{/Friday, July 29, 2005, @6:59 PM.
{ Something NICE for a cHG! *_^ }
Yippe yee, I'm goin to Genting Highlands later, at night, taking the 10pm bus. Hope it'll be great fun, ok, yes it'll be, of cuz, with my lovely cousins ha. I can't wait to see Potato and hear her scolding me vulgarities? hhaha... It has been really stressful and tough and I really wanna thank Synn here! Thanks for the card! It's SO LOVELY! and bet u got the quote of the candy from being a councillor right? haha... anyway you get it, it's great, i REALLY LOVE YA ALL, DEAR FRENS AND FAMILY! It meant even more to me, since it was given to me at such a time of my life. Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU! i can't never thank enough people... :)
So, I'm gonna get something for all my frens, if possible... That is if i have time to play, get stuff, talk, fool around, read books and even do homework hhaha... It's gona be short, gonna return on Sunday, hopefully, i'll have a better start to life. Yeah, indeed life has things to look forward to and they push us forward towards the future... Long live HOLIDAYS! Thanks Yeeky and Seabell, you two have been especially helpful during this time. That "boo hoo" session was just freeing... EMANCIPATION! Thank u 2 so much too! :) Discovery of "xiao zhu lin"---little bamboo forest was really lovely haha...
Finally finished the tian long ba bu show. Knew I'd get "entwined" in it somehow, it'd be the worse if I watched ancient chinese shows in the past, cos it'd take me longer to get out of the past and return to the future. But, guess i've indeed grown and know better how to deal with it, so I'm not that engrossed in it after finish watching this FABULOUS show! Future shows would be really great! hee... Guess everyone can see how happy I am, at least for now. I just love my mum and dad and bro and cousins! Thanks especially to Potato, who'd always have a way of scolding me, til i'm back to present, and not a girl who lived in the past ha. So, I'm happy to have all your words like "ni shen jing bing tai zhong", "chao ji bai" and bla ba haha
Gotta go pack, if not, Mum'll be damn pissed at me haha... I mean she doesn't know cos the rest of my family is at my aunt's wake now, but she kept telling me to do it and not let my other aunt wait when she comes and fetch me to go to take the bus to msia. La la lala, it's so exciting... Haye mickey you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind hey mickey uh uh hey mickey uh uh... Guess this is what i'll be singing when i'm high in future haha... Love it man! Badaba ba bye!!! :) Whew, off I go to a new adventure!!! :p (i'm scared me and my aunt, 2 blurs getting lost on our way to meet the rest hee) LIFE IS GREAT, LIVE IT!
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So, I'm gonna get something for all my frens, if possible... That is if i have time to play, get stuff, talk, fool around, read books and even do homework hhaha... It's gona be short, gonna return on Sunday, hopefully, i'll have a better start to life. Yeah, indeed life has things to look forward to and they push us forward towards the future... Long live HOLIDAYS! Thanks Yeeky and Seabell, you two have been especially helpful during this time. That "boo hoo" session was just freeing... EMANCIPATION! Thank u 2 so much too! :) Discovery of "xiao zhu lin"---little bamboo forest was really lovely haha...
Finally finished the tian long ba bu show. Knew I'd get "entwined" in it somehow, it'd be the worse if I watched ancient chinese shows in the past, cos it'd take me longer to get out of the past and return to the future. But, guess i've indeed grown and know better how to deal with it, so I'm not that engrossed in it after finish watching this FABULOUS show! Future shows would be really great! hee... Guess everyone can see how happy I am, at least for now. I just love my mum and dad and bro and cousins! Thanks especially to Potato, who'd always have a way of scolding me, til i'm back to present, and not a girl who lived in the past ha. So, I'm happy to have all your words like "ni shen jing bing tai zhong", "chao ji bai" and bla ba haha
Gotta go pack, if not, Mum'll be damn pissed at me haha... I mean she doesn't know cos the rest of my family is at my aunt's wake now, but she kept telling me to do it and not let my other aunt wait when she comes and fetch me to go to take the bus to msia. La la lala, it's so exciting... Haye mickey you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind hey mickey uh uh hey mickey uh uh... Guess this is what i'll be singing when i'm high in future haha... Love it man! Badaba ba bye!!! :) Whew, off I go to a new adventure!!! :p (i'm scared me and my aunt, 2 blurs getting lost on our way to meet the rest hee) LIFE IS GREAT, LIVE IT!
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wee.. glad you are back on the track of the bright side! =D
chEEEERiz.
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11:57 PM
hey glad ur happy again..=)hahas.yesss.u got the mickey lyric riteee!=)))
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*back from OUTDOOR ADVENTURE CAMP between teh taurus and aquila!*
WWWHeeeeeeet! =)
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well that was a reply to the qns u asked, in case u got no link of what i am talking abt. HEH!
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{/Tuesday, July 26, 2005, @11:10 PM.
{ Why do bad things come all at once??? :( }
I've recently come to heard of Mister God from Anna, it's a book I've just started reading. Anna was stumped, maybe even angry... that Mister God let bad things happen, like letting people die, wars breakin out and fights... I just hope Mister God knows what he's doing. It's depressing, seeing so many bad things happen and we cant do anything. Maybe sometimes we can, but sometimes we really cannot!
It's very sad. Just received a very bad piece of news. My big aunt had just passed away. My dad must be hurting so deep... As well as her children and loved ones... She's a big woman with a big heart, always so generous. To think I din wanna stay at her house longer after we got to her house that day we went back to Msia to visit my grandpa. It was like, just one and a half weeks... One after the other, first my grandma, now my big aunt. It's terrible, it really is.
Why do all these things come without any warning at all? But maybe if there were warnings, we'd be living in constant fear and wouldn't enjoy our remaining time or the loved ones' times spent with the ones who will soon leave us. But it's good though, that these 2 loved ones of mine passed away peacefully, as in they din leave this world with pain or in agony due to illness. They were all well and healthy before they left us...
N today, it was pretty bad for me. I deem it a conflict with Synnos, it's just something that I'd reli love to avoid but thr's nothing to avoid to her but there's something there to me. It's intangible... Like many things are. So I'm just gonna let nature take its course. This piece of bad news is again a reminder, that loved ones are precious. But I really DUN wan such reminders...
Haix... I have a selfish thought again, that I'm glad it wasn't someone who was closer or dearer to me. Although I like her cos she's nice, I din really spend a lot of time with her or talk to her much or anyting like that as she's from my dad's side and lives kinda far from us. My dad is very close with her cos she took great care of him when my dad just came to singapore from Msia when he was a lad... All these things they felt, memories they had cannot be erased like that, neither can they be bought. Those are special times they shared.
So, think I'm not gonna be that sad after all, though I cried instantaneously when my mom called to say that. It's like my dad must be so sad and I'm bound to cry when I see him. I hate it when he cries. The most recent time was during my Grandma's funeral, the earlier time was in 1997, when my uncle died, his third bro... Hope he'll tide through this ASAP, as he's got lots of work to do and i really dun wan anything to happen to him.
Bet the stress and helplessness I felt during Geog in the morn is so insignificant compared to this. Maybe that's why I dun wanna study, at times... I feel so suffocated. I really like learning, I really do. KNowing about other people's lives have never failed to bore me, most times... Or you can say I'm lazy... Oh right, I was watching Tian Long Ba Bu, this drama serial of the past dynasties in China, I dunnno what you call it in english, it's those martial arts sort of thing.
My uncle threatened me to finish watching the whole set by this friday, so yeah, I have sth to pay all my attention to. I really wouldn't know what to do after finishing them, yup, so that's something to be happy and sad about ha. Jimmy Lin Zhi Ying is so CUTE! Wang gu niang very unique-looking, pretty, demure, and sweet ha. Enough of this, better get back to it. N the previous sat's dinner at arena country club was great fun. "handsome boi" and "spin the wheel" ha... Ok, things are not so bad at all, but I just can't help wondering if July is a bad month, for this year only la!!!
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It's very sad. Just received a very bad piece of news. My big aunt had just passed away. My dad must be hurting so deep... As well as her children and loved ones... She's a big woman with a big heart, always so generous. To think I din wanna stay at her house longer after we got to her house that day we went back to Msia to visit my grandpa. It was like, just one and a half weeks... One after the other, first my grandma, now my big aunt. It's terrible, it really is.
Why do all these things come without any warning at all? But maybe if there were warnings, we'd be living in constant fear and wouldn't enjoy our remaining time or the loved ones' times spent with the ones who will soon leave us. But it's good though, that these 2 loved ones of mine passed away peacefully, as in they din leave this world with pain or in agony due to illness. They were all well and healthy before they left us...
N today, it was pretty bad for me. I deem it a conflict with Synnos, it's just something that I'd reli love to avoid but thr's nothing to avoid to her but there's something there to me. It's intangible... Like many things are. So I'm just gonna let nature take its course. This piece of bad news is again a reminder, that loved ones are precious. But I really DUN wan such reminders...
Haix... I have a selfish thought again, that I'm glad it wasn't someone who was closer or dearer to me. Although I like her cos she's nice, I din really spend a lot of time with her or talk to her much or anyting like that as she's from my dad's side and lives kinda far from us. My dad is very close with her cos she took great care of him when my dad just came to singapore from Msia when he was a lad... All these things they felt, memories they had cannot be erased like that, neither can they be bought. Those are special times they shared.
So, think I'm not gonna be that sad after all, though I cried instantaneously when my mom called to say that. It's like my dad must be so sad and I'm bound to cry when I see him. I hate it when he cries. The most recent time was during my Grandma's funeral, the earlier time was in 1997, when my uncle died, his third bro... Hope he'll tide through this ASAP, as he's got lots of work to do and i really dun wan anything to happen to him.
Bet the stress and helplessness I felt during Geog in the morn is so insignificant compared to this. Maybe that's why I dun wanna study, at times... I feel so suffocated. I really like learning, I really do. KNowing about other people's lives have never failed to bore me, most times... Or you can say I'm lazy... Oh right, I was watching Tian Long Ba Bu, this drama serial of the past dynasties in China, I dunnno what you call it in english, it's those martial arts sort of thing.
My uncle threatened me to finish watching the whole set by this friday, so yeah, I have sth to pay all my attention to. I really wouldn't know what to do after finishing them, yup, so that's something to be happy and sad about ha. Jimmy Lin Zhi Ying is so CUTE! Wang gu niang very unique-looking, pretty, demure, and sweet ha. Enough of this, better get back to it. N the previous sat's dinner at arena country club was great fun. "handsome boi" and "spin the wheel" ha... Ok, things are not so bad at all, but I just can't help wondering if July is a bad month, for this year only la!!!
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okay a cancer baby u are.
and u need a tagboard. commenting is very troublesome. that's y sometimes i read le i lazy to comment. still have to sign in blah...
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{/Wednesday, July 20, 2005, @9:14 PM.
{ From "Mates, Dates and Sequin Smiles" by Cathy Hopkins. Enjoy... }
I dunno if i can quote this, but I'm gonna give credit to the book... Well, this is from "Mates, Dates and Sequin Smiles" by Cathy Hopkins. Actually, I've thought about it long ago to put it up here, it's really funny!...
Half an hour later, we were in the lingerie department of a store at the mall.
Half an hour later, we were in the lingerie department of a store at the mall.
"And are you going to explain why having braces put in has resulted in a strange compulsion to buy underwear?" asked Lucy.
"Distraction," I said. "Obvious, isn't it?"
"Yes, shopping is always a good distraction..."
"Not for us. For boys," I explained. "See, it was when T.J. said that boys like girls who look like girls that I realized that's what I had to do. Get boys distracted from my face and the way to do that is..." I indicated the racks of gorgeous girlie underwear.
"Yes, shopping is always a good distraction..."
"Not for us. For boys," I explained. "See, it was when T.J. said that boys like girls who look like girls that I realized that's what I had to do. Get boys distracted from my face and the way to do that is..." I indicated the racks of gorgeous girlie underwear.
"Show them your knickers?" asked Lucy.
"No."
Lucy laughed. "Wear your knickers on your head? That would cover your braces."
"Noooo. Don't be mad. I mean, show them my chesty bits. Have you ever been with a boy when you're showing even the tiniest bit of cleavage?"
"No."
Lucy laughed. "Wear your knickers on your head? That would cover your braces."
"Noooo. Don't be mad. I mean, show them my chesty bits. Have you ever been with a boy when you're showing even the tiniest bit of cleavage?"
"The tiniest bit of cleavage is sadly all I've got," sighed Lucy as she eyed the rails.
Izzie nodded. "Yeah, it's like their eyes are pulled toward it by some magnetic force. They can't help it. When I wore a low top to band rehearsal one evening, it was hysterical. The boys were doing their best not to look, but I could see their cheeks starting to twitch with the effort. Biff didn't even try not to look. He just talked to my chest all night."
"I hate that," said T.J. "It's like you're a walking pair of boobs and nothing else."
Lucy grinned. "You know that song by Frank Sinatra's daughter Nancy, 'These Boots Are Made For Walking'? We ought to sing 'These Boobs Are Made for Walking.' "
T.J. patted her on the head. "Keep taking the tablets, Lucy, "she said.
"Boys can't help it," I said. "It's their hormones. I know sometimes it's horrible being leered at, but it can be used to your advantage. Like my next meeting with Luke. My plan is to buy the most uplifting fab-shaped bra there is in this shop then wear it, so that he will be busy looking at my marvelous chest that he won't notice that my mouth is full of metal."
"He's going to look up sometime, Nesta," said T.J.
"And when he does, I'll shut my mouth. I'll only talk when he's looking at my cleavage."
"You're bonkers," laughed Izzie.
No, I'm not. It's simple, I thought. That is until we started to look for the bra. After fifteen minutes, I was totally confused. There were rails and rails of them. Not just colors and fabrics but types: bras for total support, egoboosters, minimizers, bras with no front, no back, balcony bras, wired, plunge, molded, padded, seamed, nonpadded, five-way, sheer, strapless, halter-neck, crossover, one-shoulder, bioform, sculptured, push up, multiway, T-shirt, sports, stretch cup. They even had thermal ones.
"Arghhhhhh," I cried. "I've seen Hitchcock's film The Birds. But now showing at a store near you, The bras. They're mean, they're keen, they're taking over."
T.J., Izzie, and Lucy cracked up laughing as I swung five bras up in the air and made them fly like birds.
A shop assistant gave me a funny look, so I put the bras back on the rails. "But how are you supposed to know which one is best?" I asked. "Do I need a bioform or a five-way push up?"
"I would imagine five-way push ups are for aliens," said Lucy. "As they are the only beings who could possibly have five boobs to push up."
This time it was Izzie who patted her on the head. "Poor dear," she said. "We really ought not to let you out again."
....... and the story continues.
Hope it made you laugh, it did for me. But i'm worried that the way i type it, it's so squished up tgt that your eyes might hurt hhaha.. But pls read it if you're sad aah...
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i heard from someone u wanna jue jiao the frenship because she is not willing to read ur blog anymore and the fault lies with the colour of the font. WAHAHAHA
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it's not just because of that. she doesnt really know how I feel. It's not that funny when you see the other side. I felt hurt, and I was so hurt a moment ago again, so much grief and sadness, and depressive emotions... Suffocating,...sux... but thanks for commenting, at least i know you read my blog, but trust me, it's not as simple as that, TO ME...
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@8:38 PM.
{ my dear sims, you'll always be in my memories... -_- }
I was so sad just now!!! cos my bro told me that the com got error and had to call up dell n was told to reformat com, so now all my SIMS ARE DEAD, AND THE HOUSES AND WHATEVER CLOTHES I DOWNLOADED!!! I cried on the spot when i got the news, it's just too overwhelming. My sims are like my blood, real pple I live with. I come home everyday after sch, lookin forward to play them. They are like my best frens, my blood, my sweat, my shit, or watever. So it's very depressing to know that they are just Pooh!, gone like that.
But acc. to my bro, the guy said it's cos i d/l 2 much stuff from Ares. But I need all those dance videos to learn steps 4 recreation. It's like being deprived of music and all is the end of the world. What would it be like w/o music in our lifes? Without dancing...an appalling idea so I shall not dwell on it. Sometimes, I know i'm a v. bad girl, doing all the bad stuff and make it seem as if it's not my fault. Think i did wrong my bro, but I just don't wanna be the losing party since he always upsets me, well not always, but quite often. N even if he's my rotten brother, I still lurve him sumhw. Deep down my heart, I dun wanna fight + quarrel whatsoever. But, I noe time will tell, n juz annoyed him and made him laugh all the while as I was being an irritant, talking like a bullet train abt stupid stuff, I dun wanna mention it here...
I've got over everything today i guess. Was late again this morn, and had to shit again during Project Wk. So ended up late in class by 1/2hr, like last wk, but I really had2shit. Teacher was so fed up that he interrogated me on the spot. Had 2 lie, cos thought he wont believe e fact that I'd shit every wed morn durin e lesson, but it's true. So he promised me tat the next time i'm late, he's gonna make sure i get into trouble. I guess i looked v. sad, and kept to myself all the time till the lesson ended. Which's y he came and talked to me nicely or rather "gently" ha, and asked again the reason i was late. It was beta, at least I know he's not cold-blooded.
Oh well, I noe he's not in the 1st place cos of past experiences cos he relents at times. But hope i'm not gonna be late anymore. I can't afford to do it, it's beta to stay home than go sch if i'm late. N Sims 2 is an addiction. Read on the bbs, sth like a bulletin board in the sims official website tat "Sims are not our whole life, but they make our lives whole." See, it's like so many things happen or thoughts pop up just cos of sims, this virtual simulation game that has brought excitement, assurance(for me!), security and relaxation for so many people around the world.
This 2 great books are wad I'm currently reading. This is so funny: "Mates, Dates and Sequin Smiles by Cathy Hopkins. The other is more inspiring and i'm still in the midst of the intro, but i already know this book is life-changing: "Anna and Mister God" by Fynn. This is the full 3 books of sth like a trilogy. So there, gotta email my cousin who's an air steward. His bday tmr. Happy bday :) Jason! Wish you haf a great time wif Masaki if she's there with you aha..
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But acc. to my bro, the guy said it's cos i d/l 2 much stuff from Ares. But I need all those dance videos to learn steps 4 recreation. It's like being deprived of music and all is the end of the world. What would it be like w/o music in our lifes? Without dancing...an appalling idea so I shall not dwell on it. Sometimes, I know i'm a v. bad girl, doing all the bad stuff and make it seem as if it's not my fault. Think i did wrong my bro, but I just don't wanna be the losing party since he always upsets me, well not always, but quite often. N even if he's my rotten brother, I still lurve him sumhw. Deep down my heart, I dun wanna fight + quarrel whatsoever. But, I noe time will tell, n juz annoyed him and made him laugh all the while as I was being an irritant, talking like a bullet train abt stupid stuff, I dun wanna mention it here...
I've got over everything today i guess. Was late again this morn, and had to shit again during Project Wk. So ended up late in class by 1/2hr, like last wk, but I really had2shit. Teacher was so fed up that he interrogated me on the spot. Had 2 lie, cos thought he wont believe e fact that I'd shit every wed morn durin e lesson, but it's true. So he promised me tat the next time i'm late, he's gonna make sure i get into trouble. I guess i looked v. sad, and kept to myself all the time till the lesson ended. Which's y he came and talked to me nicely or rather "gently" ha, and asked again the reason i was late. It was beta, at least I know he's not cold-blooded.
Oh well, I noe he's not in the 1st place cos of past experiences cos he relents at times. But hope i'm not gonna be late anymore. I can't afford to do it, it's beta to stay home than go sch if i'm late. N Sims 2 is an addiction. Read on the bbs, sth like a bulletin board in the sims official website tat "Sims are not our whole life, but they make our lives whole." See, it's like so many things happen or thoughts pop up just cos of sims, this virtual simulation game that has brought excitement, assurance(for me!), security and relaxation for so many people around the world.
This 2 great books are wad I'm currently reading. This is so funny: "Mates, Dates and Sequin Smiles by Cathy Hopkins. The other is more inspiring and i'm still in the midst of the intro, but i already know this book is life-changing: "Anna and Mister God" by Fynn. This is the full 3 books of sth like a trilogy. So there, gotta email my cousin who's an air steward. His bday tmr. Happy bday :) Jason! Wish you haf a great time wif Masaki if she's there with you aha..
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{/Tuesday, July 19, 2005, @8:21 PM.
{ This is a very long post, but I believe I have the power to hold the reader's attention with my language skills hah! }
Does anybody out there who always rereads their blog entries? I wont wanna do so everyday, that's too much a waste of time so I think reading them once in a while is so nice, it's like nostalgia will be in the air ha. Oh right, was just reading my entry abt grandma. It felt so nice, to feel that sorta warmth with my cousins and aunts and uncles and whoever. I mentioned sth abt me wanting to write all these intense and strong emotions I have abt goin bac 2 Ayer Tawar for the funeral and all sorts of funny things, but now that the storm has passed, I don't really feel that sort of pain or grief. Really, time helps lessen e pain.
A dilemma for me, 2 go Cambodia wif Evio, go Australia Perth to see ROCKS(WOOT!) and eXPerience university life cos you'll be working wif professors, or e China trip to learn abt the history & culture, like e QIN EMPEROR, visit the DU FU house or sth like that. Oh my, I really wanna go e Du Fu one, cos there's this poem I like which is by him. Though it's a bad connotation, if you consider "Qing Ming Jie" bad. Well, tats a festival 4 us Chinese, on 5th Apr, we go to our ancestors' or late relatives' graves and clean it up, sorta like a day for remembrance. Wont touch on too many actual details, just wanna let on that I'm still crossed over which to go.
Sometimes, i'd rather we dun have choices. Cos we must bear the responsibilities of watever choices we take, and they are not positive or nice all the time. Oh well, that's part and parcel of life. I realize I like to say oh well, it's not like I spot wells all the time all over Singapore, like on my way to sch. Oh well, I'm just hysterical. Wait, you're supposed to laugh! HAHA! Gotcha, you juz laughed. Cos you read "ha-ha" in your heart!!!
Tats lame, I admit. Kylagurl is a bit stupid in the head today, as always ha. Reli nice chattin wif Ser Dance 2day. Made me miss the times we had in sec sch. It's like, everything in the past is so far away frm us, but human beings have to move on. Oh well, i'm gonna try facing e future wif strength, courage and determination, not forgetting positivity. Plus, sometimes sch is rather fun, but e common tests which takes up 30% of our overall marks is in a few wks time and i haven got an inkling on how to write an essay, be it any subject, so kill me!~(I just hit my hand and mouth hard, cos I shouldn't be uttering nonsense. Did you know that the harder you hit, the better it is? At least that's what I think so...)
Anyway, think i'll kp 2 dis style of writing, cos I like 2 write whatever that comes to my mind. So whatever I write is juz parts of memories or thoughts I have. Here's one more, do you realize tat u're changin all e time? As in, I know this is well-known, tat "the only constant is change". But what i meant was do u feel e chg? V. often, it's not til others tell u tat u've chged den u realized u've indeed changed? I hope pple who read my blog could comment on qns I toss out like tat cos I wanna learn more, abt how different pple think. Of cuz, you dun have to force yourself till your brain pulverizes into grains ha. I understand stress, don't belittle me alright? I noe this is kinda weird, but I discover that I've got many thoughts tat I wanna express, and I hope to get some sort of response or comments so I could learn sth out of dem.
1 idea I haf: do you realize watcha tink of urself can be so diff frm wat others think of u ever? Cos recently this new fren juz told me tat she thinks I'm brave, as in I DARE TO SPEAK UP! Ok, I admit I do try to speak up in class, but not in lectures cos that's intimidating but I dun really tink of myself as brave. To me, being brave is doin wat u fear. If i do sth that i'm not afraid of or enjoy, i'm not brave. So it all comes down to how one thinks... Another eg is tat I used to ans qns on personality tests tat I'd prefer a routine n structured life, but nw I realize I dun like to follow things acc. to a system, as in a schedule. I prefer to do things spontaneously now, and this is so NOT ME in the past...
I know I have many qns that I juz ask. Peeps who r interested to ans, pls ans K? N just went bac Msia e previous wkend to visit Grandpa. It's like I dun wanna haf any regrets aft my late grandma. Treasure them as and when you can. Took some pics myself and I'm gonna post them up here to show the world hw goofy and dumb i look, my face is like a watermelon, but to some, a bun... thanks wong eight egg, decipher that, my dear frens, (excluding wong eight egg cos u noe already ha).
Funny things in sch: IF(idiot fatty), the deliberate rolllling of pens on to the floor ->Synn, the role-playing of a cop in the toilet with Synn during GSC, n Xin Zhong "he jiu" means drink beer, with the hand gesture, "i treat you eat shit, you treat me eat shit,"->"an eye for an eye" hahaha! I know that having a very long post instead of a few shorter ones might cause readers to lose interest, but I believe I haf e power 2 hold pple's attention and I've come to write titles after I finish my whole entry.
Some pple in my life tell me "You're very unique," ok thanks people. But sometimes i feel I just deliberately make myself like that. IN whatever case, it doesn't really matter, as long as I'm hapi and I'm glad my minor problems with DAda has been solved, though more effort is needed to build stronger n closer r/s! That fren even said I think out of the box. I really have to thank you, Yeeky, cos you gave me confidence. I never knew I was like that to someone. To myself, I think I dun think at all, as iN i dun use my brains... I'm lazy, that's all.
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A dilemma for me, 2 go Cambodia wif Evio, go Australia Perth to see ROCKS(WOOT!) and eXPerience university life cos you'll be working wif professors, or e China trip to learn abt the history & culture, like e QIN EMPEROR, visit the DU FU house or sth like that. Oh my, I really wanna go e Du Fu one, cos there's this poem I like which is by him. Though it's a bad connotation, if you consider "Qing Ming Jie" bad. Well, tats a festival 4 us Chinese, on 5th Apr, we go to our ancestors' or late relatives' graves and clean it up, sorta like a day for remembrance. Wont touch on too many actual details, just wanna let on that I'm still crossed over which to go.
Sometimes, i'd rather we dun have choices. Cos we must bear the responsibilities of watever choices we take, and they are not positive or nice all the time. Oh well, that's part and parcel of life. I realize I like to say oh well, it's not like I spot wells all the time all over Singapore, like on my way to sch. Oh well, I'm just hysterical. Wait, you're supposed to laugh! HAHA! Gotcha, you juz laughed. Cos you read "ha-ha" in your heart!!!
Tats lame, I admit. Kylagurl is a bit stupid in the head today, as always ha. Reli nice chattin wif Ser Dance 2day. Made me miss the times we had in sec sch. It's like, everything in the past is so far away frm us, but human beings have to move on. Oh well, i'm gonna try facing e future wif strength, courage and determination, not forgetting positivity. Plus, sometimes sch is rather fun, but e common tests which takes up 30% of our overall marks is in a few wks time and i haven got an inkling on how to write an essay, be it any subject, so kill me!~(I just hit my hand and mouth hard, cos I shouldn't be uttering nonsense. Did you know that the harder you hit, the better it is? At least that's what I think so...)
Anyway, think i'll kp 2 dis style of writing, cos I like 2 write whatever that comes to my mind. So whatever I write is juz parts of memories or thoughts I have. Here's one more, do you realize tat u're changin all e time? As in, I know this is well-known, tat "the only constant is change". But what i meant was do u feel e chg? V. often, it's not til others tell u tat u've chged den u realized u've indeed changed? I hope pple who read my blog could comment on qns I toss out like tat cos I wanna learn more, abt how different pple think. Of cuz, you dun have to force yourself till your brain pulverizes into grains ha. I understand stress, don't belittle me alright? I noe this is kinda weird, but I discover that I've got many thoughts tat I wanna express, and I hope to get some sort of response or comments so I could learn sth out of dem.
1 idea I haf: do you realize watcha tink of urself can be so diff frm wat others think of u ever? Cos recently this new fren juz told me tat she thinks I'm brave, as in I DARE TO SPEAK UP! Ok, I admit I do try to speak up in class, but not in lectures cos that's intimidating but I dun really tink of myself as brave. To me, being brave is doin wat u fear. If i do sth that i'm not afraid of or enjoy, i'm not brave. So it all comes down to how one thinks... Another eg is tat I used to ans qns on personality tests tat I'd prefer a routine n structured life, but nw I realize I dun like to follow things acc. to a system, as in a schedule. I prefer to do things spontaneously now, and this is so NOT ME in the past...
I know I have many qns that I juz ask. Peeps who r interested to ans, pls ans K? N just went bac Msia e previous wkend to visit Grandpa. It's like I dun wanna haf any regrets aft my late grandma. Treasure them as and when you can. Took some pics myself and I'm gonna post them up here to show the world hw goofy and dumb i look, my face is like a watermelon, but to some, a bun... thanks wong eight egg, decipher that, my dear frens, (excluding wong eight egg cos u noe already ha).
Funny things in sch: IF(idiot fatty), the deliberate rolllling of pens on to the floor ->Synn, the role-playing of a cop in the toilet with Synn during GSC, n Xin Zhong "he jiu" means drink beer, with the hand gesture, "i treat you eat shit, you treat me eat shit,"->"an eye for an eye" hahaha! I know that having a very long post instead of a few shorter ones might cause readers to lose interest, but I believe I haf e power 2 hold pple's attention and I've come to write titles after I finish my whole entry.
Some pple in my life tell me "You're very unique," ok thanks people. But sometimes i feel I just deliberately make myself like that. IN whatever case, it doesn't really matter, as long as I'm hapi and I'm glad my minor problems with DAda has been solved, though more effort is needed to build stronger n closer r/s! That fren even said I think out of the box. I really have to thank you, Yeeky, cos you gave me confidence. I never knew I was like that to someone. To myself, I think I dun think at all, as iN i dun use my brains... I'm lazy, that's all.
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{/Saturday, July 16, 2005, @9:24 AM.
{ Ha, I'm a bitch... }
@9:23 AM.
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@8:56 AM.
{ QUIZZES! Can you get ENUF of theM?? }
Well, ho hoho, I realize I never do such things, so I'm gonna try starting it. But all the while, I've been taking Emode Tickle tests for a very long time but they are kinda long at times, though i like it. Enjoy, and go do them too, to get some new perspective on yourself hah. Ok, of cuz, don't trust all the shit they say... :p
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The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
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| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Moderate |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | High |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | Very Low |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Low |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Very Low |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Low |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Moderate |
| Level 7 (Violent) | Low |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | High |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Low |
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{/Wednesday, July 13, 2005, @9:54 PM.
{ IRKSOME BROTHER continued... (Part 2) }
The second part is abt after the fight. I wanted to call my mum, cos my dad really hates us fighting and to make him angry is the last thing i want in the world... But, I dunno why I dialled my dad's no. in the end... Bleh! xp He was driving the cab then. The really tough part was to try to act as if nothing has happened though I was crying. Cos I can't just hang up when my pa has already picked up the phone... So i was just turning my head away and taking the phone away from my head when the tears won't hold and back again and try to make my voice sound as normal as possibly. But, he sensed sth was amiss and asked me what it was, and I kept denying... So that was really tough...
I dun wanna talk about my mum's side, just that my brother cried again... He always cries and accuses my mum of being biased towards me. But that's not true, if it was, she wouldn't get SCV for my bro in the first place, let him play com so much after he failed 4 subjects in his sec 3 first half of the year, she wouldn't let him buy his PS2 or get a TV for him with my dad... But he's just so immature, most of the time... and cries at the slightest thing... CRYBABY! Well, I am one too, but cos I'm a girl and i'm really emotional. I'm not trying to show any gender inequality here but it's the fact. Girls and Boys are just different cos we are just DIFFERENT! where that bullshit comes from, "Men and women are equal!" I mean in terms of basic rights and privileges... But in terms of the emotional and physical development, it's diff, so men and women aren't equal at all, and never will... Period. Ok, I'll be real honest here and i say i wouldn't say such things to people unless they are really close and good friends with whom I'm holding a discussion with...
So there, that was the whole episode abt the fighting. But i know it's a real strain on myself to shout so much and get so uptight and FLARE UP! which is why I made myself take deep breaths and calm down ASAP and played songs... Woo, music just calms my heart. I just love it!!! Hee :P So I'm feeling much better now... thanks friends for the silence you give me when I needed it most instead of chirruping like stupid birds. (I'm not saying birds are stupid, but it's just an expression) haha... Alrighty, I'll go off now and finish up typing of this chinese lit notes haha... it's been so long since I finished one set. Dammit, and HOPE AND FAITH is just so AMUSING! The ditzy sisters!!! :)
P.S. The videos of Ah bee are just so funny. Thanks AH YAO KOR KOR though you wiped ur snot on my sleeve at first haha! I'll never forget the fun times in such times when sadness and grief and crying is prevalent... =) smile peeps!
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I dun wanna talk about my mum's side, just that my brother cried again... He always cries and accuses my mum of being biased towards me. But that's not true, if it was, she wouldn't get SCV for my bro in the first place, let him play com so much after he failed 4 subjects in his sec 3 first half of the year, she wouldn't let him buy his PS2 or get a TV for him with my dad... But he's just so immature, most of the time... and cries at the slightest thing... CRYBABY! Well, I am one too, but cos I'm a girl and i'm really emotional. I'm not trying to show any gender inequality here but it's the fact. Girls and Boys are just different cos we are just DIFFERENT! where that bullshit comes from, "Men and women are equal!" I mean in terms of basic rights and privileges... But in terms of the emotional and physical development, it's diff, so men and women aren't equal at all, and never will... Period. Ok, I'll be real honest here and i say i wouldn't say such things to people unless they are really close and good friends with whom I'm holding a discussion with...
So there, that was the whole episode abt the fighting. But i know it's a real strain on myself to shout so much and get so uptight and FLARE UP! which is why I made myself take deep breaths and calm down ASAP and played songs... Woo, music just calms my heart. I just love it!!! Hee :P So I'm feeling much better now... thanks friends for the silence you give me when I needed it most instead of chirruping like stupid birds. (I'm not saying birds are stupid, but it's just an expression) haha... Alrighty, I'll go off now and finish up typing of this chinese lit notes haha... it's been so long since I finished one set. Dammit, and HOPE AND FAITH is just so AMUSING! The ditzy sisters!!! :)
P.S. The videos of Ah bee are just so funny. Thanks AH YAO KOR KOR though you wiped ur snot on my sleeve at first haha! I'll never forget the fun times in such times when sadness and grief and crying is prevalent... =) smile peeps!
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ya like clarence said. take it slow. cause u know wat? my brother used to be like that. but i tink he's maturing slightly better le. BOYS ARE CHILDISH WHEN THEY ARE YOUNG. BUT EVEN WHEN THEY GROW UP THEY STILL ARE CHILDISH. just dat they MATUred.
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Well thanks, i dunno if u people would read this comment, but things are getting better and me and my bro are all right... it just happened, i'm really glad i have a fulfilling and satisfying family life once again ha...
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@9:08 PM.
{ SOMETIMES, i really HATE my BROTHER! i DO!!! >_< ARRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!(1st part) }
I know this is really childish to be fighting when we're both teenagers. He's 14+ and I just sorta turned 17. But it used to be worse. And this time, I really blew up. Guess all that stress built up and I just had to let it out, so just now I had a surge through me, I could feel my blood boiling. I feel like SHREDDING him to PIECES there and then. Soz for the violence, but sometimes desperation calls for extremes... I know that's really bad for the body, to be angry, cos it involves risks of heart attack and high blood pressure, but it's once in a very long time, ok, more often nowadays what with fatigue and stress which comes together...
Well, to start off my volatile mood, I guess it was hearing abt this fren's matters, some big business which I share with the toilet cubicle I was in,(yuck! it was DISGUSTING)n the progress report which shocked me a little, followed by pains in the stomach and I had to go the sick bay, den I think I indirectly caused 2 girls' detentions with punishments (that's what the teacher said, I overheard I mean) Though I didn't hear or see exact things, the clues all around is enough to make me come to this conclusion... So I was pretty moody for the later half of the tennis lesson. I could feel it coming, but at that point of time, i just blamed it on "i'm just tired". But no, so as I was walking to the bus stop or anywhere, I was just thinking, about stuff in generally, so I guess my face was a "thoughtful" one... Other than that, I would read on the bus. N remember that Ind guy who sat beside me haha... Well, nothing happened there, just wanna remember... Cos it was a bad day overall, well to be pessimistic...
So, the fight. My bro wouldn't let me watch tv and play the com at the same time. Friggin' selfish! But I knew he was already annoyed with me cos I made him give me the seat in front of the com cos it was my turn and he held on saying the time was according to his watch. N i said he's always like that and what more does he want since i gave him another 1/2 hr? He was like "you're always like that yourself"... So he got really fed up, could see it by the way he slammed the keyboard or sth like that. N when I just sat down, he went, "you're supposed to go mop the floor now!" AND I WAS LIKE "WHAT THE HELL! why you almost always never do it when it was in the past and I din go menacing him like that and he din bring in the laundry. I could feel a blood rush and of cuz I shouted back and all. Actually, I knew that losing my cool would just be the last thing I actually want cos I would almost hyperventilate cos I can't breathe after blowing my top...
That's not all. After he failed to get me to mop the floor instantly, he went on to say,"Mum said you're not supposed to use two electrical appliances at the same time, so it's either the TV or the com." Cos he said it's a waste of electricity. N under my dad's influence, it's like you USE electricity all the time. So if you really want to save it, just turn off all the lights and go to sleep without the air con after it's dark, which means turning in early and NO ONE, I REPEAT NO ONE DOES IT!!! i'm just damn pissed, u can't blame me right? When he started to carry out his actions of being an ass, I just stopped him, went in front of him and tried to get him to back off. Of cuz, he's taller than me now, he's stronger than me and I knew it's not like how it was when I used to win him in such physical brutality... i started pushing him (ok, it's my fault for doin STH first but why did he have to care so much? I din care that much when it's his turn anyway...)
The pushing just gets worse and we started yelling at each other. Oh man, that just sucks. My voice got sore and it was... INFURIATING! I'm just so pissed I could take a chopper and point it at him again... But i'm really scared something might really happen. Sometimes, these people just makes me C-R-A-Z-YYYYY!selfish little imbecile!male chauvinist pig, spoilt brat! sickening jerk! just rotten TO THE CORE!
All right, guess that's enough for now. Just read on the book when I was on the bus that no matter how much bad things you say abt ur own siblings, it's not a nice feeling when someone else other than you says it. END OF Part 1. i just needed to vent it out.
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Well, to start off my volatile mood, I guess it was hearing abt this fren's matters, some big business which I share with the toilet cubicle I was in,(yuck! it was DISGUSTING)n the progress report which shocked me a little, followed by pains in the stomach and I had to go the sick bay, den I think I indirectly caused 2 girls' detentions with punishments (that's what the teacher said, I overheard I mean) Though I didn't hear or see exact things, the clues all around is enough to make me come to this conclusion... So I was pretty moody for the later half of the tennis lesson. I could feel it coming, but at that point of time, i just blamed it on "i'm just tired". But no, so as I was walking to the bus stop or anywhere, I was just thinking, about stuff in generally, so I guess my face was a "thoughtful" one... Other than that, I would read on the bus. N remember that Ind guy who sat beside me haha... Well, nothing happened there, just wanna remember... Cos it was a bad day overall, well to be pessimistic...
So, the fight. My bro wouldn't let me watch tv and play the com at the same time. Friggin' selfish! But I knew he was already annoyed with me cos I made him give me the seat in front of the com cos it was my turn and he held on saying the time was according to his watch. N i said he's always like that and what more does he want since i gave him another 1/2 hr? He was like "you're always like that yourself"... So he got really fed up, could see it by the way he slammed the keyboard or sth like that. N when I just sat down, he went, "you're supposed to go mop the floor now!" AND I WAS LIKE "WHAT THE HELL! why you almost always never do it when it was in the past and I din go menacing him like that and he din bring in the laundry. I could feel a blood rush and of cuz I shouted back and all. Actually, I knew that losing my cool would just be the last thing I actually want cos I would almost hyperventilate cos I can't breathe after blowing my top...
That's not all. After he failed to get me to mop the floor instantly, he went on to say,"Mum said you're not supposed to use two electrical appliances at the same time, so it's either the TV or the com." Cos he said it's a waste of electricity. N under my dad's influence, it's like you USE electricity all the time. So if you really want to save it, just turn off all the lights and go to sleep without the air con after it's dark, which means turning in early and NO ONE, I REPEAT NO ONE DOES IT!!! i'm just damn pissed, u can't blame me right? When he started to carry out his actions of being an ass, I just stopped him, went in front of him and tried to get him to back off. Of cuz, he's taller than me now, he's stronger than me and I knew it's not like how it was when I used to win him in such physical brutality... i started pushing him (ok, it's my fault for doin STH first but why did he have to care so much? I din care that much when it's his turn anyway...)
The pushing just gets worse and we started yelling at each other. Oh man, that just sucks. My voice got sore and it was... INFURIATING! I'm just so pissed I could take a chopper and point it at him again... But i'm really scared something might really happen. Sometimes, these people just makes me C-R-A-Z-YYYYY!selfish little imbecile!male chauvinist pig, spoilt brat! sickening jerk! just rotten TO THE CORE!
All right, guess that's enough for now. Just read on the book when I was on the bus that no matter how much bad things you say abt ur own siblings, it's not a nice feeling when someone else other than you says it. END OF Part 1. i just needed to vent it out.
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{/Monday, July 11, 2005, @9:48 PM.
{ A "COINCIDENTAL" DAY !!! }
What a day! It was so fun!!!! I love coming to school, haha, ok, not all points of time. In sch during civics, there was this joke by the boys about Taiyang that he requested for more toilets when asked by civics rep what we think shd be changed in the sch ha... Den he said sth bout buildin one in themiddle of the field, that made the rest of the boys guffaw like hell! The story about the toilet in the field continued by the boys was that someone would vomit from running 2.4km and can use the toilet haa... Taiyang even suggested a portable toilet!! Oh my goodness! that is DAMN FUNNY! WE LAUGHED LIKE HELL!
Another thing before that story about the toilet is me wanting to go to the piddly-diddly department a long time haah, cos earlier on during CA, i felt my stomach churning and we had to traipse all the way around the school cos we couldn't get to the classroom ahah. It's really hilarious! Well, so I wanted to go to the restroom big time. (can see i'm acting civilized here ha-->restroom)den I raised my hand during middle of civics class when Gom was explaining about black markets haha. He din allow me to go and I swear I was indignant. I asked a second time cos I'm not lying and he had to let me go and I ran all the way, though the restrm is just bside the door of the room we had our lesson haha... N "Morrighan" is witness to my lurid details of shit, well i'm not gona mention them here! :p
Well, the second major event took place in JP. Me and Pam and Eve had to spend so much time before we could finally get out of that hell school. Soz for the lang! *sheepish grin* In the end, I opted for ice cream, there's a little bit of drama at the ice cream shop too haa, the ice-cream man! He is not what he looks like!!! What he say, and how he looks like on the outside is unsynchronised! Well, enuf bout that, me and eve got to jp library aft bidding Pam goodbye and aft I had to get that hazelnut gelato scoop into the dustbin ha. Den I saw Clarence and Shujing while me and Eve were discussin abt e bks we gonna borrow. Clarence saw us and said Tyris was thr.
For a moment, I thought he was lying, but eve ran on without me and found Tyr and sorta collapsed on her on purpose. That's the reason behind the little yelp I heard hah! Aft that, I dunno about Eve but me and Tyr were really excited. My heart was pounding faster, and she just felt excitement ha! N some funny things, Clarence looked like a retard with his head slanted on his shoulder and his tongue out at times hahah, and Eve stopping to stop with her teacher and ended up more than 5 mins.
In a way, this shows that we are excited by simple things, but that makes us sound like morons who are so pathetic to be so excited by gd frens' meetings, esp aft we just met last fri at rach's house haha... Aft that, we just laughed and laughed the whole way. It seemed like a big reunion. So we finished our business in the lib and was on our way out and we took the fire exit stairs. I dunno really know what that flight of stairs is called but they are just stairs ALRIGHT?
We saw HQS n JW and 2 other guys smoking, that was a shock!!! But we got out quickly too and as we found our way to the escalator while laughing all the way cos whatever that came out of Eve's mouth is just plain funny! I seriously dunno why but we just laughed all the way, i know many pple in the library were pissed at us already cos we couldn't help laughing that much aha! N we saw Everlast(XZ) on the way down from the escalators at the landing. THAT IS SO AMAZING! so many pple spotted in just half an hr or so at the same place. I even heard from SJ that HXia was act. there somewhere in JP too ah...
It's at tat pt of time when I realized that my lungs couldn't take it. My tote bag was already full of books that I borrowed ahah, so I was practically under the weight of rocks or sth like tat. I had to rest my bag on the floor while I catch my breath and laugh at the same time. I do think we're just being hysterical but it's really fun... Eve, everyday the more I see you, the more I think you're closer to the funniest person on Earth haa.. But of cuz, there will always be higher mountains but u get my point right? I think Tyris agrees too haha... Really "du yi wu er"-->one and only, unique! We also realized that all Palm B pple were there, except Shuhui to make up the big family. Aw~!
Got to know that Tyr got $250 from lottery haha, so she treated us to a little bit of sushi, which is why I ended up at home at abt 7.30pm. So all in all, it was a day full of coincidences and therefore, a coincidental day! Plus I got all the videos of Ah Bee and Kana fighting. IT'S SO DAMN FUNNY! everyone WHO UNDERSTANDS MANDARIN MUST WATCH! YOU WON'T REGRET! Get it from me somehow if u want it that badly hahahahhahaahhahahahha... It's such a nice day, I even told Eve at the lib b4 we saw the rest that I feel myself in a calmer state these past days and it's really relaxed and peaceful inside my heart, with a tinge of delight frm time to time... :P :) =) :-) m_m T_T...
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Another thing before that story about the toilet is me wanting to go to the piddly-diddly department a long time haah, cos earlier on during CA, i felt my stomach churning and we had to traipse all the way around the school cos we couldn't get to the classroom ahah. It's really hilarious! Well, so I wanted to go to the restroom big time. (can see i'm acting civilized here ha-->restroom)den I raised my hand during middle of civics class when Gom was explaining about black markets haha. He din allow me to go and I swear I was indignant. I asked a second time cos I'm not lying and he had to let me go and I ran all the way, though the restrm is just bside the door of the room we had our lesson haha... N "Morrighan" is witness to my lurid details of shit, well i'm not gona mention them here! :p
Well, the second major event took place in JP. Me and Pam and Eve had to spend so much time before we could finally get out of that hell school. Soz for the lang! *sheepish grin* In the end, I opted for ice cream, there's a little bit of drama at the ice cream shop too haa, the ice-cream man! He is not what he looks like!!! What he say, and how he looks like on the outside is unsynchronised! Well, enuf bout that, me and eve got to jp library aft bidding Pam goodbye and aft I had to get that hazelnut gelato scoop into the dustbin ha. Den I saw Clarence and Shujing while me and Eve were discussin abt e bks we gonna borrow. Clarence saw us and said Tyris was thr.
For a moment, I thought he was lying, but eve ran on without me and found Tyr and sorta collapsed on her on purpose. That's the reason behind the little yelp I heard hah! Aft that, I dunno about Eve but me and Tyr were really excited. My heart was pounding faster, and she just felt excitement ha! N some funny things, Clarence looked like a retard with his head slanted on his shoulder and his tongue out at times hahah, and Eve stopping to stop with her teacher and ended up more than 5 mins.
In a way, this shows that we are excited by simple things, but that makes us sound like morons who are so pathetic to be so excited by gd frens' meetings, esp aft we just met last fri at rach's house haha... Aft that, we just laughed and laughed the whole way. It seemed like a big reunion. So we finished our business in the lib and was on our way out and we took the fire exit stairs. I dunno really know what that flight of stairs is called but they are just stairs ALRIGHT?
We saw HQS n JW and 2 other guys smoking, that was a shock!!! But we got out quickly too and as we found our way to the escalator while laughing all the way cos whatever that came out of Eve's mouth is just plain funny! I seriously dunno why but we just laughed all the way, i know many pple in the library were pissed at us already cos we couldn't help laughing that much aha! N we saw Everlast(XZ) on the way down from the escalators at the landing. THAT IS SO AMAZING! so many pple spotted in just half an hr or so at the same place. I even heard from SJ that HXia was act. there somewhere in JP too ah...
It's at tat pt of time when I realized that my lungs couldn't take it. My tote bag was already full of books that I borrowed ahah, so I was practically under the weight of rocks or sth like tat. I had to rest my bag on the floor while I catch my breath and laugh at the same time. I do think we're just being hysterical but it's really fun... Eve, everyday the more I see you, the more I think you're closer to the funniest person on Earth haa.. But of cuz, there will always be higher mountains but u get my point right? I think Tyris agrees too haha... Really "du yi wu er"-->one and only, unique! We also realized that all Palm B pple were there, except Shuhui to make up the big family. Aw~!
Got to know that Tyr got $250 from lottery haha, so she treated us to a little bit of sushi, which is why I ended up at home at abt 7.30pm. So all in all, it was a day full of coincidences and therefore, a coincidental day! Plus I got all the videos of Ah Bee and Kana fighting. IT'S SO DAMN FUNNY! everyone WHO UNDERSTANDS MANDARIN MUST WATCH! YOU WON'T REGRET! Get it from me somehow if u want it that badly hahahahhahaahhahahahha... It's such a nice day, I even told Eve at the lib b4 we saw the rest that I feel myself in a calmer state these past days and it's really relaxed and peaceful inside my heart, with a tinge of delight frm time to time... :P :) =) :-) m_m T_T...
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{/Saturday, July 09, 2005, @12:32 PM.
{ Cousins, thanks for making my day! }
So after getting back so late at night, I din dare to bathe and if I did, i wouldn't be able to sleep cos I'd be too awake! I know everyone is gonna pinch their noses and says "Yeew" or "Yucks" and shoot dirty looks at kylagurl, but I'm really scared of the dark, especially when we sorta talked about those things in the dark on the way home at one point of time, though we quickly dismissed the thoughts. It'd certainly do no good to scare ourselves wad haha...
Starting from the morn, received Rae's email, just as I was starting to read it, I got a call. IT WAS FROM HER!!! I'm so happy!!! Then we chatted for a while, it's really nice. She even said she could call in her office cos it's using the office phone line. That's cos her job include calling people overseas, so she could make use of that privilege to call me ahha... After that, Han got online. Had so much fun talking to him. Really, one other good thing about Ah Ma's passing away was I feel so much closer and at ease with all my cousins. It really brought us together, I know she's happy to know that too!
One funny thing: I had to call Ah Bee to come with me when I wanted to shit ahha! Cos I was scared of the dogs and chickens and potential snake attacks haha! Den, that naughty boy ran away when I was inside trying to get the shit out of me and sorta closed the door on me. THAT IS SO BAD A BOY!
Another one: Han commented that Ah Ma would get enough money to buy 3G phone, then can communicate with me over the other world. At that moment, the phone rang, and Han said ah ma loved me more hah. He said that cos before that, I assured him that Ah Ma would call him first cos I dun really understand her Hokkieney chinese haha...
N Kim's online now, and it's her birthday today. KIM, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! I'm gonna chat a while and go play Sims 2 haha... Bye peeps. As everyone can see, my life is so great now! I really dunno why I thought of just stepping out of the curb and go into
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Starting from the morn, received Rae's email, just as I was starting to read it, I got a call. IT WAS FROM HER!!! I'm so happy!!! Then we chatted for a while, it's really nice. She even said she could call in her office cos it's using the office phone line. That's cos her job include calling people overseas, so she could make use of that privilege to call me ahha... After that, Han got online. Had so much fun talking to him. Really, one other good thing about Ah Ma's passing away was I feel so much closer and at ease with all my cousins. It really brought us together, I know she's happy to know that too!
One funny thing: I had to call Ah Bee to come with me when I wanted to shit ahha! Cos I was scared of the dogs and chickens and potential snake attacks haha! Den, that naughty boy ran away when I was inside trying to get the shit out of me and sorta closed the door on me. THAT IS SO BAD A BOY!
Another one: Han commented that Ah Ma would get enough money to buy 3G phone, then can communicate with me over the other world. At that moment, the phone rang, and Han said ah ma loved me more hah. He said that cos before that, I assured him that Ah Ma would call him first cos I dun really understand her Hokkieney chinese haha...
N Kim's online now, and it's her birthday today. KIM, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! I'm gonna chat a while and go play Sims 2 haha... Bye peeps. As everyone can see, my life is so great now! I really dunno why I thought of just stepping out of the curb and go into
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@12:16 PM.
{ Little Rebel's house visit aka Gd frens' gathering! }
So yesterday, I skipped dance to go investiture to see Synn and got to play around with Evio and Pammos(pls let me use this for ur name, Morrighan :p) ha! and go Little Rebel's(LR) house cos she's sick, vomits cos of constipation. I know it's bad to laugh at someone who is ill, but it's really funny ahha... But before that, I was so happy when we got to watch a movie during GP. I really was excited and I explained that it's cos I haven watched a movie for such a long time and was deprived and sad cos of it hahahhaha.... :)
I wun want to talk about the details of getting there, cos it's just too long and SO not interesting ahha!!! Well, actually it's okay, at least, I got to see Venis and walk with Evio to LR's house...
We just went to her house and talked crap and fooled around. I felt so happy and natural around Tyris, like how it used to be! Synn looks like a flat pancake to me, like Wanting also, cos it's too sleek ahah! Looks like those chinese boys or girls passing off as boys in the past when they wana go studying or schooling in ancient China ha!These are just so nice memories! Luna Sea mtvs are so nice ha! And crappy and cliche and cheesy and so PASSE! LR and Lester look like twins ha! They laughed so much at Naruto while I was trying hard to finish reading the book that is due haha! I vow to watch Naruto somehow...
In the end, me and Evio din get to go to the library cos it's too late haa... We walked home in the end haha... Well, not entirely, but mostly! At one point of time, we climbed over the "green bar" and her skirt got ripped off hahahhahahhahahahhhaha... That was so funny! Well, to be exact, it din get ripped off. There was a hole and the side of the skirt just split haha. I'm telling you pple out there that I laughed till I peed in my red shorts underneath my skirt. I know that's uncouth, to say of my peeing in public, but to be honest, that's not the first time I peed in public. Well, the other time I did, it was really in public. Remember--> Synn!!!
We managed to reach home at about 2am I think... A little earlier than that. We waved to two ladies under a block and sorta talked to a guy on a bicycle who asked us, "Wa, study till so late?" Haha... All in all, I had an enjoyable day and night yesterday cos it's so much fun.. I love u my frens! ('v')
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I wun want to talk about the details of getting there, cos it's just too long and SO not interesting ahha!!! Well, actually it's okay, at least, I got to see Venis and walk with Evio to LR's house...
We just went to her house and talked crap and fooled around. I felt so happy and natural around Tyris, like how it used to be! Synn looks like a flat pancake to me, like Wanting also, cos it's too sleek ahah! Looks like those chinese boys or girls passing off as boys in the past when they wana go studying or schooling in ancient China ha!These are just so nice memories! Luna Sea mtvs are so nice ha! And crappy and cliche and cheesy and so PASSE! LR and Lester look like twins ha! They laughed so much at Naruto while I was trying hard to finish reading the book that is due haha! I vow to watch Naruto somehow...
In the end, me and Evio din get to go to the library cos it's too late haa... We walked home in the end haha... Well, not entirely, but mostly! At one point of time, we climbed over the "green bar" and her skirt got ripped off hahahhahahhahahahhhaha... That was so funny! Well, to be exact, it din get ripped off. There was a hole and the side of the skirt just split haha. I'm telling you pple out there that I laughed till I peed in my red shorts underneath my skirt. I know that's uncouth, to say of my peeing in public, but to be honest, that's not the first time I peed in public. Well, the other time I did, it was really in public. Remember--> Synn!!!
We managed to reach home at about 2am I think... A little earlier than that. We waved to two ladies under a block and sorta talked to a guy on a bicycle who asked us, "Wa, study till so late?" Haha... All in all, I had an enjoyable day and night yesterday cos it's so much fun.. I love u my frens! ('v')
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{/Thursday, July 07, 2005, @8:31 PM.
{ Goodbye to Grandma! 3 simple words, yet the deep meaning... }
Thanks Evio, thanks... Everything just cleared after what you said in the morn just before assembly, "Don't forget her. Say goodbye to her..." She was referring to my Grandma. Cos I was saying if I should just forget the business about my Grandma. She said that and I knew that I could choose to remember her in a reminisicing way, or sth like that, u get my meaning, i'm sure, u smart readers! ha! I realize it's my constant brooding over the matter that made me feel so sad. I mean, I think I'm born negative, as in thinking, not anything else ha... So it takes a lot for me to be optimistic at the first instant something way bad happens!
Which is why I had a much more better day. It's actually happy. I think I really love the people around me and music helps to cure depression... Of cuz the choice of songs is impt ha! N the 6.30pm slot, of American's Funniest Home Videos just perks me up and the 30 min sitcom after that just adds on to my amusement and delight! :) Well, so everyone can see I'm indeed back to how I was. If you do read my blog, I mean...
Spent quite some time on my blog. Finally got it to almost reach my expectatioins. I'm no html expert, so i guess this is the best I can manage. N just sorta went to this girl Britney's blog, from Kyra's and I vow to read "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" someday. The writer's name starts with S. But dammit, the only three libraries in Singapore to have the book is in town and I'm not prepared to go town just for that. N I'm gona go swimming and I really am going to list out most of the things I've had a thought for and the things I wana try. After all, cherishing what is there right now is the more practical way, instead of brooding over things you can't salvage or can't change... So hang on Kylagurl, you must be strong, for your Grandma, ur Ma, ur frens, and last of all, urself...
Oh ya, one more acknowledgment to Kyra:
Thanks for the talks on the phone, you called most of the time. I remember the times when i'd call u when i'm feeling sad or lonely in school during earlier times and ur sarcasm never fails to brighten my day. What a satirical way of writing... N there's this other time whereby I stayed home cos I was late and I feel so bad about my mum and all and u were there to talk to me. Well, guess that's cos my other frens are in school haha...
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Which is why I had a much more better day. It's actually happy. I think I really love the people around me and music helps to cure depression... Of cuz the choice of songs is impt ha! N the 6.30pm slot, of American's Funniest Home Videos just perks me up and the 30 min sitcom after that just adds on to my amusement and delight! :) Well, so everyone can see I'm indeed back to how I was. If you do read my blog, I mean...
Spent quite some time on my blog. Finally got it to almost reach my expectatioins. I'm no html expert, so i guess this is the best I can manage. N just sorta went to this girl Britney's blog, from Kyra's and I vow to read "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" someday. The writer's name starts with S. But dammit, the only three libraries in Singapore to have the book is in town and I'm not prepared to go town just for that. N I'm gona go swimming and I really am going to list out most of the things I've had a thought for and the things I wana try. After all, cherishing what is there right now is the more practical way, instead of brooding over things you can't salvage or can't change... So hang on Kylagurl, you must be strong, for your Grandma, ur Ma, ur frens, and last of all, urself...
Oh ya, one more acknowledgment to Kyra:
Thanks for the talks on the phone, you called most of the time. I remember the times when i'd call u when i'm feeling sad or lonely in school during earlier times and ur sarcasm never fails to brighten my day. What a satirical way of writing... N there's this other time whereby I stayed home cos I was late and I feel so bad about my mum and all and u were there to talk to me. Well, guess that's cos my other frens are in school haha...
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@8:23 PM.
{ Acknowledgement... continued... }
Well, I just remembered what Tyrs did for me:
I forgot when it was but she actually made and brought pancakes for me in SCHOOL! it was for my breakfast... She always lent me money when I din have enough for food or to buy stuff, she bought this handphone pouch like a little pink sock for me but i lost it boo :( cos it was lost with my phone...
Evio:
Going all the way to the photocopy shop cos I was lazy just to print some notes for me that she din print the first time she went. All the things she said when it was about my grandma. Waiting for me when I was late for work and we both were late. Well actually the work part applies to synn and tyris too!
Synnos:
For saying she din know what to say to me so she din send me any birthday greetings. That's all for now, I can't think of others.
Pammos:
Making me feel so much better after the apology text, the very recent one. I really appreciated that one! Cos I felt like it was the end of the world before it...
Little Rebel:
Amusing me at the most unexpected times.
V3nis:
Entertaining with her mimicking abilities. Letting us swim at her house and the food your mom make is simply delicious!
Rabbit:
Teasing me to make me feel better when I feel sad though they are not very kind at times.
Serene*~Dance:
Encouragement during dance, school and hiking ha... I really miss the times.
I dun mean it for those I never mention cos it's so hard to remember everything at once...
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I forgot when it was but she actually made and brought pancakes for me in SCHOOL! it was for my breakfast... She always lent me money when I din have enough for food or to buy stuff, she bought this handphone pouch like a little pink sock for me but i lost it boo :( cos it was lost with my phone...
Evio:
Going all the way to the photocopy shop cos I was lazy just to print some notes for me that she din print the first time she went. All the things she said when it was about my grandma. Waiting for me when I was late for work and we both were late. Well actually the work part applies to synn and tyris too!
Synnos:
For saying she din know what to say to me so she din send me any birthday greetings. That's all for now, I can't think of others.
Pammos:
Making me feel so much better after the apology text, the very recent one. I really appreciated that one! Cos I felt like it was the end of the world before it...
Little Rebel:
Amusing me at the most unexpected times.
V3nis:
Entertaining with her mimicking abilities. Letting us swim at her house and the food your mom make is simply delicious!
Rabbit:
Teasing me to make me feel better when I feel sad though they are not very kind at times.
Serene*~Dance:
Encouragement during dance, school and hiking ha... I really miss the times.
I dun mean it for those I never mention cos it's so hard to remember everything at once...
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{/Tuesday, July 05, 2005, @9:11 PM.
{ Just some acknowledgement, People!!! }
Though I'll never remember every single thing everybody did for me, or remember everyone who did something for me, I just wanna say thank you and I really appreciate it to everyone! I can't possibly mention everyone here, cos it's too long a list...
For Flamez:
To Synnos: Thanks for offering that green tea with jelly thing when I was serving detention in GO, though I guess that you had probably bought it cos it's 2 for a cheaper price. I saw the promotion in the fridge in the ice cream shop hee...
To Pammy: Thanks for your courtesy--> the sandwich, the strawberry pocky. Discussin about the cheesy and crappy people in our world. Example: "Yeah!"
To Evio: I really dunno what to do without you. Always there to lend a listening ear, though I never return it at times... Your txts of encouragement and words of positivity, never failing to cheer me up... Your "funnyness" really cheers me up. Just a smile from you, a look, wherever, ur butt and everywhere else... (i use orange to piss you off ha, it WAS ur fave colour!)
To Tyris: Thank you for the times we had in dance, and the advice u always gave me when I needed them. Though we dun keep in contact much now, I know we love each other. I got ur testimonial, it was great! I know you'll be there for me. I can't remember any specific thing you did for me, but I'll rmb it somehow...
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For Flamez:
To Synnos: Thanks for offering that green tea with jelly thing when I was serving detention in GO, though I guess that you had probably bought it cos it's 2 for a cheaper price. I saw the promotion in the fridge in the ice cream shop hee...
To Pammy: Thanks for your courtesy--> the sandwich, the strawberry pocky. Discussin about the cheesy and crappy people in our world. Example: "Yeah!"
To Evio: I really dunno what to do without you. Always there to lend a listening ear, though I never return it at times... Your txts of encouragement and words of positivity, never failing to cheer me up... Your "funnyness" really cheers me up. Just a smile from you, a look, wherever, ur butt and everywhere else... (i use orange to piss you off ha, it WAS ur fave colour!)
To Tyris: Thank you for the times we had in dance, and the advice u always gave me when I needed them. Though we dun keep in contact much now, I know we love each other. I got ur testimonial, it was great! I know you'll be there for me. I can't remember any specific thing you did for me, but I'll rmb it somehow...
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@8:50 PM.
{ The weekend went so fast! I can't believe it... My birthday, and Grandma!!! :-| }
I had a really hectic and FAST weekend! We went back to Msia on Sat afternoon and got back only early Tue morning. That's cos my Grandma just passed away, it's awful, it really is. But I'm making a point to write it here, to really acknowledge it. I still find it unreal, that she's still somewhere around, on a holiday, even though I've touched her cold face and seen her in the coffin, offered so many incense sticks. Oh my, I can't really control my tears now. It's appalling, it really is. But as Evio said, stronger ties between other family members have been forged. It's kinda fun, at some points of time, as everyone tries not to get too upset, cos it'll just start a crying session all over.
Well, even though it's the most unpleasant birthday present I've ever received, the march up to some distant place to cremate my Grandma with the rest of the family who were present, at least it's my first birthday spent in Msia and I could see all my lovable cuzzies and aunts and uncles. Even though we joked around when we had to pay the most attention, I dun think we're wrong. I mean, Grandma wouldn't want all of us to grieve for her all the time. We should be happy, that she left in such a peaceful state. She was still smiling. I gave her my rubber band, cos the guy who was to nail the coffin and seal it completely asked if we had any last things to give her on her way, I just thought of it. I wanted to have a connection with her... I want to remember her forever, as far as I live.
I still find the times I spent with her too little. It was at the most twice a year, though I hope i can say thrice. But i dun think so. Well, i just wanna write out my feelings. For such personal things, I would definitely write in my diary too. To remember such strong and intense emotions I have. It's really bad, that she has gone. The sobbing and all I have taken in when we were in msia really made me realize something. It had something to do with a quote I just read in my mail before we left for Msia -- "The best things in life aren't things." To me, I take them to be love, friendship, kinship, care, concern and so many more intangible things...
Which is why, I'm sorta glad I passed my birthday with so many people. Even though many din know it was my birthday, I din feel alone. We were all brought together. As we had to take a bus to reach the place to cremate my grandma, all of us in that bus at that moment had something in common, we all love Grandma! It was the first time we were gathered like that, even for such a cause. A comforting hand on the shoulder, reassuring rubs on the back, even a smile, be it empathy or sympathy, made me feel so much warmth and was lightened up instantly, even if just a little.
Though I'll always be reminded of Grandma when it's my birthday, since it was the day we all marched to send her off on her last journey, she'll always live in our hearts. But I admit i'd cry whenever my birthday comes, cos it does remind me of the sad times, though we laughed during them. So I really hope everyone will treasure who they have. It's really unpredictable. Two weeks ago, we just bid our goodbyes to her and drove back to Singapore. Two weeks later, she had left us, no one even saw her the last time. As in, no one was by her when she passed away. Cos it was late night in the hospital when she was admitted cos she just vomitted, she got everyone to go home, she din want to trouble them. Then, the doctor called to say she had left us at about 5 plus in the morn... (I'm sobbing uncontrollably, like how I did when I was back in Msia)
I guess that's why I txt Rabbit and told her I din really want any birthday presents, I just want everyone to be safe and happy. But if she really wanted to get me something, she could do so... Oh my oh my oh my, I really want to bring my frens back to Msia with my Grandma there and she could show us around the backyard when she rears chickens and ducks and geese... But that'll never happen... Oh shoot, I think I need to call Potato for a quick fix-me-up. Talking it out is always so much better.
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Well, even though it's the most unpleasant birthday present I've ever received, the march up to some distant place to cremate my Grandma with the rest of the family who were present, at least it's my first birthday spent in Msia and I could see all my lovable cuzzies and aunts and uncles. Even though we joked around when we had to pay the most attention, I dun think we're wrong. I mean, Grandma wouldn't want all of us to grieve for her all the time. We should be happy, that she left in such a peaceful state. She was still smiling. I gave her my rubber band, cos the guy who was to nail the coffin and seal it completely asked if we had any last things to give her on her way, I just thought of it. I wanted to have a connection with her... I want to remember her forever, as far as I live.
I still find the times I spent with her too little. It was at the most twice a year, though I hope i can say thrice. But i dun think so. Well, i just wanna write out my feelings. For such personal things, I would definitely write in my diary too. To remember such strong and intense emotions I have. It's really bad, that she has gone. The sobbing and all I have taken in when we were in msia really made me realize something. It had something to do with a quote I just read in my mail before we left for Msia -- "The best things in life aren't things." To me, I take them to be love, friendship, kinship, care, concern and so many more intangible things...
Which is why, I'm sorta glad I passed my birthday with so many people. Even though many din know it was my birthday, I din feel alone. We were all brought together. As we had to take a bus to reach the place to cremate my grandma, all of us in that bus at that moment had something in common, we all love Grandma! It was the first time we were gathered like that, even for such a cause. A comforting hand on the shoulder, reassuring rubs on the back, even a smile, be it empathy or sympathy, made me feel so much warmth and was lightened up instantly, even if just a little.
Though I'll always be reminded of Grandma when it's my birthday, since it was the day we all marched to send her off on her last journey, she'll always live in our hearts. But I admit i'd cry whenever my birthday comes, cos it does remind me of the sad times, though we laughed during them. So I really hope everyone will treasure who they have. It's really unpredictable. Two weeks ago, we just bid our goodbyes to her and drove back to Singapore. Two weeks later, she had left us, no one even saw her the last time. As in, no one was by her when she passed away. Cos it was late night in the hospital when she was admitted cos she just vomitted, she got everyone to go home, she din want to trouble them. Then, the doctor called to say she had left us at about 5 plus in the morn... (I'm sobbing uncontrollably, like how I did when I was back in Msia)
I guess that's why I txt Rabbit and told her I din really want any birthday presents, I just want everyone to be safe and happy. But if she really wanted to get me something, she could do so... Oh my oh my oh my, I really want to bring my frens back to Msia with my Grandma there and she could show us around the backyard when she rears chickens and ducks and geese... But that'll never happen... Oh shoot, I think I need to call Potato for a quick fix-me-up. Talking it out is always so much better.
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