldn't be so obsessed and be too uptight about some thing always, like I'm trying to say every single thought running in my head.
Let things go, if there's no need to keep on hanging on to it and move on.

I gotta rmb:

There's a time for everything. If it hasn't happen, then it will sooner or later if it's supposed to be.

Read this in a book: (translated from Mandarin, yeah, i'm a Fansubber!) haa (Feng ge-ge)

"In a life, the people around us are always coming and going. Be it relatives, friends or lovers, if we're too attached, it'll cause us unnecessary pain. Hence, we should learn to look at reunion and separation lightly, and to let go. Although we may have learnt to look at things lightly, there will be some people whom we don't want to leave no matter what.Thus, people learn to salvage at all odds other then learning to let go.

But, it's very difficult for us to learn another thing. That is to look clearly at when we should salvage and when to let go."

I really did try to make everything as close to the chinese meaning as much as I could ha. (.n_n.) -> this smiley is from a dance junior. Call me a copycat or whatever. Suki da yo!!!

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{/Monday, July 17, 2006, @3:49 PM.
{ bday prezzies, continued, a few more though... }
I tried to post the pictures in the previous post, but they just don't appear. That's why I'm trying here again:

continued from my bday pics... m_m



Yeek's gift for moi. She did it herself. Acc. to her, she knows I'll like it cos I like to hand make stuff for people too. Ha, I do like it. I made friendship bands for them during V-day this year. Really, I stayed up most nights to do for most of Flamez too. I immediately used it on my hp, it's a hp accessory. But the flimsy metal grasp came out and I'm keeping it safe now.



The remnants ahha... she gave it to me. Yeah, I'll have a few more strands of other colours to my cross stitch threads' box.



This is Miao Ling's card for me hahaa... I wonder if she drew it or printed it. It's really well done! :)



This is a really sweet gift and such a pleasant surprise from Eve, Pam, and Xiaoxia. In case you can't read the nice handwriting by Eve, (aha) it writes To: Our beloved GraceU



A pair of lips.(wonder whose is it) From: Pamela, Hui Xia, evelyn



Awh.... They are so great! They really know what I like hahaa... Cross-stitch. Damn! I've got 1 other of this series and it's in my drawer for goodness knows how long and I haven't started it, cos I've got another bigger one that I'm in the midst of. Though I've been ignoring it for a couple of months?



Ah!!! I lurve this! With the case and all.



It's not very clear here but the purple butterflies are so BEAUTIFUL!!! kirei!!!(jap) I lurve butterflies!!! T_T



It's a yellow flower pendant with a chain. It's a tad too short but it serves its purpose like a choker haha... ^_^



This is from vincent ahhaha... We exchange gifts, that's why. I gave him a beer charm(very small) and a crazy fish from toys R'us. I mean toy fish ha.



A cute hippo wrist rest. I was just telling my brother a few days ago b4 my bday that I was thinking of getting a wrist rest. He dismissed me and told me to get lost and I dismissed that idea. Voila! one for my bday. Though I really have no idea if it's that effective...

Alrighty.... that's it for today. I'll post a few remaining ones soon! Meanwhile, I've got belated bday celebration with dance frens! on 7/7/06 Fri. and rach's cosplay event haha... 9/7/06 Sun.
Not to forget, a few cam slaving pics with potato with a hat and ntu ki siao day.

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@3:40 PM.
{ Yeah! times... }
I was seriously deprived of the com on saturday, to the extent that I played about 9hours (damn! I'm back to being a Sims addict) in all, though it was in 3 sessions. It just feels like I don't have enough time to play to my heart's content and when it neared the time I had to pass the com to my bro cos time's up, my heart would be squeezed in a way.

I'm glad that it's sorta over now. What more, I've been thinking thru stuff sometimes. Uh, I just walked home from school, again. Took me 35 mins. I just enjoy it the more I walk. The feelings of stress yet I don't wanna do much about it is officially over. Yeah!

Talking about Yeah!, the Yeah! times is what I'm gonna share. Have you ever joined a competition or sth like that and you won, or even if u didn't win, you had joy and laughter during the process? I suddenly feel that the Yeah! times don't come from money. You have to get it thru effort and when ur group or team is announced to be the winner of bla bla contest, WHOO! YOU GO! YEAH! and u JUMP AND HUG EVERYONE!

Come to think of it, it's been kinda long since I got it. Mmm... maybe it happened when I was in sec 3, when we were told that we got gold for the Singapore Youth Festival(SYF) competition. The down side was it wasn't announced on that day, after our performance that day. Instead, it was a few days later when they notified the school. Still the yeah! thing.

Well, maybe there were some Yeah! times here and there throughout my life. But they were just "at that moment Yeah!" times. I even forget about it. Well, I enjoyed all my Yeah! times! Tell me about ur Yeah! times if u happen to rmb them.

Bcos of the Yeah! times(i sorta thought about it when I tot of the world cup and feel sad that we wouldn't have a chance to cheer and yeah! because Singapore won or sth like that. Alright, forget it, I have faith in you, SINGAPORE!) , I've decided to Yeah! when I have the chance. Stomp on the ground! Cheer and whistle! (i go "whew wheet" cos I can't whistle and it's just so fake) !Clap ur hands or wave them in the air! Jump in mid-air and swing your head! Shake somebody hard on the shoulders! Hug and hop around!

About my addiction to Sims (i play Sims 2 by the way), during Econs lecture when my Econs HOD was trying her utmost best to inspire us, to motivate us to study for our A levels and we can surely make it, I was half listening and half thinking about my beloved Sims. I was sorta counting my Sims population in that neighbourhood, was almost gonna start on counting infant mortality rate(which is bullshit cos i don't let infants die for nothing, i haven killed an infant yet) haha... End of story.

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{/Monday, July 10, 2006, @12:49 PM.
{ other pics will be up too, rest assured... }
Yeah, I'm so glad I feel that things are better with me and Pa. Although I made Mama angry today, I know she'd get over it, like she always does. Mmm... supposed to be stressed for A levels but the thing is, I'm not stressed at all. That can be worrying. That does it. I'm gonna try to go thru some atmosphere powerpoint slides in the end, and not waste today! argH!!

Next Sunday, most prob, I'll be going for ballet and then jazz class. That means I'll have to reach Chinatown at 11am ahha... When I normally reach about 12.10 or 12.20 for jazz. I used to be really early, like 12pm ahha.

Anyway, it feels really nice to be invited. Thanks Loretta haha... And Yan Ching who doesn't mind me going. I think I've been taking advantage of everything. Think I've went for 2 to 3 free lessons already ahhaa...

Pictures of some of my bday gifts:



my cake.



xiaoxia and me. she insists i try not to take pics of her hair cos she just washed it and it sucks cos it's wet ahhaa... she never fails to crack me up yeah. *grins, showing teeth*



Within this is a card she made me open only after the clock strikes 12 on 4th july. Haha, what a pleasant surprise! The melody of "Happy Birthday" plays and after a few times, Potato yelled from the living room while she watched It Started With a Kiss on my computer that it's irritating and wanted me to get it shut up haha...



Very different feeling, nice... to receive a flower for my bday. A yellow rose haha, hasn't withered till now, cos I put it in a mini-vase filled with water haha...



I'm trying to give the "bu xie" face, which means non-chalant. Heck care, whatever, who cares! kinda expression... hope you FEEL what I'm trying to express haha..

THE other pics will be up too. I shall apologize first for posting pictures like this. In bits and pieces. But I really don't wanna miss posting any pics that I wanna show to everyone out thr. though i break the flow. :- [

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@12:14 PM.
{ some more china pics }
i haven't posted some more china pics too hahaa... will do them for now. By the way, I still have loads of china pics hee hee... Stashed somewhere in my father's and mother's handphones haha. Will get to set to working on them with more diligence and effort. Just earlier on, I uploaded one video of me being a travel host kinda thing on youtube haha... maybe i should post it here yeah.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-D8h_FLA4Sw

skipped sch today. hee hee...

I really got a tummy ache, what can I do? I admit it subsided after a while but I just didn't want to get up to iron my uniform and wear it with a tie to school. I'm kinda baddy inside, filled with bad-bones, but life is short. I don't wanna give myself too much stress all the time. Hope this part never gets read by any of my teachers hahaah... It's not much of a big deal la... really.

some more pics of china...





This is me riding on some cow thing. The only difference is the cow had very very very long fur. It's a quirky sight, nv seen anything like that. The people told us that only the cows there looked like that haha...



i'm sure those who have been keeping up with my blog would recognize this picture from a series of other pictures that i've posted before ha. I like this, feels like I'm enjoying everything silently.



the hand holding that white thing is just some other kid, as young as the one that is pictured haha... boy! are they cute!







some snapshots while we were at the airport, waiting for our flight back to singapore ha.a.a

next up are my pics during my bday and my bday presents ha... belated bday celebration with dance frens! Thank you all!!! on 7/7/06 Fri. The latest will be yesterday's rach's cosplay event haha... 9/7/06 Sun.

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@1:00 AM.
{ pretty "out-going" lately yeah... }
wahah... um, pretty "out-going" lately. Means go out la haha...

However, I just read in my previous post that I need to post the pictures me, Eve and Xiaoxia took when they went to watch me perform on 10th june 06 haa... Before i forget...




a pic of how the stage looked like while the performance was going on ahha... too bad i don't have any pics of me dancing upstage haaa... cos xiaoxia and eve's phones aren't able to upload pics onto the com ahha...



it was pathetically funny hahhaa... we tried to use my flash light, i mean in my phone's flash light and shine light on ourselves. Thanks Dionne for helping us take it! hahaa, taken at Stadium Waterfront ahah...



At mac hahaa... All 3 of us had filet o fishes aha. yum. too bad it's too small.







all these were on the way home. enjoy them hee. M_M



at our void deck ahaah... i mean xiaoxia's block. just outside her lift.



can you see my eye liner ha? i admit it's not that obvious, as compared to the other very dark one of me in my blue sweater....

hee hee, i really thank you two for going once again.


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{/Wednesday, July 05, 2006, @1:26 AM.
{ 18 yrs ago yesterday, i was born... }
The big deal is: It was my bday yesterday! hahaa... Think it was a few years back when I start feeling that birthdays aren't that big a deal after all, though I'd still think it was a special day for me and wonder what'd happen on that day.

Especially after my grandma's death last yr, I was sure at that time that I won't be able to enjoy or think of my bdays as a happy day in the years to come, because I spent half of my 17th bday at my grandma's funeral. At that point of time, I didn't want any presents. I just wanted my loved ones, be they family or friends to be safe and happy. [sorta regretted ha, didn't have much presents as a result ha.]

Anyway, I thought about my bday in the terms of: bla bla years ago, I was born, my first entry into this wonderful world full of love. [i really believe this when i'm in a contented and happy mood.] That's why I must try to do some things for the first time! Which is why...

Ok shitty, I have to finish blogging fast cos it's pretty late. 1.46am. I slept on the sofa from 8.30pm to 12am just now but my parents are back and my hair is wet, so I better get to bed fast before they open their room and find me still using my com with wet hair. U must be wondering, what's the big deal with wet hair? My ma thinks it is... She always threatens to cut my gorgeous, thick mane of ravenous hair ahhah whenever she sees it wet at night.

I really enjoyed my day yesterday! I was high pretty much. Ppl would ask, where are u gonna celebrate at? Somehow, I just feel like doing whatever comes to mind at the moment and not let it be so planned so it was just like almost any other day, except that I got presents and "happy bday" wishes! hee... thanks all! You all made my day!

Thanks Yeek and Hailin and Miaoling:
Who were the first 3 to wish me 'happy bday' in sch!!! Soz Yeek, made you run around for the bus like you were retarded and had no way of boarding the bus properly ahhaha... *evil laughs, smiling daggers at ya*
Thanks Eve, Pam, Sheena, Jesse Diamond, Kailing:
You gurls were like having a communal wishing session aha! I appreciate that, really!
I really lurved the presents Eve, Pam and Huixia got for me! *all smiles* [honestly, sometimes I run out of words to describe my happiness or joy that i'd have to make up stuff sometimes. eg. *laughing and feeling so sweet within tat ants keep CRAWLING OVER ME. makes me mad though*]

Thanks Shuhui(Synn), Jennifer, Jannah:
Who came along and joined in the communal wishing session ahhaa...

Xiaoxia!!!!! thanks for talking to me in the middle of ur lecture!!!!! I just had to tell someone that haha... well the excitement has died down a little though. wonder what will happen next. I'm so glad, cos at least I'm not that affected by it anyway. [in terms of the "still and stagnant" times]

Thanks Rad: Fara: Sang: Fad: Dana
For giving me a "watch" and a "ring". Too bad it's gone now ahha... Though I like that idea, I must say I copied it from this Korean drama Full House. I just watched its episode 6 2 days ago ahhaa...

Fara:
Playing with my precious hairpin ahhaa...

Sang:
Making me laugh with all your threats like, "Choose me or her" - directed at Rad though ahha...


Fad:
Playing cards, and u were one of those who made me take a lot of cards aha


Dana:
Always helping me cover up for being late.[kinda irrelevant here hahaa] and i'm sorry i didn't know you had said happy bday to me earlier on ahhaha...


of cuz, there are so many others that i've got to thanks, will do it some other time! i really dont wanna forget all these lovely, precious memories yeah!!! haha...


To those who I didn't meet on my bday:
Tyris [yeah, buddy tyris, lurve u loads too *beaming*] Cecilia[for the early bday txt] Hamster Yali [really enjoyed work in Palm Beach with you awah] Justin [for saying happy bday to one of my nicest frens around] Venis (thamsampat) [thanks for all the kylalalalalalalalalalalalala... haha] Kah Meng (Dua!) ahha [sorry i 4got ur bday, but i was wrong by one day] Ratata(W) [u dunno how u made my day] Min and Bandy [thank u 2 hahaha!] Poh Hui plus Benno [who felt my MSN nick was weird after i told them it's my bday actually ahha]

bla bla bla.. the list goes on...

Watched Oprah show yesterday and she wants everyone to pass this on to every single or divorced woman: "He's just not that into you". Think about it, I'll say more in future. I'll post the pics of my prezzies soon aahah... Cheers all! XDDDDDDDD

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{/Monday, July 03, 2006, @9:51 AM.
{ my face was wet, it's dry now. I'm good! }
I'm so sad now, and my face is wet.

I don't get my parents sometimes. I tot I'd gotten over the difficult years of being a teenager but guess what, I'm wrong. There's no one I can talk to now so I tot I could talk to Blogger since I don't wanna write in my journal now.

I felt like helping my father put all the pictures he took in China into the com today and what I got was unnecessary. He said there was no need, because he's going to put all of them at his fren's photo shop. He went on about what we kids always make them wait when they want our help, but they'd always have to do things immediately when we asked. Right, I said I was gonna help him next week when we just reached Singapore. Today is the next week and he said we don't have a sense of urgency.

I mean, the pictures won't run away right? It's not like they'll slowly vanish into thin air if I don't upload them IMMEDIATELY! Just yesterday, I was complaining or rather letting it all out to Potato, about my father. I don't wanna say this online but he's just getting old and he sleeps so late and he always wants us to sleep early.

Thank you, father, for being so concerned about our health. What I'm unsatisfied with is he can still talk with so much reason when he himself always sleeps so late and complains about himself being tired and he doesn't take it as well as I do when I'm the one who sleeps late and says a little bit.

Hey all, I bet you all find some biasness in what I write, towards myself of cuz. I have to emphasize that these are feelings evoked when I'm in such a baddy mood. I just cried, remembered. I have mood swings, don't forget. I'm just a little spoilt girl who keeps throwing tantrums.

Since prehistoric ages, I have always enjoyed crying when I'm low. My father'd get very pissed when I cry and say, "Crying is for the weak." Am I supposed to stop crying? But I'm so used to crying and feel that it's one of the most therapeutic ways for me to recover from a bad mood. Since I have mood swings, my mood would be better after a while.[ That's why I'm feeling much better as I write this. m_m]

Oops, this is gonna be a long post. I seriously feel kinda irritated with people who speak more than they do. "Empty vessels make the most noise." He's my father after all, I bet this is a period. These type of periods arise from time to time, we can't run away from it. I'm sure of it.

Of cuz, my father is really very nice whenever he helps me massage my injuries, gives me money, does little things in the name of love but he doesn't saythem. Maybe I need visible signs, but although sometimes I feel it, the feelings goes as fast as it comes. Til I don't care or think too much about it.

This is just another crisis for myself. I've also started to think a while ago that I don't belong in the family. Bcos my father(aquarius), mother and younger brother(both libras) are all wind horoscope signs, and me (the only cancer) is a water sign. Well, Potato mentioned this term about "horoscope discrimination", I shouldn't be so into horoscopes that I'd do that, but I just can't help it. It's in me, something innate.

Today's a fine day, bright and rather cool. I shd probably enjoy it, though I'd still stay at home and watch my dramas ahha. Let me be a chair potato, I mean I can't possibly lug my couch to the front of the PC since I'll have to lug it back in front of the tv after a few hours when I pass on the com to my brother. I just need an escape from reality, i think. Everything will be alright soon.

I'm back to the Sims2 again, but not as hooked as I was. Hope it stays this way cos I've got fansubbing. :) Smile Gracy aka. Kylala, you can do it! :) :)))))))))

My face is dry now. Some pics of China again: hee, it cheers me up. I always feel more like a family when we travel. I think my father's crabby mood is due to his lack of sleep and sleeping late. It really affects one.

A few mins later...

Oh yeah, I'm really feeling alright now. Yeah! As I grow older, my mood recovery times become shorter! I think I'm gonna try again to let him let me use the cable later. I found his camera but didn't see the cable needed to connect to the com. I need the pictures to upload here as well, hee. Gotta go Sim and watch shows now. Maybe a little fansubbing. hee. *cheers, victory sign V!*







some pics of nature: water! I just read in an article that water helps one's mood or sth like that. Be it listening to water, seeing water, playing in water or bla bla... yeah! I'm a water sign!







some cute pics up there, yeah! Of the kids and me... hee...



this is a series of pics I took on the bus on the long journey and everyone was sleeping or sth but I just wanna play with my cam phone. You'll be seeing more of it gradually ahha... that reminds me, I've got to post the pics me, Eve and Xiaoxia took when they went to see my performance. :D

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{/Saturday, July 01, 2006, @4:55 PM.
{ Hooked on Green Forest! Maybe Charmed in future ha... }
hehe... Green Forest got me hooked these days! i never knew this would happen! In any way, just wanna say it's a nice show, very sweet when u see 2 guys fight over the girl ahha... Watched Charmed yesterday night. Never tried to catch the past seasons cos I'd be hogging the tv at the golden time of 10pm and that's a no-no in my predominantly Chinese-speaking family ha!

Meanwhile, I'm gonna make use of Blogger to post my pics so I can post my new avatar! The original picture is this:



Got this from one of the forwarded mails! It's so damn nice!!! So beautiful, and serene and amazing!!! You never knew something existed like this. I really hope it's not computer modified. Anyway, cos of the stupid restrictions on the size and pixels of ur avatar, I've got to cut it to become this state:



hehe... and I'm gonna say my location is: on the star instead of kylala land in the forum where I'm a member of. hee!!! finally some changes!!!!!!!!!! yippee...

Okie, since I'm up now, I might as well post a few more pics from China haha... But can only put up 3, since every post can only put up 5 pics right? At least mine only can put up 5 if I use the tools I have when I write a new entry. It's different when I use Hello! to post.



This was taken in Jiuzhaigou. It's a small rapids, I think. Please correct me, someone, if I'm wrong.



Woo, nice nice waterfalls. Somehow, I can't help feeling that all these pics of nature, especially that of rivers or waterfalls or mountains is very unrealistic. It's like I can't possibly have gone to these places and we get to see these type of pictures only in books, magazines or on tv. What a weird feeling.



I must say this is pretty random ahhhahaha... I'm scared of UV rays. I've never been this glad for my black witch hat. (I was obsessed with wanting to be a witch quite some time ago) It just feels weird to adorn this in Singapore. Though I'm an advocate for "don't care what others think", sometimes it's not that easy. I've been wearing my hat everyday when we travel amidst the gifts offered by magnificent Mother Nature. It's GREAT YEAH! NOT TO FORGET: EVE'S BLUE SCARF!!!! I just lurve the colour and texture of it.

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